2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者
https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/135479908
有朋友邀請我去她居遊地待一些時間
這在過去讓我心動但不會成真的提議
以往考量的因素已不再 … 已不再 …
我想驛動的那顆心也沉寂 …
明白了從頭到尾是自己鎖住了自己
清楚知道是自己膽怯只敢縮在圈圈裡
從來沒人攔住想跨越出去的那雙腳
是自己給自己畫了個圈成了個牢
駕馭自己的心
駕馭自己的人生
駕馭自己不管在哪都逍遙
A friend invited me to stay at her place for some time.
In the past, this suggestion would have excited me, but it never materialized.
The factors that used to hold me back are no longer present... no longer...
The once vibrant heart now lies silent.
I understand that I have been the one restraining myself from the beginning to the end.
I am aware that it is my own timidity that kept me confined within a circle.
No one has ever hindered the feet that wanted to step beyond.
I drew a circle for myself, turning it into a prison.
Taking control of my own heart.
Taking control of my own life.
Guiding myself to freedom no matter where I am.