2024 0209 除夕日 ~ 今日塔羅：抱負
2024 0209 今日塔羅：抱負
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除夕夜，是告別過去舊年，也是情感流動之夜
最近認識了一位妹子
她，40多歲，未婚
她，農曆春節一個人，很多年
她說
她喜歡一個人的自由
然後我想到了
去年，農曆春節，大部分時間我也都是一個人
原本我也以為我很好，那幾天，靜靜得過生活
結果當月月底我就生病了
長達2個多星期
應該，之前的”好”是硬撐著
其實，那時的我，應該不是挺好的
好生佩服這妹子
也許她的樂觀有逞強的成分
但當身邊沒有人可以互相依賴、依靠時
即使脆弱也得裝堅強
生活裡一起分享春花、夏陽、秋風、冬雪的人
不一定只限於親密愛人和家人
可以是淡泊之友、老友、舊友
我的窗玻璃起了一層霧
窗外飄著細雨，不大，就是有點煩人
風吹著是會冷的那種
泡了一壺茶
川燙一盤青菜
碗公裡是昨天沒喝重新溫熱的鮮奶茶
這是怎樣的組合我也搞不懂
隨心所欲的結果罷了
門上貼了春聯
算是給自己添加一些年節喜氣
貼糊得很醜
也挺符合我的style ~ 不講究的生活主義者
守歲了
添歲了
新年新氣象
新春新希望
新年快樂!!
On New Year's Eve, it's a night to bid farewell to the old year and also a night of emotional flow.
Recently, I met a girl.
She, in her forties, unmarried.
She spends the Lunar New Year alone, for many years.
She said she likes the freedom of being alone.
Then I thought Last year, during the Lunar New Year, most of the time I was also alone.
I thought I was fine, living quietly those days.
But by the end of the month, I fell ill For over two weeks.
Perhaps, the previous "fine" was just me pushing through.
Actually, I wasn't doing so well back then.
I truly admire this girl.
Perhaps her optimism has an element of bravado.
But when there's no one to rely on, no one to lean on,
Even if you're vulnerable, you have to pretend to be strong.
People who share the joys of spring, the warmth of summer, the breeze of autumn, and the snow of winter in life.
Not limited to intimate lovers and family can be casual friends, old friends, acquaintances.
There's a layer of mist on my window.
Outside, there's a drizzle, not heavy, just a bit annoying.
The wind blowing is the kind that makes you cold.
Brewed a pot of tea.
Stir-fried a plate of green vegetables.
In the bowl is yesterday's reheated milk tea.
I don't understand this combination either.
Just the result of following my heart.
Spring couplets are posted on the door.
Adding some festive atmosphere to myself.
They're pasted on so clumsily.
Quite fitting my style ~ a carefree lifestyle enthusiast
Staying up late on New Year's Eve.
Added another year old in New Year.
New outlook!
New spring!
New hope!
Happy New Year!!
