2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space
端午連假總共三天，第一天，忙著跟朋友相約聊天。
第二天，忙著趕功課進度，整理電腦資料，清潔家裡。
第三天，睽違很久的睡到自然醒，中午跟家人吃飯相聚。
快樂時光好快就結束了。
接下來規律的學習日子也不錯。
今天哥哥說，他覺得我現在的生活模式挺好的。
有新知的學習，有與他人交流交際，有和朋友相約，有和家人相聚，有時間和心力照顧好自己。
我當下忘了回應他，我也很喜歡現在的生活和現在的自己。
慎終追遠，在端午節日是我們文化上的祭祀。
昨晚，不小心按到了平板，畫面跳出來2019年與老爸對話的視窗畫面。
我愣住了好幾分鐘，眼睛都沒眨一下，直盯著平板。
往上滑看了對話的內容，我貼了一個餐廳的連結，跟爸爸說，打算帶他去那個地方走走。
爸爸回應了我揮揮手。
於是，昨晚我看到時，驚愣住，因我以為爸爸又再跟我揮揮手，打招呼。
老爸，很想您，只是沒再跟任何人提起。
我努力生活，就是希望能讓您放心，沒有罣礙。
我明白，很多人微笑的背後都有不同的感傷故事。
我也是。
確實，自己的感受，心情，自己受，受得住，過得去，那就好了。
『時空』 ~
情感，穿越了時間，跨越了空間。
愛與在乎，始終都在，不曾停止，不曾消逝，不曾退去。
人的一言一行一決定，總在〝因果業力〞法則上加減乘除。
今日的善，他日的果。
昔日的業，今日的劫。
現在遇到的困境，碰到的困難，遭到的難過，我就會回想著過去，到底，哪裡做錯了？是什麼行為讓別人不開心了？是說錯了話？表錯了情？還是要如何才能討人喜歡呢？
多數時候是沒有獲得答案的。
是有多擔心害怕不被喜歡？
有的時候就是需要回到過去，探討、了解，才能知道原因。
時空，就是這樣吸引人去回想過去。
畢竟，我們已經花費人生大部分的時間在想像未來，計畫未來了。
在時空裡，我們能夠有計畫性地規劃著許多事情，有人覺得這就是預言，其實這只是多份心去注意、觀察、思考，也就有了洞悉、卓見及計畫。
檢視過去，洗淨廢棄，在這時空的日子裡。
內觀現在，審度現在，在這時空的日子裡。
想像未來，計畫未來，在這時空的日子裡。
跨越時空的想著、念著、愛著。
願一切安好。
願事事順利。
願日日如意。
願希望實現。
在這『時空』的日子裡，我總忍不住想許願，想著世界和平，想著家國安康，想著大家都平安。
June 11, 2024 Tarot of the Day: Time Space
The Dragon Boat Festival holiday lasts for three days.
On the first day, I was busy meeting up with friends and chatting.
On the second day, I was busy catching up on homework, organizing computer files, and cleaning the house.
On the third day, I finally slept in and woke up naturally after a long time, and then had lunch with my family.
Happy times pass by so quickly.
The regular days of learning ahead are also quite nice.
Today, my brother said he thinks my current lifestyle is quite good.
I am learning new things, socializing with others, meeting up with friends, gathering with family, and have time and energy to take care of myself.
At that moment, I forgot to respond to him, but I also really like my current life and myself as I am now.
Honoring ancestors during the Dragon Boat Festival is a part of our cultural rituals.
Last night, I accidentally pressed my tablet, and the screen showed a conversation window with my dad from 2019.
I was stunned for a few minutes, staring at the tablet without blinking.
I scrolled up to see the conversation.
I had sent a restaurant link to my dad, telling him I planned to take him there for a visit.
Dad responded with a wave emoji.
So, when I saw it last night, I was shocked because I thought my dad was waving at me again, saying hello.
Dad, I miss you very much, but I haven’t mentioned it to anyone.
I am working hard to live well, hoping to put your mind at ease and have no worries.
I understand that many people have different sad stories behind their smiles.
So do I.
Indeed, as long as you can bear and get through your feelings and emotions, that's enough.
"Time Space" ~
Emotions transcend time and space.
Love and care are always there, never stopping, never fading, never retreating.
Every word, action, and decision a person makes is always subject to the law of "cause and effect".
Today's good deeds are tomorrow's rewards.
Past deeds are today's consequences.
When I encounter difficulties and sadness now, I reflect on the past.
Where did I go wrong?
What actions made others unhappy?
Did I say the wrong thing?
Did I express the wrong emotions?
How can I please others?
Most of the time, there are no answers.
How much do I worry about not being liked?
Sometimes, you need to go back to the past, explore and understand, to find the reason.
Time Space attracts people to reminisce about the past.
After all, we spend most of our lives imagining and planning for the future.
In Time Space, we can plan many things with foresight.
Some call it prophecy, but it's really just paying more attention, observing, and thinking, leading to insight, foresight, and planning.
Reviewing the past, cleaning up waste, in these days of Time Space.
Observing the present, assessing the present, in these days of Time Space.
Imagining the future, planning for the future, in these days of Time Space.
Thinking, remembering, and loving across time and space.
May everything be well.
May everything go smoothly.
May every day be satisfying.
May all hopes be realized.
In these days of "Time Space", I can’t help but make wishes, thinking about world peace, family and national well-being, and everyone's safety.