Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination
Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination
昨日凌晨突然清醒
以為已是早晨
看了時鐘發現才僅睡了2個多小時
於是再躺回床上希望能夠再入睡
翻來覆去還是難眠狀態
索性俐落起床
換了一身運動服裝
在自己客廳裡做暖身操、原地踏步走
發揮當日牌卡”創造力”的其中一個特質 ~ 改變原有習性
於是就在醒來、運動、睡覺、醒來、閱讀中
度過已很久沒有如此充實的早晨時光
今天我自己的塔羅牌抽到”明朗/通透”
這也是權杖牌卡之一
權杖，是個人信念、意念的範疇
透過創造力發揮
昨日下午也外出散步
這已暌違好幾個月的活動項目
在春暖花開的天氣裡總算恢復了
傍晚想一想創造力還能如何運用
於是開始整理起廚房的儲物櫃
讓儲存的乾糧食物能在賞味期限裡發揮它們的價值
完成一件一件小事情
這也代表著自己的內心裡很清楚明白
該做什麼
可以怎麼做
能夠如何做
雖慢，可是有確實進行，那就是不同
這也安撫了一直有點內疚的小心靈
知道自己過於懶散
有時也會因懶惰、提不起勁的狀態，對自己生氣
現在好了
開始動了
環境，整齊清潔，淨化了
心，舒坦許多，也就像是經過洗滌般，明朗通透
Yesterday, in the early hours of the morning, I suddenly woke up, thinking it was already morning.
Checking the clock, I realized I had only slept for a little over two hours.
So, I tried to go back to sleep, tossing and turning, but still unable to doze off.
I decided to get up decisively, changed into workout clothes, and did some warm-up exercises and paced around in my living room.
I applied one of the traits of "creativity" from yesterday's card—changing old habits.
Thus, I spent a morning filled with waking up, exercising, sleeping, waking up, and reading, something I hadn't experienced in a long time.
Today, my own tarot draw revealed "illumination," also one of the suit of wands cards. Wands represent personal beliefs and thoughts.
Through exercising creativity, I also went for a walk yesterday afternoon, an activity I hadn't done in months.
Finally, in the warm spring weather, I resumed it.
In the evening, I pondered how else I could utilize creativity.
So, I began organizing the kitchen pantry, ensuring that the stored dry food items would be used within their expiration dates to maximize their value.
Completing each small task also signifies clarity within myself—I know what needs to be done, how to do it, and what I'm capable of doing.
Though progress may be slow, it's still progress, and that's what makes it different.
It also soothes the slightly guilty conscience that I've been feeling due to my laziness.
Sometimes, I get angry with myself for being too lazy or lacking motivation.
But now, things are better.
I've started moving.
The environment is tidy and clean, purified.
My mind feels much more at ease, as if it's been cleansed, clear, and transparent.
