Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)
Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)
問題：我4/01的未來日記主題
抽牌：停滯 Stagnation
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4/01的實際狀況挺順利，除了早上遲遲無法清醒，一直賴床，在外面吃完晚餐後，回家忍不住又吃了餅乾和水果。
其他的一切都很好。
停滯的是想法
停滯是因不理解
停滯是因卡住了
我突然搞不清楚『未來日記』的心願是要如何設定。
是每一天設定小幸運，還是整整四十九天就是一個大夢想？
因為自己還沒決定好要怎麼做，所以從昨晚開始，對於今天的『未來日記』就是一片空白。
今天未來日記的大綱
4/01的早上一直無法清醒，整整睡了將近十一個小時，在我這樣的年紀，還能一次睡如此長的時間，也算是驚人。
果然，原本注意的股票跌了許多，雖是預期內，但看到帳面上損失了，還是有點難過。
這真的是完整地貼近『停滯』帶來的悶沉感受。
下午要去參加一個講座，記得那個飯店停車位不多，所以要早點出門比較好。
之前只記得一樓的停車位，前一台車搶走了，往地下室找停車位。
運氣好，電梯出口處的好位置尚是空著的。
這與原先設定的『未來日記』內容不符合，但喜悅的心情是沒有什麼差別的。
講座結束後，開車去找朋友。
他們夫妻開了一家韓食小餐館，一直想前往，可惜距離我住的地區有點遠，直至現在，總算一償宿願。
滿足！
這不用在日記裡描述就一定會實現的想像。
看著朋友夫妻精神好，元氣足，替他們開心。
吃了好吃的，雖然停車費不是很便宜，但偶爾來一趟，可以承受的。
4/01抽牌：停滯 Stagnation
宇宙說是情感上感到疲勞，想怠惰，覺乏味了
停滯帶著死氣沉沉的黑壓壓感
停滯產生的沼氣是可運用的能量
想法，並非每日都可以產生迸裂，跳出火花的。
很多時候就是得等，再等等，有時這時候就有思緒可以開始寫了。有時得等到時間逼近了，心裡有點急燥，試著寫一些，看一下書，再寫一些得完成。
宇宙接收到我興奮過後的疲憊，讓我抽到『停滯』這張塔羅牌，說著，
持續高亢的情感是會加速熱情的消退，加快情緒的消逝，加重心情的厭煩感。
於是，昨日，我沒有將『未來日記』的內容明確顯化，只有將需要進行的事情大略地勾勒，並依賴直覺地避開一些不想遇到的問題。
休息一下。
讓情感的絨毛花些時間恢復蓬鬆，然後可以繼續輕盈舞動。
4/02的未來日記塔羅牌抽到『豐收』。
會是如何呢，明天揭曉。
Alyson's 4/02 Tarot: Stagnation (4-57)
Question: Theme of my 4/01 Future Journal
Card Drawn: Stagnation
The actual situation on 4/01 went quite smoothly, except for having trouble waking up in the morning and staying in bed for a while.
After having dinner outside, I couldn't resist eating cookies and fruits when I got home.
Everything else was fine.
Stagnation is in thoughts.
Stagnation is due to misunderstanding.
Stagnation is because of being stuck.
Suddenly, I couldn't figure out how to set the wish for "Future Journal."
Is it to set small fortunes every day, or is it a big dream for forty-nine days?
Because I haven't decided how to do it, since last night, today's "Future Journal" has been blank.
Outline of Today's Future Journal:
On 4/01, I couldn't wake up in the morning and slept for nearly eleven hours straight.
At my age, being able to sleep for such a long time at once is remarkable.
As expected, the stocks I was paying attention to dropped significantly.
Although it was within expectations, seeing the losses on the books was still a bit sad.
This truly brings the heavy feeling of "stagnation" in full.
In the afternoon, I have to attend a seminar. I remember that the hotel has limited parking spaces, so it's better to leave early.
I only remembered the parking space on the first floor, and the spot was taken by the car in front of me, so I had to look for a parking space in the basement. Luckily, a good spot near the elevator exit was still available.
This doesn't match the content originally set for "Future Journal," but the joyous mood remains the same.
After the seminar, I drove to meet some friends.
They, a couple, have opened a Korean restaurant, and I've always wanted to visit.
Unfortunately, it's a bit far from where I live, but finally, I fulfilled that wish. Satisfied!
This is an imagination that doesn't need to be described in the journal to come true.
Watching my friends' high spirits and vitality, I'm happy for them. Although the parking fee wasn't cheap, eating good food occasionally is affordable.
Card drawn on 4/01: Stagnation
The universe says it's emotionally tired, feeling lazy and dull.
Stagnation brings a heavy, oppressive feeling.
The marsh gas generated by stagnation is usable energy.
Ideas don't always burst forth every day.
Many times, it's just waiting, waiting some more.
Sometimes at this point, thoughts begin to emerge.
Sometimes you have to wait until the deadline approaches, feeling a bit anxious, trying to write something, reading a book, then writing more to finish.
The universe received my exhaustion after excitement, allowing me to draw the "Stagnation" Tarot card, saying that continuous high emotions will accelerate the decline of passion, hasten the disappearance of emotions, and increase the feeling of annoyance.
So, yesterday, I didn't clearly manifest the content of "Future Journal," just roughly outlining the things that need to be done, and relying on intuition to avoid some problems I didn't want to encounter.
Take a break.
Let the fluff of emotions take some time to recover, then you can continue to dance lightly.
Tarot card drawn for 4/02 Future Journal: "Abundance."
How will it be?
Tomorrow will reveal.
