Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)
Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)
問題：我4/09的未來日記主題
抽牌：均衡 Equilibrium
今天，感覺蠻忙碌的。
因為心上掛念著今天要上課，在清晨六點多醒來一次，然後就又造成八點多真正需要起床的時間，迷迷糊糊地，無法清醒起床。
這真的是有點傷腦筋。
明天開始要比今天更早起床一個多小時。
天兒呀！
真的是自己給自己找事情，且會非常忙碌。
今天未來日記是第二週主題「死亡」中的「均衡」。
可，到現在晚上九點鐘，我只感受到學習的比重佔滿了腦袋，導致同樣的時間，卻比其他夜晚更為疲憊。
https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146079133
均衡，是表示情緒是平衡穩定的。
而今天，沒有太多的情緒起伏，雖然面對一些官僚式作法讓我心裡猛搖頭，但尊重，所以沒有顯露任何內心想法。
塔羅牌「均衡」圖案表示 ~
若情緒卡在憂鬱或悲傷，要像鴨子花盆，漂浮在情緒水域之上，讓心智與身心達到沉靜的狀態，讓悲傷隨著流水，靜靜伴著你，靜靜地划過心海，慢慢地流向心底最深處，慢慢地進入你深處的記憶，存在，但盡量別引起強大衝擊，讓你的情緒起伏震盪，導致好不容易平靜下來的心，再度因此而狂亂。
今天的「未來日記」與塔羅抽牌，沒有連結之處，更無重疊的軌跡。
若硬要連結牽扯在一起，那就是晚上聽著瑞．強德蘭的「水晶骷髏頭」神秘教導的線上課程。
完全聽不懂，跟不上老師所說的，即使有翻譯的緩衝時間，仍很難了解。
但可能因試著聽，所以情緒是平坦無波的。
只有兩眼間的皮膚有著褶皺，因為聽不懂而一直皺眉。
Alyson's 4/10 Tarot: Equilibrium (12-57)
Question: The theme of my journal for 4/09
Card drawn: Equilibrium
Today feels quite busy.
Waking up around six in the morning, feeling the weight of the day's classes ahead, I couldn't fully rouse myself until after eight, feeling groggy and unable to fully awaken.
It's a bit of a headache.
Starting tomorrow, I'll need to wake up over an hour earlier than today.
Oh, boy! Seems like I'm finding ways to keep myself occupied, and it's going to be hectic.
Today's journal theme is "Death" from the second week, focusing on "Equilibrium."
However, as it nears nine in the evening, my mind feels consumed with studying, leaving me more fatigued than usual at this hour compared to other nights.
Equilibrium implies emotional stability.
Today, there haven't been many emotional highs or lows.
Though faced with bureaucratic procedures that make me shake my head internally, I choose to respect them, thus not expressing any inner thoughts outwardly.
The imagery of the Tarot card "Equilibrium" suggests that if emotions linger in sadness or melancholy, one should float like a duck on the emotional waters, achieving a state of calmness in mind and body.
Let sadness drift along the currents, silently accompanying you, gently passing through the sea of your heart, slowly flowing into the deepest recesses of your being, existing but trying not to cause a significant impact that would disrupt the calmness you've painstakingly achieved.
Today's "journal of the future" and the Tarot draw don't seem to have any connection or overlapping paths.
If one were to forcefully link them, it might be the online course by Rue Quandlran on "Crystal Skulls" mysteries that I listened to in the evening.
I couldn't understand it at all, struggling to keep up with the teacher's words, even with translation buffering time; comprehension remained elusive.
However, perhaps the attempt to listen kept my emotions flat.
The only wrinkles were between my brows, a result of my constant frowning due to the lack of understanding.
