Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot：成長 Growth (18-57)
Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot：成長 Growth (18-57)
問題：我4/15的未來日記主題
抽牌：成長 Growth
今天的學習課程是新單元。
又是一個新專業。
眼界又被打開了，挫折也就又增加了。
不過，上週五沒有搞懂的一部分，今天比較清楚了。
學習，就是這樣。
太久沒有學習一個新東西是從最基本的開始學起。
天性就是如此。
總會往較熟悉的事物去鑽。
全新的事物，有時確實因為跨入門檻太高，實在也沒有辦法進入。
為了迎戰這次艱難的課程，生活方式我也是先模擬和規劃。
希望這幾個月的天昏地暗時光裡，也能照顧好自己的身心靈。
於是，重新調整採買新鮮食物的時間是一項工程。
再來，如何準備每週午餐便當是每日的小工程。
接著，晚上除了處理食物外，安排時間並撰寫每日的Alyson’s Tarot塔羅日誌及每工作日DreamCatcher Tarot的塔羅直覺抽牌記錄，也是一個蠻艱巨的事情。
發覺自己現在的時間，扣除掉大塊學習時間和寫塔羅的時間以外，其他的事情就像擠牙膏的方式，用力擠，還是能運動一下，休息一下，聽一些視訊課程。
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今天的塔羅牌是「成長」，在「隱士」主題下的副標。
我忙碌不已的生活，降低了與旁人接觸的機會，如同”隱士”般，就是低頭做著每一項關於自己派給自己的工作，無暇顧及他人的生活。
每天，用力吸收新知識，我是棵樹，一棵努力向上成長的樹。
挫折和無力像是我的樹根深入地底，進入到我的黑暗世界，沉重且蔓延著。
以往的逃避，如今無所遁形。
成長，只要是進入到新領域、新世界，總是得經歷過青澀的年代，即使已快白髮蒼蒼的年齡。
有人問，為何，我老是要把自己的時間填充得如此滿載？
沒有為難自己，只是順著自己的心思去決定這些事情。
就如同靈魂需要提升，學識需要增進，能力需要加強般的自然發展。
因為想要達到更高層次的意識境界，想要更加理解未來知識，想要有機會幫助一些人，所以需要學習，需要歷練，需要成長。
我發現到自己從上週的寫作方式與內容開始不同。
目前，尚不知道為何會如此改變。
我總是採用自由書寫的方式，想到什麼，就寫什麼，就像是我的塔羅學習與讀牌，總是採直覺式閱讀，直觀式輸出。
不經過太多思考與轉折。
大多時候，宇宙給的訊息就是如此直接與直白。
不懂，很有可能是我們主觀意識想得太過複雜些，或者扭曲，也就忘了最初始的含意。
唯有成長，唯有學習，我才能更懂得，也才能放心地分享。
Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot: Growth (18-57)
Question: My 4/15 future diary theme
Card drawn: Growth
Today's learning curriculum introduces a new unit, diving into yet another field of expertise.
It opens up new horizons but also brings along its share of challenges.
However, what remained unclear from last Friday is becoming clearer today.
That's the nature of learning.
When it's been a while since you've started from the basics, it's natural to struggle.
Our nature tends to gravitate towards what's familiar.
New things sometimes seem inaccessible due to the high threshold of entry.
To tackle this challenging course, I've already simulated and planned my lifestyle.
I hope to take care of my physical, mental, and spiritual well-being during these tumultuous months ahead.
So, readjusting the time for buying fresh groceries is a task in itself.
Then, there's the daily task of preparing lunch boxes for the week.
Additionally, finding time in the evenings, besides food preparation, to write daily entries for Alyson’s Tarot journal and record intuitive draws for DreamCatcher Tarot on workdays, is quite the feat.
I've realized that apart from the extensive study time and tarot writing, squeezing in other activities feels like squeezing toothpaste—there's still room to move and rest, even watch some instructional videos.
Today's Tarot card is "Growth," under the theme of "Hermit."
My busy life reduces opportunities for interaction with others, akin to the "Hermit," immersed in every task assigned to oneself, without much time to spare for others' lives.
Every day, absorbing new knowledge vigorously, I am like a tree, striving to grow upwards.
Setbacks and weaknesses are like roots delving deep into the ground, entering my dark world, heavy and spreading.
Past avoidance is now futile.
Growth, whenever one enters a new field or world, always involves experiencing green years, even in advanced age.
Some may ask, why do I always fill my time so full?
It's not about making it difficult for myself; it's about following my instincts in deciding these matters.
It's a natural progression, like the soul needing elevation, knowledge needing enhancement, and abilities needing reinforcement.
Because I want to reach higher levels of consciousness, understand future knowledge better, and have the chance to help others, I need to learn, experience, and grow.
I've noticed a shift in my writing style and content from last week.
Currently, I'm not sure why this change has occurred.
I've always used free writing, jotting down whatever comes to mind, much like my tarot learning and card readings, which are always intuitive.
There's not much contemplation or twists involved.
Most of the time, the universe's messages are direct and straightforward.
If I don't understand, it's likely because our subjective consciousness has made things too complicated or distorted, forgetting the original meaning.
Only through growth, only through learning, can I truly understand and confidently share.
