Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)
Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)
問題：我4/21的未來日記主題
抽牌：更新者 Regenerator
今天中午參加了一場喜宴。
對於這兩週來的辛苦，身體升起了防衛機制。
早上很晚才醒過來，原本想去聽的簡報分享，就錯過了，很可惜。
昨晚有在心裡頭對今天的行程做了簡單的描繪和想像。
腦海中有浮現開車到喜宴餐廳的位置，但沒有細想，沒有想像到停車的情況，結果今天抵達餐廳時被告知四個停車場皆沒有停車位了。
對於早上的簡報分享是沒有進行任何想像。
昨晚應該潛意識就已經做好了決定，所以今早也就沒有早點起床的動力。
喜宴上，同桌的有一位長者，年屆八十歲。
她說，她是自己搭乘計程車前來喝喜酒的。
她分享了人生的知識與經歷 ~
人生莫計較太多，身體健康是第一，後面的許多”零”才有意義。
要記得自己擁有的幸運，並珍惜老天的眷顧。
有能力付出，不要吝嗇。
夫妻相處要有共同興趣，夫妻，是老來伴。
父母對已婚孩子的事情要懂得放手，不過問太多，因陪孩子到老的是他的另一半。
朋友之間千萬別有金錢往來和利益關係。
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老人家在桃園一家關懷照顧植物人基金會擔任志工長達二十三年。
她看多很多人生故事。
她說，最近發生一件事情讓她很是難過，也曾經很生氣，甚至懷疑老天。
她分享，有一位志工，跟她一樣在那基金會服務多年，人很好，很付出，很努力。
但，有一天，這位志工朋友她都沒有再遇到過。
她也沒想太多，以為是有事情要忙，或者是值班時間錯開，所以才沒再看過。
直到有一天，基金會工作人員告知說等一下需要接收一位新的植物人患者。
當工作人員一邊說的時候，神情難過，眼眶紅。
沒想到，新的植物人患者就是那位志工朋友。
老人家說，這讓她懷疑了善良、付出自己，怎會落得這樣的結果。
老人家依然一邊做著志工工作，一邊思考這個問題。
直到她把這問題內觀到自己的身上。
她想到，曾經被醫生宣告粉碎性骨折，無法再站起來行走的她，現在雙腿有力且活動自如。
這就是老天對一直付出的她給予的回饋與呵護。
「更新者」這張塔羅牌，告訴我們 ~
作為一位更新者及恢復者，在情感上是有豐富創造力，就像是滋潤生命的及時雨，豐富與灌溉著土地。
今日的喜宴上，當主持人請新郎給予新娘的父母承諾會好好照顧他們的女兒，會跟新娘攜手一輩子好好過的時候，我含著淚，坐在附近的新郎同事朋友們也都哭了。
最可愛的是新郎的雙胞胎姊姊，哭得唏哩嘩啦得，完全沒有在顧及臉上精緻的妝容。
這是一場很有愛的婚禮。
很榮幸被邀請。
很高興有前去。
「更新者」可以創造新的情感生活和生命力。
「更新者」是個治療者，像是不停冒出泡的湧泉水，洗滌著交流的心靈，平撫傷痛和被困擾，糾結著的心。
今天，我和哥哥很幸運，有緣分認識那位老人家，幸運地能聽到她的人生經歷與分享。
喜宴結束後，我們詢問老人家居住的地點，並邀請她搭乘我的車子，我開車，和哥哥一起送她回家。
因為今天的愛能量流動得很強勁，讓我很放鬆，心也被這麼多的愛給溫暖，結束喜宴回到家後，整個人疲倦，也就陷入休息睡眠狀態。
這兩週來的疲憊，經過這兩天的熟睡，消散不少，真好。
Alyson's 4/22 Tarot: The Regenerator (24-57)
Question: Theme of my 4/21 journal entry
Card drawn: Regenerator
Today I attended a wedding banquet at noon.
After the hard work of the past two weeks, my body has initiated a defense mechanism.
I woke up late in the morning and missed the presentation I intended to attend, which was a pity. Last night, I briefly depicted and imagined today's schedule in my mind.
There was a vague image of driving to the wedding banquet venue in my mind, but I didn't think it through, didn't imagine the parking situation, and as a result, when I arrived at the restaurant, I was informed that all four parking lots were full. I didn't engage in any imagination about the morning presentation. Subconsciously, I must have already made a decision last night, so I didn't have the motivation to wake up early this morning.
At the wedding banquet, there was an elderly lady sitting at my table, eighty years old.
She said she had come to the wedding banquet by taking a taxi.
She shared her knowledge and experiences in life~
In life, don't worry too much, health is the most important, the many "zeros" behind only have meaning then.
Remember the luck one possesses and cherish the blessings from above.
If capable, do not hesitate to give.
For a couple to get along, they must have common interests, for spouses are companions in old age.
Parents should learn to let go of their married children's affairs, avoid asking too much, because the one accompanying the child to old age is their spouse.
Never let money transactions and self-interest come between friends.
The old lady has been volunteering for the Vegetative Care Foundation in Taoyuan for twenty-three years.
She has seen many life stories.
She said, something happened recently that made her very sad, even angry, and she even doubted the heavens.
She shared that there was a volunteer, like her, who had served at the foundation for many years, a good person, very dedicated and hardworking.
But one day, she never saw this volunteer friend again.
She didn't think much of it, thinking the friend must be busy or their duty hours conflicted, so she didn't see them again.
Until one day, the foundation staff informed her that they needed to receive a new vegetative patient later.
As the staff spoke, they looked sad, their eyes red.
Unexpectedly, the new vegetative patient was that volunteer friend.
The old lady said this made her doubt kindness, selflessness, how could it lead to such a result?
Yet, she continued her volunteer work while contemplating this question.
Until she introspected on this question within herself.
She thought of herself, who had been declared with a comminuted fracture by the doctor, unable to stand and walk, but now her legs are strong and agile.
This is the reward and care from heaven for her continuous dedication.
The Tarot card "Regenerator" tells us ~
As a regenerator and healer, there is abundant creativity emotionally, like timely rain nourishing and irrigating the land.
At today's wedding banquet, when the host asked the groom to promise to take good care of the bride's parents and to live a good life with the bride, I sat nearby with tears in my eyes, and the groom's colleagues and friends also cried.
The most adorable was the groom's twin sister, crying uncontrollably, completely disregarding the delicate makeup on her face.
This was a wedding filled with love.
I was honored to be invited.
I was glad I went.
"Regenerator" can create new emotional life and vitality.
"Regenerator" is a healer, like bubbling spring water continuously cleansing the soul of communication, soothing pain and resolving the entangled heart.
Today, my brother and I were lucky to meet that old lady, fortunate to hear her life experiences and sharing.
After the wedding banquet, we asked where the old lady lived and invited her to ride in my car. I drove, and my brother and I sent her home together.
Because the energy of love today flowed so strongly, I felt very relaxed, my heart warmed by so much love.
After returning home from the banquet, I was exhausted and fell into a state of restful sleep.
The exhaustion of the past two weeks, after two days of deep sleep, dissipated quite a bit, which was wonderful.
