〚音樂〛：本月最愛的循環歌單分享（2023 Aug）

嗨！大家好久不見，上次真正的發文已經是好久以前了，我讓這裡荒廢了好久。首先想要先分享一些我自己的murmur：在這段時間裡面我過得非常大起大落，或許是因為自己也還在了解自己當中，努力嘗試了很多有興趣的事情，常常把自己掏空、仔細審視、再拼湊回去，忽然發現，要開始去探索、找到未來道路是一件有點恐怖、未知，卻讓人期待不已的事情。在這段期間裡面我仍然持續看電影、寫心得，但都沒有力氣可以好好的拼湊出一個完整的、符合我自己要求的作品，所以我就遲遲都沒有更新，但與此同時又希望自己可以好好打起精神寫點什麼，不然我大概一個禮拜後就會忘記那部電影曾經存在過，以及我從中得到了什麼力量。就這樣在矛盾的心情下，我重複地打開網站打了些草稿，又默默刪掉關起來。其實堆積如山的不只是觀影心得還有情緒，畢竟我也強烈感受到自己不想放棄寫作這件事情的想法，所以我打算讓自己再慢慢地重新開始。這段時間以來比起電影，讓我更有感觸的是音樂，所以想說先從本月的音樂分享開始重新做起（上次分享是三年前了...哈......哈哈..........），讓自己一步一步慢慢找回感覺。在風格和內容呈現上面肯定會有很多和以前不同的部分（因為我自己也還在嘗試；；），前一陣子我已經開始慢慢更新舊文章的封面視覺圖、內容排版以及內文......等等，會慢慢把自己腦袋想的東西付諸行動，所以大家也可以三不五時點開舊文章看看，說不定你會因此挖到些神奇的東西也不一定（？），總而言之，還是感謝大數據的推播讓我們相遇了，歡迎大家常常光臨本頻道（謎之結尾：）。

Cause if we don't leave this town. We might never make it out. I was not born to drown.......　好喜歡這幾句歌詞！

And my friends. They all seem to know what they wanna be. Got their lives planned five years ahead of me. And I don't even know 'bout next week.／／Sometimes when I think ahead. It pulls a string around my chest. Too young to know how to live. Too old to be a kid.

Oh, one more year of this world turning.  It's just another candle burning. But my reality is hurting.

And I don't want the world to change me. It doesn't take a lot to break me. 'Cause I don't recognize me lately.

I wasn’t trying to let you down. I was just working my shit out. I’m sorry I didn’t know how much I led you on.

Growin’ up is strange, get too close, push away. Thinking you would do the same. No regrets, no mistakes. Growin’ up is strange when the one who’s to blame. Is lookin’ at the mirror, wish that you were here. Growing up is ______.

I'm done hatin' myself for feelin'. I'm done cryin' myself awake. I've gotta leave and start the healin'. But when you move like that, I just want to stay.......

You don't have to try so hard. You don't have to give it all away. You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up. You don't have to change a single thing. ／／
You don't have to try, try, try, try. You don't have to try. You don't have to try.