Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57) 問題：我4/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：力量 Strength 昨天參加一個培訓課程，關於協談，關於志工，關於自殺議題。 課程內容是嚴肅的，同學是親切的，老師們與主辦單位的人們很是溫柔。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146682463 上午滿滿的四小時，有數據分析，有現況分享，有醫師專業知識的傳授。 下午滿滿的四小時，是團體課程，有遊戲，有認知，有分享。 上完一天課程結束後，回到家要寫功課，將一天的學習心得與團體體驗一一回饋。 將所有指定作業完成已凌晨。 太累了，沒有精神再提筆寫「未來日記」的塔羅日誌。 今天補上。(然後今天的，卻又得明天補了，希望明天我可以將進度趕上，別再拖延。) 今天「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌是「力量」。 完完全全地貼切著我今日一整天的學習課程。 我報名參加一個志工培訓課程。 這是『1995』是防治自殺專線志工培訓。 經過三階段的學習與評量後，方能成為志工，才能開始進行協助他人的事情。 若問我，那麼多的志工，為何選擇『1995』？ 很難回答這個問題，因沒有仔細酌量與思考過。 二十多年前知道『1995』，覺得這是很有意義的，且真摯佩服這些大愛的志工們。 這些是無名英雄，協助他人，是不留名，不現身的。 一直有想貢獻能力予社會的想法，在朋友號召下，連同我和幾位朋友就一起報名了。 曾有過想哭卻哭不出來的痛嗎？ 曾有過痛到心已麻痺，只覺空洞嗎？ 找不到生命的出口，眼前雖不是黑暗，但確實是看不清楚的。 在迷濛裡，沒有方向，心，虛浮著，恐懼驟升，無法停歇地慌。 可以跟誰說？ 會讓人擔心的。 會被人責罵的。 不安穩的心，煩憂的事情不間斷，何時可安歇？何處可安息？ 生命的幽谷，這路，多長？多窄？多暗？多讓人害怕？ 不經意掉下的小石，打在無處可躲藏的身心上，痛得眼淚逼出，沒人知道傷痕累累又疲乏的靈魂，早已蒼白無力。 如果，因為我短短的陪伴，靜靜的凝聽，電話那頭的陌生人，在這段時間裡放心地坦述，願意再多走一點點的路，我就會感受到值得。 疼惜每個受傷的靈魂，疼惜每個傷痕，疼惜每個痛苦和難過。 不懂，這世上為何就是有人忍心傷害他人？ 不懂，為何有時施暴者是那些受害者最親近，最親密的人？ 在這麼多不懂和問題下，解題或找到答案從來我就不擅長。 但我能”傾聽”，我能”陪伴”，我能”理解”。 我曾踏上山巔，我也曾走在山坡丘陵與小低谷裡。 低谷就已讓我難受與心傷，那些在幽谷小徑中走不出來的人，又是承受多少的傷和痛。 我認為能有幫助別人的機會，是幸運，是緣分。 我覺得能夠擁有能力去幫助別人，是幸福的人。 我想擁有幫助他人的能力並且也擁有幫助別人的機會，這是福氣，這是福報。 我會珍惜這堅守心智的”力量”。 我會守護好想要付出與貢獻的”心力”。 這是我的寶貝，要更加珍惜保護的寶貝。 「力量」這張塔羅牌，在埃及祭祀人員的頭上頂著一個大盤，上面有顆蛋型狀的寶物，這是讓人用生命，用誓言，用心保護守護的。 如同，我想保守住自己堅強的心志，保守住自己內心的信念與期盼。 ”將愛傳下去” ~ 傳給需要的人。 親愛的宇宙，請賜予我溫柔的力量，堅定的力量，希望的力量。 Alyson's 4/14 Tarot: Strength (16-57) Question: My theme for the diary of 4/13 Card Drawn: Strength Yesterday, I attended a training course on negotiation, volunteering, and suicide prevention. The content of the course was serious, the classmates were friendly, and the teachers and organizers were very gentle. The morning session was packed with four hours of data analysis, current situation sharing, and imparting professional knowledge from doctors. The afternoon session, also four hours long, consisted of group activities, cognitive exercises, and sharing. After completing a full day of classes, I returned home to do my homework, diligently reflecting on the day's learning and group experiences. I stayed up until the early hours of the morning to complete all the assigned tasks. I was too exhausted to muster the energy to write the Tarot journal for the "Future Diary" yesterday. Today, I'm catching up. (And then, today's, which will have to be postponed until tomorrow, hoping I can catch up with my progress tomorrow and not procrastinate anymore.) Today's Tarot draw for the "Future Diary" is "Strength," perfectly reflecting my entire day of learning. I signed up for a volunteer training course. It's the "1995" Suicide Prevention Hotline Volunteer Training. After three stages of learning and assessment, one can become a volunteer and start helping others. If you were to ask me why I chose "1995" out of so many volunteer opportunities, it would be difficult to answer because I hadn't carefully considered or thought about it. More than twenty years ago, I learned about "1995" and felt it was meaningful. I truly admire these selfless volunteers. They are unsung heroes who assist others without seeking recognition or fame. I've always had the desire to contribute to society. At the urging of friends, a few of us signed up together. Have you ever experienced pain so intense that you couldn't cry? Have you ever felt so numb to the point of emptiness? Unable to find an exit from life's struggles, although not in darkness, everything seems blurry. Lost and directionless, with a floating heart, fear rises abruptly, and the panic is relentless. Who can you talk to? It would worry them. You'd be blamed. The restless heart, the continuous worry, When will it find peace? Where can it find solace? How long and narrow is the valley of life? How dark and terrifying is it? The small stones that fall inadvertently, hitting the body and mind with nowhere to hide, the pain forces tears out, but no one knows the soul, battered and weary, has long been pale and weak. If, because of my brief company, quiet listening, the stranger on the other end of the phone feels comfortable enough to confide and is willing to walk a little further, I feel it's worthwhile. Caring for every wounded soul, every scar, every pain and sorrow. Why is it that some people can hurt others without remorse? Why is it that sometimes the perpetrators are the ones closest to the victims? Under so many questions and uncertainties, I've never been good at finding solutions or answers. But I can "listen," I can "accompany," I can "understand." I've walked on mountain peaks, I've walked in hills and valleys. The valleys were already painful and heartbreaking for me. How much pain and hurt do those who can't find their way out of the dark paths of the valley endure? I believe having the opportunity to help others is fortunate, it's fate. I feel that having the ability to help others is a blessing. I want to have the ability to help others and also have the opportunity to help others; this is good fortune, this is karma. I will cherish the "Strength" of my perseverance. I will guard the "heart and soul" I want to contribute and give. It's my treasure, a treasure I must cherish and protect even more. The Tarot card "Strength" depicts a large disk resting on the heads of Egyptian priests, with an egg-shaped object on top, something to be protected with life, vows, and heart. Just as I want to preserve my strong determination and safeguard my inner beliefs and hopes. "Pass on the love" ~ Pass it on to those in need. Dear universe, please grant me gentle strength, firm strength, and hopeful strength. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

2024 0119 今日牌卡：純淨

今日牌卡：純淨 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132452128 不管外面的世界如何紛擾，如何歡鬧 最終，我們要回到自己的內心深處 有多久沒有關照自己？ 有多久沒有觀看自己？ 今年的一月，在全世界是一年之始，在農曆年卻是一年之終 這個月，好多人是薪酬獎金飛滿天，大家收錢笑滿面，這些場景，挺好的 而這個月，建議可以做個淨思，觀照自己的內心，讓心，純淨 No matter how tumultuous or lively the outside world may be. Ultimately, we need to return to the depths of our own hearts. How long has it been since you took care of yourself? How long has it been since you looked within? January of this year marks the beginning of a new year worldwide, but in the lunar calendar, it signifies the end of a year. During this month, many people are enjoying the abundance of salary bonuses, and everyone is smiling with their newfound wealth – these scenes are quite delightful. This month, suggest to engage in a period of introspection, to observe the depths of your own heart and allow your mind to become pure. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Purity #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #純淨

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57) 問題：我5/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 今天與朋友討論的事情與今日的塔羅牌非常吻合 ~ 改變。 一個多月以來，每天持續學習新技能，希望能夠累積更多的學習經驗。 一邊學習，一邊思考，該怎麼做可以持續學習與練習，可以如何運用呢。 與同學討論與交換想法，並請教同學之後她會如何持續練習我們現在所學習的技能。 我們都朝著自己設定的未來前進，這樣的感覺，很是不錯。 前幾日才知道昔日有位同事今已成為理財名人，還有雜誌專訪。 我沒有投資理財的知識與技術，雖然非常羨慕，可終究不是適合我的路。 我沒有投資創業的機遇與財力，真的很是羨慕，可總是得面對現實的路。 可，我知道，我也是許多人羨慕的對象目標。 擁有選擇權，已屬幸運與幸福。 我現在要創造的是未來的平穩和豐盈。 如果我想要協助更多人，那我需要具備更多的能力。 我清楚明瞭，我的這一世，是需要不停動手勞動，動腦勞心的。 學習，是不二法門。 累積學習，多元學習，有效學習，融會學習，聰明學習是我這幾年得多加努力，且戰且實驗且調整的策略。 我首先改變的是執行力。 過往想比做的多，我的塔羅老師，我的前主管，都比我還著急。 他們怕我的大運勢都快已經過去了，我仍還在拖遲，在猶豫。 而我擔憂的是，每日我都距離我的大限更靠近一點，再不加緊腳步，如何完成我這一世的使命，對我的英雄之旅，又該如何論結局。 我也改變了思考邏輯。 我不再問怎麼辦，也不問為什麼。 看到學習機會的資訊，時間允許，就立即報名參加。 時光不為誰停留，機會也是，時機更是。 接著我改變我的筆觸。 從提問句，改變為肯定句。 從主觀詞，改變為客觀詞。 從無病呻吟的調性，希望能夠改變為晴朗輕鬆的陽光類型。 最近這段期間，真的是我這輩子最用功，最認真，最癡迷於學習的時光了。 很忙，很累，很是疲倦。 收穫滿滿。 獲益滿滿。 學習滿滿。 喜悅滿滿。 『改變』 就是要如同變色龍，隨著情勢、季節而不斷改變。 改變，是從內心開始營造，非長髮剪成短髮，原是蘿莉風改為清新脫俗風。 改變，最棒的情境是自然地發生，但有時還是得逼迫一下。 停滯不動，如同蟬寶寶變成蛹，若不想使勁地破繭而出蛻變成蝴蝶，死亡也就成了另一個必然的結局。 在改變之前，我做了以下的事情 ~ 第一、 確定目標，重新導航。 第二、 做功課，瞭解實現目標的選擇種類。 第三、 檢視自己，更加了解自己，並明白欠缺甚麼，也就是要學習補足的事情。 第四、 衡量評估自己當下現況可以擔起哪一項選擇。 第五、 行動，學習。 第六、 通告家人、親人、好友們，生活比重因學習而要調整。 這是我這世最後一次志向與職業大翻盤，需下猛藥，需認真面對。 第七、 享受不足，享受吸收知識的過程，像是飢腸轆轆時吃著一口口的美食，那滿足感和喜悅，讓人感到幸福，開心不已。 第八、 一邊學習，一邊審視現實，擬定及調整學習步調、節奏與方向。 第九、 不斷鼓勵、激勵自己並適時犒賞自己。 學習，除了動力，也要不停添加柴火，維持動能。 該休息時，休息。 該獎勵時，獎勵。 第十、 接受唯有現在才是最需重視與珍惜。 當下該怎麼辦，就怎麼辦，別再問怎麼辦。 Alyson's 5/15 Tarot: Change (47-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/14 Drawn card: Change The topic I discussed with friends today aligns perfectly with today’s tarot card ~ Change. For over a month now, I have been continuously learning new skills daily, hoping to accumulate more learning experience. While learning, I think about how I can sustain my practice and how I can apply what I've learned. I discussed and exchanged ideas with classmates, asking them how they plan to continue practicing the skills we are currently learning. We are all moving towards our self-set futures, and it feels great. A few days ago, I learned that a former colleague has become a financial celebrity and has been featured in a magazine interview. I don’t have the knowledge or skills in investment and finance. Although I am very envious, it is ultimately not the path for me. I lack the opportunities and financial means for investment and entrepreneurship. I am indeed envious, but I must face the reality of my own path. However, I know that I am also an object of envy for many. Having the power of choice is already a blessing and a happiness. What I need to create now is future stability and abundance. If I want to help more people, I need to acquire more abilities. I clearly understand that in this life, I need to continuously work hard and think diligently. Learning is the only way. Accumulating learning, diversified learning, effective learning, integrated learning, and smart learning are strategies I must diligently pursue, experiment with, and adjust in the coming years. The first thing I am changing is my execution. In the past, I thought more than I did. Both my tarot teacher and my former supervisor were more anxious than I was. They worried that my major opportunities were slipping away while I hesitated and delayed. What I worry about is that every day brings me closer to my final deadline. If I don’t pick up the pace, how will I fulfill my life’s mission and complete my hero’s journey? I have also changed my thought process. I no longer ask “What to do?” or “Why?” When I see learning opportunities and if time permits, I immediately sign up. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, nor do opportunities or timing. Next, I changed my writing style. From questioning sentences to affirmative ones. From subjective words to objective words. From a tone of lamentation to a bright and relaxed sunshine type. Recently, this has been the most hardworking, earnest, and obsessive learning period of my life. Very busy, very tired, very exhausted. But filled with abundant harvests, benefits, learning, and joy. “Change” means being like a chameleon, constantly changing with the situation and the seasons. Change starts from within, not merely cutting long hair into short or switching from a cute style to an elegant one. The best change happens naturally, but sometimes it needs to be forced. Stagnation, like a cicada larva turning into a pupa, if it doesn’t strive to break out of its cocoon and transform into a butterfly, death becomes the inevitable outcome. Before making a change, I did the following: 1.Confirmed my goals and re-navigated. 2.Did my homework to understand the options for achieving my goals. 3.Examined myself to understand my deficiencies and what I need to learn to fill those gaps. 4.Assessed what choices I can handle given my current situation. 5.Took action and started learning. 6.Informed family, relatives, and friends that my life balance would need adjusting due to my learning. This is my last major ambition and career overhaul in this life, requiring serious effort and a serious approach. 7.Enjoyed the process of learning, akin to savoring delicious food when hungry, bringing satisfaction and joy, making me feel happy. 8.Continuously reviewed reality while learning, adjusting the pace, rhythm, and direction of my learning. 9.Constantly encouraged and rewarded myself appropriately. Learning requires not only motivation but also the continuous addition of fuel to maintain momentum. Rest when needed, reward when deserved. 10.Accepted that only the present moment is most crucial and should be cherished. Do what needs to be done now without asking what to do. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/135479908 有朋友邀請我去她居遊地待一些時間 這在過去讓我心動但不會成真的提議 以往考量的因素已不再 … 已不再 … 我想驛動的那顆心也沉寂 … 明白了從頭到尾是自己鎖住了自己 清楚知道是自己膽怯只敢縮在圈圈裡 從來沒人攔住想跨越出去的那雙腳 是自己給自己畫了個圈成了個牢 駕馭自己的心 駕馭自己的人生 駕馭自己不管在哪都逍遙 A friend invited me to stay at her place for some time. In the past, this suggestion would have excited me, but it never materialized. The factors that used to hold me back are no longer present... no longer... The once vibrant heart now lies silent. I understand that I have been the one restraining myself from the beginning to the end. I am aware that it is my own timidity that kept me confined within a circle. No one has ever hindered the feet that wanted to step beyond. I drew a circle for myself, turning it into a prison. Taking control of my own heart. Taking control of my own life. Guiding myself to freedom no matter where I am. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Alyson #Surfer #Cups #塔羅 #捕夢人 #駕馭者 #情緒 #聖杯

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺 領悟了這樣一段話 “曾經以為人生是一條路走到底 忽略了生命中處處充滿變數 現在知道了以前的認為是幻覺 其實，人生的變化才是必修課” Having grasped the essence of this passage: “I once thought life was a straight path to the end, Ignoring the myriad variables that fill life. Now I realize that my previous belief was delusion, Actually, the changes in life are the required courses 再怎麼內心強大 也經不起一再衝撞打擊 支離破碎的心 從現實的疼痛體認到這些變數造成的深遠影響 No matter how I has a strong inner self, It cannot withstand repeated collisions and blows. From the reality of pain to the profound impact of these variables “變化”這詞總讓人害怕 怕還沒迎來生命的轉折 已先被因為”變化”引起的海嘯給滅頂，再無喘息呼吸的空間 The word "change" always instills fear, fearing that before the turning point in life arrives, one is already overwhelmed by the tsunami caused by "change," with no breathing space left. 在密閉空間裡 水一直上升 … 上升 … 上升 … 原來，這種時候逃生的技能不在於游泳技術 而是，憋氣 能夠憋住氣，才有機會往下找生機 能夠憋住氣，才能抓到活下去瞬間 In a confined space, the water keeps rising... rising... rising... Apparently, the skill to survive at such times lies not in swimming technique but in holding one's breath. Only by holding one's breath is there a chance to find vitality below. Only by holding one's breath can one seize the moment to survive. 我 就是常在這點上吃大虧 ~ 憋不住氣 老是經歷斷尾求生的痛 加上腦袋不長記性 陷入復始惡性循環中 直到 憋起最後一口氣 奮力一砸 將自己搞得傷痕累累也要掙脫無止盡的圈 I have often suffered greatly at this point - unable to hold my breath. Always experiencing the pain of survival at any cost, coupled with a poor memory, falling into a vicious cycle of starting over until I hold my breath for the last time, exert all my strength, and free myself from the endless cycle despite the scars. 痛 太痛了 都已過去一年多 傷口仍張牙裂嘴流著血水 The pain is too much, more than a year has passed, yet the wounds still bleed profusely. 最近有工作機會找上門 還要再跳回鍋裡繼續煎熬嗎？ 戒慎恐懼呀！ Recently, a job opportunity has come knocking. Should I jump back into the fire and continue to suffer? Exercise caution and fear! 我，還是惜命比較要緊 For me, cherishing life is more important. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Alyson #Delusion #Crystals #Dream #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #幻覺

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57) 問題：我5/08的未來日記主題 抽牌：守護者 Guardian 我現在的學習生活，沒有什麼新鮮事可記錄，可分享。 每日無非就是被一堆不懂的技能轟炸，每堂課都處於頭痛狀態，每次休息時間就呈現十足反差的無腦情況。 這段時光，我守護著自己想要學習的信念，想要認真的心態。 也許現在所學的，日後所用之處不多，且現在發展的高科技，關於AI，只要每月付費購買，也能有很棒的作品。 可，我想守護自己手作的質樸與珍貴。 我很笨，對於科技總是不懂，也就不能夠有效運用。 我像是心停留在上一個世代，那個世代，無論如何複雜的美食，個個都是手工，所以個個個頭都不盡相同。 我的心很著迷這樣的風景。 我的嘴很迷戀這樣的風味。 現在，窗外的風，使勁地吹，捲起了窗簾布，捲起了我落在額頭兩側的髮絲。 這夜，有點沉，很靜，明明還未到深夜，卻有著它的靜謐。 這樣清冷的氛圍，讓我腦袋更為清醒，毫無睡意。 我思索著今日同學向我傾訴他的內心。 能讓他感到信任與放鬆，這樣的交流，我珍惜。 而這也是我自己需要保守好的天賦與能力。 我的「未來日記」即將進入第六週。 一日一天地過，不覺時光匆匆。 看著日記清單上寫著”第六週”字樣時，猛然一驚，這塔羅與「未來日記」的實驗寫著寫著也有了一個半月。 這時間，是穿著溜冰鞋滑了過去吧，有那麼一丁點快速。 宇宙對於我的「未來日記」第六週的主題是『守護者』。 任重而道遠的期許呀。 卻也是我心之所嚮的歸處。 我想守護 ~ 每一顆善良的心。 每一個認真努力善良的人。 每一份體貼用心的心意與心思。 我想照護每一顆受傷的心靈。 我想呵護每一個認真努力善良的好人。 我想珍惜每一份體貼用心的那美好的心意與心思。 當然，我也希望我的溫柔與體貼，也能夠被看見而有善的回應，被珍藏而有美麗的回饋。 心智，是我們每個人身上非常珍貴的寶物，像水晶般，美麗，多彩，閃亮且有著堅韌與強大的能量。 心智，需要鍛鍊，需要訓練，才能為己所用，為己所有。 這麼迷人的東西，不僅絢爛到自己的眼，也奪了他人的目光。 需要好好保護，避免被覬覦，受到困惑，因幻覺而失去信念，因失敗而無法堅定心智，因狹隘而無法堅持態度，因大意而無法堅守初心與初衷。 而，我們也都知道水晶具有療癒之功能。 水晶也有著直覺力。 在我們的心中那顆閃閃發光的水晶，透過我們的傳遞與輸出，將內心的溫柔感染他人，為自己，也為他人進行思想與心智的洗滌，讓我們更清晰覺知用心守護的寶貝有多珍貴。 Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot: Guardian (40-57) Question: My 5/08 Future Diary theme Draw: Guardian There isn’t much new or exciting happening in my current learning routine to jot down or share. Each day feels like being bombarded with a bunch of unfamiliar skills, leaving me with a constant headache in every class and brain-numbing downtime. During this period, I'm guarding my belief in what I want to learn and my desire for a serious attitude. Perhaps what I'm learning now won't be of much use in the future, and with the development of high-tech and AI, one can simply subscribe monthly to access great work. But I want to cherish and protect the simplicity and preciousness of my handmade creations. I'm not very adept with technology; I always seem to struggle and can't effectively utilize it. It's like my heart is stuck in the previous generation, where every intricate dish was handmade, making each one unique. I'm captivated by such scenes, and my taste buds long for those flavors. Now, the wind outside is blowing fiercely, pulling at the curtains and strands of hair on my forehead. The night feels heavy and quiet, even though it's not yet late, it has its own tranquility. This crisp atmosphere clears my mind, leaving me wide awake with no hint of sleepiness. I ponder on the heartfelt conversation I had with a classmate today. I cherish such exchanges where he felt trusted and relaxed, as it’s a talent and ability I need to safeguard for myself. My "Future Diary" is about to enter its sixth week. Days pass by swiftly, and seeing "Week 6" written on the diary checklist startled me; the Tarot and the experimental writing of the "Future Diary" have been going on for a month and a half. Time seems to have flown by like skating in ice skates, just a tad too fast. The universe has designated "Guardian" as the theme for the sixth week of my "Future Diary." It's a lofty expectation, but it's also the direction my heart longs for. I want to safeguard: Every kind heart. Every person who strives to be kind and diligent. Every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. I want to nurture every wounded soul. I want to cherish every kind and diligent good person. I want to treasure every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. Of course, I also hope that my gentleness and thoughtfulness can be seen and responded to kindly, and that they are appreciated and reciprocated beautifully. The mind is a precious treasure within each of us, like a crystal—beautiful, colorful, shining, and possessing resilient and powerful energy. The mind needs training and discipline to be harnessed for our own benefit. This captivating essence not only dazzles our own eyes but also captures the attention of others. It needs to be safeguarded against coveting, confusion, loss of faith due to illusions, wavering due to failures, and loss of steadfastness and original intentions due to narrow-mindedness or carelessness. We all know that crystals have healing properties and intuition. In our hearts, the shining crystal can influence others through our transmission and output, cleansing thoughts and minds, making us aware of how precious it is to guard our treasures with care. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Guardian

2024 0121 今日牌卡：成就者

今日牌卡：成就者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132582460 我思，故我在 我認真，故我仍在 我勤奮，故我還在 我努力，故我所在 今日的高度，有著他人的扶持 但，終究也是自己所付出的努力和打拼 有人不喜歡你，無妨 因為他們可能是忌妒你 有人視你為敵，無礙 因為你就是如此優秀無敵 在擁有好成績之時 請試著欣賞你自己 適度讚賞自己非自戀，而是自愛 I think, therefore I exist. I am earnest, hence I persist. I am diligent, thus I persist. I strive, therefore I subsist. The heights reached today owe much to the support of others. Yet ultimately, it is the effort and struggle one puts forth. If some people don't like you, it doesn't matter, for they might just be envious of you. If some consider you an adversary, it's inconsequential, because you are simply outstanding and invincible. In moments of achievement, take a moment to appreciate yourself. Moderate self-praise isn't narcissism; it's self-love. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Achiever #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #成就者

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57) 問題：我4/03的未來日記主題 抽牌：衝浪者 Surfer 今天清晨被地震搖醒了過來。 沒有立即從床上跳起來，只想著，若房子出了狀況，那我這輩子，就是白忙活一場了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145480033 以往在高樓十九樓、二十三樓都遇到過地震，非常地搖晃。 以前曾和同事們笑話，若身處的建築物倒了，攔腰斷了，跑也跑不了。 只有資訊單位較緊張，怕斷電，怕系統當機，會馬上反應一些措施。 於是我們幾乎都是非常淡定的繼續工作，繼續開會。 這樣的心態，好還是不好。 這樣的態度，是否有駕馭著情緒，駕馭著衝動。 今日有跟人預約碰面，若是以前，發生大地震，就不會想出門。 沒有怕，是不想貪看熱鬧。 外面情況如何不知道，就怕亂糟糟，而我還跑出去，感覺就是添亂。 但我想著要”改變”，且沒有聽到消防車或救護車的聲音，我所生活的區域應該是還好，沒有嚴重的事情發生。 所以我出門了。 乘駕在浪尖上 手指撫摸著浪花 水從指縫中溜走，抓不住，卻也擁有過 是否，我們人間走一場，也是如此。 存在，非永恆。 永恆裡，存在過。 當下的擁有，下一秒的失落。 因曾擁有過，所以失去會難過。 若未曾擁有過，也就不會有難過？ 不，會有另一種難過，一種從來都沒能擁有的難過。 人，是貪心的。 人，是貪婪的。 人，是貪要的。 我今天的「未來日記」難下筆。 一場地震，把心情整個上下振，左右晃，都擰了。 我沒有面臨到末日的恐慌。 還是想著，要如何賺錢，早餐要吃什麼，今天要怎麼安排，電影到底要不要去看。 我還是只想著今天如何過。 我想的只有”當下”。 宇宙說，今日除了追尋刺激，也控管情緒 一時太多情緒，負擔太大 要慎選，要區分，要放掉，要取捨 還是受到地震的刺激和影響。 走過咖啡廳，杯平時捨不得買的高價咖啡。 進入書局，買入一隻看了很久的鋼筆。 走進小吃店，不管是否吃得下，想吃的都點一輪。 我壓抑著一些思緒，一些情緒。 於是，我放縱了物欲，開啟了貪欲，縱容了任性，鬆開了衝動。 我想，寧願破財，也不要情緒高漲下跌。 我放掉了一些甚麼，我取捨了一些什麼。 今天，台灣發生大地震。 我只是安靜又從容得過自己的日子。 這樣，算不算駕馭。 今日的「未來日記」，因放縱與衝動，原本想做的事情幾乎都做了，只有電影院沒開門以外，其他的，全都實現。 不過，都是花錢的事情，所以實現也沒甚麼需要多自豪。 Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot: The Surfer (6-57) Question: Theme of my future diary for 4/03 Card drawn: The Surfer This morning, I was awakened by an earthquake. Instead of immediately jumping out of bed, I found myself thinking, "If the house is in trouble, then my entire life would have been in vain." I've experienced earthquakes before, even on the 19th and 23rd floors of tall buildings, where the shaking was intense. I used to joke with colleagues that if the building collapsed and we were trapped, there would be no escape. Only the IT department seemed nervous, fearing power outages or system crashes, and they would immediately take action. So, most of us remained calm and continued working, continuing our meetings. Is this attitude good or bad? Does it control emotions and impulses? Today, I had an appointment with someone. In the past, during a major earthquake, I wouldn't have considered leaving the house. It's not that I was afraid; I just didn't want to get caught up in the commotion outside. I feared chaos, and adding to it by going out felt wrong. But I thought about "change," and since I hadn't heard any sirens from fire trucks or ambulances, my area should be okay, without any major incidents. So, I went out. Riding on the crest of a wave, Fingers caressing the spray, Water slipping through my fingers, unable to grasp, yet still possessed. Isn't life on Earth the same? Existence, not eternal. In eternity, there was once existence. What is possessed in the moment, lost the next. Because it was once possessed, losing it is painful. If it was never possessed, would there be no sorrow? No, there would be another kind of sorrow, the sorrow of never having had it. Humans are greedy. Humans are selfish. Humans are desirous. I found it difficult to write in my "future diary" today. An earthquake shook my emotions up and down, left and right. I didn't face a doomsday panic. I still thought about how to make money, what to have for breakfast, how to plan my day, and whether to go to the movies. I only thought about the "now." The universe says, besides seeking excitement today, control emotions too. Too many emotions at once are too burdensome. Be cautious, differentiate, let go, make choices. Still, I was stimulated and influenced by the earthquake. I passed by a café and bought the expensive coffee I usually wouldn't. I entered a bookstore and bought a fountain pen I'd been eyeing for a long time. I went into a snack shop and ordered everything I wanted, regardless of whether I could finish it. I suppressed some thoughts, some emotions. So, I indulged in material desires, unleashed greed, indulged in whims, and let go of impulses. I thought it's better to lose money than to experience emotional highs and lows. I let go of something and made choices. Today, a major earthquake hit Taiwan. I just quietly and calmly went through my day. Does this count as control? In today's "future diary," because of indulgence and impulsiveness, I almost did everything I wanted to do, except the cinema wasn't open. Everything else was accomplished. However, they were all things that required spending money, so there's not much to be proud of. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Surfer

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/127279189 今日牌卡：失望 今日，有可能會因失望 而趕走原本因迎新年感到的歡快 讓人失望的從來就不是事情本身 昨日，才知道要協力，才有可能成功機會 可，行動，在冬天，可能變得緩慢了 人，還是無法力抗冬季凍結的本色 2023只剩最後一天 也沒多少時間可以努力 就 ~ 先放著吧！ 等著，等著，春，就來了 Today maybe disappointment drives away the happiness of the new year coming Making people disappointed is never the things Yesterday we learned that we need to synergize so we can have a chance at success But, action is coming slowly in winter People still could not resist the true nature of winter freezing Today is the last working day of 2023 There is not much time to hard Let's leave it alone for now Waiting, waiting, spring, is coming soon #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotcards #Tarotreader #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

2024 0119 今日牌卡：純淨

2024 0119 今日牌卡：純淨

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

2024 0121 今日牌卡：成就者

2024 0121 今日牌卡：成就者

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望