Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57) 問題：我5/08的未來日記主題 抽牌：守護者 Guardian 我現在的學習生活，沒有什麼新鮮事可記錄，可分享。 每日無非就是被一堆不懂的技能轟炸，每堂課都處於頭痛狀態，每次休息時間就呈現十足反差的無腦情況。 這段時光，我守護著自己想要學習的信念，想要認真的心態。 也許現在所學的，日後所用之處不多，且現在發展的高科技，關於AI，只要每月付費購買，也能有很棒的作品。 可，我想守護自己手作的質樸與珍貴。 我很笨，對於科技總是不懂，也就不能夠有效運用。 我像是心停留在上一個世代，那個世代，無論如何複雜的美食，個個都是手工，所以個個個頭都不盡相同。 我的心很著迷這樣的風景。 我的嘴很迷戀這樣的風味。 現在，窗外的風，使勁地吹，捲起了窗簾布，捲起了我落在額頭兩側的髮絲。 這夜，有點沉，很靜，明明還未到深夜，卻有著它的靜謐。 這樣清冷的氛圍，讓我腦袋更為清醒，毫無睡意。 我思索著今日同學向我傾訴他的內心。 能讓他感到信任與放鬆，這樣的交流，我珍惜。 而這也是我自己需要保守好的天賦與能力。 我的「未來日記」即將進入第六週。 一日一天地過，不覺時光匆匆。 看著日記清單上寫著”第六週”字樣時，猛然一驚，這塔羅與「未來日記」的實驗寫著寫著也有了一個半月。 這時間，是穿著溜冰鞋滑了過去吧，有那麼一丁點快速。 宇宙對於我的「未來日記」第六週的主題是『守護者』。 任重而道遠的期許呀。 卻也是我心之所嚮的歸處。 我想守護 ~ 每一顆善良的心。 每一個認真努力善良的人。 每一份體貼用心的心意與心思。 我想照護每一顆受傷的心靈。 我想呵護每一個認真努力善良的好人。 我想珍惜每一份體貼用心的那美好的心意與心思。 當然，我也希望我的溫柔與體貼，也能夠被看見而有善的回應，被珍藏而有美麗的回饋。 心智，是我們每個人身上非常珍貴的寶物，像水晶般，美麗，多彩，閃亮且有著堅韌與強大的能量。 心智，需要鍛鍊，需要訓練，才能為己所用，為己所有。 這麼迷人的東西，不僅絢爛到自己的眼，也奪了他人的目光。 需要好好保護，避免被覬覦，受到困惑，因幻覺而失去信念，因失敗而無法堅定心智，因狹隘而無法堅持態度，因大意而無法堅守初心與初衷。 而，我們也都知道水晶具有療癒之功能。 水晶也有著直覺力。 在我們的心中那顆閃閃發光的水晶，透過我們的傳遞與輸出，將內心的溫柔感染他人，為自己，也為他人進行思想與心智的洗滌，讓我們更清晰覺知用心守護的寶貝有多珍貴。 Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot: Guardian (40-57) Question: My 5/08 Future Diary theme Draw: Guardian There isn’t much new or exciting happening in my current learning routine to jot down or share. Each day feels like being bombarded with a bunch of unfamiliar skills, leaving me with a constant headache in every class and brain-numbing downtime. During this period, I'm guarding my belief in what I want to learn and my desire for a serious attitude. Perhaps what I'm learning now won't be of much use in the future, and with the development of high-tech and AI, one can simply subscribe monthly to access great work. But I want to cherish and protect the simplicity and preciousness of my handmade creations. I'm not very adept with technology; I always seem to struggle and can't effectively utilize it. It's like my heart is stuck in the previous generation, where every intricate dish was handmade, making each one unique. I'm captivated by such scenes, and my taste buds long for those flavors. Now, the wind outside is blowing fiercely, pulling at the curtains and strands of hair on my forehead. The night feels heavy and quiet, even though it's not yet late, it has its own tranquility. This crisp atmosphere clears my mind, leaving me wide awake with no hint of sleepiness. I ponder on the heartfelt conversation I had with a classmate today. I cherish such exchanges where he felt trusted and relaxed, as it’s a talent and ability I need to safeguard for myself. My "Future Diary" is about to enter its sixth week. Days pass by swiftly, and seeing "Week 6" written on the diary checklist startled me; the Tarot and the experimental writing of the "Future Diary" have been going on for a month and a half. Time seems to have flown by like skating in ice skates, just a tad too fast. The universe has designated "Guardian" as the theme for the sixth week of my "Future Diary." It's a lofty expectation, but it's also the direction my heart longs for. I want to safeguard: Every kind heart. Every person who strives to be kind and diligent. Every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. I want to nurture every wounded soul. I want to cherish every kind and diligent good person. I want to treasure every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. Of course, I also hope that my gentleness and thoughtfulness can be seen and responded to kindly, and that they are appreciated and reciprocated beautifully. The mind is a precious treasure within each of us, like a crystal—beautiful, colorful, shining, and possessing resilient and powerful energy. The mind needs training and discipline to be harnessed for our own benefit. This captivating essence not only dazzles our own eyes but also captures the attention of others. It needs to be safeguarded against coveting, confusion, loss of faith due to illusions, wavering due to failures, and loss of steadfastness and original intentions due to narrow-mindedness or carelessness. We all know that crystals have healing properties and intuition. In our hearts, the shining crystal can influence others through our transmission and output, cleansing thoughts and minds, making us aware of how precious it is to guard our treasures with care. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Guardian

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57) 問題：我5/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 今天與朋友討論的事情與今日的塔羅牌非常吻合 ~ 改變。 一個多月以來，每天持續學習新技能，希望能夠累積更多的學習經驗。 一邊學習，一邊思考，該怎麼做可以持續學習與練習，可以如何運用呢。 與同學討論與交換想法，並請教同學之後她會如何持續練習我們現在所學習的技能。 我們都朝著自己設定的未來前進，這樣的感覺，很是不錯。 前幾日才知道昔日有位同事今已成為理財名人，還有雜誌專訪。 我沒有投資理財的知識與技術，雖然非常羨慕，可終究不是適合我的路。 我沒有投資創業的機遇與財力，真的很是羨慕，可總是得面對現實的路。 可，我知道，我也是許多人羨慕的對象目標。 擁有選擇權，已屬幸運與幸福。 我現在要創造的是未來的平穩和豐盈。 如果我想要協助更多人，那我需要具備更多的能力。 我清楚明瞭，我的這一世，是需要不停動手勞動，動腦勞心的。 學習，是不二法門。 累積學習，多元學習，有效學習，融會學習，聰明學習是我這幾年得多加努力，且戰且實驗且調整的策略。 我首先改變的是執行力。 過往想比做的多，我的塔羅老師，我的前主管，都比我還著急。 他們怕我的大運勢都快已經過去了，我仍還在拖遲，在猶豫。 而我擔憂的是，每日我都距離我的大限更靠近一點，再不加緊腳步，如何完成我這一世的使命，對我的英雄之旅，又該如何論結局。 我也改變了思考邏輯。 我不再問怎麼辦，也不問為什麼。 看到學習機會的資訊，時間允許，就立即報名參加。 時光不為誰停留，機會也是，時機更是。 接著我改變我的筆觸。 從提問句，改變為肯定句。 從主觀詞，改變為客觀詞。 從無病呻吟的調性，希望能夠改變為晴朗輕鬆的陽光類型。 最近這段期間，真的是我這輩子最用功，最認真，最癡迷於學習的時光了。 很忙，很累，很是疲倦。 收穫滿滿。 獲益滿滿。 學習滿滿。 喜悅滿滿。 『改變』 就是要如同變色龍，隨著情勢、季節而不斷改變。 改變，是從內心開始營造，非長髮剪成短髮，原是蘿莉風改為清新脫俗風。 改變，最棒的情境是自然地發生，但有時還是得逼迫一下。 停滯不動，如同蟬寶寶變成蛹，若不想使勁地破繭而出蛻變成蝴蝶，死亡也就成了另一個必然的結局。 在改變之前，我做了以下的事情 ~ 第一、 確定目標，重新導航。 第二、 做功課，瞭解實現目標的選擇種類。 第三、 檢視自己，更加了解自己，並明白欠缺甚麼，也就是要學習補足的事情。 第四、 衡量評估自己當下現況可以擔起哪一項選擇。 第五、 行動，學習。 第六、 通告家人、親人、好友們，生活比重因學習而要調整。 這是我這世最後一次志向與職業大翻盤，需下猛藥，需認真面對。 第七、 享受不足，享受吸收知識的過程，像是飢腸轆轆時吃著一口口的美食，那滿足感和喜悅，讓人感到幸福，開心不已。 第八、 一邊學習，一邊審視現實，擬定及調整學習步調、節奏與方向。 第九、 不斷鼓勵、激勵自己並適時犒賞自己。 學習，除了動力，也要不停添加柴火，維持動能。 該休息時，休息。 該獎勵時，獎勵。 第十、 接受唯有現在才是最需重視與珍惜。 當下該怎麼辦，就怎麼辦，別再問怎麼辦。 Alyson's 5/15 Tarot: Change (47-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/14 Drawn card: Change The topic I discussed with friends today aligns perfectly with today’s tarot card ~ Change. For over a month now, I have been continuously learning new skills daily, hoping to accumulate more learning experience. While learning, I think about how I can sustain my practice and how I can apply what I've learned. I discussed and exchanged ideas with classmates, asking them how they plan to continue practicing the skills we are currently learning. We are all moving towards our self-set futures, and it feels great. A few days ago, I learned that a former colleague has become a financial celebrity and has been featured in a magazine interview. I don’t have the knowledge or skills in investment and finance. Although I am very envious, it is ultimately not the path for me. I lack the opportunities and financial means for investment and entrepreneurship. I am indeed envious, but I must face the reality of my own path. However, I know that I am also an object of envy for many. Having the power of choice is already a blessing and a happiness. What I need to create now is future stability and abundance. If I want to help more people, I need to acquire more abilities. I clearly understand that in this life, I need to continuously work hard and think diligently. Learning is the only way. Accumulating learning, diversified learning, effective learning, integrated learning, and smart learning are strategies I must diligently pursue, experiment with, and adjust in the coming years. The first thing I am changing is my execution. In the past, I thought more than I did. Both my tarot teacher and my former supervisor were more anxious than I was. They worried that my major opportunities were slipping away while I hesitated and delayed. What I worry about is that every day brings me closer to my final deadline. If I don’t pick up the pace, how will I fulfill my life’s mission and complete my hero’s journey? I have also changed my thought process. I no longer ask “What to do?” or “Why?” When I see learning opportunities and if time permits, I immediately sign up. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, nor do opportunities or timing. Next, I changed my writing style. From questioning sentences to affirmative ones. From subjective words to objective words. From a tone of lamentation to a bright and relaxed sunshine type. Recently, this has been the most hardworking, earnest, and obsessive learning period of my life. Very busy, very tired, very exhausted. But filled with abundant harvests, benefits, learning, and joy. “Change” means being like a chameleon, constantly changing with the situation and the seasons. Change starts from within, not merely cutting long hair into short or switching from a cute style to an elegant one. The best change happens naturally, but sometimes it needs to be forced. Stagnation, like a cicada larva turning into a pupa, if it doesn’t strive to break out of its cocoon and transform into a butterfly, death becomes the inevitable outcome. Before making a change, I did the following: 1.Confirmed my goals and re-navigated. 2.Did my homework to understand the options for achieving my goals. 3.Examined myself to understand my deficiencies and what I need to learn to fill those gaps. 4.Assessed what choices I can handle given my current situation. 5.Took action and started learning. 6.Informed family, relatives, and friends that my life balance would need adjusting due to my learning. This is my last major ambition and career overhaul in this life, requiring serious effort and a serious approach. 7.Enjoyed the process of learning, akin to savoring delicious food when hungry, bringing satisfaction and joy, making me feel happy. 8.Continuously reviewed reality while learning, adjusting the pace, rhythm, and direction of my learning. 9.Constantly encouraged and rewarded myself appropriately. Learning requires not only motivation but also the continuous addition of fuel to maintain momentum. Rest when needed, reward when deserved. 10.Accepted that only the present moment is most crucial and should be cherished. Do what needs to be done now without asking what to do. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity 昨天的你，好嗎？ 天氣有點不穩定，有點濕，有點涼，身體習慣這樣嗎？ 我們的心情很容易就掉進死胡同裡。 在豔陽烘烤下，想念著有點微涼的舒適。 在灰暗天色中，回憶著天晴爽朗的希望。 應該說，我們總是太過貪婪，太不懂得”現在”的美好。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145943527 今天的塔羅「純淨 Purity」就是在提醒著 ~ 在純淨的白色燭光照撫下， 讓我們的內心回到真誠，自然的情境， 讓我們的思慮回到初衷，原本的設定。 看事，看本質。 察人，看初心。 我們應努力去看到事情真實的樣貌。 先入為主的偏見，我們應該用智慧擯棄。 自以為是的偏愛，我們應該用智慧去除。 在人生道路上，我們景仰的人，可能成為指引我們的一道亮光。 而我們，也很有可能在無意中，成為了指引他人的一道燭光。 「純淨」讓我們回歸至”心”，至”善”，至”好”。 若有點迷茫，也是提醒著”莫忘初衷”。 這樣也就能慢慢找回繼續努力的動能。 2024 0409 Today's Tarot: Purity How are you doing yesterday? The weather seems a bit unstable, a bit damp, a bit chilly. Is your body getting used to this? Our moods easily fall into dead ends. Under the scorching sun, we long for a bit of cool comfort. In the gray sky, we reminisce about the sunny and clear hope. Perhaps, we are always too greedy, too unaware of the beauty of the "now". Today's Tarot, "Purity," reminds us ~ Under the soothing light of pure white candles, Let our hearts return to sincerity, to natural circumstances, Let our thoughts return to the original intentions, the original settings. See things, see the essence. Observe people, see the original intentions. We should strive to see the true appearance of things. Preconceived biases, we should discard them with wisdom. Self-righteous favoritism, we should eliminate it with wisdom. On the journey of life, the people we admire may become a guiding light for us. And we, inadvertently, may also become a guiding candle for others. "Purity" brings us back to the "heart," to "goodness," to "virtue". If feeling a bit lost, it also reminds us not to forget our original intentions. This way, we can slowly regain the energy to continue striving. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！ 今日牌卡：平衡

今日牌卡：平衡 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/129167305 你能做到平衡嗎？ 我知道現在的我是做不到的 這平衡的拿捏，太難 腦海中、心窩裡那一張又一張的幻想圖 卻讓現實的骨感打擊地不得不屈服 有時不是不夠認真努力 甚至不是不夠辛勞勤奮 是水到渠成的好時日尚未來到 人生的每個階段 都需有項目讓人全心專注 看似在努力過程中距離願景目標越來越遠 數年後回頭看看 只要有努力實踐 加上適時審視，來年調整 平衡的自在，在不遠的將來 Can you achieve balance? I know I cannot do it now The art of balance is too difficult and too challenging. In the mind and the depths of the heart, there are many imaginary scenes Yet, the stark reality forces one to surrender Sometimes it's not a lack of seriousness or effort Sometimes not even a shortage of hard work and diligence It's just that the opportune time for things to come together has not yet arrived In every stage of life, There must be projects that demand wholehearted focus It may seem that the distance to the vision and goals is increasing during the effort But looking back after a few years As long as there is diligent practice Combined with timely reflection and adjustments for the coming year The ease of balance will be achieved in the not-too-distant future. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Balance #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #平衡

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/141836845 今天是週一，是得面對上週還沒完成工作的第一天，是要面對好幾天上班日的第一天。 心情，是憂鬱的。 心思，是愁緒的。 心海，是迷霧的。 心智，是下沉的。 這些的加總，情緒更差了，若再加上工作不順利，有人白目跑來撞槍口，就像是在乾旱的森林哩，遇到一個豔陽日，哧！乾柴烈火，燒起來 … 憤怒之火，猛爆了。 愈是緊繃之時，愈是要小心面對。 愈是煩躁之時，愈是要細心處理。 今天，讓我們祈求時間走得快一點，比平時要再更快一些，撐過，就海闊天空。 若不幸運，遇到要生氣的時候，站起來原地踏步二十次，緩慢吞水吞五口。 把火就這樣緩緩地滅了。 所有人，包括你自己，也就都安全了 Today is Monday, the first day to face the unfinished tasks from last week, the first day of several days of work ahead. The mood is melancholic. Thoughts are filled with worries. The mind is clouded. Intellect sinks. The accumulation of these feelings worsens the mood. If coupled with work going awry and someone foolishly aggravating the situation, it's like encountering a sunny day in a drought-ridden forest—suddenly, a spark ignites, and anger erupts fiercely. The more tense the situation, the more careful one must be. The more agitated, the more attention to detail is required. Today, let us pray for time to pass a little faster than usual, just enough to get through it. If, unfortunately, you find yourself on the verge of anger, stand up and take twenty slow steps in place, then slowly swallow five sips of water. This way, the fire will be slowly extinguished. Everyone, including your-self, will be safe. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Anger #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #憤怒 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143397280 宇宙發出提醒了喔 ~ 要適時均衡分配、發展 工作各個面向，該有進度的，該趕上的，要努力了 均衡的飲食，各種營養素，缺一，身體就辛苦了 均衡的生活，認真打拼很需要，適度休息更需要，家人要關心，朋友要關懷，自己要關照。 擠出時間，動一動。 今天才週四，還有時間調整一下。 這週的天氣可以說是”均衡”的最好說明了 ~ 有下雨天，有太陽天。 有陰冷天，有風大天。 還有我們最愛的周末假日天。 今日有朋友說，聽我說話的語調，感受我說話時的精氣神，又比上次大聊特聊更好了。 有時自己以為的放下，在談話時，旁人很容易就察覺真實為何。 有時自己以為的走過，在聊天時，旁人很輕易就明白確實為何。 有時，聽聽別人怎麼說，也是很不錯的。 那是自己沒有，也輕忽了，沒有注意到的自己。 多認識自己，了解自己，很好。 這樣才更能好好地照顧好自己。挺好。 "The universe is sending a reminder: it's important to balance and develop various aspects of our lives. Whatever needs progress, whatever needs catching up, we must strive for it. A balanced diet with all necessary nutrients is essential; lacking any, the body suffers. A balanced life entails dedicated efforts in work, adequate rest, care for family, concern for friends, and self-care. Make time, get moving. It's only Thursday today, still time for adjustments. This week's weather serves as a perfect example of 'balance'—rainy days, sunny days, chilly days, windy days, and our beloved weekend holiday. A friend mentioned today that my tone and energy in conversation were even better than our last extensive chat. Sometimes, what we think we've let go of is easily noticed by others during conversation. Sometimes, what we think we've overcome is understood by others quite effortlessly in conversation. Listening to others is beneficial too. It reveals aspects of ourselves we may have overlooked. Understanding and getting to know oneself better is crucial. Only then can we truly take care of ourselves. That's great." #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Equilibrium #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #均衡 #聖杯 #情緒

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing 辛苦了，小怡。 才剛加班完，趕著跟我約。 妳說心情很不好，因為辦公室有不喜歡的人。 這種情緒點我懂。 可是每天都在同一間辦公室，為何今天心情特別不好。 妳想了想說，可能是覺很累吧。 累，是因為加班。 很累，然後看到不喜歡的人也在加班，不舒服的心情就湧上來了。 這樣的小怡，真可愛。 若換成我，我很累，很忙，不喜歡的人卻可以準時下班輕鬆走人，這樣的情況就會激起我的心中怒火。 可位低，無權，言輕的我們，能怎麼辦？ 我分享了過去我自己的做法，妳聽得眼睛睜大，還反問我，可以這樣拒絕主管的指示和安排嗎？ 其實，當然是不太好。只是那時的我真的是年輕氣盛呀。 現在回首，當然會覺得可以有更好的方式和態度去面對及處理，可在那當時，那堵在胸口的一口火氣，吞不下，那就只能選擇冒出頭。 於是磕碰撞痛，走得跌跌撞撞，走得東搖西晃，不是很舒坦的人生路。 我們一邊有點小抱怨工作環境的不如意，一邊嘲笑過去個性嗆辣的我，爭得當下一口氣，不懂伏與忍的謙遜，享受到短暫的快感，逞一時之快，對於現況與問題，依然無力。 我們最後笑話說，就看不到不喜歡的人，降低受其影響，做好自己的工作就是了。 時間久了，也就麻痺了。 麻木了，也就忘了原本一直過不去的坎是什麼。 有點逃避的做法，可我們也不想太過委屈自己。 不喜歡，就是不喜歡。 躲不過，閃遠點總可以吧。 這真的是職場話題常會有的無言的結論呀。 給小怡塔羅祝福：【滋養 Nurturing】。 來自宇宙的訊息，有些事情才剛培植種下，需要時間的養育，在工作上可以多花些精神與氣力，投注更多的耐心與堅持，多扛起一些責任，在果實成熟時，妳將會擁有意想不到的豐收成果。 2024-08-28 Blessings for Xiaoyi: Nurturing You've worked hard, Xiaoyi. You just finished working overtime and rushed to meet me. You said you were in a bad mood because there's someone in the office you don't like. I understand that kind of feeling. But since you're in the same office every day, why did you feel especially bad today? After thinking for a bit, you said it might be because you're feeling very tired. The fatigue is due to overtime work. You're really tired, and then seeing the person you don't like also working overtime just brought up uncomfortable feelings. You're so adorable, Xiaoyi. If it were me, I'd feel very tired, very busy, and if the person I don't like could leave work on time without any hassle, that would ignite a fire in my heart. But what can we do when we're in low positions, have no power, and our words carry little weight? I shared with you how I handled similar situations in the past, and you listened with wide eyes, even asking if it's really okay to refuse the supervisor #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57) 問題：我4/01的未來日記主題 抽牌：停滯 Stagnation https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145281286 4/01的實際狀況挺順利，除了早上遲遲無法清醒，一直賴床，在外面吃完晚餐後，回家忍不住又吃了餅乾和水果。 其他的一切都很好。 停滯的是想法 停滯是因不理解 停滯是因卡住了 我突然搞不清楚『未來日記』的心願是要如何設定。 是每一天設定小幸運，還是整整四十九天就是一個大夢想？ 因為自己還沒決定好要怎麼做，所以從昨晚開始，對於今天的『未來日記』就是一片空白。 今天未來日記的大綱 4/01的早上一直無法清醒，整整睡了將近十一個小時，在我這樣的年紀，還能一次睡如此長的時間，也算是驚人。 果然，原本注意的股票跌了許多，雖是預期內，但看到帳面上損失了，還是有點難過。 這真的是完整地貼近『停滯』帶來的悶沉感受。 下午要去參加一個講座，記得那個飯店停車位不多，所以要早點出門比較好。 之前只記得一樓的停車位，前一台車搶走了，往地下室找停車位。 運氣好，電梯出口處的好位置尚是空著的。 這與原先設定的『未來日記』內容不符合，但喜悅的心情是沒有什麼差別的。 講座結束後，開車去找朋友。 他們夫妻開了一家韓食小餐館，一直想前往，可惜距離我住的地區有點遠，直至現在，總算一償宿願。 滿足！ 這不用在日記裡描述就一定會實現的想像。 看著朋友夫妻精神好，元氣足，替他們開心。 吃了好吃的，雖然停車費不是很便宜，但偶爾來一趟，可以承受的。 4/01抽牌：停滯 Stagnation 宇宙說是情感上感到疲勞，想怠惰，覺乏味了 停滯帶著死氣沉沉的黑壓壓感 停滯產生的沼氣是可運用的能量 想法，並非每日都可以產生迸裂，跳出火花的。 很多時候就是得等，再等等，有時這時候就有思緒可以開始寫了。有時得等到時間逼近了，心裡有點急燥，試著寫一些，看一下書，再寫一些得完成。 宇宙接收到我興奮過後的疲憊，讓我抽到『停滯』這張塔羅牌，說著， 持續高亢的情感是會加速熱情的消退，加快情緒的消逝，加重心情的厭煩感。 於是，昨日，我沒有將『未來日記』的內容明確顯化，只有將需要進行的事情大略地勾勒，並依賴直覺地避開一些不想遇到的問題。 休息一下。 讓情感的絨毛花些時間恢復蓬鬆，然後可以繼續輕盈舞動。 4/02的未來日記塔羅牌抽到『豐收』。 會是如何呢，明天揭曉。 Alyson's 4/02 Tarot: Stagnation (4-57) Question: Theme of my 4/01 Future Journal Card Drawn: Stagnation The actual situation on 4/01 went quite smoothly, except for having trouble waking up in the morning and staying in bed for a while. After having dinner outside, I couldn't resist eating cookies and fruits when I got home. Everything else was fine. Stagnation is in thoughts. Stagnation is due to misunderstanding. Stagnation is because of being stuck. Suddenly, I couldn't figure out how to set the wish for "Future Journal." Is it to set small fortunes every day, or is it a big dream for forty-nine days? Because I haven't decided how to do it, since last night, today's "Future Journal" has been blank. Outline of Today's Future Journal: On 4/01, I couldn't wake up in the morning and slept for nearly eleven hours straight. At my age, being able to sleep for such a long time at once is remarkable. As expected, the stocks I was paying attention to dropped significantly. Although it was within expectations, seeing the losses on the books was still a bit sad. This truly brings the heavy feeling of "stagnation" in full. In the afternoon, I have to attend a seminar. I remember that the hotel has limited parking spaces, so it's better to leave early. I only remembered the parking space on the first floor, and the spot was taken by the car in front of me, so I had to look for a parking space in the basement. Luckily, a good spot near the elevator exit was still available. This doesn't match the content originally set for "Future Journal," but the joyous mood remains the same. After the seminar, I drove to meet some friends. They, a couple, have opened a Korean restaurant, and I've always wanted to visit. Unfortunately, it's a bit far from where I live, but finally, I fulfilled that wish. Satisfied! This is an imagination that doesn't need to be described in the journal to come true. Watching my friends' high spirits and vitality, I'm happy for them. Although the parking fee wasn't cheap, eating good food occasionally is affordable. Card drawn on 4/01: Stagnation The universe says it's emotionally tired, feeling lazy and dull. Stagnation brings a heavy, oppressive feeling. The marsh gas generated by stagnation is usable energy. Ideas don't always burst forth every day. Many times, it's just waiting, waiting some more. Sometimes at this point, thoughts begin to emerge. Sometimes you have to wait until the deadline approaches, feeling a bit anxious, trying to write something, reading a book, then writing more to finish. The universe received my exhaustion after excitement, allowing me to draw the "Stagnation" Tarot card, saying that continuous high emotions will accelerate the decline of passion, hasten the disappearance of emotions, and increase the feeling of annoyance. So, yesterday, I didn't clearly manifest the content of "Future Journal," just roughly outlining the things that need to be done, and relying on intuition to avoid some problems I didn't want to encounter. Take a break. Let the fluff of emotions take some time to recover, then you can continue to dance lightly. Tarot card drawn for 4/02 Future Journal: "Abundance." How will it be? Tomorrow will reveal. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Stagnation

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！ 今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！ 今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡