2024 0829 給彤彤的祝福：困惑Confusion

2024 0829 給彤彤的祝福：困惑Confusion 大頭貼放著自己兩歲時的可愛照片，感覺彤彤從小就在愛的氛圍裡成長。 果然沒猜錯，彤彤是獨生女，沒有兄弟姊妹，獨享寵愛，也需一肩扛家庭。 不過還很年輕的彤彤很是明白，自己享有的獨寵，另一個面向就是要承擔更多的責任。 跟彤彤建議說，找幫手很重要，有些事情讓擅長的人協助，會更有幫助。 最近被工作和家裡的事情搞得忙碌不已的彤彤，沒有特別想要談談的事情，也沒有特別想要問的，就只是想跟不認識的我東扯西講，提到什麼聊什麼。 於是我們講到了女孩們最常出現的話題，”胖與瘦”及”甜食與肥胖的關係”。 彤彤竟然說，她愛吃甜食，但她沒胖過。 真的是太讓人羨慕了。 跟我是完全不同類型的。 我是與”瘦”絕緣的連深呼吸都能像氣球般鼓起來的類型。 有時這樣的漫聊，也不錯。 很快的時間到了，要彤彤趕緊去吃晚餐，太晚吃，對胃的負擔比較大。 給彤彤的塔羅祝福：【困惑Confusion】。 來自宇宙的消息，提醒彤彤，因還年輕，所以有些事情搞不太清楚，那是正常的，其實，我年齡半百了，很多事情也還是搞不清楚。 困惑，常常會讓我們陷入迷茫中，有時突破現況需要外力來個石破天驚的大震撼，脈絡也就清晰許多了。 彤彤加油 ~ 。 Blessings to Tong Tong on August 29, 2024: Tong Tong’s profile picture shows an adorable photo of herself at the age of two, giving the impression that she has grown up in an atmosphere full of love. As expected, Tong Tong is an only child with no siblings, enjoying exclusive affection but also having to shoulder the family's responsibilities alone. However, young as she is, Tong Tong understands very well that enjoying exclusive affection also means taking on more responsibilities. I suggested to Tong Tong that finding help is important, and letting those who are good at certain things assist can be more beneficial. Recently, Tong Tong has been overwhelmed by work and family matters. She didn’t have anything specific she wanted to talk about or ask; she just wanted to have a casual chat with a stranger like me, talking about whatever came to mind. So, we ended up discussing topics commonly brought up by girls: "being fat or thin" and "the relationship between sweets and obesity." Tong Tong said that she loves sweets but has never gained weight. How enviable! She’s a completely different type from me—I’m the type that is far from "thin," and even deep breaths can make me puff up like a balloon. Sometimes, such casual conversations are nice. Soon it was time, and I told Tong Tong to go have dinner quickly, as eating too late can be more of a burden on the stomach. Tarot Blessing for Tong Tong: [Confusion]. A message from the universe reminds Tong Tong that since she is still young, it's normal to be unclear about certain things. Actually, even at my age, approaching fifty, there are many things I still don't understand. Confusion often leads us into bewilderment, and sometimes breaking through the current situation requires an external force to create a shocking upheaval, making the context much clearer. Tong Tong, keep it up! #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/127279189 今日牌卡：失望 今日，有可能會因失望 而趕走原本因迎新年感到的歡快 讓人失望的從來就不是事情本身 昨日，才知道要協力，才有可能成功機會 可，行動，在冬天，可能變得緩慢了 人，還是無法力抗冬季凍結的本色 2023只剩最後一天 也沒多少時間可以努力 就 ~ 先放著吧！ 等著，等著，春，就來了 Today maybe disappointment drives away the happiness of the new year coming Making people disappointed is never the things Yesterday we learned that we need to synergize so we can have a chance at success But, action is coming slowly in winter People still could not resist the true nature of winter freezing Today is the last working day of 2023 There is not much time to hard Let's leave it alone for now Waiting, waiting, spring, is coming soon #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotcards #Tarotreader #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

今日牌卡：孕育者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/135736759 這是一張”過程卡” 我自己這樣形容的 因期盼的事情或者是努力的事情 還沒有結果，還需要時間 也許是需再等待一些時候 可能是需再多加努力一點點 總之，不是事情的最後模樣 那就，再想看看 還能哪裡多些努力吧！ I call this card is a kind of “waiting card”. Something to expect or work hard that is not end, just need more time to achievement. This is a "process card." I describe it as follows: For something anticipated or something I've been working hard on, there are no results yet, and it still requires time. Perhaps I need to wait a little longer, or maybe I need to put in a bit more effort. In any case, it's not the final outcome of the matter. So, let's think again and see where there's room for a little more effort! #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Alyson #Preserver #Worlds #塔羅 #捕夢人 #孕育者 #地球牌 #加油 #等待 #時間

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

最美好的時刻 對的時間 對的心情 遇見了對的人 幸福的日常 剛好肚子餓了 剛好想吃的餐廳沒有休息且剛好有位置 剛好主廚心情不錯，手藝沒有失常 剛好沒有過多的語言，九層塔蛋邊緣煎的微焦 吃起來有咔玆咔玆的口感 剛好今天的食量可將整碗飯吃光光，沒浪費糧食 而這樣寒冷的夜晚 煮一鍋老薑地瓜湯 溫熱的甜湯從喉嚨滑入 當喝著第三口、第四口湯時 胃也暖和起來了 這，暖，即時，心，也就熱了 The most beautiful moment is Right time Right feeling To meet the right person The best daily lifetime is Just feel hungry Just the restaurant wants to go, has no rest, and has an empty seat Just the chef has good emotion and good craft Just no more words and the egg of basil’s edge has a micro focus and clicky taste Just finish the dish, do not waste food And this kind of cold night Cook a pot of ginger sweet potato soup Sweet mouth, full stomach, warm heart And become a person with strong feelings To receive, to get, to know, and to feel Then to pass, to be a path, to be a transfer #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotcards #Tarotreader #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #感知者

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

2024 0930 婷婷：抱負Aspiration

2024 0930 婷婷：抱負Aspiration 凡人一枚的我，在自己的人生路上跌跌撞撞得，南牆，可是不陌生，撞了好幾回了，應該留下了不少印記在牆面上。 至於是否血淋淋的，還是撞出個小凹洞，甚至害得牆面也裂痕，這我倒是不確定。 總之，我總是撞得自己頭昏眼花，痛到眼眶紅通，眼淚快要飆出時，覺得丟臉就趕緊轉向別處，不敢再回首。 最近花了些時間思考和決定。 已過了三心兩意，一心多用的年紀，現在的腦袋和心臟只夠專注一件事情，沒法分心。 於是忙了那，塔羅的分享就只能中斷。 可惜不？ 那是一定。 但也沒有他法。人總是要為過去內耗過度付出遲來的代價。 萬幸，人生還有選擇機會。 慶幸，還有時間可以再度分享。 昨天是一位年輕的漂亮媽咪，婷婷。 她說著老公總把她當作三頭六臂的”使喚”著。 其實，我覺她在講這些事情的時候，心中甜蜜多過辛苦，得意多過抱怨的。 可能剛結束中秋家人團圓和朋友歡聚，所以在疲憊的情況下，一開始聊的時後情緒和言詞上是有一點點埋怨。 沒有多久，話鋒就轉變。 分享著老公如何護著她和孩子，公婆家如何依賴她和寵著她的孩子。 她希望能成為老公最有力的後勤部隊，對自己的要求頗高，擔憂自己分身乏術，所以才想找人聊一下。 宇宙送給婷婷的塔羅牌是：【抱負 Aspiration】。 宇宙對於婷婷給予直接的鼓勵與祝福。她為家人的努力，會有很好的成果。去做吧，努力加油。 2024 0930 Ting Ting: Aspiration As a mere mortal, I've stumbled and fallen many times along my life's path. The "wall" of failure is not unfamiliar to me—I've run into it more than a few times, probably leaving many marks on its surface. Whether those marks are bloodstained, small dents, or even cracks in the wall, I can't be certain. All I know is that I always end up dizzy, my eyes red from the pain, on the verge of tears. Yet, just when I feel embarrassed, I quickly turn away, not daring to look back. Recently, I took some time to reflect and make a decision. I am past the age of indecision and multitasking; my mind and heart can now only focus on one thing at a time, unable to be distracted. As a result, I’ve had to pause my tarot card sharing. Is it a pity? Absolutely. But there's no other way. We all have to pay a belated price for the excessive energy we’ve drained in the past. Fortunately, life still offers choices. Thankfully, there’s still time to share once again. Yesterday, I spoke with a young, beautiful mother named Ting Ting. She mentioned how her husband often treats her like she has "three heads and six arms," always ordering her around. Yet, I felt that while she was saying these things, there was more sweetness than hardship in her heart, more pride than complaint. Perhaps the recent family gatherings for the Mid-Autumn Festival left her feeling a bit exhausted, so at first, her tone had a touch of grievance. But soon, the conversation shifted. She began to share how her husband protects her and their child, and how her in-laws rely on her and dote on her child. She hopes to be her husband's most powerful support, holding herself to high standards and worrying that she may not be able to handle it all, which is why she wanted to talk to someone. The Tarot card that the universe sent to Ting Ting was: Aspiration. The universe directly encouraged and blessed Ting Ting. Her efforts for her family will yield great results. Go for it, and keep striving. #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬 回饋 Reward

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬 回饋 Reward 看到很喜歡的歌手江蕙要開演唱會的消息，很是替江蕙開心。 她的歌聲，撫癒安慰過很多人的心靈，她的溫柔嗓音，極具療癒的能量。 前幾週在跟弟弟的通話裡，我淚流得不停。 子欲養而親不在之痛，常折磨著我。 夏天，就會想到爸爸喜歡泡冷泉，過去每次想請假帶他去，老人家總擔心常請假會造成我在公司工作上的困難，即使再三跟他保證絕對不會，他還是固執堅持不肯。 後來還會跟我說，即使我請假，也都預約安排好，他就是不會去。 結果，就是再也沒有機會了。 秋天，是我和爸爸最喜歡的日本青森蘋果盛產季節。 當時工作忙碌的我訂購，然後快遞寄回家裡。 收件人寫著爸爸的名字，因一生都在付出，送禮物給家人的他，很少用這樣的方式收到禮物。 他一邊碎念著我就愛玩這些五四三，內心裡卻是很開心。 有朋友笑有必要這樣多此一舉嗎？明明就住附近。 我開心得回應說，這是種特別的儀式，跟我拿回家，讓他開心地點不一樣。 過去用心的地方就是現在這幾年心痛的時刻。 多想再買好幾次水果寄給爸爸。 多想再安排很多次驚喜給爸爸。 江蕙的演唱會，也是曾經送給爸爸的禮物。 爸爸從未參加過演唱會，旦他又無法久坐，為了這些我絞盡腦汁。 光是買到門票就是一個工程。 謝謝那時協助幫忙買到票的同事，因為是秒殺，所以中午休息時間一到，數十位同事一起幫忙購買，才搶奪成功。 真的是非常幸福，有這麼多人幫忙。 真的是非常幸運，買到票了。 快到演唱會的日期，公司發生了讓人難過的事情。 高階主管的離世讓許多人心都慌了，這位是提攜、扶持、協助後進成長、茁壯至獨立單飛非常付出的主管。 他的告別式剛好與演唱會同一天。 我，該如何是好啊？！ 最後我們出動了三台車，讓當天都順順利利圓圓滿滿。 首先，一大早，我將車停放在演唱會舉辦場地的停車場，這種時候，停車費已不是考量因素，而是如何在演唱會結束時，可以快速離開現場，讓爸爸早點回家休息。 同事開著車至停車場接我前往告別式現場。 送別了主管，大夥找一個地方坐坐，喝咖啡，一來是太感傷難過了，二來是讓我趁機休息一下，晚上還需要照顧爸爸。 回到演唱會場地後，等待哥哥開車送爸爸來演唱會現場。 直至當晚深夜回到家，我悲傷與興奮的情緒交錯著。 這真的是充滿不捨、愛與重視、珍惜的一日。 江蕙要再開演唱會了，爸爸已離開了。 現在，演唱會對我已沒有太強大的吸引力了。 最美的風景，我已親臨看過。 最美好的戰役，我也陪爸爸一起奮戰過。 最棒的回憶，在我腦海裡，刻印在我心裡。 而江蕙的歌聲，聲聲切切依然能牽引著我的思念，將我勾回那晚在台北小巨蛋的座位，我問爸爸，你開心嗎？ 傲嬌的爸爸說，下次不要再這樣安排了，麻煩到好多人，他覺很不好意思。 我同爸爸說，別擔心。人情，我還，你呢，就負責開心享受。 爸爸，若我現在再問你一次，那次我們一起去聽江蕙的演唱會，你開心嗎？！你會想怎麼回答我呢。 請宇宙送給江蕙演唱會的塔羅祝福：【報酬 回饋 Reward】。 這真是美好的祝福。這演場會圓了許多人的期待，功德無量。 我期盼著自己的能力與能量也能慢慢地豐厚，有一天，也能大大地撫慰安慰有心人。 福生無量 ~ #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers

Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers 「DcreamCatcher-Tarot」是我未來塔羅工作室的英文名字。 工作室的中文名字是「捕夢人」。 每個工作天，我會抽兩張塔羅牌閱讀， 運用閱讀牌卡時的直覺力與洞悉能力， 設計當日的塔羅閱讀心靈記錄卡片，同時也將過程描述成文章。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為白色： 這張卡片記錄是，向宇宙呼喊，請宇宙傳遞給大家的祝福或提醒。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為黑色： 這卡片記錄的是向宇宙提問後，根據抽到的塔羅進行閱讀的記錄。 "DreamCatcher-Tarot" is the English name for my future Tarot studio. The studio's Chinese name is "捕夢人". Every workday, I will draw two Tarot cards for readings, utilizing my intuition and insight while interpreting the cards. I will design Tarot reading soul record cards for the day and describe the process in articles. One Tarot soul record card, with a white background, records calling out to the universe, conveying blessings or reminders to everyone. One Tarot soul record card, with a black background, records the reading based on the Tarot drawn after asking questions to the universe. Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143815723 今天這塔羅牌，沒有提問。 今天這塔羅牌是祝福。 送給已遠行的朋友。 聽到了離開的消息，我遲遲無法平復心情。 打開你的臉書，看著過去的照片。 你的笑，很難讓人忘掉。 而你總因我們的鬧而開懷大笑。 我在心裡跟宇宙聊你，也在心裡跟你聊。 宇宙知道你，你知道我。 我請宇宙，請高我，將我的祝福送達給你。 我真的是很想你。 我爸爸多年前曾跟我說，「人老了，不中用了，很怕聽到有人離開的消息。」 其實，那是因為，人的一生，是不間斷的失去，心，怕了，無法再承受更多了。 失去，痛徹心扉，心疼不捨。 失去，是不可抗力，連努力的機會都沒有的無力。 因此，遺憾。 因此，可惜。 認識的你， 用自己的節奏、步調，走過了這人間。 用自己的智慧、開朗划進許多人心裡。 在每次的聚會裡，你靜，你默，你聽。 你總是愛笑，在照片裡，在我的心裡。 想了很多，猶豫了幾天，最後決定，將給你的祝福 ~ 寫出來，貼出來。 臉書的回憶過去，是很好的工具。 有人曾說，“當想一個人的時候，也表示那人也正在想你。” 在往後歲月中，會有一天，特別的想念你。 今天的宇宙送給我們兩很棒的祝福和安慰。 送給大家的那張塔羅牌，抽到了”時空”。 而送給你的祝福，抽到了”愛人”。 你，曾真實存在過。 我們之間的情誼，在時空中，你仍可以收到我們的祝福和想念，即使，你已遠走。 Today's tarot reading comes without a specific question. Today's tarot reading is a blessing. Dedicated to a friend who has departed. Upon hearing the news of your departure, I find it difficult to calm my heart. I open your Facebook and look at old photos. Your smile is hard to forget. And you always laughed heartily at our antics. In my heart, I talk to the universe about you, and I talk to you in my heart. The universe knows you, and you know me. I ask the universe, I implore the heavens, to deliver my blessings to you. I really miss you. My father once told me years ago, "As people get older, they become useless, and it's very scary to hear news of someone's departure." In reality, it's because in life, we continually experience loss, and our hearts, weary, can't bear any more. Loss pierces the heart, causing pain and grief. Loss is inevitable, a force beyond our control, leaving us powerless even to try. Hence, regret. Hence, lamentation. You, whom I knew, You walked through this world at your own pace, in your own rhythm. With your wisdom and cheerfulness, you left your mark on many hearts. At every gathering, you were quiet, you listened. You always had a smile, in photographs, in my heart, and mine. After much thought, hesitating for days, I finally decided to write out and post the blessings and sent for you. Facebook's memories of the past are a wonderful tool. Someone once said, "When you think of someone, it means they're thinking of you too." In the years to come, there will be special moments of missing you. Today, the universe sends us both wonderful blessings and comfort. For everyone, the tarot card drawn is "Space-Time." And for you, the blessing drawn is "The Lovers." You, once truly existed. Our friendship, in the fabric of time, allows you to still receive our blessings and thoughts, even though you've gone far away. 表單的頂端 #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Lovers #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #愛人 #友人 #愛 #想念

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57) 問題：我4/04的未來日記主題 抽牌：恐懼 Fear https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145565419 凌晨聊天過了頭，又搞亂了生理時鐘。 下次真的要有勇氣開口跟對方說，請停止，不要再說下去。 其實，我有說出口，對方像是沒聽到似的，只顧著自己一直說。 我明白，這樣的情況是不好的。 就是因不忍心在知道對方的心情正在撞牆情況，讓對方一人奮鬥著。 心想著，伸手拉人一把，就是在這樣寧靜的夜晚會是關鍵時刻。 畢竟，不能賭注得認為”不需想這麼多，這應該不會成為那個萬一的時刻”。 但若假設，我沒適時伸出手拉住，真成為了那”萬一”呢？ 我的心，會永遠過不了這坎的。 只是，陪了朋友，賠了自己。 這樣的事情，真不能太常發生。 於是今日，就從清晨兩點多才能睡覺的煩雜心情中開啟。 在害怕中，希望發出了芽 在擔憂中，自信閃著亮光 今日的未來日記從午後起了頭。 是要與朋友碰面聚會呀。 在一家一直很想前往的咖啡廳。 在老家附近。 車子啟動的瞬間，耳朵像是突然聽到非常尖銳的聲音，刺痛著，且連續兩次。 上次這樣的痛，心中的念頭一閃而過，我因犯懶，沒認真看待。 造成這輩子的後悔不已。 那是爸爸緊急急診的前一天晚上。 長程通勤多年的我，那晚，好累。 心中想著明日就要跟爸爸一起吃飯，於是發懶得沒回家探望。 再也沒有機會跟爸爸一起待在老家了。 今天又痛，不敢再輕忽。 我需要改變討厭麻煩的個性。 且，我知道是爸爸在我耳邊交待事情，提醒我要注意。 原本是計畫著將車子停放在老家，等聚會結束再進入屋內查巡，看看。 因耳朵痛，就打開大門，馬上就聽到奇怪的聲音。 真的是非常慶幸在聚會前趕緊先查看。 老家魚缸因地震龜裂，魚缸的水流了滿地。 裡面的魚，倒在淺淺的水哩，正在掙扎著呼吸。 趕緊打電話給家人，問，這要怎麼處理。 地震是能量的傳出，這是自然之道，避免不了。 老天把危險降到了最小，且也安排了一切。 因昨天我有先回老家一趟看看地震後有沒有造成損壞，所以有注意到空置的魚缸，今天就剛好可以運用上。 且過去有注意到家人都一直有準備去掉氯氣的水，在魚缸換水時可以使用。 今日，魚，得以繼續悠游，沒事。 我很開心。 沒有因討厭麻煩而忽視了魚的生命。 沒有忽略耳朵痛和心中的聲音，而忽視了隱藏的危機，因馬達一直空轉，若產生火花，後果很難預料會是怎麼樣。 我 ~ 在保守中學會謹慎 在謹慎中思考細心 在細心中實踐體貼 在體貼中發散著愛 學習了塔羅之後，老師提醒著我，在感官中，我的聽覺是最敏感，也是對於宇宙，對與天地萬物的連結，啟蒙最早的。 所以，我能”聽見”。 因聽不懂，故我得懂得”覺察”與”分析、判斷”。 將家裡的事情大約整理，不會有危險後，前往跟朋友約定的地點。 咖啡，濃郁，好喝。 甜點，甜而不膩，好吃。 洗手間，乾淨清爽，好舒服。 因事情都已妥善處理好，放鬆的心，也就更能享受當下與朋友相聚的快樂。 感恩造物主給予的天賦。 感恩靈魂的敏銳與提醒。 「隨風潛入夜，潤物細無聲。」 感恩造物主，爸爸一直與我們同在。 爸爸保護著我們，就像過去那樣。 爸爸，沒有離開。 是啊！每每想到這樣，淚，就流下。 Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot: Fear (7-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/04 Card drawn: Fear Staying up too late chatting, once again disrupting my circadian rhythm. Next time, I really need to gather the courage to speak up and say, "Stop, let's not continue this conversation." In truth, I did speak up, but it seemed like the other person didn't hear me and just kept talking. I understand that this situation isn't good. It's because I can't bear to see the other person struggling with their emotions, hitting a wall all by themselves. I think to myself, extending a helping hand might be crucial, especially on such quiet nights. After all, I can't gamble on thinking "I don't need to worry about it, it probably won't become that 'what if' moment." But what if, hypothetically, I don't reach out in time and it does become that "what if"? My heart wouldn't be able to overcome that hurdle. Just accompanying a friend, I've sacrificed myself. Such occurrences really shouldn't happen too often. So today begins with a cluttered mind from finally being able to sleep after 2 in the morning. In fear, hope sprouts. In worry, confidence shines bright. Today's journal about the future starts in the afternoon. It's about meeting up with friends. At a café I've been wanting to visit for a long time. Near my hometown. As the car starts, my ears suddenly perceive a sharp, piercing sound, twice in a row. The last time I felt this pain, a fleeting thought crossed my mind, but I didn't take it seriously. It led to regrets that haunt me till now. It was the night before my dad's emergency hospital visit. After years of commuting, that night, I was exhausted. I thought I'd see him the next day for dinner, so laziness kept me from visiting home. I never got the chance to be with my dad in our hometown again. Today, the pain returns, and I dare not ignore it. I need to change my dislike for trouble. And I know it's my dad reminding me to be cautious. Originally, I planned to park the car at home and inspect it later after the gathering. But due to the ear pain, I arrived home early. Opening the door, I heard a strange sound. I'm truly fortunate that I checked before the gathering. The fish tank at home cracked due to an earthquake, flooding the floor. The fish were lying in shallow water, struggling to breathe. I quickly called family to ask how to handle it. An earthquake is an energy transmission, a part of nature; it can't be avoided. The universe minimized the danger and arranged everything. Because I had visited home after the earthquake yesterday to check for damage, I noticed the empty fish tank, which I could utilize today. And because I had noticed that my family always prepared water with chlorine to replace the fish tank water, I could use it when changing the water today. Today, the fish are able to swim peacefully, unharmed. I'm happy. I didn't neglect the lives of the fish due to my aversion to trouble. I didn't overlook the ear pain and the voice in my heart, thus avoiding a hidden crisis; the motor kept running empty, and if sparks had occurred, the consequences would have been unimaginable. I ~ Learned caution through conservation. Contemplated carefully through caution. Practiced thoughtfulness through carefulness. Radiated love through thoughtfulness. After learning tarot, my teacher reminded me that among my senses, my hearing is the most sensitive and the earliest connection to the universe and all things. So, I could "hear." And if I can't understand, then I must learn to "perceive" and "analyze, judge." After roughly sorting out things at home, ensuring there was no danger, I headed to the meeting place with my friends. The coffee was rich and delicious. The desserts were sweet but not overwhelming, simply delicious. The restroom was clean and refreshing, very comfortable. With everything taken care of, my relaxed mind could fully enjoy the happiness of being with friends in the present moment. Grateful for the talents bestowed by the Creator. Grateful for the sensitivity and reminders of the soul. "Drifting into the night with the wind, nourishing everything silently." Grateful to the Creator, my dad has always been with us. Dad is still protecting us, just like before. Dad hasn't left. Yes! Every time I think of this, tears flow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fear

Alyson’s 3/05 Tarot：太陽 Sun

Alyson’s 3/05 Tarot：太陽 Sun 夢境： 我在領航者塔羅學院學習，學習後Leafina老師進行考試。 第一階段，我雖然全寫了，但分數很低。 第二階段，整張試券，我沒有一個圖案看得懂，沒有一個題目能夠回答，結果也就是”0分”。 Leafina老師非常生氣，直接在試券上寫下她罵我的話 …。 在夢中的我很恐慌，一直問同學，怎麼辦？我不能成為塔羅閱讀師了？ 夢醒後，我趕快抽牌。 問題：這夢境是要提醒我什麼呢？ 抽牌：19 太陽 閱讀： 太陽，有行動者的含意 => 要動起來，要行動，提起行動力 心智要高度覺察的程度 不能太過消極，要積極一些 我的塔羅讀牌，是我創造性的能量 我的讀牌分享，是散播能量散播正向與活力 我從今年度開始進行每日抽牌讀牌並設計自己的心情紀錄卡&讀牌紀錄，分享於部落格、IG、FB及微信。 我於3月1日開始週末週日沒有讀牌。 我也擔憂是否因我做這樣的改變而自己內心裡是感到不對的。 於是我也提問。 問題：是否要恢復每日讀牌？ 抽牌：水晶男人 創造者 閱讀： 應該要恢復每日讀牌。 讀牌的心得，透過科技平台，日日點點滴滴的積穳，會越來越多人看到的。 Dream: I was studying at the Navigator Tarot Academy, and after the study, Teacher Leafina conducted an exam. In the first stage, although I completed all the tasks, my score was very low. In the second stage, I couldn't understand any of the patterns on the exam paper, and I couldn't answer any questions, resulting in a score of "0". Teacher Leafina was very angry and wrote down her scolding words directly on the exam paper... In the dream, I was very panicked, constantly asking classmates, what should I do? Can't I become a tarot reader? After waking up, I hurried to draw a card. Question: What is this dream trying to remind me of? Card drawn: The Sun (19) Interpretation: The Sun signifies action => to move, to act, to boost action. Mental awareness should be heightened. Don't be too passive, be more proactive. My tarot reading is my creative energy. My tarot sharing spreads positivity and vitality. Since the beginning of this year, I have been drawing and reading cards daily and designing my own mood record cards & card reading records, sharing them on my blog, IG, FB, and WeChat. I stopped reading cards on weekends starting March 1st. I also worry if I feel wrong inside because of this change. So I asked a question. Question: Should I resume reading cards daily? Card drawn: The Crystal Man (The Creator) Interpretation: I should resume reading cards daily. Insights from card readings, through technological platforms, will be seen by more and more people with each passing day. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Sun #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #太陽 #行動

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0829 給彤彤的祝福：困惑Confusion

2024 0829 給彤彤的祝福：困惑Confusion

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0930 婷婷：抱負Aspiration

2024 0930 婷婷：抱負Aspiration

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬回饋 Reward

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬回饋 Reward

Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers

Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 3/05 Tarot：太陽 Sun

Alyson’s 3/05 Tarot：太陽 Sun

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0829 給彤彤的祝福：困惑Confusion

2024 0829 給彤彤的祝福：困惑Confusion

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0930 婷婷：抱負Aspiration

2024 0930 婷婷：抱負Aspiration

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬 回饋 Reward

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬 回饋 Reward

Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers

Alyson’s 3/19 Tarot：愛人 Lovers

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 3/05 Tarot：太陽 Sun

Alyson’s 3/05 Tarot：太陽 Sun

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬回饋 Reward

2024 1219 江蕙演唱會：報酬回饋 Reward