2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/139470169 每天有那麼多事 哪個先處理呀？ 心情好的時候，我從最難的開始做。 心情平平的時候，就從想做的開始做。 那，心情不好的時候呢？ 我就乾脆什麼也不做。 讓腦神經緩一下神。 空間小，那就往洗手間逛逛去。 空間大，那就往停車場走走去。 沒空間，那就滑鼠一溜噠，也能決定跑出去。 每天做那麼多選擇 哪個好啊？ 繁多如牛毛的生活瑣事， 多想多問多煩憂 順著直覺點下去 別思別慮別憂愁 小事不用佔心頭 Every day, there are so many things to do. Which one should I tackle first? When I'm in a good mood, I start with the hardest tasks. When I'm feeling average, I start with what I want to do. But what about when I'm feeling bad? I just don't bother doing anything. Letting my mind relax for a bit. If space is small, I'll take a stroll to the bathroom. If space is large, I'll take a walk to the parking lot. No space? Then a quick click of the mouse, and I can decide to go out. With so many choices to make every day, Which one is the right one? With the myriad trivialities of life, The more you think, The more you ask, The more you worry, Just follow your instincts. Don't overthink, Don't worry. The little things don't need to occupy your mind. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Confusion #Crastals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #困惑

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57) 問題：我4/04的未來日記主題 抽牌：恐懼 Fear https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145565419 凌晨聊天過了頭，又搞亂了生理時鐘。 下次真的要有勇氣開口跟對方說，請停止，不要再說下去。 其實，我有說出口，對方像是沒聽到似的，只顧著自己一直說。 我明白，這樣的情況是不好的。 就是因不忍心在知道對方的心情正在撞牆情況，讓對方一人奮鬥著。 心想著，伸手拉人一把，就是在這樣寧靜的夜晚會是關鍵時刻。 畢竟，不能賭注得認為”不需想這麼多，這應該不會成為那個萬一的時刻”。 但若假設，我沒適時伸出手拉住，真成為了那”萬一”呢？ 我的心，會永遠過不了這坎的。 只是，陪了朋友，賠了自己。 這樣的事情，真不能太常發生。 於是今日，就從清晨兩點多才能睡覺的煩雜心情中開啟。 在害怕中，希望發出了芽 在擔憂中，自信閃著亮光 今日的未來日記從午後起了頭。 是要與朋友碰面聚會呀。 在一家一直很想前往的咖啡廳。 在老家附近。 車子啟動的瞬間，耳朵像是突然聽到非常尖銳的聲音，刺痛著，且連續兩次。 上次這樣的痛，心中的念頭一閃而過，我因犯懶，沒認真看待。 造成這輩子的後悔不已。 那是爸爸緊急急診的前一天晚上。 長程通勤多年的我，那晚，好累。 心中想著明日就要跟爸爸一起吃飯，於是發懶得沒回家探望。 再也沒有機會跟爸爸一起待在老家了。 今天又痛，不敢再輕忽。 我需要改變討厭麻煩的個性。 且，我知道是爸爸在我耳邊交待事情，提醒我要注意。 原本是計畫著將車子停放在老家，等聚會結束再進入屋內查巡，看看。 因耳朵痛，就打開大門，馬上就聽到奇怪的聲音。 真的是非常慶幸在聚會前趕緊先查看。 老家魚缸因地震龜裂，魚缸的水流了滿地。 裡面的魚，倒在淺淺的水哩，正在掙扎著呼吸。 趕緊打電話給家人，問，這要怎麼處理。 地震是能量的傳出，這是自然之道，避免不了。 老天把危險降到了最小，且也安排了一切。 因昨天我有先回老家一趟看看地震後有沒有造成損壞，所以有注意到空置的魚缸，今天就剛好可以運用上。 且過去有注意到家人都一直有準備去掉氯氣的水，在魚缸換水時可以使用。 今日，魚，得以繼續悠游，沒事。 我很開心。 沒有因討厭麻煩而忽視了魚的生命。 沒有忽略耳朵痛和心中的聲音，而忽視了隱藏的危機，因馬達一直空轉，若產生火花，後果很難預料會是怎麼樣。 我 ~ 在保守中學會謹慎 在謹慎中思考細心 在細心中實踐體貼 在體貼中發散著愛 學習了塔羅之後，老師提醒著我，在感官中，我的聽覺是最敏感，也是對於宇宙，對與天地萬物的連結，啟蒙最早的。 所以，我能”聽見”。 因聽不懂，故我得懂得”覺察”與”分析、判斷”。 將家裡的事情大約整理，不會有危險後，前往跟朋友約定的地點。 咖啡，濃郁，好喝。 甜點，甜而不膩，好吃。 洗手間，乾淨清爽，好舒服。 因事情都已妥善處理好，放鬆的心，也就更能享受當下與朋友相聚的快樂。 感恩造物主給予的天賦。 感恩靈魂的敏銳與提醒。 「隨風潛入夜，潤物細無聲。」 感恩造物主，爸爸一直與我們同在。 爸爸保護著我們，就像過去那樣。 爸爸，沒有離開。 是啊！每每想到這樣，淚，就流下。 Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot: Fear (7-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/04 Card drawn: Fear Staying up too late chatting, once again disrupting my circadian rhythm. Next time, I really need to gather the courage to speak up and say, "Stop, let's not continue this conversation." In truth, I did speak up, but it seemed like the other person didn't hear me and just kept talking. I understand that this situation isn't good. It's because I can't bear to see the other person struggling with their emotions, hitting a wall all by themselves. I think to myself, extending a helping hand might be crucial, especially on such quiet nights. After all, I can't gamble on thinking "I don't need to worry about it, it probably won't become that 'what if' moment." But what if, hypothetically, I don't reach out in time and it does become that "what if"? My heart wouldn't be able to overcome that hurdle. Just accompanying a friend, I've sacrificed myself. Such occurrences really shouldn't happen too often. So today begins with a cluttered mind from finally being able to sleep after 2 in the morning. In fear, hope sprouts. In worry, confidence shines bright. Today's journal about the future starts in the afternoon. It's about meeting up with friends. At a café I've been wanting to visit for a long time. Near my hometown. As the car starts, my ears suddenly perceive a sharp, piercing sound, twice in a row. The last time I felt this pain, a fleeting thought crossed my mind, but I didn't take it seriously. It led to regrets that haunt me till now. It was the night before my dad's emergency hospital visit. After years of commuting, that night, I was exhausted. I thought I'd see him the next day for dinner, so laziness kept me from visiting home. I never got the chance to be with my dad in our hometown again. Today, the pain returns, and I dare not ignore it. I need to change my dislike for trouble. And I know it's my dad reminding me to be cautious. Originally, I planned to park the car at home and inspect it later after the gathering. But due to the ear pain, I arrived home early. Opening the door, I heard a strange sound. I'm truly fortunate that I checked before the gathering. The fish tank at home cracked due to an earthquake, flooding the floor. The fish were lying in shallow water, struggling to breathe. I quickly called family to ask how to handle it. An earthquake is an energy transmission, a part of nature; it can't be avoided. The universe minimized the danger and arranged everything. Because I had visited home after the earthquake yesterday to check for damage, I noticed the empty fish tank, which I could utilize today. And because I had noticed that my family always prepared water with chlorine to replace the fish tank water, I could use it when changing the water today. Today, the fish are able to swim peacefully, unharmed. I'm happy. I didn't neglect the lives of the fish due to my aversion to trouble. I didn't overlook the ear pain and the voice in my heart, thus avoiding a hidden crisis; the motor kept running empty, and if sparks had occurred, the consequences would have been unimaginable. I ~ Learned caution through conservation. Contemplated carefully through caution. Practiced thoughtfulness through carefulness. Radiated love through thoughtfulness. After learning tarot, my teacher reminded me that among my senses, my hearing is the most sensitive and the earliest connection to the universe and all things. So, I could "hear." And if I can't understand, then I must learn to "perceive" and "analyze, judge." After roughly sorting out things at home, ensuring there was no danger, I headed to the meeting place with my friends. The coffee was rich and delicious. The desserts were sweet but not overwhelming, simply delicious. The restroom was clean and refreshing, very comfortable. With everything taken care of, my relaxed mind could fully enjoy the happiness of being with friends in the present moment. Grateful for the talents bestowed by the Creator. Grateful for the sensitivity and reminders of the soul. "Drifting into the night with the wind, nourishing everything silently." Grateful to the Creator, my dad has always been with us. Dad is still protecting us, just like before. Dad hasn't left. Yes! Every time I think of this, tears flow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fear

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity 昨天的你，好嗎？ 天氣有點不穩定，有點濕，有點涼，身體習慣這樣嗎？ 我們的心情很容易就掉進死胡同裡。 在豔陽烘烤下，想念著有點微涼的舒適。 在灰暗天色中，回憶著天晴爽朗的希望。 應該說，我們總是太過貪婪，太不懂得”現在”的美好。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145943527 今天的塔羅「純淨 Purity」就是在提醒著 ~ 在純淨的白色燭光照撫下， 讓我們的內心回到真誠，自然的情境， 讓我們的思慮回到初衷，原本的設定。 看事，看本質。 察人，看初心。 我們應努力去看到事情真實的樣貌。 先入為主的偏見，我們應該用智慧擯棄。 自以為是的偏愛，我們應該用智慧去除。 在人生道路上，我們景仰的人，可能成為指引我們的一道亮光。 而我們，也很有可能在無意中，成為了指引他人的一道燭光。 「純淨」讓我們回歸至”心”，至”善”，至”好”。 若有點迷茫，也是提醒著”莫忘初衷”。 這樣也就能慢慢找回繼續努力的動能。 2024 0409 Today's Tarot: Purity How are you doing yesterday? The weather seems a bit unstable, a bit damp, a bit chilly. Is your body getting used to this? Our moods easily fall into dead ends. Under the scorching sun, we long for a bit of cool comfort. In the gray sky, we reminisce about the sunny and clear hope. Perhaps, we are always too greedy, too unaware of the beauty of the "now". Today's Tarot, "Purity," reminds us ~ Under the soothing light of pure white candles, Let our hearts return to sincerity, to natural circumstances, Let our thoughts return to the original intentions, the original settings. See things, see the essence. Observe people, see the original intentions. We should strive to see the true appearance of things. Preconceived biases, we should discard them with wisdom. Self-righteous favoritism, we should eliminate it with wisdom. On the journey of life, the people we admire may become a guiding light for us. And we, inadvertently, may also become a guiding candle for others. "Purity" brings us back to the "heart," to "goodness," to "virtue". If feeling a bit lost, it also reminds us not to forget our original intentions. This way, we can slowly regain the energy to continue striving. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing 辛苦了，小怡。 才剛加班完，趕著跟我約。 妳說心情很不好，因為辦公室有不喜歡的人。 這種情緒點我懂。 可是每天都在同一間辦公室，為何今天心情特別不好。 妳想了想說，可能是覺很累吧。 累，是因為加班。 很累，然後看到不喜歡的人也在加班，不舒服的心情就湧上來了。 這樣的小怡，真可愛。 若換成我，我很累，很忙，不喜歡的人卻可以準時下班輕鬆走人，這樣的情況就會激起我的心中怒火。 可位低，無權，言輕的我們，能怎麼辦？ 我分享了過去我自己的做法，妳聽得眼睛睜大，還反問我，可以這樣拒絕主管的指示和安排嗎？ 其實，當然是不太好。只是那時的我真的是年輕氣盛呀。 現在回首，當然會覺得可以有更好的方式和態度去面對及處理，可在那當時，那堵在胸口的一口火氣，吞不下，那就只能選擇冒出頭。 於是磕碰撞痛，走得跌跌撞撞，走得東搖西晃，不是很舒坦的人生路。 我們一邊有點小抱怨工作環境的不如意，一邊嘲笑過去個性嗆辣的我，爭得當下一口氣，不懂伏與忍的謙遜，享受到短暫的快感，逞一時之快，對於現況與問題，依然無力。 我們最後笑話說，就看不到不喜歡的人，降低受其影響，做好自己的工作就是了。 時間久了，也就麻痺了。 麻木了，也就忘了原本一直過不去的坎是什麼。 有點逃避的做法，可我們也不想太過委屈自己。 不喜歡，就是不喜歡。 躲不過，閃遠點總可以吧。 這真的是職場話題常會有的無言的結論呀。 給小怡塔羅祝福：【滋養 Nurturing】。 來自宇宙的訊息，有些事情才剛培植種下，需要時間的養育，在工作上可以多花些精神與氣力，投注更多的耐心與堅持，多扛起一些責任，在果實成熟時，妳將會擁有意想不到的豐收成果。 2024-08-28 Blessings for Xiaoyi: Nurturing You've worked hard, Xiaoyi. You just finished working overtime and rushed to meet me. You said you were in a bad mood because there's someone in the office you don't like. I understand that kind of feeling. But since you're in the same office every day, why did you feel especially bad today? After thinking for a bit, you said it might be because you're feeling very tired. The fatigue is due to overtime work. You're really tired, and then seeing the person you don't like also working overtime just brought up uncomfortable feelings. You're so adorable, Xiaoyi. If it were me, I'd feel very tired, very busy, and if the person I don't like could leave work on time without any hassle, that would ignite a fire in my heart. But what can we do when we're in low positions, have no power, and our words carry little weight? I shared with you how I handled similar situations in the past, and you listened with wide eyes, even asking if it's really okay to refuse the supervisor #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57) 問題：我5/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 今天與朋友討論的事情與今日的塔羅牌非常吻合 ~ 改變。 一個多月以來，每天持續學習新技能，希望能夠累積更多的學習經驗。 一邊學習，一邊思考，該怎麼做可以持續學習與練習，可以如何運用呢。 與同學討論與交換想法，並請教同學之後她會如何持續練習我們現在所學習的技能。 我們都朝著自己設定的未來前進，這樣的感覺，很是不錯。 前幾日才知道昔日有位同事今已成為理財名人，還有雜誌專訪。 我沒有投資理財的知識與技術，雖然非常羨慕，可終究不是適合我的路。 我沒有投資創業的機遇與財力，真的很是羨慕，可總是得面對現實的路。 可，我知道，我也是許多人羨慕的對象目標。 擁有選擇權，已屬幸運與幸福。 我現在要創造的是未來的平穩和豐盈。 如果我想要協助更多人，那我需要具備更多的能力。 我清楚明瞭，我的這一世，是需要不停動手勞動，動腦勞心的。 學習，是不二法門。 累積學習，多元學習，有效學習，融會學習，聰明學習是我這幾年得多加努力，且戰且實驗且調整的策略。 我首先改變的是執行力。 過往想比做的多，我的塔羅老師，我的前主管，都比我還著急。 他們怕我的大運勢都快已經過去了，我仍還在拖遲，在猶豫。 而我擔憂的是，每日我都距離我的大限更靠近一點，再不加緊腳步，如何完成我這一世的使命，對我的英雄之旅，又該如何論結局。 我也改變了思考邏輯。 我不再問怎麼辦，也不問為什麼。 看到學習機會的資訊，時間允許，就立即報名參加。 時光不為誰停留，機會也是，時機更是。 接著我改變我的筆觸。 從提問句，改變為肯定句。 從主觀詞，改變為客觀詞。 從無病呻吟的調性，希望能夠改變為晴朗輕鬆的陽光類型。 最近這段期間，真的是我這輩子最用功，最認真，最癡迷於學習的時光了。 很忙，很累，很是疲倦。 收穫滿滿。 獲益滿滿。 學習滿滿。 喜悅滿滿。 『改變』 就是要如同變色龍，隨著情勢、季節而不斷改變。 改變，是從內心開始營造，非長髮剪成短髮，原是蘿莉風改為清新脫俗風。 改變，最棒的情境是自然地發生，但有時還是得逼迫一下。 停滯不動，如同蟬寶寶變成蛹，若不想使勁地破繭而出蛻變成蝴蝶，死亡也就成了另一個必然的結局。 在改變之前，我做了以下的事情 ~ 第一、 確定目標，重新導航。 第二、 做功課，瞭解實現目標的選擇種類。 第三、 檢視自己，更加了解自己，並明白欠缺甚麼，也就是要學習補足的事情。 第四、 衡量評估自己當下現況可以擔起哪一項選擇。 第五、 行動，學習。 第六、 通告家人、親人、好友們，生活比重因學習而要調整。 這是我這世最後一次志向與職業大翻盤，需下猛藥，需認真面對。 第七、 享受不足，享受吸收知識的過程，像是飢腸轆轆時吃著一口口的美食，那滿足感和喜悅，讓人感到幸福，開心不已。 第八、 一邊學習，一邊審視現實，擬定及調整學習步調、節奏與方向。 第九、 不斷鼓勵、激勵自己並適時犒賞自己。 學習，除了動力，也要不停添加柴火，維持動能。 該休息時，休息。 該獎勵時，獎勵。 第十、 接受唯有現在才是最需重視與珍惜。 當下該怎麼辦，就怎麼辦，別再問怎麼辦。 Alyson's 5/15 Tarot: Change (47-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/14 Drawn card: Change The topic I discussed with friends today aligns perfectly with today’s tarot card ~ Change. For over a month now, I have been continuously learning new skills daily, hoping to accumulate more learning experience. While learning, I think about how I can sustain my practice and how I can apply what I've learned. I discussed and exchanged ideas with classmates, asking them how they plan to continue practicing the skills we are currently learning. We are all moving towards our self-set futures, and it feels great. A few days ago, I learned that a former colleague has become a financial celebrity and has been featured in a magazine interview. I don’t have the knowledge or skills in investment and finance. Although I am very envious, it is ultimately not the path for me. I lack the opportunities and financial means for investment and entrepreneurship. I am indeed envious, but I must face the reality of my own path. However, I know that I am also an object of envy for many. Having the power of choice is already a blessing and a happiness. What I need to create now is future stability and abundance. If I want to help more people, I need to acquire more abilities. I clearly understand that in this life, I need to continuously work hard and think diligently. Learning is the only way. Accumulating learning, diversified learning, effective learning, integrated learning, and smart learning are strategies I must diligently pursue, experiment with, and adjust in the coming years. The first thing I am changing is my execution. In the past, I thought more than I did. Both my tarot teacher and my former supervisor were more anxious than I was. They worried that my major opportunities were slipping away while I hesitated and delayed. What I worry about is that every day brings me closer to my final deadline. If I don’t pick up the pace, how will I fulfill my life’s mission and complete my hero’s journey? I have also changed my thought process. I no longer ask “What to do?” or “Why?” When I see learning opportunities and if time permits, I immediately sign up. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, nor do opportunities or timing. Next, I changed my writing style. From questioning sentences to affirmative ones. From subjective words to objective words. From a tone of lamentation to a bright and relaxed sunshine type. Recently, this has been the most hardworking, earnest, and obsessive learning period of my life. Very busy, very tired, very exhausted. But filled with abundant harvests, benefits, learning, and joy. “Change” means being like a chameleon, constantly changing with the situation and the seasons. Change starts from within, not merely cutting long hair into short or switching from a cute style to an elegant one. The best change happens naturally, but sometimes it needs to be forced. Stagnation, like a cicada larva turning into a pupa, if it doesn’t strive to break out of its cocoon and transform into a butterfly, death becomes the inevitable outcome. Before making a change, I did the following: 1.Confirmed my goals and re-navigated. 2.Did my homework to understand the options for achieving my goals. 3.Examined myself to understand my deficiencies and what I need to learn to fill those gaps. 4.Assessed what choices I can handle given my current situation. 5.Took action and started learning. 6.Informed family, relatives, and friends that my life balance would need adjusting due to my learning. This is my last major ambition and career overhaul in this life, requiring serious effort and a serious approach. 7.Enjoyed the process of learning, akin to savoring delicious food when hungry, bringing satisfaction and joy, making me feel happy. 8.Continuously reviewed reality while learning, adjusting the pace, rhythm, and direction of my learning. 9.Constantly encouraged and rewarded myself appropriately. Learning requires not only motivation but also the continuous addition of fuel to maintain momentum. Rest when needed, reward when deserved. 10.Accepted that only the present moment is most crucial and should be cherished. Do what needs to be done now without asking what to do. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143397280 宇宙發出提醒了喔 ~ 要適時均衡分配、發展 工作各個面向，該有進度的，該趕上的，要努力了 均衡的飲食，各種營養素，缺一，身體就辛苦了 均衡的生活，認真打拼很需要，適度休息更需要，家人要關心，朋友要關懷，自己要關照。 擠出時間，動一動。 今天才週四，還有時間調整一下。 這週的天氣可以說是”均衡”的最好說明了 ~ 有下雨天，有太陽天。 有陰冷天，有風大天。 還有我們最愛的周末假日天。 今日有朋友說，聽我說話的語調，感受我說話時的精氣神，又比上次大聊特聊更好了。 有時自己以為的放下，在談話時，旁人很容易就察覺真實為何。 有時自己以為的走過，在聊天時，旁人很輕易就明白確實為何。 有時，聽聽別人怎麼說，也是很不錯的。 那是自己沒有，也輕忽了，沒有注意到的自己。 多認識自己，了解自己，很好。 這樣才更能好好地照顧好自己。挺好。 "The universe is sending a reminder: it's important to balance and develop various aspects of our lives. Whatever needs progress, whatever needs catching up, we must strive for it. A balanced diet with all necessary nutrients is essential; lacking any, the body suffers. A balanced life entails dedicated efforts in work, adequate rest, care for family, concern for friends, and self-care. Make time, get moving. It's only Thursday today, still time for adjustments. This week's weather serves as a perfect example of 'balance'—rainy days, sunny days, chilly days, windy days, and our beloved weekend holiday. A friend mentioned today that my tone and energy in conversation were even better than our last extensive chat. Sometimes, what we think we've let go of is easily noticed by others during conversation. Sometimes, what we think we've overcome is understood by others quite effortlessly in conversation. Listening to others is beneficial too. It reveals aspects of ourselves we may have overlooked. Understanding and getting to know oneself better is crucial. Only then can we truly take care of ourselves. That's great." #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Equilibrium #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #均衡 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57) 問題：我4/01的未來日記主題 抽牌：停滯 Stagnation https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145281286 4/01的實際狀況挺順利，除了早上遲遲無法清醒，一直賴床，在外面吃完晚餐後，回家忍不住又吃了餅乾和水果。 其他的一切都很好。 停滯的是想法 停滯是因不理解 停滯是因卡住了 我突然搞不清楚『未來日記』的心願是要如何設定。 是每一天設定小幸運，還是整整四十九天就是一個大夢想？ 因為自己還沒決定好要怎麼做，所以從昨晚開始，對於今天的『未來日記』就是一片空白。 今天未來日記的大綱 4/01的早上一直無法清醒，整整睡了將近十一個小時，在我這樣的年紀，還能一次睡如此長的時間，也算是驚人。 果然，原本注意的股票跌了許多，雖是預期內，但看到帳面上損失了，還是有點難過。 這真的是完整地貼近『停滯』帶來的悶沉感受。 下午要去參加一個講座，記得那個飯店停車位不多，所以要早點出門比較好。 之前只記得一樓的停車位，前一台車搶走了，往地下室找停車位。 運氣好，電梯出口處的好位置尚是空著的。 這與原先設定的『未來日記』內容不符合，但喜悅的心情是沒有什麼差別的。 講座結束後，開車去找朋友。 他們夫妻開了一家韓食小餐館，一直想前往，可惜距離我住的地區有點遠，直至現在，總算一償宿願。 滿足！ 這不用在日記裡描述就一定會實現的想像。 看著朋友夫妻精神好，元氣足，替他們開心。 吃了好吃的，雖然停車費不是很便宜，但偶爾來一趟，可以承受的。 4/01抽牌：停滯 Stagnation 宇宙說是情感上感到疲勞，想怠惰，覺乏味了 停滯帶著死氣沉沉的黑壓壓感 停滯產生的沼氣是可運用的能量 想法，並非每日都可以產生迸裂，跳出火花的。 很多時候就是得等，再等等，有時這時候就有思緒可以開始寫了。有時得等到時間逼近了，心裡有點急燥，試著寫一些，看一下書，再寫一些得完成。 宇宙接收到我興奮過後的疲憊，讓我抽到『停滯』這張塔羅牌，說著， 持續高亢的情感是會加速熱情的消退，加快情緒的消逝，加重心情的厭煩感。 於是，昨日，我沒有將『未來日記』的內容明確顯化，只有將需要進行的事情大略地勾勒，並依賴直覺地避開一些不想遇到的問題。 休息一下。 讓情感的絨毛花些時間恢復蓬鬆，然後可以繼續輕盈舞動。 4/02的未來日記塔羅牌抽到『豐收』。 會是如何呢，明天揭曉。 Alyson's 4/02 Tarot: Stagnation (4-57) Question: Theme of my 4/01 Future Journal Card Drawn: Stagnation The actual situation on 4/01 went quite smoothly, except for having trouble waking up in the morning and staying in bed for a while. After having dinner outside, I couldn't resist eating cookies and fruits when I got home. Everything else was fine. Stagnation is in thoughts. Stagnation is due to misunderstanding. Stagnation is because of being stuck. Suddenly, I couldn't figure out how to set the wish for "Future Journal." Is it to set small fortunes every day, or is it a big dream for forty-nine days? Because I haven't decided how to do it, since last night, today's "Future Journal" has been blank. Outline of Today's Future Journal: On 4/01, I couldn't wake up in the morning and slept for nearly eleven hours straight. At my age, being able to sleep for such a long time at once is remarkable. As expected, the stocks I was paying attention to dropped significantly. Although it was within expectations, seeing the losses on the books was still a bit sad. This truly brings the heavy feeling of "stagnation" in full. In the afternoon, I have to attend a seminar. I remember that the hotel has limited parking spaces, so it's better to leave early. I only remembered the parking space on the first floor, and the spot was taken by the car in front of me, so I had to look for a parking space in the basement. Luckily, a good spot near the elevator exit was still available. This doesn't match the content originally set for "Future Journal," but the joyous mood remains the same. After the seminar, I drove to meet some friends. They, a couple, have opened a Korean restaurant, and I've always wanted to visit. Unfortunately, it's a bit far from where I live, but finally, I fulfilled that wish. Satisfied! This is an imagination that doesn't need to be described in the journal to come true. Watching my friends' high spirits and vitality, I'm happy for them. Although the parking fee wasn't cheap, eating good food occasionally is affordable. Card drawn on 4/01: Stagnation The universe says it's emotionally tired, feeling lazy and dull. Stagnation brings a heavy, oppressive feeling. The marsh gas generated by stagnation is usable energy. Ideas don't always burst forth every day. Many times, it's just waiting, waiting some more. Sometimes at this point, thoughts begin to emerge. Sometimes you have to wait until the deadline approaches, feeling a bit anxious, trying to write something, reading a book, then writing more to finish. The universe received my exhaustion after excitement, allowing me to draw the "Stagnation" Tarot card, saying that continuous high emotions will accelerate the decline of passion, hasten the disappearance of emotions, and increase the feeling of annoyance. So, yesterday, I didn't clearly manifest the content of "Future Journal," just roughly outlining the things that need to be done, and relying on intuition to avoid some problems I didn't want to encounter. Take a break. Let the fluff of emotions take some time to recover, then you can continue to dance lightly. Tarot card drawn for 4/02 Future Journal: "Abundance." How will it be? Tomorrow will reveal. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Stagnation

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！ 今日牌卡：平衡

今日牌卡：平衡 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/129167305 你能做到平衡嗎？ 我知道現在的我是做不到的 這平衡的拿捏，太難 腦海中、心窩裡那一張又一張的幻想圖 卻讓現實的骨感打擊地不得不屈服 有時不是不夠認真努力 甚至不是不夠辛勞勤奮 是水到渠成的好時日尚未來到 人生的每個階段 都需有項目讓人全心專注 看似在努力過程中距離願景目標越來越遠 數年後回頭看看 只要有努力實踐 加上適時審視，來年調整 平衡的自在，在不遠的將來 Can you achieve balance? I know I cannot do it now The art of balance is too difficult and too challenging. In the mind and the depths of the heart, there are many imaginary scenes Yet, the stark reality forces one to surrender Sometimes it's not a lack of seriousness or effort Sometimes not even a shortage of hard work and diligence It's just that the opportune time for things to come together has not yet arrived In every stage of life, There must be projects that demand wholehearted focus It may seem that the distance to the vision and goals is increasing during the effort But looking back after a few years As long as there is diligent practice Combined with timely reflection and adjustments for the coming year The ease of balance will be achieved in the not-too-distant future. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Balance #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #平衡

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/141836845 今天是週一，是得面對上週還沒完成工作的第一天，是要面對好幾天上班日的第一天。 心情，是憂鬱的。 心思，是愁緒的。 心海，是迷霧的。 心智，是下沉的。 這些的加總，情緒更差了，若再加上工作不順利，有人白目跑來撞槍口，就像是在乾旱的森林哩，遇到一個豔陽日，哧！乾柴烈火，燒起來 … 憤怒之火，猛爆了。 愈是緊繃之時，愈是要小心面對。 愈是煩躁之時，愈是要細心處理。 今天，讓我們祈求時間走得快一點，比平時要再更快一些，撐過，就海闊天空。 若不幸運，遇到要生氣的時候，站起來原地踏步二十次，緩慢吞水吞五口。 把火就這樣緩緩地滅了。 所有人，包括你自己，也就都安全了 Today is Monday, the first day to face the unfinished tasks from last week, the first day of several days of work ahead. The mood is melancholic. Thoughts are filled with worries. The mind is clouded. Intellect sinks. The accumulation of these feelings worsens the mood. If coupled with work going awry and someone foolishly aggravating the situation, it's like encountering a sunny day in a drought-ridden forest—suddenly, a spark ignites, and anger erupts fiercely. The more tense the situation, the more careful one must be. The more agitated, the more attention to detail is required. Today, let us pray for time to pass a little faster than usual, just enough to get through it. If, unfortunately, you find yourself on the verge of anger, stand up and take twenty slow steps in place, then slowly swallow five sips of water. This way, the fire will be slowly extinguished. Everyone, including your-self, will be safe. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Anger #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #憤怒 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57) 問題：我4/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 再次驗證了塔羅的神奇。 在10天前計畫將塔羅抽牌與撰寫未來日記兩者結合在一起。 那天晚上呼喊宇宙，請宇宙指引未來四週的每週主題。 接著抽出每個主題各七天的副題。 昨天寫著第二週的主題是「死亡Death」時，我還未發覺。 直到剛剛，看了之前塔羅抽牌紀錄，看到今天的副題是「宇宙Universe」，我的心情再度激動，又想流淚哭泣了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145838932 今天我們一群朋友去探望一位已遠去的朋友。 在今年的三月中旬我們才知道他已離去許久。 陸陸續續我們討論著要去看他，大家橋著可以一同前往的日期，今日。 我還是像過往一樣，工作的事情與私人的事情，思緒是分開，沒有連結在一起。 其實這是個很難說明清楚的狀態。 明明，兩個面向是共用同一顆腦袋，同一個人的思緒，和在同一個行事曆角逐著各自可以佔有的比例。 對我來說，兩者之間能有機會串連在一起也就只有敲時間，橋行事曆上的空白處而已。 所以，在這稍早之前，我從未注意到今日塔羅的牌卡，與今日的私人行程連在起來。 今天早上，我並沒有時間去想，去寫今日的「未來日記」。 除了急著出門以外，最主要的是我沒有那份心情。 我不敢想像朋友長眠所在的樹葬地方情景，也不知道自己會是怎樣的心情。 我只記得包包裡要多放衛生紙，帶點餅乾、巧克力一起去。 原本計畫搭乘大眾交通工具去，卻在出發前兩天敵不過非常懶惰的自己。 這兩年多來，我把自己寵得是越來越嬌氣。 不想太辛勞的事情，就不勉強自己。 另一位朋友在臉書上寫著想念。 過往的對話，大部分我都想不起來。 我只記得我今天的哥斯大黎加，大嘴鳥莊園手沖咖啡，因另一朋友去詢問老闆關於咖啡的問題，打亂了老闆的節奏，結果我成了苦主，喝到一杯又苦又澀的咖啡。 就像是想到朋友已離開這件事情的心情。 我在自己挖掘的情緒坑洞裡掙扎。 我在樹梢被風吹過的搖晃裡擺盪。 宇宙說，這都是過程。 存在，是還在路上。 曾存在，是已完成。 死亡與再生，在宇宙奧妙平衡裡，分秒持續運動著。 他一人的離去，你幾人的難過，是滄海一粟，是江海一滴。 我的心情低落，是蒼白。 在浩瀚中，根本看不出來。 宇宙說， 有感受，有覺知，是存在與擁有，非失落。 應該要明白，要懂得，因擁有才會感到痛。 花開花落。 潮起潮落。 有機會能說聲”再會”，是很好的告別。 走過人間，終會一別。 不枉相遇相識這一場。 Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot: Universe (10-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 4/07 Card drawn: Universe Once again, the magic of tarot is validated. Ten days ago, I decided to combine tarot card drawing with writing my future diary. That evening, I called out to the universe, asking it to guide the themes for each week of the next four weeks. I then drew sub-themes for each week, spanning seven days each. Yesterday, as I wrote that the theme for the second week was "Death," I didn't realize its significance. It wasn't until just now, as I reviewed my previous tarot card draws and saw that today's sub-theme is "Universe," that my emotions were once again stirred, and tears threatened to fall. Today, a group of friends and I went to visit a friend who has already departed. It wasn't until mid-March of this year that we learned of his passing. We had been discussing visiting him intermittently, bridging the dates when we could all go together, which happened to be today. As usual, I compartmentalized my thoughts between work and personal matters. It's a difficult state to articulate. Although both aspects share the same mind and calendar, they seem disconnected, with the only opportunity for connection being the occasional overlap in my schedule. Thus, until just earlier, I hadn't noticed the connection between today's tarot card and my personal agenda. This morning, I didn't have the time or the mindset to think about or write today's "future diary." Aside from rushing out the door, I simply wasn't in the right headspace. I dare not imagine the scene at the tree burial site where our friend rests, nor do I know what emotions to expect from myself. All I remember is to pack extra tissues in my bag and bring some biscuits and chocolate along. Originally, I planned to take public transportation, but two days before departure, my overwhelming laziness got the better of me. Over these past couple of years, I've grown increasingly pampered. If it's something I don't feel like exerting effort for, I simply won't force myself. Another friend wrote on Facebook expressing their longing. Most of our past conversations escape my memory. All I can recall is my time in Costa Rica, at the Toucan Rescue Ranch, hand-brewing coffee, while another friend asked the owner coffee-related questions, disrupting the owner's rhythm and resulting in me being served a bitter cup of coffee. It's akin to the feeling of realizing that a friend has departed. I'm struggling within the emotional pits I've dug for myself. I sway amidst the swaying of the treetops in the breeze. The universe says, this is all part of the process. Existence is still on its journey. What once existed is now complete. Death and rebirth, within the mysterious balance of the universe, continue to move forward. The departure of one person, the sorrow of a few, is but a drop in the ocean. My melancholy is insignificant amidst the vastness. The universe says, to feel, to be aware, is to exist and possess, not to lose. One should understand, should comprehend, that pain comes from having had something. Flowers bloom and wither. Tides rise and fall. The chance to say "farewell" is a gracious parting. Having traversed this earthly realm, farewells are inevitable. Our meeting and acquaintance were not in vain. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！ 今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！ 今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡

2024 0105 想像總是最美的，對吧！今日牌卡：平衡