Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

2024 0131 今日牌卡：誠信

今日牌卡：誠信 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/134893984 在這個世界裡，沒有別人，只有你自己 宇宙有時就是這樣得直接且不拐彎 直球對決 總是得面對 那就坦率點、直接點 若有歪了、偏了、錯了 儘早導正 回歸正軌 In this world, there is no one else but only self. Sometimes the universe is straightforward and doesn't take any detours. It's a direct confrontation, always something to face. So, be straightforward, be direct. If things go astray, deviate, or go wrong, correct them as soon as possible, and return to the right path. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Integrity #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #誠信

2024 0129 今日牌卡：女祭司

今日牌卡：女祭司 他們說別在情緒衝動時做任何決定 我說別再饑餓時開口說話 他們說別在內心感動之時做出決策 我說別認為睡眠不足時會有對的反應 人 每日、隨時都在面臨選擇與決定 早餐要吃什麼呢？ 幾點適合找老闆提出請假？ 這週末要休息還是出去玩兒呢？ 生活雖樸實無華 卻也是充滿變化 Today's Card: Priestess They said not to make any decisions when you are emotionally impulsive. I said stop talking when you are hungry. They said not to make decisions when you are moved. I said don't think there will be a right reaction when you don't get enough sleep. Person Facing choices and decisions every day and at any time What do you want for breakfast? What time is the right time to ask the boss for leave? Do you want to have a rest or go out to play this weekend? Although life is simple and unpretentious But it is also full of changes. #Dream #Alyson #Tarot #Tarotreader #DreamCatcher #塔羅 #捕夢人 #Tarotcards #priestess #女祭司

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success 這個週末假日，你好嗎？ 週六早上我完成了一個培訓第一階段的考核評量。 前一晚的用功讀書獲得了直接的回饋。 這真是再簡單不過的成功定律了。 考試後，和朋友一起去吃午餐，下午茶，聊聊天。 美好時光啊！ 我們總希望時光都是如此充盈，開心和快樂。 可，人生，哪會總是如此美麗。 每次的選擇與決定，讓我們認識新朋友，很幸運，有時會遇到幾個路程與我們相同的，一起搭車前往下一站，再到下一站。 我們永遠都不知道哪一站的停車，會有誰下車。 也許，下車的會是我們自己。 “成功”，可以很複雜，也可以很簡單。 一切都在我們的心之所向。 若求平靜與平安，平凡是條康莊道。 若求永垂不朽與榮耀，披荊斬棘在所難免。 享受獎勵的快樂，支持我們不斷前進的腳步。 個人小提醒 ~ 我們對於”成功”的慾望，是不是層出不窮，永無止盡？ 就像在滾輪裡的小倉鼠，每天一直跑，以為前進了幾萬步，實際上卻始終在原地。 追尋過後，也要抬頭看看，現在頂著的天，是曾經嚮往的那一片嗎？ 不要成為了為了跑而跑的小老鼠呀。 Today's Tarot: Success How's your weekend going? Mine kicked off with a sense of accomplishment as I wrapped up the first stage assessment of a training program bright and early on Saturday morning. The diligent study session from the night before paid off with immediate feedback. It was the epitome of the simple law of success. Post-exam, I caught up with friends over lunch and afternoon tea, indulging in conversations that added warmth to the already lovely day. Moments like these make us wish time could always be so fulfilling, joyful, and happy. But life, as we know, isn't always a picturesque scene. Each choice and decision introduces us to new acquaintances; some share our journey for a while, riding alongside us to the next stop, and maybe the next after that. We never quite know who'll disembark at which station. Perhaps, sometimes, it's us. "Success" can be complex or straightforward, depending on the perspective. It's all within the realm of our desires. If seeking tranquility and peace, the path of simplicity is noble. If aiming for immortality and glory, navigating obstacles is inevitable. Today's success serves as tomorrow's incentive to persevere. Enjoy the bliss of rewards, supporting our continuous stride forward. A personal reminder: Is our desire for success unending, akin to a hamster on a wheel, running incessantly but making no progress? After the pursuit, let's remember to look up and assess if the sky above matches the one we once yearned for. Let's not become like the little rodent, running for the sake of running. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Success

今日牌卡：熱情

今日牌卡：熱情 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132624541 順著渴望去追尋 順著渴求去拼命 動物因有獵物這目標伺機而動，進而攻擊捕殺 我們應因目標、夢想而努力，進而積極追求 因渴望而跳動的心是那樣狂烈 因渴求而愉悅的情是那樣濃郁 不要因想像中的恐懼而阻饒了你的腳步 勇敢一點 ~ 跨出去 真的，沒那麼困難 Follow the longing to explore. Pursue fervently with the desire. Just as animals move with the goal of prey in sight then seizing opportunities to attack and capture. We should strive due to goals and dreams, actively pursuing them. The heart beats so passionately because of the longing. The joy is so intense because of the desire. Do not let the imagined fears hinder your steps. Be a little brave—take that step forward. Truly, it's not as difficult as you think. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Passion #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #熱情

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity 昨天的你，好嗎？ 天氣有點不穩定，有點濕，有點涼，身體習慣這樣嗎？ 我們的心情很容易就掉進死胡同裡。 在豔陽烘烤下，想念著有點微涼的舒適。 在灰暗天色中，回憶著天晴爽朗的希望。 應該說，我們總是太過貪婪，太不懂得”現在”的美好。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145943527 今天的塔羅「純淨 Purity」就是在提醒著 ~ 在純淨的白色燭光照撫下， 讓我們的內心回到真誠，自然的情境， 讓我們的思慮回到初衷，原本的設定。 看事，看本質。 察人，看初心。 我們應努力去看到事情真實的樣貌。 先入為主的偏見，我們應該用智慧擯棄。 自以為是的偏愛，我們應該用智慧去除。 在人生道路上，我們景仰的人，可能成為指引我們的一道亮光。 而我們，也很有可能在無意中，成為了指引他人的一道燭光。 「純淨」讓我們回歸至”心”，至”善”，至”好”。 若有點迷茫，也是提醒著”莫忘初衷”。 這樣也就能慢慢找回繼續努力的動能。 2024 0409 Today's Tarot: Purity How are you doing yesterday? The weather seems a bit unstable, a bit damp, a bit chilly. Is your body getting used to this? Our moods easily fall into dead ends. Under the scorching sun, we long for a bit of cool comfort. In the gray sky, we reminisce about the sunny and clear hope. Perhaps, we are always too greedy, too unaware of the beauty of the "now". Today's Tarot, "Purity," reminds us ~ Under the soothing light of pure white candles, Let our hearts return to sincerity, to natural circumstances, Let our thoughts return to the original intentions, the original settings. See things, see the essence. Observe people, see the original intentions. We should strive to see the true appearance of things. Preconceived biases, we should discard them with wisdom. Self-righteous favoritism, we should eliminate it with wisdom. On the journey of life, the people we admire may become a guiding light for us. And we, inadvertently, may also become a guiding candle for others. "Purity" brings us back to the "heart," to "goodness," to "virtue". If feeling a bit lost, it also reminds us not to forget our original intentions. This way, we can slowly regain the energy to continue striving. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation 今天週五，大家的心情如何呢？ 我呀，經過滿滿扎實的四天學習時光，不容易呀，總算挨到了最後一天的學習日，真是累極了。 每一天的學習時間，確實讓腦袋和右手非常疲憊，可也有趣極了。 下午記不住上午教導的。 這週忘了上週剛學過的。 課堂時間，我老得哀嚎，搞不懂，用不會。 下了課，喝幾口水，緩緩一直憋著的氣。 如果今天的你，像我一樣，累倦了，那是正常。 畢竟，累積快滿一週的疲憊。 今天的塔羅牌是『停滯』。 所有的情感全都停了，滯了，無法流動。 即使面對的是自己，也是一樣的。 因為疲憊。 因為枯乏。 像是突然來了一波冰冷的空氣，將眼睛所及之處，全都給凍結了。 心，累了。 精神，累了。 身體，累了。 心智，累了。 今天適合低調，跟自己獨處，休息一下。 將剩餘的一點精力積穳起來，也許週末假日需要較為高昂的精神去面對。 把停滯的時間轉個念，成為了休息時間，不被打擾的時間。 藉此檢視一下，審視一下。 來個心靈斷捨離。 Today's Tarot: Stagnation How's everyone feeling this Friday? As for me, after four solid days of studying, it hasn't been easy. Finally, I've reached the last day of the study week, and I'm exhausted. Each day of studying has left my brain and right hand feeling incredibly tired, yet it's been quite interesting. I can't remember what was taught in the morning this afternoon. I've forgotten what I learned last week this week. In class, I'm just lamenting, not understanding, unable to use it. After class, I take a few sips of water, slowly releasing the pent-up frustration. If you're feeling tired like me today, it's normal. After all, fatigue is building up almost a week long. Today's Tarot card is 'Stagnation.' All emotions are halted, stagnant, unable to flow. Even facing oneself feels the same. Because of exhaustion. Because of depletion. It's like a sudden wave of cold air, freezing everything in sight. The heart is tired. The spirit is tired. The body is tired. The mind is tired. Today is suitable for keeping a low profile, spending time alone, resting for a while. Gather the remaining energy, perhaps the weekend requires a more upbeat spirit to face. Transform this stagnant time into a moment of rest, a time without disturbance. Use it to reflect, to examine. Have a spiritual decluttering. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Stagnation

Alyson’s 3/15 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion

Alyson’s 3/15 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion 「DcreamCatcher-Tarot」是我未來塔羅工作室的英文名字。 工作室的中文名字是「捕夢人」。 每個工作天，我會抽兩張塔羅牌閱讀， 運用閱讀牌卡時的直覺力與洞悉能力， 設計當日的塔羅閱讀心靈記錄卡片，同時也將過程描述成文章。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為白色： 這張卡片記錄是，向宇宙呼喊，請宇宙傳遞給大家的祝福或提醒。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為黑色： 這卡片記錄的是向宇宙提問後，根據抽到的塔羅進行閱讀的記錄。 "DreamCatcher-Tarot" is the English name for my future Tarot studio. The studio's Chinese name is "捕夢人". Every workday, I will draw two Tarot cards for readings, utilizing my intuition and insight while interpreting the cards. I will design Tarot reading soul record cards for the day and describe the process in articles. One Tarot soul record card, with a white background, records calling out to the universe, conveying blessings or reminders to everyone. One Tarot soul record card, with a black background, records the reading based on the Tarot drawn after asking questions to the universe. 問題：這兩個月有動起來(收入)的機會嗎 抽牌：Three of Wands 慈悲 Compassion 閱讀： 八字都不只撇一撇的事情，依然告黃了。 已非一件、二件而已。 問宇宙，我想有機會可以動起來，可以嗎？ 宇宙送給我了一雙佛手，金色耀耀，會讓眼睛閃閃發光的那樣金澄澄。 本就耐心欠缺，情勢卻是得再等。 等到潮起潮落，月陰缺至月情圓。 等到擔憂風止，不再吹過，旗幡不飄揚了，仗，還能勝嗎？ 古書左傳說了，『擊鼓，一鼓作氣，再而衰，三而竭。』 對我的衝動，也是如此。 隱忍，從來不在行事風格裡。 『慈悲』這張塔羅牌，慈悲的權杖，散發出的光，都暖了。 暖了眼，暖了腦，也暖了心。 連”戰”的意念都消弭了。 全身暖暖，屋裡暖暖，也就想睡了。 衝動、打仗、拚搏，睡醒再說吧。 睡醒？明日嗎？ 非也。 睡醒，腦醒，心醒，清醒，意念醒，也就動了。 預估約莫三、五天後。 讓時間證明之。讓文字紀錄之。讓宇宙鑒察之。 Question: Is there an opportunity to make a move (income) in these two months? Card drawn: Three of Wands - Compassion Reading: Even matters with more than just a cursory glance have still turned sour. It's not just one or two things. I asked the universe, can I have the opportunity to make a move? The universe handed me a pair of Buddha's hands, shining in gold, sparkling like that golden glow that makes your eyes twinkle. Though I lack patience, the situation demands further waiting. Waiting for the ebb and flow, for the waning moon to become full again. Waiting for worries to cease, for the winds to stop blowing, for the flags to no longer flutter. Can we still win the battle then? As the ancient book "Zuo Zhuan" says, "Beat the drums: when the drums sound once, spirits rise; when they sound twice, spirits weaken; when they sound three times, spirits are exhausted." This applies to my impulses as well. Restraint has never been part of my modus operandi. The "Compassion" tarot card, with its compassionate scepter, radiates warmth. It warms the eyes, warms the brain, and warms the heart. Even thoughts of "warfare" dissipate. Warm all over, warm in the room, just feels like sleeping. Impulse, battle, struggle... let's talk about it after waking up. Waking up? Tomorrow? Not quite. Waking up, awakening the brain, the heart, the clarity, the thoughts... then action. Estimated about three to five days from now. Let time prove it. Let words record it. Let the universe observe it. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Compassion #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #慈悲 #權杖 #意念

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination 昨日凌晨突然清醒 以為已是早晨 看了時鐘發現才僅睡了2個多小時 於是再躺回床上希望能夠再入睡 翻來覆去還是難眠狀態 索性俐落起床 換了一身運動服裝 在自己客廳裡做暖身操、原地踏步走 發揮當日牌卡”創造力”的其中一個特質 ~ 改變原有習性 於是就在醒來、運動、睡覺、醒來、閱讀中 度過已很久沒有如此充實的早晨時光 今天我自己的塔羅牌抽到”明朗/通透” 這也是權杖牌卡之一 權杖，是個人信念、意念的範疇 透過創造力發揮 昨日下午也外出散步 這已暌違好幾個月的活動項目 在春暖花開的天氣裡總算恢復了 傍晚想一想創造力還能如何運用 於是開始整理起廚房的儲物櫃 讓儲存的乾糧食物能在賞味期限裡發揮它們的價值 完成一件一件小事情 這也代表著自己的內心裡很清楚明白 該做什麼 可以怎麼做 能夠如何做 雖慢，可是有確實進行，那就是不同 這也安撫了一直有點內疚的小心靈 知道自己過於懶散 有時也會因懶惰、提不起勁的狀態，對自己生氣 現在好了 開始動了 環境，整齊清潔，淨化了 心，舒坦許多，也就像是經過洗滌般，明朗通透 Yesterday, in the early hours of the morning, I suddenly woke up, thinking it was already morning. Checking the clock, I realized I had only slept for a little over two hours. So, I tried to go back to sleep, tossing and turning, but still unable to doze off. I decided to get up decisively, changed into workout clothes, and did some warm-up exercises and paced around in my living room. I applied one of the traits of "creativity" from yesterday's card—changing old habits. Thus, I spent a morning filled with waking up, exercising, sleeping, waking up, and reading, something I hadn't experienced in a long time. Today, my own tarot draw revealed "illumination," also one of the suit of wands cards. Wands represent personal beliefs and thoughts. Through exercising creativity, I also went for a walk yesterday afternoon, an activity I hadn't done in months. Finally, in the warm spring weather, I resumed it. In the evening, I pondered how else I could utilize creativity. So, I began organizing the kitchen pantry, ensuring that the stored dry food items would be used within their expiration dates to maximize their value. Completing each small task also signifies clarity within myself—I know what needs to be done, how to do it, and what I'm capable of doing. Though progress may be slow, it's still progress, and that's what makes it different. It also soothes the slightly guilty conscience that I've been feeling due to my laziness. Sometimes, I get angry with myself for being too lazy or lacking motivation. But now, things are better. I've started moving. The environment is tidy and clean, purified. My mind feels much more at ease, as if it's been cleansed, clear, and transparent. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Illumination #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #權杖 #明朗通透 #信念

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57) 問題：我4/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 再次驗證了塔羅的神奇。 在10天前計畫將塔羅抽牌與撰寫未來日記兩者結合在一起。 那天晚上呼喊宇宙，請宇宙指引未來四週的每週主題。 接著抽出每個主題各七天的副題。 昨天寫著第二週的主題是「死亡Death」時，我還未發覺。 直到剛剛，看了之前塔羅抽牌紀錄，看到今天的副題是「宇宙Universe」，我的心情再度激動，又想流淚哭泣了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145838932 今天我們一群朋友去探望一位已遠去的朋友。 在今年的三月中旬我們才知道他已離去許久。 陸陸續續我們討論著要去看他，大家橋著可以一同前往的日期，今日。 我還是像過往一樣，工作的事情與私人的事情，思緒是分開，沒有連結在一起。 其實這是個很難說明清楚的狀態。 明明，兩個面向是共用同一顆腦袋，同一個人的思緒，和在同一個行事曆角逐著各自可以佔有的比例。 對我來說，兩者之間能有機會串連在一起也就只有敲時間，橋行事曆上的空白處而已。 所以，在這稍早之前，我從未注意到今日塔羅的牌卡，與今日的私人行程連在起來。 今天早上，我並沒有時間去想，去寫今日的「未來日記」。 除了急著出門以外，最主要的是我沒有那份心情。 我不敢想像朋友長眠所在的樹葬地方情景，也不知道自己會是怎樣的心情。 我只記得包包裡要多放衛生紙，帶點餅乾、巧克力一起去。 原本計畫搭乘大眾交通工具去，卻在出發前兩天敵不過非常懶惰的自己。 這兩年多來，我把自己寵得是越來越嬌氣。 不想太辛勞的事情，就不勉強自己。 另一位朋友在臉書上寫著想念。 過往的對話，大部分我都想不起來。 我只記得我今天的哥斯大黎加，大嘴鳥莊園手沖咖啡，因另一朋友去詢問老闆關於咖啡的問題，打亂了老闆的節奏，結果我成了苦主，喝到一杯又苦又澀的咖啡。 就像是想到朋友已離開這件事情的心情。 我在自己挖掘的情緒坑洞裡掙扎。 我在樹梢被風吹過的搖晃裡擺盪。 宇宙說，這都是過程。 存在，是還在路上。 曾存在，是已完成。 死亡與再生，在宇宙奧妙平衡裡，分秒持續運動著。 他一人的離去，你幾人的難過，是滄海一粟，是江海一滴。 我的心情低落，是蒼白。 在浩瀚中，根本看不出來。 宇宙說， 有感受，有覺知，是存在與擁有，非失落。 應該要明白，要懂得，因擁有才會感到痛。 花開花落。 潮起潮落。 有機會能說聲”再會”，是很好的告別。 走過人間，終會一別。 不枉相遇相識這一場。 Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot: Universe (10-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 4/07 Card drawn: Universe Once again, the magic of tarot is validated. Ten days ago, I decided to combine tarot card drawing with writing my future diary. That evening, I called out to the universe, asking it to guide the themes for each week of the next four weeks. I then drew sub-themes for each week, spanning seven days each. Yesterday, as I wrote that the theme for the second week was "Death," I didn't realize its significance. It wasn't until just now, as I reviewed my previous tarot card draws and saw that today's sub-theme is "Universe," that my emotions were once again stirred, and tears threatened to fall. Today, a group of friends and I went to visit a friend who has already departed. It wasn't until mid-March of this year that we learned of his passing. We had been discussing visiting him intermittently, bridging the dates when we could all go together, which happened to be today. As usual, I compartmentalized my thoughts between work and personal matters. It's a difficult state to articulate. Although both aspects share the same mind and calendar, they seem disconnected, with the only opportunity for connection being the occasional overlap in my schedule. Thus, until just earlier, I hadn't noticed the connection between today's tarot card and my personal agenda. This morning, I didn't have the time or the mindset to think about or write today's "future diary." Aside from rushing out the door, I simply wasn't in the right headspace. I dare not imagine the scene at the tree burial site where our friend rests, nor do I know what emotions to expect from myself. All I remember is to pack extra tissues in my bag and bring some biscuits and chocolate along. Originally, I planned to take public transportation, but two days before departure, my overwhelming laziness got the better of me. Over these past couple of years, I've grown increasingly pampered. If it's something I don't feel like exerting effort for, I simply won't force myself. Another friend wrote on Facebook expressing their longing. Most of our past conversations escape my memory. All I can recall is my time in Costa Rica, at the Toucan Rescue Ranch, hand-brewing coffee, while another friend asked the owner coffee-related questions, disrupting the owner's rhythm and resulting in me being served a bitter cup of coffee. It's akin to the feeling of realizing that a friend has departed. I'm struggling within the emotional pits I've dug for myself. I sway amidst the swaying of the treetops in the breeze. The universe says, this is all part of the process. Existence is still on its journey. What once existed is now complete. Death and rebirth, within the mysterious balance of the universe, continue to move forward. The departure of one person, the sorrow of a few, is but a drop in the ocean. My melancholy is insignificant amidst the vastness. The universe says, to feel, to be aware, is to exist and possess, not to lose. One should understand, should comprehend, that pain comes from having had something. Flowers bloom and wither. Tides rise and fall. The chance to say "farewell" is a gracious parting. Having traversed this earthly realm, farewells are inevitable. Our meeting and acquaintance were not in vain. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0131 今日牌卡：誠信

2024 0131 今日牌卡：誠信

2024 0129 今日牌卡：女祭司

2024 0129 今日牌卡：女祭司

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

今日牌卡：熱情

今日牌卡：熱情

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 3/15 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion

Alyson’s 3/15 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)