Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57)

Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57) 問題：我4/29的未來日記主題 抽牌：純淨 Purity 是說我最近的信念有多動搖呀？ 不管是集體意識還是個人塔羅牌，都抽到權杖牌組。 看來，身心疲憊，是會影響能量、訊息的接收。 所以，宇宙一直透過塔羅提醒我 ~ 注意自己。 反觀自己。 內省自己。 求諸自己。 『純淨』這張塔羅牌 ~ 是權杖牌。 要回歸內在，反觀自我。 牌卡圖案中央是點燃的蠟燭，閃著白色燭光，這象徵著純淨，象徵無汙染的白雪靄靄，象徵無瑕疵的白色蓮花。 真誠地面對自己，猶如白光、水晶、蓮花、白雪，代表著覺察上的純淨。 看見事物真實的樣貌。 看見未被扭曲的真相。 而我是那道白色的，純淨的光，指引別人的那道光。 我需要記錄寫下真實的今日，沒有被編織過的真實。 今天的我，白天忙著學習課程，時間充實但乏善可陳。 同學們個個比我厲害許多，在這群體裡，我並沒有機會成為那道指引他人的光；反而同學們是指導我的光，在我驚慌失措時，在我搞不清楚狀況時，在我卡住繞不出來時，在我已覺疲乏不知該如何繼續時。 我今日的「未來日記」與我月前先抽的塔羅牌「純淨」，沒有連結。 若硬是要連在一起，那就是 ~ 今天的我，在白天課堂上，於自己的內心裡下一個重大決定。 為了讓自己的精神能更飽足。 為了讓自己的狀態能更有元氣。 無論是否能夠入睡，皆要早睡。 塔羅，沒能於睡覺時間前完成，那就擱下吧。 在有機會指引別人之前，得先顧好自己的狀況，無論是學習、鍛鍊或是身體、精神。 我誠實地面對自己，面對現在的狀況。 該調整自我的時刻已來臨。 不可惜，不傷感，不遺憾。 事情，沒有那麼複雜的。 回歸最一開始的出發心與初發心。 Alyson's 4/30 Tarot: Purity (32-57) Question: The theme of my diary on 4/29 Card drawn: Purity It seems my recent beliefs have been quite shaken, huh? Whether it's the collective consciousness or personal tarot readings, it's all wands. It appears that exhaustion, both physical and mental, can affect the reception of energy and messages. So, the universe keeps reminding me through tarot cards— Pay attention to yourself. Reflect on yourself. Examine yourself. Seek within yourself. The tarot card "Purity"~ It's a wand card. It calls for inner reflection, self-examination. In the center of the card is a lit candle, emitting a white candlelight, symbolizing purity, akin to the untainted white snow or flawless white lotus. Facing oneself sincerely, like white light, crystal, lotus, or snow, represents purity in awareness. Seeing things for what they truly are. Perceiving the unadulterated truth. And I am that white, pure light guiding others. I need to record today's reality, unadorned and unedited. Today, I busied myself with coursework during the day, time filled but mundane. My classmates are all much more accomplished than me. In this group, I didn't have the opportunity to be the guiding light; instead, they guided me when I was flustered, confused, stuck, or fatigued. Today's "diary of the future" and the tarot card "Purity" I drew months ago have no connection. If I were to force a connection, it would be this—today, during daytime classes, I made a significant decision within my own heart. To nourish my spirit more fully. To invigorate my state more vibrantly. Regardless of whether I can fall asleep, I must retire early. If the tarot reading couldn't be completed before bedtime, then let it be. Before I can guide others, I must tend to my own condition, whether it's through learning, training, or caring for my body and mind. I face myself honestly, facing my current situation. It's time to adjust myself. No regrets, no sadness, no remorse. Things aren't that complicated. Return to the original intentions and motivations. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57)

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57) 問題：我4/30的未來日記主題 抽牌：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play 昨兒半夜的天氣悶得讓人有點難呼吸。 躺在床上翻來覆去就是無法入睡。 電費已漲價。 對沒有正職收入的人來說，更是痛到要將荷包破洞縫縫又補補。 心痛地拿出冷氣機遙控器。 不能太多想，只管按下開啟鍵。 最後在一陣陣的涼意裡入睡。 真好。 今天傍晚開始，我感到快樂與開心。 天空突然下起了大雨。 風吹過樹枝，葉子互相撞擊地沙沙作響，像是好幾個人笑談的聲音，有點悅耳，有點吵，有點熱鬧，有點節奏。 雨水打在教室旁邊的榕樹上，滴滴答答 ~ 答。 今晚，夜不會再那麼沉悶了。 微涼，是最剛好入睡的溫度了。 這樣的開心，不算是『魔鬼之樂』呀。 關於這張塔羅牌 ~ 圖面是希臘酒神節的兩個表演者，勾肩搭臂地，且露出愉快的酣笑。 感覺酒喝了不少，步履有一點點蹣跚，心情因酒伴、因好酒、因開心高揚不少。 今天，有甚麼值得慶祝呢？ 明天休假一天，不用上課學習，值不值得舉杯慶祝一番？！ 今天到下課前，進度勉強趕上大家，值不值得慶祝一下？！ 明天要跟朋友們出去玩，因為下雨，不用運動，不用爬山，可以耍廢整整一天，可絕對要好好慶祝。 今天早一點將「未來日記」的塔羅寫好，沒有中斷，又能早點休息睡覺，效率啵棒，不害躁的話，也可以慶祝的。 魔鬼之樂 ~ 透過歡笑，送走悲傷和恐懼。 生命如同農神所賦予的豐收，釀好的酒，適當的機會享用喝掉，如同回味自己一生的辛勞與努力時，也享受著豐盈的生活。 因為 ~ 你、我都值得。 在美麗的生命時光長河裡，為我們豐富且多采的歲月，歌頌舉杯。 乾杯！ Alyson's 5/01 Tarot: Devil’s Play (33-57) Question: Theme of my future diary for 4/30 Card Drawn: Devil’s Play Last night, the stifling weather made it hard to breathe. Tossing and turning in bed, sleep eluded me. The electricity bill has gone up, a painful reminder for those without stable income, pushing us to mend the holes in our wallets. With a heavy heart, I reached for the air conditioner remote. Too many thoughts crowded my mind, so I just pressed the power button. Eventually, I drifted off to sleep in the cool breeze. It felt good. This evening, joy and happiness engulfed me. Suddenly, the sky poured rain. The wind rustled through branches, leaves colliding, sounding like multiple conversations, a bit pleasant, a bit noisy, somewhat lively, with a rhythm of their own. Raindrops pattered on the banyan tree beside the classroom - drip, drip, drip. Tonight, the night won't be as oppressive. It's pleasantly cool, the perfect temperature for falling asleep. This happiness doesn't quite fit the description of "Devil's Play". About this Tarot card— Depicting two performers at a Dionysian festival, arm in arm, sharing hearty laughter. They seem to have indulged in quite a bit of wine, their steps a tad unsteady, their spirits lifted by the company, the wine, and the joy. What's worth celebrating today? Tomorrow is a day off, no classes to attend. Is it worth raising a toast? Managed to catch up with everyone's progress before class ended—is that worth celebrating? Planning to hang out with friends tomorrow, no outdoor activities due to the rain, just a day of lounging around—definitely worth celebrating. Devil's Play—laughing away sadness and fear. Life, like the bountiful harvest bestowed by Demeter, is akin to well-aged wine, to be savored at the right moments, reminiscent of the toil and effort of a lifetime, yet enjoying the richness of life. Because we both deserve it. Let's raise our glasses to the colorful and abundant years that flow in the river of beautiful life. Cheers! #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Devil’s Play

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57) 問題：我5/15的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 今天，就如同一般日常，認真努力學習，休息時間站起身，喝點水，休息一下。 有什麼憤怒的事情發生嗎？ 除了凌晨無法順利入眠，且眩暈又發作以外，沒有其他特別的不同。 憤怒，是我非常熟悉的情感和情緒的其中一種。 過往長久的時光裡，因較真，因比較，因計較，讓自己像是生活在炸藥庫裡，隨時園地爆炸，誰點炸誰，沒人點火，也因自己易燃自炸。 氣憤，生氣，不甘，不堪，常在我心頭裡繞。 繞得我眼盲，耳聾，不識人，識不清人。 我把人當寶，人把我當草。 我把人捧在掌心疼，人把我踩在腳底，沒人疼。 沒被看見。 說實了，就是自己沒入任何人的眼。 即使我使命地吹著號角，響徹雲霄。 裝睡的人，聽也聽不見。 長久累積的情緒，一觸就燃，炸了。 炸得粉身碎骨，炸得支離破碎，炸得痛徹心扉，炸得愁雲慘霧。 站在毀損破磚殘瓦的土堆上，我喊著，只要有人讓我覺得心情不舒服，我就讓 全部的人一起不舒服。 這些是昔日我的憤怒的展現。 今日，沒有呀。 情緒的起伏只有當趕不上課程時，微微皺了眉頭。 其他時候，就是可以，還可以，不錯。 『憤怒』 ~ 情緒像玻璃杯，那般脆弱。 遇熱，手無法舉唄。 遇冷，越冷越炸裂。 憤怒是血紅色的，猙獰的大口，張揚舞爪地想用牙齒狠狠地撕咬對方。 憤怒讓人張揚過了頭，咄咄逼人了。 憤怒像是生氣的河豚，全身是刺，身體內部同時也產生了毒素。 憤怒，傷人，亦傷己身。 可能，今日有些事情，若是過去的我，已會不開心了。 今日的我，沒那麼敏感，沒那麼脆弱，沒那麼尖銳，沒那麼易怒，所以，沒事。 今天，不符合「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌預測。 可，開心，沒有事情需要發火、生氣，甚至還嚴重到憤怒，是值得原地站起，轉圈，灑花得。 Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/15 Card Drawn: Anger Today, just like any other day, I diligently studied, stood up during breaks, drank some water, and rested a bit. Did anything angering happen? Other than not being able to fall asleep smoothly early in the morning and experiencing dizziness again, nothing particularly different happened. Anger is one of the emotions and feelings I am very familiar with. In the long past, due to being serious, comparing, and calculating, I felt like living in a powder keg, ready to explode at any moment. Anyone could light the fuse, and even if no one did, I would ignite it myself because of my flammable nature. Resentment, anger, unwillingness, and intolerance often swirled in my heart. These feelings blinded me, deafened me, and made me unable to recognize people clearly. I treated people as treasures while they treated me like grass. I held people in the palm of my hand, cherishing them, but they trampled on me without care. I was unseen. To put it bluntly, I was unnoticed by anyone. Even if I blew my horn loudly, it went unheard by those pretending to sleep. Long-accumulated emotions ignited easily, causing explosions. Explosions that left me shattered, fragmented, deeply hurt, and surrounded by sorrow. Standing on the debris of destruction, I shouted, if someone made me feel uncomfortable, I would make everyone uncomfortable. This was how my anger manifested in the past. Today, however, there was none of that. The only emotional fluctuation was a slight frown when I couldn't keep up with the lesson. Other than that, it was okay, still okay, not bad. Anger ~ Emotions are like a glass cup, so fragile. When heated, it’s hard to hold. When cold, the colder it gets, the more it shatters. Anger is blood-red, with a ferocious mouth, aggressively showing its claws, wanting to bite the other fiercely. Anger makes people overextend, becoming overbearing. Anger is like an angry pufferfish, covered in spikes, and its body generates toxins simultaneously. Anger harms others and also oneself. Perhaps today, some things that would have upset the old me didn't affect me. Today, I am not as sensitive, not as fragile, not as sharp, not as easily angered, so nothing happened. Today, the Tarot card draw prediction of "Anger" does not match the reality of my future diary. But this is a cause for happiness. Not having anything that needs me to get angry, even severely angry, is worth standing up, spinning around, and scattering flowers for. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57) 問題：我5/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：愛 Love 這週有兩天的塔羅牌是『愛』，感覺真是美好。 宇宙呼應著我發散出的愛。 宇宙回應著我播送出的愛。 宇宙說，我也愛妳，Alyson。 這週其實非常的忙碌，沒有一天可以睡飽，從週一到週日，每天都需要上課。 雖然非常疲憊，非常倦。 阻擋不了興奮與滿足愉悅的心情。 志工培訓課程第二階段昨日開始啟動。 第一堂課的課程內容就非常專業與艱澀。 我和朋友們之間開玩笑說，「第一階段的課程內容和第二階段的課程內容，這”階”一下子，跳好高，好大。看來，這是巨人的階梯呀。」 學習讓我們慢慢地成長，成長為也是巨人的模樣。 然後，我們再牽著別人的手，帶著，陪著成長。 支撐著這麼多的付出與分享，就是因”有愛”。 今天的老師，像是一座礦山，蘊藏豐富，引經據典。 每個人筆記寫滿滿。 之前較少發言的同學，在今天，開始主動，真是讓人覺得很開心的轉變。 老師在課堂上沒有藏私的教導，我們用熱切的眼神，振筆疾書的寫筆記，熱情踴躍的發言與分享。 在這樣的氛圍中，不用擔心被批判，被評價，被教育，被攻擊，被指責。 好好地說話，溫柔地眼神，溫和地語調，溫暖地用字。 即使我們在討論的不是風花雪月，我們在學習的是嚴肅地課程。 可以付出，可以協助他人，可以學習，可以分享，一件事情有這麼多的價值。 我很感謝，感恩。 有這樣的機會參與和學習。 當付出愛的時候，我們自己也是被愛著。 愛，是心中坦然的展現，不管是接收還是付出。 愛，是花朵綻放的美麗，不管是交流還是互動。 愛，是粘著劑，將你的心，我的心，他的心，大家善的心，緊緊黏在一起，化為一股強大的能量，且堅硬不可催。 愛，是你有我，我有你，風吹雨打，時光冉冉，陪伴對方，一起走下去。 Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot: Love (52-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/19 Card drawn: Love This week, two days featured the tarot card ‘Love’, which feels truly wonderful. The universe resonates with the love I emit. The universe responds to the love I broadcast. The universe says, "I love you too, Alyson." This week has been extremely busy, with no chance to get enough sleep from Monday to Sunday, as I have classes every day. Despite being very tired and exhausted, I can't help but feel excited and content. The second phase of volunteer training started yesterday. The first class was already very professional and challenging. My friends and I joked, "The content of the first phase compared to the second phase is like taking a huge leap. This seems like a giant's staircase." Learning helps us grow slowly, becoming like giants ourselves. Then, we can take others by the hand, leading and accompanying them in their growth. What sustains all this effort and sharing is ‘love’. Today's teacher was like a mine rich in resources, quoting extensively from various sources. Everyone took copious notes. Even students who rarely spoke up before started to participate actively today, which was a delightful change. The teacher selflessly shared their knowledge, and we eagerly took notes with fervor, actively participating and sharing. In such an atmosphere, there's no need to worry about criticism, judgment, correction, attack, or blame. We speak kindly, with gentle eyes, a soft tone, and warm words. Even though we are not discussing romantic or poetic subjects, we are learning serious courses. Being able to contribute, to assist others, to learn, and to share brings so much value to a single thing. I am very thankful and grateful to have the opportunity to participate and learn. When we give love, we are also loved. Love is the serene expression in our hearts, whether receiving or giving. Love is the beauty of flowers blooming, whether in exchange or interaction. Love is the adhesive that binds your heart, my heart, his heart, and everyone’s good hearts together into a powerful and unbreakable force. Love is having you and having me, weathering the wind and rain, as time passes, accompanying each other, and walking together. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Love

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57)

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57) 問題：我5/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 昨晚睡得早，今早醒得晚。 這一來一回應是比平時多睡了兩個多小時，感覺像是賺到了健康似的，開心。 若有失眠過，就更能體會我的喜悅。 有時候，不是不想睡，是無法入睡。 有時候，不是不想睡，是沒時間睡。 今天的「未來日記」抽到的塔羅牌是『宇宙』。 二十二張塔羅主牌的最後一張。 宇宙，給我的感覺 ~ 浩瀚。 神秘。 深藍黑色。 深藍色。 遠遠處傳來蹦蹦的聲音，是撞擊聲，是爆炸聲，是火花聲。 但，沒有人聲。 是沒有生機的地方。 是沒有氣息的地方。 是讓人尊敬、害怕、尊崇、敬畏的地方。 『宇宙』這張塔羅牌 ~ 我，其實，就是宇宙。 換句話說，你，也是宇宙。 我們各自有各自的小宇宙。 在小宇宙裡，看見的，皆是確實的存在，且是完整、完美的存在。 充滿著可能性，也是尚未完成開發、尚未完整進化、尚未完全成形。 今天，甚麼事情都有不同的可能性。 延伸而言，事情的發展，也都有不同的可能性。 宇宙，是處於走在完成的路上，卻也是在崩毀的路上。 你想要怎樣的世界，就讓你的宇宙朝那憧憬前進。 宇宙的高我，希望我們成長，希望我們更有覺知，更懂覺察。 在成形的歷程，困惑、猶豫、迷惘，都會一而再，再而三，戴著不同的面具出現，並打擊著心智與信念。 走過迷霧，走出森林，走向豁然開朗的柳暗花明之村，需要學習。 學習傾聽。學習接納。 學習敏銳。學習接收。 學習心靜。學習內觀。 學習淨心。學習覺知。 學習覺察。學習內化。 學習進化。學習協力。 學習明白與接受生生世世的輪迴乃宇宙運行之通則。 學習明白與接受陰陽太極的消長乃宇宙運行之能量。 學習 ~ 我思，我在。我不思，我依然在。我不在，我還是在。 Alyson's 5/07 Tarot: Universe (39-57) Question: Theme for my diary on 5/07 Card drawn: Universe I went to bed early last night and woke up late this morning. The back-and-forth resulted in getting more than two extra hours of sleep compared to usual, feeling like I've gained some health, which makes me happy. For those who have experienced insomnia, they can understand my joy even more. Sometimes it's not that we don't want to sleep; it's that we can't fall asleep. Sometimes it's not that we don't want to sleep; it's that we don't have time to sleep. Today's "Future Diary" drew the Tarot card 'Universe.' The final card of the twenty-two Major Arcana. The Universe, it feels like to me ~ Vast. Mysterious. Deep blue-black. Deep blue. Far-off sounds of banging, explosions, sparks. But no voices. It's a place devoid of life. A place devoid of breath. A place that commands respect, fear, reverence, awe. This Tarot card, 'Universe' ~ I am, in fact, the universe. In other words, you are also the universe. Each of us has our own little universe. In our little universes, what we see is real and complete. Full of possibilities, yet to be fully developed, yet to evolve fully, yet to be fully formed. Today, everything has different possibilities. Furthermore, the development of things also has different possibilities. The universe is on a path to completion, yet also on a path to destruction. The kind of world you desire, let your universe move towards that aspiration. The higher self of the universe hopes we grow, hopes we become more aware, more mindful. In the process of formation, confusion, hesitation, bewilderment, they will repeatedly appear wearing different masks and challenge the mind and beliefs. To walk through the fog, out of the woods, towards the village of enlightenment requires learning. Learn to listen. Learn to accept. Learn to be sensitive. Learn to receive. Learn to calm the mind. Learn introspection. Learn to purify the heart. Learn mindfulness. Learn to observe. Learn internalization. Learn evolution. Learn cooperation. Learn to understand and accept the cycle of life, the rule of the universe. Learn to understand and accept the ebb and flow of yin and yang, the energy of the universe. Learn ~ I think, therefore I am. I don't think, yet I am still. I am not, yet I am still. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57) 問題：我4/09的未來日記主題 抽牌：均衡 Equilibrium 今天，感覺蠻忙碌的。 因為心上掛念著今天要上課，在清晨六點多醒來一次，然後就又造成八點多真正需要起床的時間，迷迷糊糊地，無法清醒起床。 這真的是有點傷腦筋。 明天開始要比今天更早起床一個多小時。 天兒呀！ 真的是自己給自己找事情，且會非常忙碌。 今天未來日記是第二週主題「死亡」中的「均衡」。 可，到現在晚上九點鐘，我只感受到學習的比重佔滿了腦袋，導致同樣的時間，卻比其他夜晚更為疲憊。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146079133 均衡，是表示情緒是平衡穩定的。 而今天，沒有太多的情緒起伏，雖然面對一些官僚式作法讓我心裡猛搖頭，但尊重，所以沒有顯露任何內心想法。 塔羅牌「均衡」圖案表示 ~ 若情緒卡在憂鬱或悲傷，要像鴨子花盆，漂浮在情緒水域之上，讓心智與身心達到沉靜的狀態，讓悲傷隨著流水，靜靜伴著你，靜靜地划過心海，慢慢地流向心底最深處，慢慢地進入你深處的記憶，存在，但盡量別引起強大衝擊，讓你的情緒起伏震盪，導致好不容易平靜下來的心，再度因此而狂亂。 今天的「未來日記」與塔羅抽牌，沒有連結之處，更無重疊的軌跡。 若硬要連結牽扯在一起，那就是晚上聽著瑞．強德蘭的「水晶骷髏頭」神秘教導的線上課程。 完全聽不懂，跟不上老師所說的，即使有翻譯的緩衝時間，仍很難了解。 但可能因試著聽，所以情緒是平坦無波的。 只有兩眼間的皮膚有著褶皺，因為聽不懂而一直皺眉。 Alyson's 4/10 Tarot: Equilibrium (12-57) Question: The theme of my journal for 4/09 Card drawn: Equilibrium Today feels quite busy. Waking up around six in the morning, feeling the weight of the day's classes ahead, I couldn't fully rouse myself until after eight, feeling groggy and unable to fully awaken. It's a bit of a headache. Starting tomorrow, I'll need to wake up over an hour earlier than today. Oh, boy! Seems like I'm finding ways to keep myself occupied, and it's going to be hectic. Today's journal theme is "Death" from the second week, focusing on "Equilibrium." However, as it nears nine in the evening, my mind feels consumed with studying, leaving me more fatigued than usual at this hour compared to other nights. Equilibrium implies emotional stability. Today, there haven't been many emotional highs or lows. Though faced with bureaucratic procedures that make me shake my head internally, I choose to respect them, thus not expressing any inner thoughts outwardly. The imagery of the Tarot card "Equilibrium" suggests that if emotions linger in sadness or melancholy, one should float like a duck on the emotional waters, achieving a state of calmness in mind and body. Let sadness drift along the currents, silently accompanying you, gently passing through the sea of your heart, slowly flowing into the deepest recesses of your being, existing but trying not to cause a significant impact that would disrupt the calmness you've painstakingly achieved. Today's "journal of the future" and the Tarot draw don't seem to have any connection or overlapping paths. If one were to forcefully link them, it might be the online course by Rue Quandlran on "Crystal Skulls" mysteries that I listened to in the evening. I couldn't understand it at all, struggling to keep up with the teacher's words, even with translation buffering time; comprehension remained elusive. However, perhaps the attempt to listen kept my emotions flat. The only wrinkles were between my brows, a result of my constant frowning due to the lack of understanding. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Equilibrium

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57) 問題：我4/18的未來日記主題 抽牌：聰穎 Brilliance 如果是在清晨時聽到天空下起了豪大雨，趕緊起床把電風扇關掉，避免因太濕冷而著涼的即時反應是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天想著下豪大雨，路上鐵定塞車，提早出門，所以沒有嚴重遲到的即時行動是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天課程內容是以照片編輯、修圖、美化為主，而因之前喜歡用手機拍照並分享在社群媒體，所以有一小部分基礎較知道的熟練操作是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因午前看到教室外的地面已乾燥不少而於中午休息時間在外面大樹下小散步，所以有呼吸到清新空氣並哼唱著歌的即時開心是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因連續幾日準備餐盒已覺疲乏，跟同學聊到明天就帶泡麵，輕便又香氣十足，所以有適時放過自己的偷懶態度是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 https://www.popdaily.com.tw/forum/diary/1494166 「聰穎」這張塔羅牌是水晶王牌，是Ace喔。 「聰穎」裡有象徵心智上覺醒的黃水晶。 洞見，豁然開朗與頓時明白。 如同我今日ㄧ連串的直接反應，直覺行為，Ace是象徵單純意識轉化為想法。 而我今日不只是轉化為想法而已，每個決定都馬上用行動直接回應。 如果，今日的這些，都是”聰穎”的想法、覺醒與行動。 我認為，今日是貼附在「未來日記」的塔羅牌上的分享。 「聰穎」還有提醒，與生俱來的天賦已展現，相信自己獨特的天賦，並從中去創造。 改變自己總是想太多，執行太少的巢臼。 改變自己總是丟三落四，記憶太弱的慘狀。 改變自己總是忍不住與人抬槓，然後分心，忘了重心的窘況。 聰穎，提醒了我 ~ 相信自己的直覺。 記得自己的直觀。 做出自己的直力。 日後可以收割的成果，會碩大且甜美。 Alyson's 4/19 Tarot: Brilliance (21-57) Question: The theme of my diary for 4/18 Card Drawn: Brilliance If waking up to a heavy rain in the early morning and quickly turning off the electric fan to avoid catching a cold due to the damp and cold is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If anticipating heavy rain today and expecting traffic jams on the road, leaving early to avoid being severely late is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If having a small portion of basic skills in photo editing, retouching, and beautification due to a previous interest in taking photos with a smartphone and sharing them on social media is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. If feeling happy instantly during the lunch break while taking a short walk under the big tree outside after noticing that the ground outside the classroom had dried considerably is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" aligns with this Tarot card. If feeling tired of preparing lunch boxes for several days in a row and deciding with classmates to bring instant noodles tomorrow, which are convenient and fragrant, is considered a timely indulgence in laziness, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. The Tarot card "Brilliance" is the Ace of Crystals. "Brilliance" contains a yellow crystal symbolizing awakening in the mind. Insight, enlightenment, and sudden understanding. Just like my series of immediate reactions today, intuitive actions, the Ace symbolizes the transformation of pure consciousness into ideas. And today, it's not just a transformation into ideas; every decision is immediately followed by action. If all of today's thoughts, awakenings, and actions are considered "brilliant." I believe today's entries are shared on the Tarot card attached to the "diary of the future." "Brilliance" also reminds us that innate talents have been revealed, believe in your unique talents, and create from them. The rut of thinking too much and doing too little when it comes to changing oneself. The plight of always being scatterbrained and having a weak memory when it comes to change. The awkwardness of always unable to resist arguing with others, then getting distracted and forgetting the main focus when it comes to change. Brilliance reminds me ~ Trust your instincts. Remember your intuition. Act with your direct strength. The fruits to be harvested in the future will be substantial and sweet. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Brilliance

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57)

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57) 問題：我4/17的未來日記主題 夢中她今年剛離世的父親用著有點憂愁的眼神一直看著我同學。 我帶著同學和她及她的兩個孩子去海邊走走。 走在海灘礁石上，螃蟹在石縫中橫著走。 一邊叮嚀著小孩注意安全，我們兩人都沒說話，只是吹著海風，看著海。 白天的時光，我一直掛念著想詢問宇宙要傳達什麼訊息給我同學。 可，太忙了，沒有時間和機會。 倒是幫課程老師抽了塔羅牌。 她詢問是否要回去接手媽媽的企業。 抽到的是「時空」這張牌。 而這也是我今日的「未來日記」的副標。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147025012 下課時，看著老師需要走近三十分鐘的路程道車站。 我將車子迴轉，開到她旁邊，跟她說”上車，我載妳一程，去哪？” 我想到最近好像很常有機會捎人載一程的緣分。 老師下車後，手機閃著光，臉書跳出來過去幾年的今天的回憶。 一瞬間，我愣住了。 一剎那，思緒還沒反應過來，淚先流下。 三年． 三年了。 爸爸離開，三年。 爸爸已離開，三年了。 姪子彈奏吉他，唱著送給他阿公的話。 我的淚，如雨下。 姪子的女朋友是爸爸離世後才認識的。 好多次姪子和女朋友聊天時，都會說”我阿公很喜歡 … 。””妳這些話，我阿公聽到會很開心 …。” 「時空」 ~ 過去、現在、未來。 有繼承，有傳承。 有想念，有盼望。 披著獻祭者人皮的「阿茲特克的春之神」 ~ 面對舊有因果業力，迎接著新生。 思緒超越時空，不侷限於現在。 過去和現在，思想與行為模式有著因果關係。 看著過去如何成就了現在，進而思考，未來的光景，是想要的嗎？ 若不想，調整一下，讓業力轉向。 若想，繼續努力，再多堅持一下。 今日享有的，有過往的拼命、計較與繼承。 未來希望擁有的，需倚仗現在的業力去實現。 「時空」這張塔羅牌，讓我現在更想家，更想念爸爸了。 Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot: Space (20-57) Question: My theme for 4/17's future journal Card drawn: Space This morning, I had a dream, a dream about a good classmate. In the dream, her recently departed father looked at my classmate with a somewhat sorrowful gaze. I took my classmate and her two children for a walk by the seaside. As we walked on the beach rocks, crabs scuttled between the crevices. While cautioning the children to stay safe, neither of us spoke; we simply enjoyed the sea breeze and watched the ocean. Throughout the day, I kept thinking about what message the universe might have for my classmate. But, I was too busy, and there wasn't any time or opportunity. Instead, I drew tarot cards for the course teacher. She asked if she should go back to take over her mother's business. The card drawn was "Space." And this was also the subtitle for today's entry in my "future journal." After class, I watched the teacher, who needed to walk about thirty minutes to the station. I turned my car around, drove up beside her, and said, "Hop in, I'll give you a ride. Where to?" I've noticed lately that there have been many opportunities to give someone a lift. After the teacher got off, my phone flashed, and Facebook popped up memories from the past few years. In an instant, I froze. In a moment, before my thoughts could catch up, tears flowed. Three years. It's been three years. Dad left, three years ago. Dad has been gone for three years. My nephew played the guitar and sang words he wanted to say to his grandpa. My tears fell like rain. Thinking about how nephew's girlfriend only met Dad after he passed away. Many times when my nephew and his girlfriend chat, she'd say, "My grandpa would have loved... " "Your words would have made my grandpa very happy..." "Space" ~ Past, present, future. Inheritance, legacy. Yearning, hope. Clad in the skin of a sacrificer, the "Aztec god of spring" ~ Facing old karmic forces, embracing new life. Thoughts transcend space and time, not confined to the present. The past and present, thoughts and behaviors, are causally related. Watching how the past has shaped the present, and then considering, is this the future we want? If not, adjust and redirect the karmic forces. If yes, keep striving, persevere a little longer. What we enjoy today is the result of past efforts, calculations, and inheritances. What we hope for in the future depends on the karmic forces we possess now. The "Space" tarot card makes me miss home and Dad even more now. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Space

Alyson’s 5/21 Tarot：魔術師 Magician (53-57)

Alyson’s 5/21 Tarot：魔術師 Magician (53-57) 問題：我5/20的未來日記主題 抽牌：魔術師 Magician 我今天的塔羅牌是『魔術師』，一位像是有魔法的神秘人物。 今天的電腦學習課程要交一份作業，可家裡並沒有買那昂貴的軟體系統，因此無法在家做功課。 還好，今天，老師有給予一些時間，讓我們可以一邊進行，有疑問還可以跟老師請教。畢竟作業主要是老師需要知道學員的學習狀況，而非把學生逼到瘋狂。 「會」，在這系列的學習課程是關鍵字，也是學習初衷的唯一途徑。 昨晚沒有睡太多，因忙碌和美日學習上課滿滿地一週，每天一大早就要出門。 累過頭了，也就難以入眠。 原本超怕今日上課猛打瞌睡，真實情況是沒有偷打瞌睡，精神反而還可以，真的是要好好照顧身體，今天身體很給面子，撐到最後半小時才開始精神恍惚。 作業已完成，交出去了。 課堂作業也快完成。 今天的學習告一段落。很是開心。 『魔術師』 ~ 宇宙賜與多才多藝的才能，且是已具足這些才能。 想想，我會的項目不少，專精是另一回事，但應是可打趴普通人等。 只是，這些才能沒能成無變現能力，於這個世代來說，比玩票性質更膚淺，比只是玩玩更不用心。 魔法magic，來自古字「magh」，力量的意思。 魔法師，可接收到宇宙的直覺指引，且迅速果決，力量來源於成為宇宙的通道，於是宇宙會以禮還禮。 魔術師擁有透過圖繪或文字把事情改面化的能力。 擁有溝通的天賦，且能將內心裡的爆發力發揮在每一次與人的流動中。 今天真的是太幸運了，是魔術師，好開心。 要讓自己常常成為魔術師，就是要學習，吸收，消化，內化，累積，與經驗。 今日的功課繳交和學習吸收狀況就像是魔術師那般，自然且熟悉地操作著電腦。能這樣自如地運用，這樣的學習進度和成果，我自己很喜歡，也有點小得意。 我可是原本一丁點都不會，沒接觸過也沒注意過呢。 這近一個半月的學習及練習，自己會運用一些了，給自己掌聲鼓勵。 開心。 Alyson’s 5/21 Tarot: The Magician (53-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/20 Card Drawn: The Magician Today’s tarot card is 'The Magician', a mysterious figure who seems to possess magical powers. Today's computer learning course required us to submit an assignment. However, I don't have the expensive software system at home, so I couldn't do the homework there. Fortunately, the teacher provided some time today for us to work on it and ask questions if needed. After all, the purpose of the assignment is for the teacher to understand the students' learning progress, not to drive them crazy. "To know" is the keyword in this series of learning courses and the only path to the original intention of learning. I didn’t sleep much last night due to a busy week filled with daily classes. I have to leave early every morning. Being overtired made it hard to fall asleep. I was initially very worried that I would be dozing off during class today. Surprisingly, I didn’t nod off and felt quite alert. It’s crucial to take good care of the body, and today my body cooperated well, staying alert until the last half hour when I started feeling a bit dazed. The assignment is finished and submitted. The classroom work is nearly complete as well. Today’s learning session has come to an end, and I feel very happy. Magician ~ The universe bestows versatile talents, and these talents are already present within. Reflecting on this, I realize I possess numerous skills. Mastery is another matter, but I should be able to outshine the average person. However, these talents have not turned into productive abilities. I n this era, they are considered superficial and lack dedication beyond mere dabbling. Magic, derived from the ancient word "magh," means power. A magician can receive intuitive guidance from the universe and act swiftly and decisively. Their power comes from being a conduit for the universe, which reciprocates in kind. The Magician has the ability to transform situations through imagery or words. They possess the gift of communication and can channel their inner explosive energy in every interaction with others. Today, I am incredibly fortunate to have drawn the Magician card. It makes me very happy. To often become the Magician oneself requires continuous learning, absorbing, digesting, internalizing, accumulating, and gaining experience. Submitting today’s homework and absorbing the learning content felt as natural and familiar as a magician skillfully operating a computer. Being able to use it so effortlessly reflects a learning progress and outcome that I am quite proud of. Initially, I didn’t know anything, had no experience, and hadn’t paid any attention to it before. After a month and a half of learning and practice, I can now use some of the software. I give myself a round of applause for this achievement. Happy. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Magician

Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot：成長 Growth (18-57)

Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot：成長 Growth (18-57) 問題：我4/15的未來日記主題 抽牌：成長 Growth 今天的學習課程是新單元。 又是一個新專業。 眼界又被打開了，挫折也就又增加了。 不過，上週五沒有搞懂的一部分，今天比較清楚了。 學習，就是這樣。 太久沒有學習一個新東西是從最基本的開始學起。 天性就是如此。 總會往較熟悉的事物去鑽。 全新的事物，有時確實因為跨入門檻太高，實在也沒有辦法進入。 為了迎戰這次艱難的課程，生活方式我也是先模擬和規劃。 希望這幾個月的天昏地暗時光裡，也能照顧好自己的身心靈。 於是，重新調整採買新鮮食物的時間是一項工程。 再來，如何準備每週午餐便當是每日的小工程。 接著，晚上除了處理食物外，安排時間並撰寫每日的Alyson’s Tarot塔羅日誌及每工作日DreamCatcher Tarot的塔羅直覺抽牌記錄，也是一個蠻艱巨的事情。 發覺自己現在的時間，扣除掉大塊學習時間和寫塔羅的時間以外，其他的事情就像擠牙膏的方式，用力擠，還是能運動一下，休息一下，聽一些視訊課程。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146909596 今天的塔羅牌是「成長」，在「隱士」主題下的副標。 我忙碌不已的生活，降低了與旁人接觸的機會，如同”隱士”般，就是低頭做著每一項關於自己派給自己的工作，無暇顧及他人的生活。 每天，用力吸收新知識，我是棵樹，一棵努力向上成長的樹。 挫折和無力像是我的樹根深入地底，進入到我的黑暗世界，沉重且蔓延著。 以往的逃避，如今無所遁形。 成長，只要是進入到新領域、新世界，總是得經歷過青澀的年代，即使已快白髮蒼蒼的年齡。 有人問，為何，我老是要把自己的時間填充得如此滿載？ 沒有為難自己，只是順著自己的心思去決定這些事情。 就如同靈魂需要提升，學識需要增進，能力需要加強般的自然發展。 因為想要達到更高層次的意識境界，想要更加理解未來知識，想要有機會幫助一些人，所以需要學習，需要歷練，需要成長。 我發現到自己從上週的寫作方式與內容開始不同。 目前，尚不知道為何會如此改變。 我總是採用自由書寫的方式，想到什麼，就寫什麼，就像是我的塔羅學習與讀牌，總是採直覺式閱讀，直觀式輸出。 不經過太多思考與轉折。 大多時候，宇宙給的訊息就是如此直接與直白。 不懂，很有可能是我們主觀意識想得太過複雜些，或者扭曲，也就忘了最初始的含意。 唯有成長，唯有學習，我才能更懂得，也才能放心地分享。 Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot: Growth (18-57) Question: My 4/15 future diary theme Card drawn: Growth Today's learning curriculum introduces a new unit, diving into yet another field of expertise. It opens up new horizons but also brings along its share of challenges. However, what remained unclear from last Friday is becoming clearer today. That's the nature of learning. When it's been a while since you've started from the basics, it's natural to struggle. Our nature tends to gravitate towards what's familiar. New things sometimes seem inaccessible due to the high threshold of entry. To tackle this challenging course, I've already simulated and planned my lifestyle. I hope to take care of my physical, mental, and spiritual well-being during these tumultuous months ahead. So, readjusting the time for buying fresh groceries is a task in itself. Then, there's the daily task of preparing lunch boxes for the week. Additionally, finding time in the evenings, besides food preparation, to write daily entries for Alyson’s Tarot journal and record intuitive draws for DreamCatcher Tarot on workdays, is quite the feat. I've realized that apart from the extensive study time and tarot writing, squeezing in other activities feels like squeezing toothpaste—there's still room to move and rest, even watch some instructional videos. Today's Tarot card is "Growth," under the theme of "Hermit." My busy life reduces opportunities for interaction with others, akin to the "Hermit," immersed in every task assigned to oneself, without much time to spare for others' lives. Every day, absorbing new knowledge vigorously, I am like a tree, striving to grow upwards. Setbacks and weaknesses are like roots delving deep into the ground, entering my dark world, heavy and spreading. Past avoidance is now futile. Growth, whenever one enters a new field or world, always involves experiencing green years, even in advanced age. Some may ask, why do I always fill my time so full? It's not about making it difficult for myself; it's about following my instincts in deciding these matters. It's a natural progression, like the soul needing elevation, knowledge needing enhancement, and abilities needing reinforcement. Because I want to reach higher levels of consciousness, understand future knowledge better, and have the chance to help others, I need to learn, experience, and grow. I've noticed a shift in my writing style and content from last week. Currently, I'm not sure why this change has occurred. I've always used free writing, jotting down whatever comes to mind, much like my tarot learning and card readings, which are always intuitive. There's not much contemplation or twists involved. Most of the time, the universe's messages are direct and straightforward. If I don't understand, it's likely because our subjective consciousness has made things too complicated or distorted, forgetting the original meaning. Only through growth, only through learning, can I truly understand and confidently share. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Growth

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Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57)

Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57)

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57)

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57)

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57)

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57)

Alyson’s 5/21 Tarot：魔術師 Magician (53-57)

Alyson’s 5/21 Tarot：魔術師 Magician (53-57)

Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot：成長 Growth (18-57)

Alyson’s 4/16 Tarot：成長 Growth (18-57)