Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57) 問題：我4/11的未來日記主題 抽牌：誠信 Integrity https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146354557 有點不知道要如何決定，難道要繼續這樣走下去？ 我在想，我很難成功吧！ 老是猶豫不定。 老是怕東憂西。 始終沒有拿出破釜沉舟的勇氣。 甚至，現在連「未來日記」都不知道如何進行。 塔羅，對我而言，到底是怎樣的存在？ 會在我快要失去信心時，神來一牌，把我感動得痛哭流涕。 卻也在原本滿滿的勇敢，因為一天天得看似沒有進展的情況，消磨殆盡。 是否因我尚未敞開心胸，全然接受宇宙會透過塔羅捎給我訊息，所以我依然半吊子似的，踽踽難行。 「未來日記」第二週的主題是「死亡Death」。 關於這張塔羅牌，有個含意，說”所有事物終究會結束的，接受他吧！” 而今日的副牌是「誠信 Integrity」，是隸屬於權杖牌。 宇宙希望我內觀自己的初衷，自己的內心。 啊！可我就是貪心呀。 我也想學習且取得證照成為一位職涯諮詢師，加上我的人力資源經驗，若能再與塔羅結合在一起，光是想到這個夢實現的那天，都覺自己會發散著是天下無敵的厲害光芒。 現實教育我要懂得低頭。 宇宙呼喊著要有所堅持。 「誠信」這張塔羅牌有一個意思，”遵循自己的路徑，不要害怕獨處，守住那些不會妥協和退卻的理想及價值觀，有骨氣地為自己和信念站出立場。” 宇宙呀！ 請容許我多些彈性，多加一些現實經濟考量。 許多人的修行，非持缽化緣的和尚，我們無法達到那樣高階層次。 我們會做的，能做的，都是在紅塵打滾，尚保有一點理想，還存在一絲靈性。 我不會被他人擊垮，但，當我自己都沒有把握時，擊潰我的方式何須外力，何須他人。 是啊！ 才上課第三天，已覺疲憊不已。 被限制在一個空間，一個位置，每天要花費那麼長的時間，這讓我極度不適應，抗議的不只有心情，還有身體。 今日是最後一天須決定是否要繼續。 抽張塔羅問問宇宙吧！ 抽到了「改變」，這是行動牌，有著落地務實的含意。 宇宙說，”繼續學習。這是有幫助的。” 繼續吧！不能放棄！ 塔羅牌是反應問牌的人的內心。 塔羅牌將你一直不願意直視，不願意接受的真相，藉由牌的抽取與閱讀，讓人無所遁形，無法逃避。 Alyson's 4/12 Tarot: Integrity (14-57) Question: My 4/11 Future Diary theme Card drawn: Integrity I'm a bit unsure about how to proceed. Should I keep going like this? I keep thinking, will I ever succeed? I'm always indecisive. Always worrying about everything. I never seem to muster the courage to take a stand. Even now, I'm unsure how to proceed with my "Future Diary." What does Tarot mean to me, really? Sometimes, just when I'm about to lose faith, a card comes and moves me to tears. But then, the courage I had, fueled by seemingly stagnant progress day by day, dwindles away. Is it because I haven't opened my heart fully to accept the messages the universe sends through Tarot that I'm still stumbling along like this? The theme for the second week of my "Future Diary" is "Death." About this Tarot card, there's a meaning: "Everything eventually ends, accept it!" Today's secondary card is "Integrity," belonging to the suit of Wands. The universe wants me to introspect my intentions, my inner self. Ah! But I'm greedy. I also want to learn and acquire certification to become a career counselor. Combined with my experience in human resources, just the thought of the day when this dream comes true makes me feel invincible. Reality teaches me to be humble. The universe calls for perseverance. The "Integrity" card has a meaning: "Follow your path, don't fear solitude, hold onto those ideals and values that won't compromise or retreat, stand up for yourself and your beliefs with integrity." Oh, universe! Please allow me some flexibility, some consideration for practical economic matters. Many people's spiritual pursuits don't reach the heights of begging for alms like monks. What we can do, what we are doing, is navigating through the mundane world while still holding onto some ideals, retaining a bit of spirituality. I won't let others defeat me, but when I don't even have confidence in myself, what's the need for external forces to crush me? Yes! It's only the third day of class, and I already feel exhausted. Being confined to one space, one position, spending so much time every day—it makes me extremely uncomfortable. My protest isn't just in my mind, it's in my body too. Today is the last day to decide whether to continue. Let's draw a Tarot card and ask the universe! I drew "Change," which is an action card, implying practical outcomes. The universe says, "Keep learning. It's beneficial." Let's continue! I can't give up! Tarot reflects the innermost feelings of the questioner. It exposes the truths you've been unwilling to face, unwilling to accept, through the draw and interpretation of the cards, leaving no room for evasion. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Integrity

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57) 問題：我4/26的未來日記主題 抽牌：豐收 Harvest 總算又到了星期五之夜。 還沒累垮，太好了。 週五晚上的這個時間點，對我而言，就也表示這地獄週我已走到一半路途了，週六的此時，才是我完整走完整個地獄週。 然後，週日好好休息一天，下週一，繼續像苦行僧般的學習、學習、學習。 未來日記的第三週主題是隱士。 今天的副題抽到的塔羅牌是『豐收』。 這光是字面上的意思，就已讓我感覺到美好。 那今日，若真是有豐收的成就，可要好好地慶祝。 這週的課程，對我而言比上週吃力許多，很有壓力。 又有一位同學因覺得跟不上老師的教學進度，心理壓力很大而申請退訓。 本班學員數已是最後的雙位數 ~ 十人。 今晨，雨勢已減弱，路上車潮多，上課遲到，挺不好意思的。 今天課程的內容，聽得懂，跟不上，不管如何追趕，就是跟不上。 還好休息時間，同學來相助，非常有耐心將細節一個一個講解，讓我學習到更多。 這是豐收無誤。 豐收牌 ~ 就像大自然的四季輪迴，是過去努力的成熟結果，就等著我們辛勤收割去。 記得，豐收，不會從天上掉下來，是一路走來彎腰勞動才有的，且還有最後一哩路(勞動收割)，才是確確實實的成果豐收。 這張塔羅牌也是在訴說，結實累累的果實，在樹上，在地上，再不進行採收，果實會腐敗，會掉落，會腐爛，完全失去原有的價值。 提醒著，別貪心，有這些收成已是豐盈，已足夠。 再等待下去，收成不僅不會增加，反而會毀壞，最終是失去。 「想怎麼收穫，先看怎麼栽。」 曾有腦神經的科學研究： 「忍耐是與獎勵迴路有關聯的。獎勵迴路是大腦紋狀體、前額葉皮層和邊緣系統等區域負責處理的。當人完成充滿挑戰任務時，獎勵迴路會釋放多巴胺等神經傳導質，產生愉悅及滿足感，接著會強化人的行為，讓人更願意承擔忍耐。」 雅各書五章7節說：「弟兄們哪，你們要忍耐，直到主來。看哪，農夫忍耐等候地裡寶貴的出產，直到得了秋雨春雨。」 Alyson's 4/27 Tarot: Harvest (29-57) Question: My theme for 4/26 in my future diary Card Drawn: Harvest Finally, it's Friday night again. I'm not completely worn out yet, which is great. For me, this time on Friday night signifies that I've reached the halfway point of this hellish week, and by this time on Saturday, I'll have completed the entire week. Then, a well-deserved rest on Sunday, and next Monday, it's back to learning, learning, learning like a penitent monk. The theme for the third week of my future diary is the Hermit. Today's sub-theme drawn from the tarot is "Harvest." Just the literal meaning alone makes me feel good. So, if there's truly a harvest of achievements today, it's time to celebrate. This week's classes have been much more challenging for me compared to last week, very stressful. Another classmate applied for withdrawal due to feeling unable to keep up with the teacher's pace, experiencing significant psychological pressure. The number of students in our class has dwindled to the final double digits - ten people. This morning, the rain has subsided, but the traffic was heavy, making me late for class, which I felt quite embarrassed about. I could understand today's class content, but I couldn't keep up, no matter how hard I tried. Fortunately, during break time, classmates came to help, patiently explaining each detail to me, allowing me to learn more. This is definitely a harvest. The Harvest card – Like the cycles of nature's seasons, it's the matured result of past efforts, waiting for us to harvest diligently. Remember, the harvest won't fall from the sky; it comes from bending down and laboring along the way, and the final mile (the labor of harvest) is where the real harvest is. This tarot card also speaks of the abundant fruits on trees and on the ground. Without harvesting, the fruits will rot, fall, and decay, losing their original value entirely. It reminds us not to be greedy; having these harvests is already abundant, already enough. Waiting further will not increase the harvest but rather destroy it, ultimately leading to loss. "How you harvest depends on how you plant." There's a neurological study: "Patience is associated with the reward circuit. The reward circuit is responsible for processing in areas such as the striatum, prefrontal cortex, and limbic system. When a person completes a challenging task, the reward circuit releases neurotransmitters like dopamine, creating pleasure and satisfaction, reinforcing the behavior and making people more willing to endure patience." James 5:7 in the Bible says, "Be patient, therefore, brothers, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, being patient about it, until it receives the early and the late rains." #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harvest

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57)

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57) 問題：我5/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：平靜 Equanimity 需要誠實說，昨晚寫完未來日記的塔羅抽牌後，不經意地看到在一個多月前抽到今天的塔羅牌是『平靜』。 當下，我第一個湧入的想法是，不可能。 我現在學習的課程是我過往從未接觸過的軟體，且在短時間內一次須要將三個軟體系統都要學會。 不誇張的說，每堂課我都是在驚慌失措下度過，每天都在腦袋崩潰成泥、右手像是癱軟無力程度下結束課程。 別說『平靜』已非我近期生活裡會出現的情景，輕鬆的時光，早就不復相見。 怎麼可能呢？ 宇宙與塔羅牌又再次驗證了”奇妙”。 今天老師有放緩了步調，課堂進度慢慢地跟上，是第一喜。 如期成功繳交了作業，是第二喜。 今日最後一堂課大家都有達到繳交第二份作業的進度，第三喜。 目睹同學心情上有點狀況發生，拍拍他的肩膀，分享一顆糖，再多送他一個微笑，點點頭，沒有言語。 他有接收到我的關心和打氣的聲音，第四喜。 另一同學，好像被事情困擾著，上課時，電話鈴響，他跟老師打聲招呼到外頭接聽電話，中間傳來一陣激烈的聲音。 辛苦了，希望事情能夠順利。 休息時間，悄悄地，送他一顆糖，一樣沒有言語。 今日課程結束，他主動跟我微笑說再見。 看來已調整不少，佩服這年輕孩子，若是我，可能無法如此快速平息原激動的情緒。 看到別人成熟的模樣，我欣賞，也算一喜。 今日，真的一切都壟罩在『平靜』氛圍下。 『平靜』 ~ 有水晶的硬度，像沉著的心智。 平靜，是自我覺察的結果。 不帶批判，不做分析，不給建議。 就如同另一培訓課程裡所提的，這是諮商志工的工作三要素。 我們是旁觀者，非袖手旁觀，非冷漠疏遠，而是指，陪伴，支持，客觀，不評價，不論斷，不指導。 當我們非當事人時，又怎有資格、立場對他人給與評論呢。 當我們非當事人時，又怎清楚是非、對錯，何況，這世上大部分的事情是無關對錯。 今天，我做到了理性、客觀、沒有言語但溫暖的打氣。 Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot: Equanimity (46-57) Question: Theme for my future journal entry on 5/13 Card Drawn: Equanimity To be honest, after drawing the Tarot card "Equanimity" for my future journal entry on May 13th, I couldn't help but recall that over a month ago, I drew the same card for today. At that moment, my immediate thought was, it couldn't be. The course I'm currently studying involves software I've never encountered before, and I have to learn three different systems within a short period. It's not an exaggeration to say that I've been navigating through each class in a state of panic, with my mind feeling like mush and my right hand feeling limp and powerless by the end of each day. Needless to say, "equanimity" hasn't been a recent occurrence in my life, and carefree moments have long been absent. How could it be possible? Once again, the universe and the Tarot cards have affirmed the "wonders." Today, the instructor slowed down the pace, which was the first delight. Successfully submitting assignments on time was the second delight. In the final class today, everyone made progress on submitting their second assignment, which was the third delight. Seeing a classmate feeling a bit off, I patted his shoulder, shared a candy, gave him an extra smile, nodded without saying a word. He received my concern and encouragement, which was the fourth delight. Another classmate seemed troubled by something; during class, his phone rang, and he excused himself to take the call outside, where I could hear intense voices. "Hang in there, hope everything goes smoothly." During break time, quietly, I gave him a candy, still without words. As today's class ended, he smiled and said goodbye to me voluntarily. It seems he has adjusted quite a bit. I admire this young man; if it were me, I might not have been able to calm down my excitement so quickly. Seeing others mature, I admire, which is also a delight. Today, everything truly enveloped in an atmosphere of "equanimity." Equanimity ~ Has the hardness of a crystal, like a composed mind. Equanimity is the result of self-awareness. Without criticism, without analysis, without giving advice. Just like what was mentioned in another training course, these are the three elements of a counseling volunteer's work. We are observers, not bystanders, not indifferent, but rather, companions, supporters, objective, non-judgmental, non-evaluative, non-directive. When we are not the ones involved, how can we have the qualifications or position to comment on others? When we are not the ones involved, how can we be clear about right and wrong? Moreover, most things in this world are irrelevant to right or wrong. Today, I achieved rationality, objectivity, and warm encouragement without words. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Equanimity

Alyson’s 4/26 Tarot：綜合 Synthesis (28-57)

Alyson’s 4/26 Tarot：綜合 Synthesis (28-57) 問題：我4/25的未來日記主題 抽牌：綜合 Synthesis 今天未來日記的塔羅副牌是『綜合』。 這張是水晶子牌第八張。 有著數字〝8〞的含意，也有〝∞〞的意涵。 光從”綜合”這兩個字的字面意思就知道，這張塔羅牌要速說的不只有一個方向，也不是單一面向，而是全觀，全觀下每種特質交織錯羅的畫面。 國語辭典釋義： 「綜合，總合起來的意思。與”分析”這詞為相反詞，是指將各別分項分類的事物或概念，依其共通性，總合歸類而論之。」 上週在一堂培訓課程裡，領導者希望團體分享「別人眼中的我」。 總共有九個形容詞，分別是自信的、開朗的、樂觀的、聰明的、甜美的、可愛的、穩重的 … 等。 團員要去告知其他每一位團員，他認為的”她”是屬於哪個形容詞。 除了我以外，其他的團員分別獲得四個至七個形容詞不等，而我，竟只有獲得兩個形容詞。 這個結果，讓我感到驚訝。 我獲得的形容詞分別是「自信的」與「開朗的」。 沒想到大家眼中的我，如此一致。 沒想到我自己認為的其他特質，在這群體裡，沒有人發覺。 我不禁思考著，是否我個人特質的展現太單一，太過呆板、乏味了。 『綜合』這張塔羅牌說著： 水晶，因顏色的不同有著不同的特質與功能，就如同我們一樣。 人類，多種面向，多種樣貌。 人類是許多特質的綜合體，例如，「個性衝動但很堅強，且細心」。或者是「善良，內向，又有才智」。 當然，也有不好的特質，比如，「有才智，卻很自私」。或者是「自大且衝動」。 我們的心智就像水晶整合結構，融合各種不同思想特質。 很有意思的是，”衝動”這詞，與好的特質放在一起時，顯得衝動有點傻氣，有點憨，有點可愛；但與不好特質連在一起，就覺得”衝動”這兩個字是目中無人的任意行事，感受不佳，且感覺好像會有壞事發生似的。 人的心智，就如同水晶礦石，白色中帶點綠光，粉色中帶些黑點，那樣豐富又多面向。 人類的腦分成兩邊，左腦與右腦，一個是理性腦，一個是感性腦；一邊掌管著條理、邏輯與理智，另一邊則是喜歡美麗的事物，充滿感情、感性和藝術。 藉由鍛鍊，我們每個人都可以是超強溝通談判者的同時，喜歡著音樂，聽到感人的故事會落淚，就像我們的心智，經過訓練，既堅硬又柔軟，既理性又感性，無法一分為二，卻又能明顯的發揮在不同事物上，恰到好處。 昨日的我，是否擁有「綜合」的一天呢？ 昨兒個，關於類似的思緒還真在我腦海裡盤旋了一些時間。 我看著同學們完成的作品，一邊讚賞他們超強的功力，一邊回想著過去工作中的自己。 想著，我曾經有多久因為活得非常理智而拋卻了浪漫與詩意。 能有這番感觸，表示我又往前大跨一步。 這是汲汲營營的理性生活，很難能有時間體悟到的生活的內涵與意義。 『綜合』傳遞的最終訊息是 ~ 被賦予了思想上的和諧、平衡及均勻。 我認為，昨日的我，就在這樣的想法與心情下度過了一天。 Alyson’s 4/26 Tarot: Synthesis (28-57) Question: The theme for my future diary on 4/25 Card Drawn: Synthesis Today's tarot card for the future diary is "Synthesis." This card is the eighth card of the Crystal deck. It carries the meaning of the number "8" and also embodies the concept of "∞." Just from the literal meaning of "synthesis," we know that this tarot card is not about a single direction or perspective, but about comprehensive observation, where various qualities interweave and intertwine. According to the Chinese dictionary: "Synthesis means the combined meaning. It is the opposite of 'analysis,' referring to the classification of individual items or concepts according to their common characteristics, and discussing them as a whole." Last week, during a training session, the leader asked the group to share "how others perceive me." There were a total of nine adjectives, including confident, cheerful, optimistic, intelligent, sweet, lovely, and composed, among others. Each member had to inform every other member which adjective they thought described them. Except for me, the other members received between four and seven adjectives each, while I, surprisingly, only received two. The result left me astonished. The adjectives I received were "confident" and "cheerful." I didn't realize that everyone saw me in such a consistent way. I couldn't help but wonder if my personal qualities were too one-dimensional and bland within this group. The Synthesis tarot card says: Crystals have different qualities and functions based on their colors, just like us. Humans have multiple facets, multiple appearances. Humans are a synthesis of many qualities, such as "impulsive but strong and careful" or "kind, introverted, and intelligent." Of course, there are also negative qualities, like "intelligent but selfish" or "arrogant and impulsive." Our minds are like integrated crystal structures, blending various thought qualities together. Interestingly, when the word "impulsive" is paired with positive qualities, it appears somewhat silly, naive, and cute. But when linked with negative traits, it seems arbitrary and reckless, leading to discomfort and a sense of impending trouble. The human mind, like a crystal ore, has greenish hues in white, and black dots in pink, rich and multifaceted. The human brain is divided into two halves, the left and right hemispheres, one dealing with order, logic, and reason, and the other with appreciation for beauty, emotion, and art. Through training, each of us can be both a superlative communicator and enjoy music, shedding tears over touching stories, just like our minds, trained to be both hard and soft, rational and emotional, indivisible yet distinctly effective in various situations. Was yesterday a day of "synthesis" for me? Yesterday, similar thoughts indeed lingered in my mind for some time. I admired my classmates' outstanding work while reflecting on my past self at work. I pondered how long I had lived so rationally that I abandoned romance and poetry. Having such reflections indicates another step forward for me. It's the meaning and essence of life that are hard to grasp amidst the bustling rationality of everyday life. The ultimate message conveyed by "Synthesis" is – Endowed with mental harmony, balance, and evenness. I believe that yesterday, I spent the day in such thoughts and feelings. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Synthesis

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon 每日累積的學習，我已較不慌張，也慢慢進入狀況。 雖然跟不上的時候居多，再多花些時間，也可已有明顯進展。 自己可掌控的感覺，慢慢地回到生活裡，很好。 這起頭得一個多月來，從陌生到有點適應的過渡期，不要輕易遺忘。 在這段不輕言放棄的日子裡，一堂一打擊，一天一失落，一堂一進步，一日一讚賞，堂堂、天天、日日、步步都是妙不可言的好時光。 若沒有好同學們的協助與鼓勵，恐被驚嚇幾天後就會萌生退意，或者是，即使繼續學習，可不會像今日這般享受著學習的過程，享受著累積經驗的過程，享受著倉皇失措，不知該如何是好的窘況，還成為我與同學們之間共同的記憶笑點。 我，情感豐沛。 我，敏感察覺。 每天都是我的月亮日，而農曆初一十五對我情緒的影響更是猛烈。 今天我們大家的塔羅牌是『月亮』。 而今天是農曆初九。 算是月兒半熟時，不是月缺，也非月圓。 『月亮』這張塔羅牌 ~ 女人當道日。 聽女人的話，鴻運當頭似榮錦。 讓女人說了算，低谷盡頭似退休。 女人當家，鬍鬚讓柳眉，日日逍遙似神仙。 今天，要相信你的直覺。 活躍得靈感，要記得緊緊抓牢。 敏銳的感知力，讓你有點疲於應付，但只要學會淨化，你就是勇者一枚。 月亮是週期的代表。 陰晴圓缺，既是潮汐漲退，也是情緒高漲與疏離。 有時，有人，莫名的冷淡，無關是非對錯，是月亮啊。 緣分，不分善孽，皆感覺是宿命的牽引，避不開，逃不了。 是真愛，是無法自拔的依戀。 是迷戀，是無法清醒的想像。 真實，需要靠智慧判斷。 《月亮惹得禍》 「我承認都是月亮惹的禍，那樣的夜色太美你太溫柔， 才會在剎那之間只想和你一起到白頭。 我承認都是誓言惹的禍，偏偏似糖如蜜說來最動人， 再怎麼心如鋼鐵也成繞指柔。」 都是月亮的錯，暈黃的朦朧太美讓人感到迷惑。 都是月亮的錯，月弦如勾太動人讓人感到衝動。 浪漫得無可救藥，期盼牽手到白頭。 在月亮的日子裡，夢幻是主調，理智、邏輯無法成為特效藥。 走錯了路，嚐到了人生的苦，才發現失控是瘋魔，自以為是成了無可救藥。 在掌控範圍裡瘋狂。 在理性殿堂裡抓狂。 這樣有界限的毀壞，是可承受的傷。 反覆無常，時而敏感，時而冷淡，若即若離，是人際之間最跨不過的坎。 今天，心情是陰天，可能常會有一點小感傷，但無妨。 若日日是豔陽，苗兒枯死，汗淌淌，腦沉沉，想跳進水裡泡個涼。 若感傷，淚未先留，已曬乾，臉頰像沙灘，淚水已成沙。 說到底，今天，月亮，就是廢話多一耙。 沒力了，散場，待明日再繼續談。 Tarot of the Day for 2024-05-16: The Moon The cumulative learning each day has made me less anxious, and I am gradually getting the hang of things. Although I often fall behind, spending a little more time has led to noticeable progress. The sense of being in control is slowly returning to my life, which is great. Over this past month or so, transitioning from unfamiliarity to a bit of adaptation should not be easily forgotten. During these days of not giving up, each lesson and each setback, each day and each disappointment, each lesson and each progress, each day and each praise, every class, every day, every step is a wonderful time. Without the assistance and encouragement of good classmates, I might have considered quitting after a few days of fright. Even if I continued learning, it wouldn’t be as enjoyable as it is now, enjoying the process of learning, the process of accumulating experience, and even enjoying the panic and confusion, which have become shared memories and jokes among classmates and me. I am emotionally rich. I am keenly perceptive. Every day is my moon day, and the lunar phases on the 1st and 15th of the lunar month have a strong impact on my emotions. Today's Tarot card for all of us is "The Moon." And today is the 9th day of the lunar month. It's a time when the moon is halfway through its cycle, neither new nor full. The Moon Tarot Card ~ A day for women to take the lead. Listening to women brings great fortune. Letting women take charge makes even the lowest points feel like a restful retirement. With women in charge, beards bow to eyebrows, and every day is a carefree delight. Today, trust your intuition. Hold tightly to your lively inspirations. Your acute sensitivity may be tiring, but if you learn to purify it, you are truly brave. The Moon represents cycles. Waxing and waning, it mirrors the ebb and flow of tides, as well as the peaks and valleys of emotions. Sometimes, someone might be inexplicably cold; it’s not about right or wrong, it’s the Moon’s influence. Fate does not distinguish between good and bad; it feels like a predestined pull, unavoidable and inescapable. True love is an irresistible attachment. Infatuation is an unbreakable illusion. Reality requires wisdom to discern. "The Trouble Caused by the Moon" "I admit it’s all the Moon’s fault, the beauty of the night and your tenderness, Making me want to grow old with you in an instant. I admit it’s all the promises’ fault, sweet as sugar, most touching, Even a heart of steel would become soft and pliable." It’s all the Moon’s fault, the hazy beauty is too enchanting, causing confusion. It’s all the Moon’s fault, the crescent is too captivating, causing impulsiveness. Hopelessly romantic, longing to hold hands until old age. In the days of the Moon, fantasy is the main theme, and reason and logic cannot be the cure. Taking the wrong path, tasting the bitterness of life, then realizing losing control is madness, and thinking oneself incurable. Being crazy within control. Being frantic in the hall of reason. This kind of limited destruction is a bearable wound. Inconsistent, sometimes sensitive, sometimes cold, close yet distant, this is the hardest hurdle in human relationships. Today, the mood is overcast, there may be some minor sadness, but it's okay. If every day were sunny, the seedlings would wither, sweat would pour, the brain would feel heavy, and you’d want to jump into water to cool off. If sad, before tears fall, they have dried, cheeks like a sandy beach, tears turned to sand. In the end, today, the Moon means more nonsense. I’m out of energy, show’s over, we’ll talk again tomorrow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Moon

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play 學習課程的內容對我來說實在是蠻困難的。 今天忍不住跟班主任說，看著大家的背影，追得好辛苦。 班主任苦笑回覆說，妳得繼續撐著。苦，得忍著。不然要賠錢的。 聽到這話，我也只能握緊拳頭，默默低著頭進教室裡繼續上課。 好久沒有這樣的心情了 ~ 開心迎接週五的心情。 真是太棒了！ 今天，是週五，地獄學習週我撐過了第二次。 下次，就是第三次需要再度經歷的苦熬日子了。 不過，那也是兩天後的事情。 今晚，就來歡樂放鬆一下啦。 昨天就計畫了，週五的晚餐要吃點不一樣的。 鹹酥雞？炸雞？還是披薩呢？ 好想念有夥伴，與朋友同公司工作的情景。 週五晚，可以相約吃晚餐，喝咖啡，聊得天南地北都不怕累。 現在，買了披薩還要考慮吃不完，怎麼辦。 宇宙知道我們經過一週的努力工作，認真學習，都挺累得。 宇宙說 ~ 魔鬼之樂之夜！開趴囉！ 就是歡樂，就是激情，就是興奮不已。 喝一杯，喝兩杯，喝得天花亂墜，小心危險，注意安全。 犒賞自己，慰勞自己，辛苦了！ https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147134758 當然可以慶祝的，自己身上經歷的辛勞，自己最清楚，自己不重視，不對自己好些，要等誰呵護妳呢？ 等一等，不可怕。 恐怖的是，慢慢等，慢慢等，等到花兒都謝落了，還沒等來。 慶祝生命力 ~ 慶祝辛勤努力 ~ 慶祝歡喜收穫 ~ 慶祝豐收喜樂 ~ 若要送走悲傷，就用歡笑與愉快吧。 若要提振精神，就用歡樂與開懷吧。 若要破除舊有，就用喜樂與更新吧。 今天是二十四節氣的穀雨。 據說是黃帝向全國百姓和丞相宣布倉頡造字的成就，在這一天，天空下起了一場雨，雨中帶著許許多多的穀米。 在這節氣裡，有些事情要注意： l 不要生氣 忽冷忽熱的天氣，讓我們的身體光是適應就耗費不少元氣，別再加重身體的負擔。 l 不要穿太少衣物 還沒到完全夏天，小心夜間露水重，別著涼。 l 不要去森林 冬眠的動物們已甦醒，肚子很空很餓的他們，單獨或成群結隊外出覓食了。別去驚擾他們的饗宴。 l 注意濕氣 雨下完了，太陽還沒來，青苔倒是先趕上了。 濕，讓環境增加了危險，讓身體增加了黏滯感，不清爽，不舒服。 l 注意傳染病 春風吹呀吹，吹到妳我的心窩，也吹起了無法斷絕根部的雜草及等待風起的病毒。 小心，還是戴起口罩，保護自己吧。 l 別輕易去山區 春雷動，春雨落。 在山中，在山谷，在溪河裡。 暴漲，不知會是何時何地。 不熟悉，別亂入。 熟悉，別輕忽。 在這個重要的節氣，請妥善照顧好自己的健康與安全。 Tarot Reading for April 19, 2024: Devils Play The content of my study course is quite challenging for me. Today, I couldn't help but tell the homeroom teacher that chasing after everyone's backs was so exhausting. The homeroom teacher smiled bitterly and replied, "You have to keep holding on. Endure the bitterness, or else you'll lose money." Hearing this, I could only clench my fists tightly, silently lower my head, and continue attending classes in the classroom. It's been a while since I felt like this - eagerly welcoming the mood for Friday. It's just great! Today is Friday, and I survived the second week of hellish learning. Next time, it will be the third time I have to endure such hardship again. But that's two days away. Tonight, let's relax and have some fun. I planned it yesterday; I want something different for Friday dinner. Fried chicken? Pizza? I miss having companions, working in the same company as friends. On Friday evenings, we could arrange to have dinner together, drink coffee, and chat endlessly without getting tired. Now, after buying pizza, I have to consider what to do if we can't finish it. The universe knows we've worked hard all week, studied seriously, and we're all quite tired. The universe says, "The night of devil's play! Let's party!" It's all about joy, passion, and excitement. Have a drink, have two, indulge until you're dizzy. Be careful, it's dangerous. Reward yourself, comfort yourself, you've worked hard! Of course, you can celebrate; you know best the hardships you've experienced, if you don't value yourself, who else will take care of you? Wait a moment, it's not scary. What's terrifying is waiting slowly, waiting until the flowers wither, and still not getting what you waited for. Celebrate vitality, Celebrate hard work, Celebrate joyous harvest, Celebrate abundant joy. If you want to bid farewell to sadness, use laughter and joy. If you want to boost your spirits, use joy and openness. If you want to break free from the old, use joy and renewal. Today is the Grain Rain, one of the twenty-four solar terms. It is said that on this day, Emperor Huang announced the achievement of Cangjie in creating characters, and it rained heavily with lots of grains. During this solar term, there are some things to note: *Don't get angry. The sudden changes in temperature make our bodies consume a lot of energy just to adapt, don't burden yourself further. *Don't wear too little clothing. It's not fully summer yet, be careful of heavy night dew, don't catch a cold. *Avoid going into the forest. Hibernating animals have woken up and are very hungry. They are going out alone or in groups to find food. Don't disturb their feast. *Watch out for humidity. After the rain, before the sun comes out, moss has already appeared. The dampness makes the environment more dangerous, and the body feels sticky and uncomfortable. *Be mindful of contagious diseases. The spring breeze blows, blowing into your and my hearts, also blowing up the weeds and viruses waiting for the wind. Be careful, wear your mask to protect yourself. *Don't easily go to mountainous areas. Spring thunder, spring rain. In the mountains, in the valleys, in the streams. Flash floods, we don't know when or where. If you're not familiar, don't enter. If you're familiar, don't underestimate it. During this important solar term, please take good care of your health and safety. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #DevilsPlay

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength 昨天，又是充滿挫折的一天。 學習了那麼多時數，實際練習也好幾次，但記憶好像僅限於當天存在似的，當需要運用時，腦袋空空。 又完成了一份不是自己獨立作業的作品。 老師笑得無奈，我也微笑得回應了我的無力感。 我很認真學習，真的。 但我卻始終記不住。 現在甚至回頭在翻看講義，陷入像看其他語言書籍或天書，那般難懂，看了數次，也未能勾起一點點回憶。 老師問我說，你都還給我了嗎？ 我尷尬地回應說，是你的，我始終都沒有拿走過。 聽到的同學們哄堂大笑。 難受，無力，難過，無法跨過。 這電腦圖層的變化技巧，我跨不過去。 跟同學分享說，我覺得人工智能的文字生圖方式還是比較適合我。 同學笑說，她同意。她說，我還是比較擅長發號司令，找厲害的人來執行。 原來，我今日的和諧是，我與自己的能力不足和解。 我終究還是放棄了我實在是無法勝任的圖層概念。 於是繳交作業，老師說，這作品，真美。他做的。 我也說，這作品，真的很美。我想的。 我們合作無間。 套句最近我常說的一句話，「我很有想法，但我就是沒有辦法。」 還好，我還有個優點，懂求救，坦率接受也向他人表示自己的無能力情況，並親切拜託他人的協助及指導。 這樣的情況，我認為也能呼應到今日的塔羅牌『力量』。 我們總會覺得，力量是存在在自己的身體裡，肌肉裡，還有意志裡。 這次的學習，我明白，力量，不一定是陽剛，不一定是陰柔，且不一定是發自自己的身體和內心裡。 力量，也可來自於他人。 只要我們能夠尋求協助，並真誠請求他人的協助。 各種不同的力量，串聯在一起，團體在一起，發揮的不會只是團結的力量，還有共同心願的能量。 在『力量』這張牌的圖案裡，有一位輔助祭祀的人，雙肩和頭頂，扛著和頂著一個圓弧底的玉石，玉石中間放著一顆像是會滾動的蛋，若沒能保持平衡，沒能全心專注，很容易就會發生蛋掉落。 而這顆蛋象徵著什麼？ 象徵著每個人心中珍惜，視為珍寶的人事物。 有的人是名聲，有的人是家人孩子，有的人是做人做事的原則，也有的人是日日變動增加的銀行存款。 當認知到自己珍惜的事情，更會花費一百二十個心思去保護，維持，甚至也有可能發生搶奪。 為了保守自己的所愛，所堅持，需要力量。 力量的形容詞是強大。 強大的力量可幫助我們保護好，也有助於我們取得想要的。 為了擁有力量，需要做好多努力。 群體中，是領導者，統御者，擁有力量。 擁有了力量，需繼續堅持原則，並且莫忘初衷。 力量，若沒有慎用，傷人，誤己，又壞事，不得不小心。 在我們平凡人的人生裡 ~ 因被需要，而激發力量。 因被愛著，而產生力量。 因擁有，而擁抱力量。 因失去，而渴求力量。 因力量，得以守護。 因力量，得以展現。 因力量，得以自在。 因力量，得以駕馭。 要溜走的，不甘願留下的，緊握，不放手，不是力量，是蠻力，是暴力。 溫柔的力量，才能直搗人心，才能讓人交心，託付真心，給予真心。 Tarot for Today, June 14, 2024: Strength Yesterday was yet another day full of frustrations. Despite putting in countless hours of study and practice, it felt as though my memory only lasted for the day. When it came time to use that knowledge, my mind went blank. Once again, I completed a project that wasn’t entirely my own work. The teacher smiled wryly, and I responded with a smile that conveyed my sense of powerlessness. I truly am studying diligently. But I just can’t seem to remember. Now, even when I look back at my notes, it feels like I’m reading a foreign language or some incomprehensible text. No matter how many times I review them, they fail to jog any memories. The teacher asked me, “Did you return everything to me?” I awkwardly replied, “It’s yours. I never took it.” The classmates around us burst into laughter. I felt distressed, powerless, and sad, unable to overcome these feelings. This technique of altering computer layers is beyond my grasp. I told my classmates that I find AI-generated text-to-image more suitable for me. One classmate agreed, joking that I’m better at giving orders and finding skilled people to execute them. It turns out, my harmony today is about making peace with my limitations. In the end, I had to give up on the concept of layers that I simply couldn’t master. When I submitted the project, the teacher said, “This work is beautiful. He did it.” I replied, “Yes, it’s truly beautiful. I thought of it.” We collaborated seamlessly. As I’ve often said lately, “I have many ideas, but I just can’t execute them.” Fortunately, I have one advantage: I know how to ask for help, accept my limitations frankly, and sincerely request assistance and guidance from others. This situation, I believe, also resonates with today’s tarot card, Strength. We often think that strength resides within our bodies, muscles, and willpower. Through this learning experience, I’ve come to understand that strength doesn’t have to be masculine or feminine, and it doesn’t always come from within ourselves. Strength can also come from others. As long as we can seek help and sincerely request assistance from others. Different strengths can come together, forming a collective that not only manifests the power of unity but also the energy of shared goals. In the imagery of the Strength card, there is an assistant priest who carries and balances a curved jade stone on their shoulders and head. Inside the jade stone is an egg that seems like it could roll out at any moment. If the balance is lost, if full concentration is not maintained, the egg can easily fall. What does this egg symbolize? It represents the things we cherish and hold dear in our hearts. For some, it’s reputation; for others, family and children; for some, it’s principles in life and work; and for others, it’s the ever-increasing balance in their bank accounts. When we recognize what we cherish, we are more dedicated to protecting, maintaining, and sometimes even fighting for it. To preserve what we love and stand for, we need strength. The adjective for strength is powerful. Powerful strength helps us protect and obtain what we desire. To possess strength, we need to put in a lot of effort. In a group, the leader, the commander, possesses strength. Once we have strength, we must continue to adhere to our principles and never forget our original intentions. Strength, if not used carefully, can hurt others, mislead oneself, and cause harm, so we must be cautious. In our ordinary lives, strength is sparked by being needed. Strength arises from being loved. Strength grows from having something to hold on to. Strength is sought after in loss. Because of strength, we can protect. Because of strength, we can shine. Because of strength, we can be free. Because of strength, we can control. What wants to slip away, what is unwilling to stay, if we grasp it tightly and refuse to let go, that’s not strength; it’s brute force, it’s violence. Gentle strength can touch hearts, build trust, and foster genuine connections and true kindness. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57) 問題：我5/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：倒吊者 Hanger Man 今天早上聽到了鬧鐘響，關掉後，起床煮咖啡，用電鍋蒸熱饅頭和水煮蛋，所有動作如同開始上課的每一天，也會持續這樣的動作直到課程學習結束。 看著還有點時間，能多瞇幾分鐘，對精神，對眼睛都是好的。 於是半躺在床上。 直到下次睜開眼，時間已過了一個多小時。 教室裡已開始上課，而我還在家裡。 遲到的時間超過十五分鐘，得請假了。 一進教室的課程，聽著老師說的內容，有點印象，但不是很記得。 果然，實務操作時間完全不知所措。 還好我位置的後面是個高手，他是我自己內定為我的小老師。 因有他的幫助，我在休息時間趕上了班上學習進度。 我同意今天我降伏在身體疲憊不已的事實裡。 於是每堂休息時間，我不聊天，沒有走出教室，就是在位置上休息。 每次靜態的停留與休息，都是在等待，等著精神恢復多一些，等著腦力可順利運轉，吸收課堂上的學習。 在今日課程結束後，我決定去操場散步走走。 雨滴開始落下，打溼了車子前檔窗玻璃。 運動，還去不去？ 去。 這雨勢不大，天不夠黑暗，應這雨不會下太久時間。 果然，雨來得突然，也走得匆忙，不到一刻的時間，停了。 操場繞圈走著走著，也走了二公里多。 雨滴又落下。 精神疲憊得呼喊著回家休息。 身體因久坐，筋骨不舒坦地各處都痠痛，走路，是讓壓力釋放，是讓身體舒展。 還是繼續走吧。 走著走著，累積距離有五公里。 過與不及都不好。 五公里是我給自己設定的基本目標。 這樣的運動量，不夠我減重所需，可這段時間的我需要充足能量以應付每日的學習。 絆住我的現實狀況，與期望目標的差距，加上學習所需的耗能，及考量心情變化等因素，調降目標，調整心態，調動策略，接受此時的限制，接納此時卡住的狀態。 魚與熊掌無法兼得。 要專注在當下，當下的目標和當下的狀況。 倒吊人提醒 ~ 此時是重生和新生命的準備階段。 我自己也是這樣看待近年內所有重大事情的背後含意。 順勢，是在被困住，停滯，被絆住時一個重要的心法。 有時急著打破眼前的凍結或凝結，會造成失焦，且距離真正的目標反而更遠。 慎思。慎行。 晚上的我因疲累，在沙發上不小心睡著了。 在沙發上休息前的我，對於今日塔羅抽牌實在是沒有精神和力氣可以進行。 最後反而因短暫時間的休息，讓我完成今日的功課，這不也是倒吊人的驗證。 Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot: The Hanged Man (54-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/21 Card drawn: The Hanged Man This morning, I heard my alarm ring, turned it off, got up to make coffee, steamed buns and boiled eggs with an electric cooker. All these actions were as routine as starting a school day and will continue until my course ends. Seeing I had a bit of time left, I decided to take a short nap to rest my eyes and mind. So, I half-lay on the bed. The next time I opened my eyes, more than an hour had passed. Class had already started, but I was still at home. Being over fifteen minutes late, I had to take a leave of absence. When I entered the classroom, I recognized what the teacher was saying but couldn't fully remember. As expected, I was completely lost during the practical session. Fortunately, a skilled student behind me, whom I had unofficially appointed as my little tutor, helped me catch up with the class progress during the break. I acknowledged that today I was defeated by my sheer exhaustion. Thus, during every break, I did not chat or leave the classroom but stayed at my desk to rest. Each static pause and rest was a wait—for my energy to recover a bit more, for my brain to function smoothly, to absorb the lessons in class. After today’s classes ended, I decided to take a walk on the sports field. Raindrops started falling, wetting the car's windshield. Should I still go for a walk? Yes. The rain wasn’t heavy, the sky wasn’t too dark, and it probably wouldn’t last long. Sure enough, the rain came suddenly and left quickly, stopping in less than a moment. I walked around the track, covering over two kilometers. Raindrops fell again. My weary mind called for home and rest. My body, stiff from prolonged sitting, ached all over. Walking helped release the tension and stretch my muscles. So, I kept walking. By the end, I had walked a total of five kilometers. Neither too much nor too little is good. Five kilometers is my basic goal. This amount of exercise is not enough for weight loss, but I need enough energy to cope with daily learning. The gap between my reality and my desired goals, combined with the energy demands of learning and mood fluctuations, required me to lower my goals, adjust my mindset, shift my strategies, accept the current limitations, and acknowledge the stuck state I was in. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I need to focus on the present, the current goals, and the present situation. The Hanged Man reminds us ~ This is a preparatory stage for rebirth and new life. I view the underlying significance of all major events in recent years in this way. Going with the flow is an important mindset when feeling trapped, stagnant, or stuck. Sometimes, urgently trying to break through the current freeze or solidification can cause you to lose focus, making the real goal even more distant. Think carefully. Act cautiously. In the evening, due to fatigue, I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Before resting on the sofa, I was too tired to even conduct today's tarot reading. In the end, the brief rest allowed me to complete my tasks for the day, which is also a validation of The Hanged Man's message. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #HangerMan

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57) 問題：我5/08的未來日記主題 抽牌：守護者 Guardian 我現在的學習生活，沒有什麼新鮮事可記錄，可分享。 每日無非就是被一堆不懂的技能轟炸，每堂課都處於頭痛狀態，每次休息時間就呈現十足反差的無腦情況。 這段時光，我守護著自己想要學習的信念，想要認真的心態。 也許現在所學的，日後所用之處不多，且現在發展的高科技，關於AI，只要每月付費購買，也能有很棒的作品。 可，我想守護自己手作的質樸與珍貴。 我很笨，對於科技總是不懂，也就不能夠有效運用。 我像是心停留在上一個世代，那個世代，無論如何複雜的美食，個個都是手工，所以個個個頭都不盡相同。 我的心很著迷這樣的風景。 我的嘴很迷戀這樣的風味。 現在，窗外的風，使勁地吹，捲起了窗簾布，捲起了我落在額頭兩側的髮絲。 這夜，有點沉，很靜，明明還未到深夜，卻有著它的靜謐。 這樣清冷的氛圍，讓我腦袋更為清醒，毫無睡意。 我思索著今日同學向我傾訴他的內心。 能讓他感到信任與放鬆，這樣的交流，我珍惜。 而這也是我自己需要保守好的天賦與能力。 我的「未來日記」即將進入第六週。 一日一天地過，不覺時光匆匆。 看著日記清單上寫著”第六週”字樣時，猛然一驚，這塔羅與「未來日記」的實驗寫著寫著也有了一個半月。 這時間，是穿著溜冰鞋滑了過去吧，有那麼一丁點快速。 宇宙對於我的「未來日記」第六週的主題是『守護者』。 任重而道遠的期許呀。 卻也是我心之所嚮的歸處。 我想守護 ~ 每一顆善良的心。 每一個認真努力善良的人。 每一份體貼用心的心意與心思。 我想照護每一顆受傷的心靈。 我想呵護每一個認真努力善良的好人。 我想珍惜每一份體貼用心的那美好的心意與心思。 當然，我也希望我的溫柔與體貼，也能夠被看見而有善的回應，被珍藏而有美麗的回饋。 心智，是我們每個人身上非常珍貴的寶物，像水晶般，美麗，多彩，閃亮且有著堅韌與強大的能量。 心智，需要鍛鍊，需要訓練，才能為己所用，為己所有。 這麼迷人的東西，不僅絢爛到自己的眼，也奪了他人的目光。 需要好好保護，避免被覬覦，受到困惑，因幻覺而失去信念，因失敗而無法堅定心智，因狹隘而無法堅持態度，因大意而無法堅守初心與初衷。 而，我們也都知道水晶具有療癒之功能。 水晶也有著直覺力。 在我們的心中那顆閃閃發光的水晶，透過我們的傳遞與輸出，將內心的溫柔感染他人，為自己，也為他人進行思想與心智的洗滌，讓我們更清晰覺知用心守護的寶貝有多珍貴。 Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot: Guardian (40-57) Question: My 5/08 Future Diary theme Draw: Guardian There isn’t much new or exciting happening in my current learning routine to jot down or share. Each day feels like being bombarded with a bunch of unfamiliar skills, leaving me with a constant headache in every class and brain-numbing downtime. During this period, I'm guarding my belief in what I want to learn and my desire for a serious attitude. Perhaps what I'm learning now won't be of much use in the future, and with the development of high-tech and AI, one can simply subscribe monthly to access great work. But I want to cherish and protect the simplicity and preciousness of my handmade creations. I'm not very adept with technology; I always seem to struggle and can't effectively utilize it. It's like my heart is stuck in the previous generation, where every intricate dish was handmade, making each one unique. I'm captivated by such scenes, and my taste buds long for those flavors. Now, the wind outside is blowing fiercely, pulling at the curtains and strands of hair on my forehead. The night feels heavy and quiet, even though it's not yet late, it has its own tranquility. This crisp atmosphere clears my mind, leaving me wide awake with no hint of sleepiness. I ponder on the heartfelt conversation I had with a classmate today. I cherish such exchanges where he felt trusted and relaxed, as it’s a talent and ability I need to safeguard for myself. My "Future Diary" is about to enter its sixth week. Days pass by swiftly, and seeing "Week 6" written on the diary checklist startled me; the Tarot and the experimental writing of the "Future Diary" have been going on for a month and a half. Time seems to have flown by like skating in ice skates, just a tad too fast. The universe has designated "Guardian" as the theme for the sixth week of my "Future Diary." It's a lofty expectation, but it's also the direction my heart longs for. I want to safeguard: Every kind heart. Every person who strives to be kind and diligent. Every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. I want to nurture every wounded soul. I want to cherish every kind and diligent good person. I want to treasure every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. Of course, I also hope that my gentleness and thoughtfulness can be seen and responded to kindly, and that they are appreciated and reciprocated beautifully. The mind is a precious treasure within each of us, like a crystal—beautiful, colorful, shining, and possessing resilient and powerful energy. The mind needs training and discipline to be harnessed for our own benefit. This captivating essence not only dazzles our own eyes but also captures the attention of others. It needs to be safeguarded against coveting, confusion, loss of faith due to illusions, wavering due to failures, and loss of steadfastness and original intentions due to narrow-mindedness or carelessness. We all know that crystals have healing properties and intuition. In our hearts, the shining crystal can influence others through our transmission and output, cleansing thoughts and minds, making us aware of how precious it is to guard our treasures with care. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Guardian

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57) 問題：我4/03的未來日記主題 抽牌：衝浪者 Surfer 今天清晨被地震搖醒了過來。 沒有立即從床上跳起來，只想著，若房子出了狀況，那我這輩子，就是白忙活一場了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145480033 以往在高樓十九樓、二十三樓都遇到過地震，非常地搖晃。 以前曾和同事們笑話，若身處的建築物倒了，攔腰斷了，跑也跑不了。 只有資訊單位較緊張，怕斷電，怕系統當機，會馬上反應一些措施。 於是我們幾乎都是非常淡定的繼續工作，繼續開會。 這樣的心態，好還是不好。 這樣的態度，是否有駕馭著情緒，駕馭著衝動。 今日有跟人預約碰面，若是以前，發生大地震，就不會想出門。 沒有怕，是不想貪看熱鬧。 外面情況如何不知道，就怕亂糟糟，而我還跑出去，感覺就是添亂。 但我想著要”改變”，且沒有聽到消防車或救護車的聲音，我所生活的區域應該是還好，沒有嚴重的事情發生。 所以我出門了。 乘駕在浪尖上 手指撫摸著浪花 水從指縫中溜走，抓不住，卻也擁有過 是否，我們人間走一場，也是如此。 存在，非永恆。 永恆裡，存在過。 當下的擁有，下一秒的失落。 因曾擁有過，所以失去會難過。 若未曾擁有過，也就不會有難過？ 不，會有另一種難過，一種從來都沒能擁有的難過。 人，是貪心的。 人，是貪婪的。 人，是貪要的。 我今天的「未來日記」難下筆。 一場地震，把心情整個上下振，左右晃，都擰了。 我沒有面臨到末日的恐慌。 還是想著，要如何賺錢，早餐要吃什麼，今天要怎麼安排，電影到底要不要去看。 我還是只想著今天如何過。 我想的只有”當下”。 宇宙說，今日除了追尋刺激，也控管情緒 一時太多情緒，負擔太大 要慎選，要區分，要放掉，要取捨 還是受到地震的刺激和影響。 走過咖啡廳，杯平時捨不得買的高價咖啡。 進入書局，買入一隻看了很久的鋼筆。 走進小吃店，不管是否吃得下，想吃的都點一輪。 我壓抑著一些思緒，一些情緒。 於是，我放縱了物欲，開啟了貪欲，縱容了任性，鬆開了衝動。 我想，寧願破財，也不要情緒高漲下跌。 我放掉了一些甚麼，我取捨了一些什麼。 今天，台灣發生大地震。 我只是安靜又從容得過自己的日子。 這樣，算不算駕馭。 今日的「未來日記」，因放縱與衝動，原本想做的事情幾乎都做了，只有電影院沒開門以外，其他的，全都實現。 不過，都是花錢的事情，所以實現也沒甚麼需要多自豪。 Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot: The Surfer (6-57) Question: Theme of my future diary for 4/03 Card drawn: The Surfer This morning, I was awakened by an earthquake. Instead of immediately jumping out of bed, I found myself thinking, "If the house is in trouble, then my entire life would have been in vain." I've experienced earthquakes before, even on the 19th and 23rd floors of tall buildings, where the shaking was intense. I used to joke with colleagues that if the building collapsed and we were trapped, there would be no escape. Only the IT department seemed nervous, fearing power outages or system crashes, and they would immediately take action. So, most of us remained calm and continued working, continuing our meetings. Is this attitude good or bad? Does it control emotions and impulses? Today, I had an appointment with someone. In the past, during a major earthquake, I wouldn't have considered leaving the house. It's not that I was afraid; I just didn't want to get caught up in the commotion outside. I feared chaos, and adding to it by going out felt wrong. But I thought about "change," and since I hadn't heard any sirens from fire trucks or ambulances, my area should be okay, without any major incidents. So, I went out. Riding on the crest of a wave, Fingers caressing the spray, Water slipping through my fingers, unable to grasp, yet still possessed. Isn't life on Earth the same? Existence, not eternal. In eternity, there was once existence. What is possessed in the moment, lost the next. Because it was once possessed, losing it is painful. If it was never possessed, would there be no sorrow? No, there would be another kind of sorrow, the sorrow of never having had it. Humans are greedy. Humans are selfish. Humans are desirous. I found it difficult to write in my "future diary" today. An earthquake shook my emotions up and down, left and right. I didn't face a doomsday panic. I still thought about how to make money, what to have for breakfast, how to plan my day, and whether to go to the movies. I only thought about the "now." The universe says, besides seeking excitement today, control emotions too. Too many emotions at once are too burdensome. Be cautious, differentiate, let go, make choices. Still, I was stimulated and influenced by the earthquake. I passed by a café and bought the expensive coffee I usually wouldn't. I entered a bookstore and bought a fountain pen I'd been eyeing for a long time. I went into a snack shop and ordered everything I wanted, regardless of whether I could finish it. I suppressed some thoughts, some emotions. So, I indulged in material desires, unleashed greed, indulged in whims, and let go of impulses. I thought it's better to lose money than to experience emotional highs and lows. I let go of something and made choices. Today, a major earthquake hit Taiwan. I just quietly and calmly went through my day. Does this count as control? In today's "future diary," because of indulgence and impulsiveness, I almost did everything I wanted to do, except the cinema wasn't open. Everything else was accomplished. However, they were all things that required spending money, so there's not much to be proud of. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Surfer

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Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57)

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57)

Alyson’s 4/26 Tarot：綜合 Synthesis (28-57)

Alyson’s 4/26 Tarot：綜合 Synthesis (28-57)

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)