Alyson’s 4/29Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (31-57)

Alyson’s 4/29Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (31-57) 問題：我4/2/的未來日記主題 抽牌：幻覺 Delusion 我以為今天可以很好。 有時間閱讀，有時間聽一點不同領域的事情。 若將實際完成的事情與行事曆上待辦的事情相比較，完成率不到一半。 早上前往買菜，在市場周圍繞了好幾圈，始終等不到停車位。 預算全花光光，卻只有買到兩項採買清單上的食材，其他的都因被不同的食物吸引了目光，不是忘記買，就是已買其他的，不可再多買了。 以為今天下午的時間充足，可以好好地閱讀書本。 忘記了買回來的食材需要今天分裝，才方便平日使用。 另，也要先熬煮一些需要花費較長時間的菜色，不然，平日上課後還需忙碌其他事情，找不到太多的時間可以好好煮食物。 想像中總是把自己的能力與自律性膨脹許多。 『幻覺』 ~ 心智被矇騙了。 以為的，並非是真實的，是自欺欺人。 人因夢想而偉大。 偉大的人實現了夢想。 有想像力總是美好的，至少還能有夢。 偉大的人在懷抱夢想時，其實也曾被很多人質疑與嘲笑。 為何實現夢想的人讓人覺得是偉大的？ 偉大的人與平凡人的差別在於 ~ 相信和堅持。 相信自己。 堅持相信自己。 相信堅持的自己。 相信自己的能力。 Alyson's 4/29 Tarot: Delusion (31-57) Question: Theme of my 4/2 future diary Card drawn: Delusion I thought today would be productive. I had time to read, time to delve into different subjects. But when I compare what I actually accomplished to my to-do list, I barely crossed off half of the tasks. In the morning, I went grocery shopping, circling the market several times without finding a parking spot. Despite going over budget, I only managed to buy two items from my shopping list. I either forgot to buy the rest or got distracted by other foods, convincing myself I didn't need more. I thought I'd have plenty of time in the afternoon to read. But I forgot that I needed to portion out the groceries I bought today for easier use during the week. Also, I needed to cook some dishes that require longer preparation time, or else I'd be too busy with other tasks after classes during the week to cook properly. I always seem to overestimate my abilities and discipline. "Delusion" ~ The mind is deceived. What one believes isn't true, it's self-deception. People are great because of their dreams. Great people achieve their dreams. Imagination is always beautiful; at least there's still dreaming. Great people have faced doubts and ridicule while nurturing their dreams. Why do people see dream achievers as great? The difference between great people and ordinary ones lies in ~ Belief and perseverance. Believing in oneself. Persevering in that belief. Believing in the persevering self. Believing in one's abilities. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Delusion

Alyson’s 4/01 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (3-57)

Alyson’s 4/01 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (3-57) 問題：我的未來日記第一週第二篇的主題 抽牌：幻覺 Delusion 幻覺，是我的想像？ 我想像的，是幻覺？ 何為真？ 何為不實的期望？ 海市蜃樓是眼睛以為的看到， 想像中的未來情景，時間還未到，如何論是”幻覺”？ 失控的未來日記 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145166443 昨天多變的天氣，把我原本的期望翻攪不停。 原本前一晚想好的的『未來日記』內容，現都不知道如何下筆。 前一晚的失眠，導致昨天的沒有精神。 差點在浴室滑倒，卻又在樓梯上跌倒。 這真是始料未及。 是否有可能因在腦海中的未來日記，一直變形著。 失眠是因為一直在亂想。 想什麼呢？ 想著明天掃墓要割草，好累喔。 每年，我們這群被稱年輕第三代，共約10個人，全部一起，也要花費近半小時。 割草的事情，每年依舊，可人會老，且，我真的已老。 凌晨的大雨，讓一直掛念害怕地割草活動更困難。 討厭泥濘。 原本就難以入睡，現在更不可能熟睡。 精神迷濛，意識昏沉，還要注意鐮刀霍霍，真是好糟心。 回家後才發現擁有最佳勞動力的年輕第四代並沒有回家，他們缺席了。 未曾發生過的事情，我也就主觀的直接屏棄，所以我今日的未來日記裡也就沒有包含這事情。 抵達墓地。 抬頭一望，草呢？那些頑固的草呢？ 長輩說，以後每年都會外包出去，大家不用再像過去那樣勞動。 這真是料想不到的結局。 我的未來日記想的是大家揮汗淋漓，手痠腰痛地回去。 未來日記裡的第三項，傍晚去學校操場快走。 精神抖擻前往，操場周圍停滿了車，嗯，又是一件沒有料想到的事情。 沒關係，不影響我完成我的未來日記。 走了沒多久，瞬間下陣雨，躲避不及，成了落湯雞。 車子停在校門口，忽見一學生在躲雨。 神情緊繃猛看錶，詢問後知趕事情。 跟他說，開車載你去。 學生猛說謝意，又猶豫。 原來同學幫他拿傘在路上，怕對方白忙一場好尷尬。 結果，另一同學要回家。 於是順道一起載，讓我想起往日舊昔老回憶。 這兩件臨時的狀況，打翻我今日的日記。 無妨。 雖無實現小希望，可擁有好心腸，也罷。 今日抽牌：幻覺 Delusion 看看高掛的太陽，瞧瞧躲雲後的月亮 黑壓壓的烏雲，橫跨整個天空 幻覺是能看到太陽和月亮 真實是太陽、月亮和雲娘 不切的期望，不實的渴望。 在心智還懵懂，沒那麼確定時，會悄悄地攻佔心房，誤以為，這才是希望與前方。 要如何辨清真正的方向？ 唯有邊行邊望，邊走邊確認，並也要懂拐彎和轉向。 認清，辨明這類事，旁人很難幫。 可也別因此就拋下或遠離夢想。 真正要做的是一再，二再，三再，不停地確認自己的夢想和心的方向。 Alyson's 4/01 Tarot: Delusion (3-57) Question: Theme of the first week of my future diary. Card drawn: Delusion Delusion, is it my imagination? Or is my imagination a delusion? What is real? What are unrealistic expectations? The mirage is what the eyes perceive, The imagined future scenes, yet to come, how can they be labeled "delusion"? A future diary out of control. The unpredictable weather yesterday kept overturning my original expectations. I don't even know how to start writing what I had planned for the "future diary" the night before. Insomnia the previous night left me devoid of energy yesterday. Almost slipped in the bathroom, then stumbled on the stairs. This truly caught me off guard. Could it be that the constantly changing future diary in my mind is causing this? Insomnia because of constant overthinking. What was I thinking about? Thinking about tomorrow's task of mowing the lawn, how exhausting it will be. Every year, our group, dubbed the "young third generation," about 10 of us, all together, it takes nearly half an hour. The task of mowing the lawn remains the same every year, but people age, and I truly feel old. The heavy rain in the early morning made the dreaded lawn mowing even more difficult. Hate the mud. Already having trouble falling asleep, now it's even harder to get a good night's sleep. Mentally foggy, consciousness heavy, and still have to watch out for the swinging scythe, it's really frustrating. Only after returning home did I realize that the younger fourth generation, who are the most capable of labor, didn't come home; they were absent. Things that have never happened before, I just subjectively dismissed, so they weren't included in today's future diary. Arriving at the cemetery. Looking up, where is the grass? Where are those stubborn weeds? The elders said, from now on, it will be outsourced every year, and we don't have to labor like we used to. This was truly an unexpected outcome. In my future diary, I imagined everyone returning sweaty and sore. The third item in the future diary, going for a brisk walk around the school playground in the evening. Heading there with enthusiasm, the area around the playground was filled with parked cars, hmm, another unexpected event. No matter, it doesn't affect my completion of the future diary. Not long into the walk, it suddenly started raining, unable to avoid it, I became drenched. A car parked at the school gate, suddenly saw a student sheltering from the rain. Tense expression, anxiously checking the watch, inquiring revealed a rush. Told him, "Let me drive you." The student was profusely grateful but hesitant. It turns out a classmate was helping him carry an umbrella on the way, afraid of making the gesture in vain and causing embarrassment. As a result, the other classmate needed to go home. So, I offered a ride, reminiscent of old memories. These two spontaneous situations disrupted my diary for today. No matter. Though small hopes may not materialize, possessing a kind heart is enough. Today's card: Delusion Look at the sun high in the sky, behold the moon peeking through the clouds. The dark clouds looming, covering the entire sky. Delusion allows us to see the sun and moon, Reality consists of the sun, moon, and clouds. Unrealistic expectations, false desires. When the mind is still naive, not so sure, they silently occupy the heart, mistakenly believed to be hope and direction. How to discern the true direction? Only by walking and confirming as we go, and also understanding when to turn and change direction. Recognizing and discerning such matters is difficult for others to help with. But don't abandon or distance yourself from dreams because of this. What needs to be done is to repeatedly, continuously confirm one's dreams and the direction of the heart. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Delusion

Alyson’s 3/14 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion

Alyson’s 3/14 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion 問題：昨晚的夢很美，搭乘名車，有人一路呵護討好著。 抽牌：Ten of Crystals 幻覺 Delusion 閱讀： 昨晚，睽違很久的美夢。 許多的美好卻是夢一場。 像是真實般的幻覺。 如夢如幻，似真似實。 再怎麼美，如夢，是夢。是大夢。 夢醒時分。 夢中，跟朋友一起出去玩。 有人開車載著我們到處走。 一路翻騰，一路歡笑。 夢再美，也有清醒時分。 因是夢，不能沉溺。 因是夢，是幻覺，是要戒掉的癮。 世間繁華，非關卿事。 世間滄桑，非關己事。 世間現實，關係心事。 世間涼薄，關係我事。 得，與不得，由不得我。 失，與不失，奈不了我。 贏，與不贏，困不住我。 輸，與不輸，難不成我。 故 ~ 夢，既是夢。 夢，只是夢。 又何須惱憂。 Question: Last night's dream was beautiful, riding in a luxury car, with someone pampering and pleasing all the way. Card drawn: Ten of Crystals Delusion Reading: Last night, a long-awaited beautiful dream. Many beauties turned out to be just a dream. Like a real illusion. Dreamlike, yet seemingly real. No matter how beautiful, it's still a dream. It's a grand illusion. The moment when the dream ends. In the dream, going out to play with friends. Someone driving us around. Laughing and frolicking all the way. No matter how beautiful the dream, there's a sobering moment. Because it's a dream, one shouldn't indulge. Because it's a dream, it's an illusion, a habit to be broken. The world's hustle and bustle, none of my concern. The world's vicissitudes, none of my business. The world's reality, concerning matters of the heart. The world's chilliness, concerning myself. Gains and losses, beyond my control. Winning or not, can't trap me. Losing or not, can't defeat me. Therefore ~ A dream, Is just a dream. Why worry about it? #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Delusion #Crystals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #幻覺 #水晶 #心智

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺 領悟了這樣一段話 “曾經以為人生是一條路走到底 忽略了生命中處處充滿變數 現在知道了以前的認為是幻覺 其實，人生的變化才是必修課” Having grasped the essence of this passage: “I once thought life was a straight path to the end, Ignoring the myriad variables that fill life. Now I realize that my previous belief was delusion, Actually, the changes in life are the required courses 再怎麼內心強大 也經不起一再衝撞打擊 支離破碎的心 從現實的疼痛體認到這些變數造成的深遠影響 No matter how I has a strong inner self, It cannot withstand repeated collisions and blows. From the reality of pain to the profound impact of these variables “變化”這詞總讓人害怕 怕還沒迎來生命的轉折 已先被因為”變化”引起的海嘯給滅頂，再無喘息呼吸的空間 The word "change" always instills fear, fearing that before the turning point in life arrives, one is already overwhelmed by the tsunami caused by "change," with no breathing space left. 在密閉空間裡 水一直上升 … 上升 … 上升 … 原來，這種時候逃生的技能不在於游泳技術 而是，憋氣 能夠憋住氣，才有機會往下找生機 能夠憋住氣，才能抓到活下去瞬間 In a confined space, the water keeps rising... rising... rising... Apparently, the skill to survive at such times lies not in swimming technique but in holding one's breath. Only by holding one's breath is there a chance to find vitality below. Only by holding one's breath can one seize the moment to survive. 我 就是常在這點上吃大虧 ~ 憋不住氣 老是經歷斷尾求生的痛 加上腦袋不長記性 陷入復始惡性循環中 直到 憋起最後一口氣 奮力一砸 將自己搞得傷痕累累也要掙脫無止盡的圈 I have often suffered greatly at this point - unable to hold my breath. Always experiencing the pain of survival at any cost, coupled with a poor memory, falling into a vicious cycle of starting over until I hold my breath for the last time, exert all my strength, and free myself from the endless cycle despite the scars. 痛 太痛了 都已過去一年多 傷口仍張牙裂嘴流著血水 The pain is too much, more than a year has passed, yet the wounds still bleed profusely. 最近有工作機會找上門 還要再跳回鍋裡繼續煎熬嗎？ 戒慎恐懼呀！ Recently, a job opportunity has come knocking. Should I jump back into the fire and continue to suffer? Exercise caution and fear! 我，還是惜命比較要緊 For me, cherishing life is more important. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Alyson #Delusion #Crystals #Dream #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #幻覺

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Alyson’s 4/29Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (31-57)

Alyson’s 4/29Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (31-57)

Alyson’s 4/01 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (3-57)

Alyson’s 4/01 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (3-57)

Alyson’s 3/14 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion

Alyson’s 3/14 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺