2024 0120 今日牌卡：邏輯

今日牌卡：邏輯 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132576205 今日是24節氣的最後一個：大寒 是最冷、最凍，要注意護心的日子 今日不宜情緒過於高低起伏 平靜、平和是最佳狀態 他們說，大寒的日子適合大紅大紫的顏色 有著喜慶、高貴的意涵 我自己則多加了一點點金色 期許新的一年能夠日進斗金，歡天喜地的生活著 Today marks the last of the 24 solar terms: Major Cold. It is the coldest and most freezing day, requiring special attention to heart protection. It is not advisable for emotions to fluctuate too much today; maintaining a calm and peaceful state is optimal. They say that Major Cold days are suitable for wearing vibrant red and purple colors, symbolizing joy and nobility. Personally, I've added a touch of gold, hoping that the new year will bring prosperity and a joyful life. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Logic #塔羅 #捕夢人 #邏輯

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity 昨日有小小的不開心。 上課教室空調因過去空間配置與現在的方式不一樣，導致左右兩邊像是冰山和赤道。 左邊舒適宜人時，右邊得穿上戴帽外套，冷風還會從袖口、褲管口灌進，冷吱吱的。 若是右邊溫度感受舒服，那左邊就會像被掐喉般，悶得透不過氣來。 因此，右邊同學去調整了空調設定，左邊同學不開心，自己又不想說這事，用一個很可笑的理由要我去跟右邊同學溝通。 我拒絕了。 我表示，這是小事，你可以直接跟他溝通的。 這與我跟那位同學交情比較好，無關。 沒把這事放在心上的我，在休息時間跟左邊同學打招呼，被他刻意忽視，不理會。 我就這樣被列入他冷暴力的名單裡。 多無辜呀。 對於不成熟、不理智的人，我們很多時候真的是莫可奈何。 我當然可不以為意，但同學的態度確實有讓我感到難過和不舒服。 在過去幾週一起上課的期間裡，這位同學很常找我協助他，在休息時間一直拉著我要聽他說一些負面心情的話。 他說，他沒有可以說說話的人。 他今天的反應讓我反思過去幾週我對他的包容與體諒是不是太多了。 不過這樣多次互動，也就較清楚知道，課程結束後與他不會成為朋友我也不會有小小的難過。 結果，今天的塔羅牌抽到『負面性』。 若你也有這樣的情緒，不妨抽絲剝繭一下，想想是甚麼事情，甚麼原因造成的。 我現在的這課程蠻吃力的，週一確實會是大家要為新的一週學習課程重新調整步調，週二大部分同學都已可進入狀況。 不過，週二的課程內容很繁瑣，非常細緻的各種人工智能指令。 還沒上課，我的心已感到比平時多些煩躁。 可能積累了這段時間的疲憊，也沒能找到時間好好休息，我的心情就也輕鬆不起來，直盼望著這週趕緊結束，趕快過去。 我好再度迎接”無所事事的美好歲月”。 『負面性』 ~ 總看到對方的缺點。 昨天的我，是。 總覺得對方過於負面。 昨天的我，是。 最近開始抱怨自己，批評別人。 關於自己，我是。 關於他人，有一點點 … 其實也就是有。 學習 ~ 學習對負面思緒說”不”。 學習對負面情緒說”滾”。 學習對負面腦袋說”斷”。 學習對負面體驗說”捨”。 學習對負面批判說”離”。 學習看見光，享受光的明亮。 學習感受愛，沉浸愛的溫暖。 學習辨真實，相信實的穩固。 學習悟真理，了解真的坦率。 Tarot for Today, 2024-06-18: Negativity Yesterday, there was a bit of unhappiness. In the classroom, the air conditioning setup didn't match the current space layout, causing the left and right sides to feel like an iceberg and the equator, respectively. When the left side felt comfortable, people on the right had to wear hooded jackets, with cold air seeping in through sleeves and pant legs. If the right side felt comfortable, the left side would feel suffocatingly hot. As a result, a student on the right adjusted the air conditioning settings, which made the students on the left unhappy. Instead of voicing this issue, one of them asked me to speak to the student on the right, using a ridiculous excuse. I refused. I said this was a small matter that they could handle directly. This had nothing to do with the fact that I was better friends with the student on the right. I didn't dwell on this, but during the break, when I greeted the student on the left, they deliberately ignored me. Just like that, I was added to their silent treatment list. How innocent I am. Dealing with immature and irrational people often leaves us helpless. While I can shrug it off, the student's attitude did make me feel sad and uncomfortable. Over the past few weeks of class, this student often sought my help and constantly pulled me aside during breaks to vent their negative feelings. They said they had no one else to talk to. Their reaction today made me reflect on whether I had been too tolerant and understanding over the past few weeks. However, after these repeated interactions, it's clear that once the course is over, I won't feel sad about not becoming friends with them. As it turns out, today's tarot card is "Negativity." If you also have such emotions, try to dissect and analyze what events and reasons caused them. This course I'm taking is quite challenging, and Mondays are when everyone has to readjust to the new week's learning pace. By Tuesday, most students are already in the groove. However, Tuesday's course content is very detailed and intricate with various AI commands. Even before class started, I felt more restless than usual. Perhaps due to accumulated fatigue and not finding time to rest properly, I haven't been able to lighten my mood, and I'm just hoping this week will end quickly so I can return to "the beautiful days of doing nothing." Negativity Always seeing others' flaws. Yesterday, that was me. Always feeling that others are too negative. Yesterday, that was me. Recently starting to complain about myself, criticize others. About myself, yes. About others, a little bit...actually, yes. Learning Learn to say "no" to negative thoughts. Learn to say "go away" to negative emotions. Learn to say "cut off" to negative thinking. Learn to say "let go" to negative experiences. Learn to say "leave" to negative criticism. Learn to see the light, enjoy the brightness of light. Learn to feel love, immerse in the warmth of love. Learn to recognize truth, believe in the solidity of truth. Learn to understand truth, appreciate the honesty of truth. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Negativity

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57) 問題：我5/15的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 今天，就如同一般日常，認真努力學習，休息時間站起身，喝點水，休息一下。 有什麼憤怒的事情發生嗎？ 除了凌晨無法順利入眠，且眩暈又發作以外，沒有其他特別的不同。 憤怒，是我非常熟悉的情感和情緒的其中一種。 過往長久的時光裡，因較真，因比較，因計較，讓自己像是生活在炸藥庫裡，隨時園地爆炸，誰點炸誰，沒人點火，也因自己易燃自炸。 氣憤，生氣，不甘，不堪，常在我心頭裡繞。 繞得我眼盲，耳聾，不識人，識不清人。 我把人當寶，人把我當草。 我把人捧在掌心疼，人把我踩在腳底，沒人疼。 沒被看見。 說實了，就是自己沒入任何人的眼。 即使我使命地吹著號角，響徹雲霄。 裝睡的人，聽也聽不見。 長久累積的情緒，一觸就燃，炸了。 炸得粉身碎骨，炸得支離破碎，炸得痛徹心扉，炸得愁雲慘霧。 站在毀損破磚殘瓦的土堆上，我喊著，只要有人讓我覺得心情不舒服，我就讓 全部的人一起不舒服。 這些是昔日我的憤怒的展現。 今日，沒有呀。 情緒的起伏只有當趕不上課程時，微微皺了眉頭。 其他時候，就是可以，還可以，不錯。 『憤怒』 ~ 情緒像玻璃杯，那般脆弱。 遇熱，手無法舉唄。 遇冷，越冷越炸裂。 憤怒是血紅色的，猙獰的大口，張揚舞爪地想用牙齒狠狠地撕咬對方。 憤怒讓人張揚過了頭，咄咄逼人了。 憤怒像是生氣的河豚，全身是刺，身體內部同時也產生了毒素。 憤怒，傷人，亦傷己身。 可能，今日有些事情，若是過去的我，已會不開心了。 今日的我，沒那麼敏感，沒那麼脆弱，沒那麼尖銳，沒那麼易怒，所以，沒事。 今天，不符合「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌預測。 可，開心，沒有事情需要發火、生氣，甚至還嚴重到憤怒，是值得原地站起，轉圈，灑花得。 Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/15 Card Drawn: Anger Today, just like any other day, I diligently studied, stood up during breaks, drank some water, and rested a bit. Did anything angering happen? Other than not being able to fall asleep smoothly early in the morning and experiencing dizziness again, nothing particularly different happened. Anger is one of the emotions and feelings I am very familiar with. In the long past, due to being serious, comparing, and calculating, I felt like living in a powder keg, ready to explode at any moment. Anyone could light the fuse, and even if no one did, I would ignite it myself because of my flammable nature. Resentment, anger, unwillingness, and intolerance often swirled in my heart. These feelings blinded me, deafened me, and made me unable to recognize people clearly. I treated people as treasures while they treated me like grass. I held people in the palm of my hand, cherishing them, but they trampled on me without care. I was unseen. To put it bluntly, I was unnoticed by anyone. Even if I blew my horn loudly, it went unheard by those pretending to sleep. Long-accumulated emotions ignited easily, causing explosions. Explosions that left me shattered, fragmented, deeply hurt, and surrounded by sorrow. Standing on the debris of destruction, I shouted, if someone made me feel uncomfortable, I would make everyone uncomfortable. This was how my anger manifested in the past. Today, however, there was none of that. The only emotional fluctuation was a slight frown when I couldn't keep up with the lesson. Other than that, it was okay, still okay, not bad. Anger ~ Emotions are like a glass cup, so fragile. When heated, it’s hard to hold. When cold, the colder it gets, the more it shatters. Anger is blood-red, with a ferocious mouth, aggressively showing its claws, wanting to bite the other fiercely. Anger makes people overextend, becoming overbearing. Anger is like an angry pufferfish, covered in spikes, and its body generates toxins simultaneously. Anger harms others and also oneself. Perhaps today, some things that would have upset the old me didn't affect me. Today, I am not as sensitive, not as fragile, not as sharp, not as easily angered, so nothing happened. Today, the Tarot card draw prediction of "Anger" does not match the reality of my future diary. But this is a cause for happiness. Not having anything that needs me to get angry, even severely angry, is worth standing up, spinning around, and scattering flowers for. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養 孕育 Nurturing (8-57)

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養 孕育 Nurturing (8-57) 問題：我4/05的未來日記主題 抽牌：滋養 孕育 Nurturing 今天早晨自然清醒後的第一個思緒是，今天是幾月幾號？現在是幾點？ 第二個思緒是，我今天到底有什麼事情嗎？ 我的生活早已沒了工作日或休假日的差別。 除非有特地安排事情，只有在寫每日塔羅牌時，會因每日抽到的牌卡不同而需要思考不同主旨的書寫，不然每一天都像是複製日，沒有太大差別。 對於今天的「未來日記」，說真的，我沒有任何的頭緒。 在家的時光，通常沒有特別的事情，要如何用”過去式”去寫今日的日記呢。 可不積極找事情，就會開天窗。 我猶豫不已。 午後，朋友群組裡有朋友說想進行塔羅讀牌。 哇！這是昨晚的心想事成嗎？ https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145655725 昨天晚上我有想到，如果塔羅讀牌可以開張，也許有機會啟動我這方面的事業。 雖然我完全不積極，且也沒有計畫何時開始，如何開始，怎麼開始自己的事業。 過去幾個月，就是嘴巴喊喊，每天抽塔羅牌，閱讀塔羅牌，設計心情紀錄卡，寫讀牌和衍伸的想法。 有時候我們面臨膠著的，不知還能怎麼努力才能打破僵局時，就會盼望著有股外力來個衝擊。 最好是往正向扯過去的拉力，這樣就能啟動磁場開始轉動。 機會滾輪就也開始運轉，好機會就會來降臨。 “滋養/孕育”是很深奧又美好的涵義。 今日”善的種子”種植下去，有些會經過刻意的培育或給予滋養，有些就是自然地不刻意耕耘，我們無法預料哪日會以什麼形式，在哪裡收成。 我總警惕自己別犯錯，別對不住人，別欺負人。 過去在我腦袋空乏的時候，曾被多人鄙棄，瞧不起，認為我是寄生蟲，只會依賴著他們。 其實，我並沒有想太多。 那時的我認為因那些事情我不擅長，也不懂，不要給予過多意見和想法。 有人願意主導，有人負責協助，無法幫忙的人就是跟隨。 我從來未曾預料到一開始說好願意讓我跟隨的話語，只是說說而已。 我的”無意見跟隨”，造成別人的累贅，可那時的我是不知悉的。 我後來知道原來那是客氣的語言，這就又是我不懂的另一個層面。 朋友間，喜不喜歡，要不要，肯不肯，直說無妨，何須繞這麼多彎。 加上那幾年的我沒有心思和心力注意。 讓人不喜歡了，自己都不知道。 唉！何苦如此。 從那以後，這塊友誼田地，我就沒再積極培育和經營。 因為我深深得明白，一片土壤裡滿是玻璃、石頭、碎石和垃圾，是無法培養出好事情。 需要磨合的不是只有愛情，友情不也是需要。 人的心力就只有哪樣多。 人的一生有多綿長？ 這種時候就是要聰明一些，將心力和愛澆灌在會有回饋你的土地上。 就如同農夫，在種植前，會先評估過那片土地是否肥沃，是否合適。 弱水三千，只取一瓢。 要讓你的愛，獨特一點。 偏愛，很可愛。 交付錯了心，那就趕緊停損，止損。 別被不甘心、不甘願給迷惘傷痕累累的靈魂。 寧願自己抱頭痛哭，也不要自我作賤，貶低自己如塵埃。 我們的滋養。 我們的孕育。 我們的心意。 我的的愛情。 只灌溉在兩相奔赴的關係裡。 沒有什麼是無悔。 沒有什麼是無怨。 寫到這裡，可以確定的是與「未來日記」完全離題。 可，與今日塔羅「滋養/孕育」有著直接關係。 回歸正題。 我今日，若有發生美好的事情，那是過去花費心思滋養孕育的因。 我這一世，這種時候可以多些任性，也許是我累積好多世修習，孕育後得來的果。 當我們羨慕時，可想想，自己曾付出過什麼。 當我們埋怨時，也想想，自己可曾付出過什麼。 當我們被羨慕時，再想想，自己曾付出過什麼。 當我們被嫌棄時，需想想，自己可曾付出過什麼。 種植、滋養、孕育，日後方有果。 天生福報多的，有自然給予。 天生福報較少的，那就自己種植，自己耕耘、培育、滋養。 而我今天的「滋養孕育」牌與這週的「改變」主題牌是如何串聯在一起的。 我想，很大的可能性是，我從〝改變〞為基本調去思考”滋養與孕育”。 我太過重情，對於失落、失去，心裡總會有想要強留的勉強，常把自己搞得心糟糟，淚淌不停。 這幾個禮拜我一直持續不斷學習〝道別〞，學習接受道別後的空虛，學習接受道別後，就真的是翻篇與想念。 我也從心裡調整。 道別，讓對方放心啟程離去。 道別，讓自己的心安住安定。 Alyson's 4/06 Tarot: Nurturing Question: My theme for the future diary on 4/05 Card drawn: Nurturing The first thought upon waking naturally this morning was, "What day is it today? What time is it?" The second thought was, "Do I have anything to do today?" My life no longer distinguishes between weekdays and weekends. Unless there are specific arrangements, each day feels like a replica, with little difference. As for today's "future diary," to be honest, I have no clue. Time spent at home usually involves nothing special. How do I write today's diary entry in the past tense without actively seeking activities? Without proactive engagement, one tends to drift. I hesitate. In the afternoon, a friend in a group chat expressed a desire to do tarot readings. Wow! Did my wish from last night come true? Last night, I pondered that if tarot readings could kick off, perhaps there's a chance to kickstart my career in this area. Although I'm not proactive at all and have no plans for when, how, or where to start my own business. For the past few months, it's just been lip service, drawing tarot cards every day, reading tarot cards, designing mood cards, and writing about readings and related ideas. Sometimes when we're stuck and don't know how to break the deadlock, we hope for an external force to make an impact. It's best to pull towards positive forces from the past, so the magnetic field can start to spin. The wheel of opportunity starts turning, and good opportunities come knocking. "Nurturing" is a profound and beautiful concept. Today, planting the seeds of kindness, some will undergo deliberate nurturing or nourishment, while others will naturally flourish without deliberate cultivation. We can't predict when or in what form we will reap the harvest. I always caution myself not to make mistakes, not to wrong others, not to bully others. In times of mental emptiness in the past, I was often ridiculed by many, looked down upon, considered a parasite who only relied on them. In reality, I didn't think much about it. Back then, I thought that because I wasn't good at or didn't understand those things, I shouldn't offer too many opinions or thoughts. Some are willing to lead, some are responsible for assisting, and those who can't help just follow. I never anticipated that the words agreeing to let me follow in the beginning were just talk. My "unopinionated compliance" became a burden to others, but I was unaware at the time. Later, I realized that it was polite language, another aspect I didn't understand. Among friends, whether you like it or not, whether you want to or not, it's okay to speak directly without beating around the bush. And during those years, I didn't have the mental energy or focus to notice. If someone didn't like me, I didn't even know it. Oh, why bother? Since then, I haven't actively nurtured or cultivated this friendship territory. Because I deeply understand that a soil full of glass, stones, gravel, and garbage cannot cultivate anything good. It's not just love that needs adjustment; friendship does too. Human energy is limited. How long is a person's life? At times like these, one must be wise and pour their energy and love into the land that will give back. Just like a farmer, before planting, they evaluate whether the land is fertile and suitable. Of the myriad waters, only a drop is taken. Let your love be unique. Partiality is lovely. If you invest in the wrong heart, quickly cut losses. Don't let a confused soul burden you with reluctance and uncertainty. Better to cry with your head held high than to degrade yourself like dust. Our nurturing. Our cultivation. Our intentions. My love. They're only nourished in mutually committed relationships. There's nothing to regret. There's nothing to resent. Writing to this point, it's clear that it's completely off-topic from the "future diary." But it's directly related to today's tarot card, "Nurturing." Back to the point. If something wonderful happens to me today, it's because of the nurturing and cultivation efforts I've made in the past. In this life, I can afford to be a little more willful at times, perhaps because of the accumulated merits from many lifetimes of cultivation. When we envy, think about what we have sacrificed. When we complain, also think about what we have sacrificed. When we are envied, think again about what we have sacrificed. When we are despised, we need to think about what we have sacrificed. Planting, nurturing, and cultivating lead to fruit in the future. For those naturally blessed, they receive without effort. For those with fewer blessings, they need to plant, cultivate, and nurture themselves. And how does today's "Nurturing" card relate to this week's theme of "Change"? I think there's a high possibility that I've shifted my focus from "Change" to "Nurturing." I'm too emotionally attached, always wanting to cling on to what's lost. This often leaves me feeling miserable, with tears flowing endlessly. For the past few weeks, I've been continuously learning to "say goodbye," to accept the emptiness that comes after farewells, and to truly move on and stop longing. I've also adjusted from the heart. Goodbye, allowing the other person to depart with peace of mind. Goodbye, letting my own heart settle and find peace. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Nurturing

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear 問題：一個起步的機會，是否承接。 抽牌：聖杯7 恐懼 Fear 閱讀： 噁心的黑暗，空氣很是稀薄。 很想躲起來，卻已無歸處。 聞不到安心的味道，聽不到安撫的聲音。 是被遺忘了？還是被遺棄了？ 天，何時會亮？ 光，何時會來？ 到底，是要走進恐懼裡，還是要走出光？ 深思後的心情不是興奮，是害怕，擔心。 我，還有過往的能力嗎？ 我，還能像過去那樣強嗎？ 這是從來沒有過的經驗，該怎麼辦？ 怕表現不如人意，怕結果不順利，該怎麼辦？ 經過兩三天的考慮，心中是一陣陣的慌亂，該怎麼辦？ 看見花兒的綻放，聽見鳥兒的歌唱， 聽完好幾次的”大夢”，大哭了幾場。 “恐懼”牌卡說，將害怕轉化為紅色有勁的能量，要成長，就要走進恐懼裡，去感受，去學習，去曉得該怎麼辦。 恐懼的另一面，就是”財富”。 Question: Will you embrace an opportunity to start? Card Drawn: Seven of Cups - Fear Reading: A nauseating darkness, the air thin. Yearning to hide, yet nowhere to go. No scent of peace, no soothing sound. Forgotten? Abandoned? When will the day break? When will the light come? Should one delve into the fear, or step towards the light? After deep contemplation, the feeling isn't excitement, it's fear, worry. Do I still possess my past abilities? Can I still be as strong as before? This is an unprecedented experience, what should one do? Fear of underperforming, fear of unfavorable outcomes, what should one do? After two or three days of consideration, the mind is in turmoil, what should one do? Seeing the blossoming of flowers, hearing the birds' songs, After listening to "Dream Big" several times, crying profusely. The "Fear" card says, transform fear into potent red energy, to grow, one must step into fear, to feel, to learn, to understand what to do. The flip side of fear is "wealth." #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Fear #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #恐懼 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57) 問題：我5/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 今天與朋友討論的事情與今日的塔羅牌非常吻合 ~ 改變。 一個多月以來，每天持續學習新技能，希望能夠累積更多的學習經驗。 一邊學習，一邊思考，該怎麼做可以持續學習與練習，可以如何運用呢。 與同學討論與交換想法，並請教同學之後她會如何持續練習我們現在所學習的技能。 我們都朝著自己設定的未來前進，這樣的感覺，很是不錯。 前幾日才知道昔日有位同事今已成為理財名人，還有雜誌專訪。 我沒有投資理財的知識與技術，雖然非常羨慕，可終究不是適合我的路。 我沒有投資創業的機遇與財力，真的很是羨慕，可總是得面對現實的路。 可，我知道，我也是許多人羨慕的對象目標。 擁有選擇權，已屬幸運與幸福。 我現在要創造的是未來的平穩和豐盈。 如果我想要協助更多人，那我需要具備更多的能力。 我清楚明瞭，我的這一世，是需要不停動手勞動，動腦勞心的。 學習，是不二法門。 累積學習，多元學習，有效學習，融會學習，聰明學習是我這幾年得多加努力，且戰且實驗且調整的策略。 我首先改變的是執行力。 過往想比做的多，我的塔羅老師，我的前主管，都比我還著急。 他們怕我的大運勢都快已經過去了，我仍還在拖遲，在猶豫。 而我擔憂的是，每日我都距離我的大限更靠近一點，再不加緊腳步，如何完成我這一世的使命，對我的英雄之旅，又該如何論結局。 我也改變了思考邏輯。 我不再問怎麼辦，也不問為什麼。 看到學習機會的資訊，時間允許，就立即報名參加。 時光不為誰停留，機會也是，時機更是。 接著我改變我的筆觸。 從提問句，改變為肯定句。 從主觀詞，改變為客觀詞。 從無病呻吟的調性，希望能夠改變為晴朗輕鬆的陽光類型。 最近這段期間，真的是我這輩子最用功，最認真，最癡迷於學習的時光了。 很忙，很累，很是疲倦。 收穫滿滿。 獲益滿滿。 學習滿滿。 喜悅滿滿。 『改變』 就是要如同變色龍，隨著情勢、季節而不斷改變。 改變，是從內心開始營造，非長髮剪成短髮，原是蘿莉風改為清新脫俗風。 改變，最棒的情境是自然地發生，但有時還是得逼迫一下。 停滯不動，如同蟬寶寶變成蛹，若不想使勁地破繭而出蛻變成蝴蝶，死亡也就成了另一個必然的結局。 在改變之前，我做了以下的事情 ~ 第一、 確定目標，重新導航。 第二、 做功課，瞭解實現目標的選擇種類。 第三、 檢視自己，更加了解自己，並明白欠缺甚麼，也就是要學習補足的事情。 第四、 衡量評估自己當下現況可以擔起哪一項選擇。 第五、 行動，學習。 第六、 通告家人、親人、好友們，生活比重因學習而要調整。 這是我這世最後一次志向與職業大翻盤，需下猛藥，需認真面對。 第七、 享受不足，享受吸收知識的過程，像是飢腸轆轆時吃著一口口的美食，那滿足感和喜悅，讓人感到幸福，開心不已。 第八、 一邊學習，一邊審視現實，擬定及調整學習步調、節奏與方向。 第九、 不斷鼓勵、激勵自己並適時犒賞自己。 學習，除了動力，也要不停添加柴火，維持動能。 該休息時，休息。 該獎勵時，獎勵。 第十、 接受唯有現在才是最需重視與珍惜。 當下該怎麼辦，就怎麼辦，別再問怎麼辦。 Alyson's 5/15 Tarot: Change (47-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/14 Drawn card: Change The topic I discussed with friends today aligns perfectly with today’s tarot card ~ Change. For over a month now, I have been continuously learning new skills daily, hoping to accumulate more learning experience. While learning, I think about how I can sustain my practice and how I can apply what I've learned. I discussed and exchanged ideas with classmates, asking them how they plan to continue practicing the skills we are currently learning. We are all moving towards our self-set futures, and it feels great. A few days ago, I learned that a former colleague has become a financial celebrity and has been featured in a magazine interview. I don’t have the knowledge or skills in investment and finance. Although I am very envious, it is ultimately not the path for me. I lack the opportunities and financial means for investment and entrepreneurship. I am indeed envious, but I must face the reality of my own path. However, I know that I am also an object of envy for many. Having the power of choice is already a blessing and a happiness. What I need to create now is future stability and abundance. If I want to help more people, I need to acquire more abilities. I clearly understand that in this life, I need to continuously work hard and think diligently. Learning is the only way. Accumulating learning, diversified learning, effective learning, integrated learning, and smart learning are strategies I must diligently pursue, experiment with, and adjust in the coming years. The first thing I am changing is my execution. In the past, I thought more than I did. Both my tarot teacher and my former supervisor were more anxious than I was. They worried that my major opportunities were slipping away while I hesitated and delayed. What I worry about is that every day brings me closer to my final deadline. If I don’t pick up the pace, how will I fulfill my life’s mission and complete my hero’s journey? I have also changed my thought process. I no longer ask “What to do?” or “Why?” When I see learning opportunities and if time permits, I immediately sign up. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, nor do opportunities or timing. Next, I changed my writing style. From questioning sentences to affirmative ones. From subjective words to objective words. From a tone of lamentation to a bright and relaxed sunshine type. Recently, this has been the most hardworking, earnest, and obsessive learning period of my life. Very busy, very tired, very exhausted. But filled with abundant harvests, benefits, learning, and joy. “Change” means being like a chameleon, constantly changing with the situation and the seasons. Change starts from within, not merely cutting long hair into short or switching from a cute style to an elegant one. The best change happens naturally, but sometimes it needs to be forced. Stagnation, like a cicada larva turning into a pupa, if it doesn’t strive to break out of its cocoon and transform into a butterfly, death becomes the inevitable outcome. Before making a change, I did the following: 1.Confirmed my goals and re-navigated. 2.Did my homework to understand the options for achieving my goals. 3.Examined myself to understand my deficiencies and what I need to learn to fill those gaps. 4.Assessed what choices I can handle given my current situation. 5.Took action and started learning. 6.Informed family, relatives, and friends that my life balance would need adjusting due to my learning. This is my last major ambition and career overhaul in this life, requiring serious effort and a serious approach. 7.Enjoyed the process of learning, akin to savoring delicious food when hungry, bringing satisfaction and joy, making me feel happy. 8.Continuously reviewed reality while learning, adjusting the pace, rhythm, and direction of my learning. 9.Constantly encouraged and rewarded myself appropriately. Learning requires not only motivation but also the continuous addition of fuel to maintain momentum. Rest when needed, reward when deserved. 10.Accepted that only the present moment is most crucial and should be cherished. Do what needs to be done now without asking what to do. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage 昨天的改變，今日的勇氣。 宇宙，可以不要這樣懂我嗎？ 有點讓我驚訝呀！ 確實，我總是執行一些小事情後， 太陽下山後，很快速地我又躲回自己的小窩， 不再輕易走出。 不要害怕。 不要恐懼。 不要擔心。 身處黑暗，才有機會看見真相，看見光。 今天一位希塔療癒老師Grace跟我分享了一個小故事， 好多的小亮光擠在一起， 有聲音說道，要珍惜你們的亮光喔。 其中一個小亮光說，可是，什麼是亮光，看不到呀？ 啊！因為全都是亮光，也就沒有差別了。 這時，有一個小亮光說，那讓我變成黑暗吧，這樣就知道亮光是什麼。 於是，黑暗，讓宇宙，讓我們，讓大家看見了亮光。 這黑暗，也是亮光呀。 不是因原本是亮光，而是因為有黑暗才懂了亮光。 Yesterday's changes, today's courage. Universe, can you not understand me like this? It surprises me a bit! Indeed, after I carry out some small tasks, once the sun sets, I quickly retreat to my own little nest, hesitant to venture out again. Don't be afraid. Don't be fearful. Don't worry. It's in the darkness that we have the opportunity to see the truth, to see the light. Today, a healer named Grace shared a little story with me. Many little lights were crowded together, and a voice said, "Cherish your light." One of the little lights said, "But what is light? I can't see it." Ah! Because they were all light, there was no difference. Then, one little light said, "Then let me become darkness, so I'll know what light is." So, darkness allowed the universe, allowed us, allowed everyone to see the light. This darkness, too, is light. It's not because it was light originally, but because there was darkness that we understood light. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Courage #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #勇氣 #權杖 #信念

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57) 問題：我5/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：倒吊者 Hanger Man 今天早上聽到了鬧鐘響，關掉後，起床煮咖啡，用電鍋蒸熱饅頭和水煮蛋，所有動作如同開始上課的每一天，也會持續這樣的動作直到課程學習結束。 看著還有點時間，能多瞇幾分鐘，對精神，對眼睛都是好的。 於是半躺在床上。 直到下次睜開眼，時間已過了一個多小時。 教室裡已開始上課，而我還在家裡。 遲到的時間超過十五分鐘，得請假了。 一進教室的課程，聽著老師說的內容，有點印象，但不是很記得。 果然，實務操作時間完全不知所措。 還好我位置的後面是個高手，他是我自己內定為我的小老師。 因有他的幫助，我在休息時間趕上了班上學習進度。 我同意今天我降伏在身體疲憊不已的事實裡。 於是每堂休息時間，我不聊天，沒有走出教室，就是在位置上休息。 每次靜態的停留與休息，都是在等待，等著精神恢復多一些，等著腦力可順利運轉，吸收課堂上的學習。 在今日課程結束後，我決定去操場散步走走。 雨滴開始落下，打溼了車子前檔窗玻璃。 運動，還去不去？ 去。 這雨勢不大，天不夠黑暗，應這雨不會下太久時間。 果然，雨來得突然，也走得匆忙，不到一刻的時間，停了。 操場繞圈走著走著，也走了二公里多。 雨滴又落下。 精神疲憊得呼喊著回家休息。 身體因久坐，筋骨不舒坦地各處都痠痛，走路，是讓壓力釋放，是讓身體舒展。 還是繼續走吧。 走著走著，累積距離有五公里。 過與不及都不好。 五公里是我給自己設定的基本目標。 這樣的運動量，不夠我減重所需，可這段時間的我需要充足能量以應付每日的學習。 絆住我的現實狀況，與期望目標的差距，加上學習所需的耗能，及考量心情變化等因素，調降目標，調整心態，調動策略，接受此時的限制，接納此時卡住的狀態。 魚與熊掌無法兼得。 要專注在當下，當下的目標和當下的狀況。 倒吊人提醒 ~ 此時是重生和新生命的準備階段。 我自己也是這樣看待近年內所有重大事情的背後含意。 順勢，是在被困住，停滯，被絆住時一個重要的心法。 有時急著打破眼前的凍結或凝結，會造成失焦，且距離真正的目標反而更遠。 慎思。慎行。 晚上的我因疲累，在沙發上不小心睡著了。 在沙發上休息前的我，對於今日塔羅抽牌實在是沒有精神和力氣可以進行。 最後反而因短暫時間的休息，讓我完成今日的功課，這不也是倒吊人的驗證。 Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot: The Hanged Man (54-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/21 Card drawn: The Hanged Man This morning, I heard my alarm ring, turned it off, got up to make coffee, steamed buns and boiled eggs with an electric cooker. All these actions were as routine as starting a school day and will continue until my course ends. Seeing I had a bit of time left, I decided to take a short nap to rest my eyes and mind. So, I half-lay on the bed. The next time I opened my eyes, more than an hour had passed. Class had already started, but I was still at home. Being over fifteen minutes late, I had to take a leave of absence. When I entered the classroom, I recognized what the teacher was saying but couldn't fully remember. As expected, I was completely lost during the practical session. Fortunately, a skilled student behind me, whom I had unofficially appointed as my little tutor, helped me catch up with the class progress during the break. I acknowledged that today I was defeated by my sheer exhaustion. Thus, during every break, I did not chat or leave the classroom but stayed at my desk to rest. Each static pause and rest was a wait—for my energy to recover a bit more, for my brain to function smoothly, to absorb the lessons in class. After today’s classes ended, I decided to take a walk on the sports field. Raindrops started falling, wetting the car's windshield. Should I still go for a walk? Yes. The rain wasn’t heavy, the sky wasn’t too dark, and it probably wouldn’t last long. Sure enough, the rain came suddenly and left quickly, stopping in less than a moment. I walked around the track, covering over two kilometers. Raindrops fell again. My weary mind called for home and rest. My body, stiff from prolonged sitting, ached all over. Walking helped release the tension and stretch my muscles. So, I kept walking. By the end, I had walked a total of five kilometers. Neither too much nor too little is good. Five kilometers is my basic goal. This amount of exercise is not enough for weight loss, but I need enough energy to cope with daily learning. The gap between my reality and my desired goals, combined with the energy demands of learning and mood fluctuations, required me to lower my goals, adjust my mindset, shift my strategies, accept the current limitations, and acknowledge the stuck state I was in. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I need to focus on the present, the current goals, and the present situation. The Hanged Man reminds us ~ This is a preparatory stage for rebirth and new life. I view the underlying significance of all major events in recent years in this way. Going with the flow is an important mindset when feeling trapped, stagnant, or stuck. Sometimes, urgently trying to break through the current freeze or solidification can cause you to lose focus, making the real goal even more distant. Think carefully. Act cautiously. In the evening, due to fatigue, I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Before resting on the sofa, I was too tired to even conduct today's tarot reading. In the end, the brief rest allowed me to complete my tasks for the day, which is also a validation of The Hanged Man's message. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #HangerMan

2024 0128 今日牌卡：悲傷

今日牌卡：悲傷 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132683851 這週第二次抽到這張塔羅牌”悲傷” 這是一個提醒，需要注意 也是一個提示，表示該處理的、該面對的，尚未完成 悲傷在身體裡久了，就像堵塞的水，會發臭招蚊蠅的 適時梳理一下是有必須的道理 有時，哭不出來，硬是要排擠，也是另一種痛苦 就等待吧，時機到了 若有能力控制一下，那就是水庫洩洪 若無調節機制，那就山洪暴發 不殃及無辜之人即可 This week, I drew the "Sadness" tarot card for the second time. It serves as a reminder, signaling the need for caution. It also acts as a prompt, indicating that what needs to be addressed and confronted is still unresolved. When sadness lingers in the body for too long, it's like stagnant water that becomes malodorous and attracts mosquitoes. Timely sorting through it is a necessary step. Sometimes, forcing back tears and suppressing emotions can be another form of agony. Just wait, the right moment will come. If you have the ability to control it, consider it as releasing the floodgates of a reservoir. If there's no regulating mechanism, it might result in a sudden outburst like a flash flood. The key is to avoid harming innocent bystanders. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Sorrow #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #悲傷

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/144508831 在山林間，在鄉野裡，在一寸一寸黃土上用心耕耘。 天，遼闊。 樹，高壯。 水，甜美。 河水流淌，鳥兒在歡唱。 春、夏、秋、冬。 造物主的手，讓四季有不同雲彩和變化。 人，是這樣渺小，卻又那樣狂妄。 人定勝天？ 這”勝”，不在征服，不在玩弄，在”天酬勤道”。 落地與踏實。 別匆匆忙忙，別慌慌張張。 今天適合”大隱於市”。 思，靜。 人，緩。 心，安。 In the mountains, in the countryside, diligently cultivating on every inch of yellow soil. The sky, vast. The trees, tall and strong. The water, sweet. Rivers flow, birds sing merrily. Spring, summer, autumn, winter. The Creator's hand paints different clouds and changes for each season. Humans, so small yet so arrogant. Can humans conquer the heavens? This "victory" lies not in conquest, not in manipulation, but in "heaven rewarding diligent effort". Land and solidity. Don't rush, don't panic. Today is suitable for "concealing oneself in the city". Thoughts, calm. People, relaxed. Hearts, tranquil. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Hermit

#Tarot搜尋結果

2024 0120 今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0120 今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養孕育 Nurturing (8-57)

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養孕育 Nurturing (8-57)

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

2024 0128 今日牌卡：悲傷

2024 0128 今日牌卡：悲傷

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

#Tarot搜尋結果

2024 0120 今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0120 今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養 孕育 Nurturing (8-57)

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養 孕育 Nurturing (8-57)

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

2024 0128 今日牌卡：悲傷

2024 0128 今日牌卡：悲傷

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養孕育 Nurturing (8-57)

Alyson’s 4/06 Tarot：滋養孕育 Nurturing (8-57)