2024 0119 今日牌卡：純淨

今日牌卡：純淨 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132452128 不管外面的世界如何紛擾，如何歡鬧 最終，我們要回到自己的內心深處 有多久沒有關照自己？ 有多久沒有觀看自己？ 今年的一月，在全世界是一年之始，在農曆年卻是一年之終 這個月，好多人是薪酬獎金飛滿天，大家收錢笑滿面，這些場景，挺好的 而這個月，建議可以做個淨思，觀照自己的內心，讓心，純淨 No matter how tumultuous or lively the outside world may be. Ultimately, we need to return to the depths of our own hearts. How long has it been since you took care of yourself? How long has it been since you looked within? January of this year marks the beginning of a new year worldwide, but in the lunar calendar, it signifies the end of a year. During this month, many people are enjoying the abundance of salary bonuses, and everyone is smiling with their newfound wealth – these scenes are quite delightful. This month, suggest to engage in a period of introspection, to observe the depths of your own heart and allow your mind to become pure. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Purity #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #純淨

2024 1218 森森：失望 Disappointment

2024 1218 森森：失望 Disappointment 休息約900天，認為是該重新啟程，人生，應該繼續前進的時間到了。 這話說得讓人疑惑，難道休息，人生就暫停嗎？ 想這不是是非題，也不是簡答題，意思就是，這無關對錯，無所謂的正確答案還是標準答案。 休息這麼長的日子裡，也不是甚麼事情都沒有嘗試，沒有進行自我的調整，但無論做什麼，沒有改變的是迷茫的心。 陷入不知所做為何的茫然裡，困在不知所往何去的迷霧中。 甚至，連掙扎，都不知道要對抗的是什麼。 像是一隻沒了棉花的玩偶，頹靡的狀態在各種地方。 也許被推至角落，也許落在髒髒的地上，可能被用力推擠，壓迫，就是無神地、無意識地用塑膠玻璃眼睛看著這個世界，心中沒被激起漣漪。 直到最近，發現自己很多的能力都呈現退化的現象，比如語言交流的能力、思考判斷的能力、面對變化的應變能力等。 孤獨會殺死一隻貓。 孤獨殺，是一種慢性折磨，在時間分分秒秒裡，讓人的意識及能力一點點一滴滴地慢慢消失，退去。 因為沒有與人互動的刺激，停滯的不只是人生，還有心智及大腦的活動。 而這個情況是危險的，甚至擔憂也是會致命的。 不想繼續這樣的情況，甚至要防止惡化的情況產生，那就需要變化。 打破現狀就是第一步。 製造、建立其他機會是第二步。 有了第二步的機會，於是請宇宙給予塔羅祝福：【失望 Disappointment】。 讓人驚愕，卻也讓人深思。 是高估自我能力？ 是錯估機會情勢？ 是 …. ？ 是什麼，一丁點都不重要。 重要的是，自己的心態與決定。 世上很多完美、善良、可愛、親切、聰明兼具的人，因他們十全十美的完成任務與使命，早就都被老天收回了。 那我們是什麼？ 我們就是一般普通人啊！ 我們都是有缺陷、有遺憾、有不足、有欲求還未獲得滿足的人，所以還在修習此生的功課，還沒完成任務與使命。 跳脫主觀的情感認知，拉高眼界去觀察，拉遠視野去思考。 失望，是因現實與期待落差。 是現實太糟糕，被刻意忽略了。 是期待太高、太多，在想像氛圍裡不由自主地膨脹。 宇宙提醒可能會失望。 那就調整自己的內心與認知，拋卻想像與期待。 當把一切拉回現實現況，所有的一切都是真實模樣，也許失望就在這樣的拉扯中，消失雲散，不見影蹤。 這時秉持這句諺語之精神看待此即可 ~ 別為還沒發生的事情先趕到憂愁。一來沒有幫助，二來無濟於事，三來純粹內耗。 #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2024 0126 今日牌卡：悲傷 ~ 有時，傷心，是哭不出來的	

今日牌卡：悲傷 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132653203 有些傷 沒有張牙大口喊著疼 有些傷 沒有撕牙裂縫吼著痛 那埋在海溝裡深深地傷 發作時，鑽心刺骨地 寫吧!! 每天書寫吧!! 這幾年，幾乎沒起筆寫下一字一句 想念著筆尖劃過紙張的感覺 想念著筆尖滑過紙張的聲音 沙 ~ 沙 ~ 沙 ~ 很是好聽 Some wounds do not scream in pain with wide-open mouths. Some wounds do not roar in agony with torn and cracked fissures. Yet, those deeply buried in the ocean trench. When they flare up, pierce through the heart chillingly. Write! Write every day! In these past few years, I've hardly put pen to paper. Longing for the sensation of the pen gliding across the page. Longing for the sound of the pen sliding over the paper. Sa ~, sa ~, sa ~, such a pleasant sound. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Sorrow #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #悲傷

2024 1031 怡貞：感知者 Sensor

2024 1031 怡貞：感知者 Sensor 這是宇宙送給覺得自己每天都在苦悶世界裡的怡貞的祝福塔羅牌：【感知者 Sensor】。 這次與個案聊的不是很順利，可以感受得到個案不願意敞開心情和思緒，所以回應的文字簡單，甚至多為不是很有含意的訊息，導致中間我像是在唱獨角戲般，然後個案會突然插進來一句與前文完全無關的問句，這要讓人如何回應。 在這短短三十分鐘的時間裡，怡貞即使是抱怨，文字都那樣簡短，顯得非常無力，感覺連聊聊都使不上力。 就因不到一百個字的回應，我感受到怡貞處於一個封閉的心結裡，想掙脫，但也沒使上蠻荒之力，想改變，卻也沒真正想下定決心。 也許上線找人聊聊天，已是怡貞最近做得最為積極和具體的行為改變。 可，這樣是完全不夠的。 一開始，可能是因為現實，因為壓力，因為許許多多我們無力對抗的因素，所以被困住了。 我們就像被一根細繩綁住的大象，在想要掙開時，被威嚇住，不敢再亂動，即使後來我們已茁壯，已夠堅強，卻仍擺脫不了那細繩綁住的恐懼與制約。 後來，把我們困住的是我們自己。 我們知道要求救，然後，也許，我們就是只有坐在原地等他人救援。 卻沒有奮力自救，沒有用雙手用力扒開身體旁邊的泥土，即使理智告訴我們再不把土撥開，就要被活埋，無法呼吸了，我們依然被動地，等待著他人的援助。 這樣的無力與無奈，我能懂，我也曾經經歷過，甚至不只一次。 別苛責自己，有時我們是沒有意識到被束縛住了。 有時，我們茫然了，忘記了須要專注的焦點是什麼，整天渾渾噩噩的。 但，我們在這樣的情況下，沒有放棄自己，這就是一個很棒的突破口。別輕易否定自己的一切努力。 越是這樣不知所措的時候，越是要打開我們的心靈天線，像是站在草原上，感受著風從哪個方向來，風中的氣味，風的力道，請風帶走我們的憂愁。 去感受大自然，在大樹前面，我們的生命是如此短暫又脆弱，在磅礡瀑布前，我們的意志和力量是如此渺小又薄弱，在萬紫千紅的百花裡，我們的創意和想法是如此蒼白又侷促。 宇宙給怡貞的話在感知者這張塔羅牌裡道盡了祝福與提醒。 我們擁有心靈溝通的力量，全身都是接收器的我們，可以看透，洞悉許多事情的深處及真相，可我們得打開心胸，打開感知的天線，才能接收，才能進而覺知、覺察，甚至調整與改變。 把自己關鎖起來，看似安全，可僵局無法打破，無法從泥沼中逃脫，時間久了，反而是致命等級的危險。 試著從改變一點點開始努力，當僵固的泥土裂了隙縫後，再多做一些積極與努力，會越來越能爬出泥漿，也越來越能活動，進而鼓起力氣，用力掙脫，大步跨步往前邁進，跑向希望，跑向明亮與光彩的世界。 2024 1031 Yizhen: The Sensor This is the blessing Tarot card that the universe has sent to Yizhen, who feels trapped in a world of daily gloom: The Sensor. The recent conversation with the client didn’t go smoothly. I could sense that the client wasn’t willing to open up emotionally or mentally. Their responses were brief, often devoid of any real meaning, leaving me feeling like I was performing a monologue. Occasionally, the client would interject with a question entirely unrelated to the previous discussion, which made it difficult to respond naturally. In just thirty minutes, Yizhen’s replies, though sometimes complaints, were so brief and drained of energy that it felt as if even speaking required too much effort. With responses totaling less than a hundred words, I sensed Yizhen was caught in a closed-off emotional knot—wanting to break free yet lacking the strength to do so, desiring change yet not fully committed to it. Perhaps, coming online to find someone to chat with has been the most proactive step Yizhen has taken recently. But it’s far from enough. Initially, it could have been due to reality, to stress, to countless factors beyond our control, that we felt trapped. We’re like elephants tethered by a thin rope—intimidated into staying put even though we’ve grown strong enough to break free. In the end, we’re bound not by the rope, but by our own conditioning. We know to seek help, but perhaps, we’re simply waiting, sitting in place for someone to rescue us. We don’t actively try to save ourselves, don’t use our hands to claw at the soil beside us. Even when logic tells us that if we don’t break free soon, we’ll be buried alive, gasping for breath, we continue passively awaiting someone else’s assistance. I understand this feeling of helplessness and frustration, having been through it myself more than once. Don’t be too hard on yourself—sometimes we’re not even aware that we’re bound. Sometimes we lose focus, drifting through the day in a fog. Yet, the fact that we haven’t given up on ourselves in this state is a great breakthrough. Don’t easily dismiss your efforts. The more lost you feel, the more important it is to open your inner antenna, as if standing on a vast prairie, sensing the direction of the wind, its scent, and its strength, and letting it carry away our sorrows. Take in nature: standing before a towering tree, we realize our lives are short and fragile; before a majestic waterfall, our willpower and strength seem minuscule; among the colorful blooms, our creativity and ideas feel pale and constrained. The universe’s message to Yizhen, embedded in The Sensor card, is filled with blessings and reminders. We have the power of spiritual communication; we are receivers in our entirety, capable of perceiving and penetrating the essence and truths of many things. But we must open our minds and our sensory antennae to receive, become aware, and, ultimately, to adjust and change. Locking ourselves away may feel safe, but it only keeps us stagnant, unable to escape the mire, which, over time, turns into a perilous trap. Try starting with small changes, and as cracks appear in the hardened soil, gradually add more effort and positivity. You’ll find it easier to crawl out of the mud, move more freely, and build the strength to break free, taking strides toward a world of hope, brightness, and brilliance. #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2024 0305 今日塔羅：財富/命運 Fortune

2024 0305 今日塔羅：財富/命運 Fortune https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/142628575 有時候，生活本身就是件很難熬的事， 實在是沒辦法有多些心力注意和學習。 人善，被人欺， 人好，被人負。 為難你的，永遠都是”人”，而非心裡恐懼的形影。 今日散步回來，聽到社區大樓負責清潔的大姊和隔壁社區，一樣負責清潔的大姊，她們皆是同一家公司的員工，被老闆惡意虧欠依法應該提撥的退休金。 大姊很苦澀的說，光是工作、生活，她已耗盡心思，完全不懂政府的法令和政策，也不知道要去哪裡請教。 我只能用過去一些淺薄的經驗提供了幾個小建議。 並提醒大姊，同個坑，咱們別再栽進跟頭一次了。 除了找專業的人請教該如何討回應拿到的錢以外， 現況也要了解清楚。 另一住戶告知，其實，她去年還是前年就有建議大姊要如何保護自己的權益， 那時的大姊感到害怕，也不知該如何開口。 我想，人都是這樣的，對於自己陌生的、不懂的，即使有人說明了，還是害怕，還是恐慌，不知道該怎麼辦。 我懂法律，我懂權益，但，我還是摔了好大一跤。 欺負、霸凌我們的人，永遠都是你曾經信任且推心置腹的人。 我想，生活和成長，不就都是這樣的嗎？ 沒哪個人，什麼事情，是不用透過學習，經過處理，獲得較多了解後而更懂得該如何面對與防範。 而這些過程和經驗，就是宇宙給我的財富，給我的祝福。 學習從坑爬出來，學習不再掉入坑。 學習拒絕，學習更加聰明一點點。 這點點滴滴，都是財富。 抓住機會，掌握命運，擁有財富。 這張塔羅牌告訴了我們人生其中一條真諦。 Sometimes, life itself is very difficult to endure, and it's just impossible to muster up enough mental energy to pay attention and learn more. When you're kind, you're taken advantage of, When you're good, you're betrayed. It's always "people" who make things difficult for you, not the shadows of fear in your heart. Today, coming back from a walk, I heard the elder sister responsible for cleaning in our community building and the elder sister from the neighboring community, who also cleans, both employees of the same company, being maliciously deprived by the boss of the retirement benefits they're entitled to by law. The elder sister bitterly expressed that between work and life, she's already exhausted, completely unaware of government regulations and policies, and doesn't know where to seek advice. I could only offer a few small suggestions based on some shallow past experiences. And I reminded the elder sister, let's not fall into the same pit again. Apart from seeking advice from professionals on how to recover the owed money, the current situation also needs to be clearly understood. Another resident informed that, actually, she had suggested to the elder sister last year or the year before how to protect her rights, but at that time, the elder sister felt scared and didn't know how to speak up. I think people are like this, even if someone explains to them about things they're unfamiliar with or don't understand, they still feel afraid, still panic, and don't know what to do. I understand the law, I understand rights, but I still took a big fall. The people who bully and oppress us are always the ones we once trusted and confided in. I think life and growth are just like this, aren't they? There's no person or thing that doesn't require learning, processing, and gaining a better understanding through experience to know how to face and prevent it. And these processes and experiences are the wealth and blessings the universe gives me. Learning to climb out of the pit, Learning not to fall into it again. Learning to refuse, Learning to be a little smarter. Every little bit of this is wealth. Seize opportunities, control destiny, and possess wealth. This tarot card tells us one of the truths of life. #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Fortune #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #財富 #命運

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/135479908 有朋友邀請我去她居遊地待一些時間 這在過去讓我心動但不會成真的提議 以往考量的因素已不再 … 已不再 … 我想驛動的那顆心也沉寂 … 明白了從頭到尾是自己鎖住了自己 清楚知道是自己膽怯只敢縮在圈圈裡 從來沒人攔住想跨越出去的那雙腳 是自己給自己畫了個圈成了個牢 駕馭自己的心 駕馭自己的人生 駕馭自己不管在哪都逍遙 A friend invited me to stay at her place for some time. In the past, this suggestion would have excited me, but it never materialized. The factors that used to hold me back are no longer present... no longer... The once vibrant heart now lies silent. I understand that I have been the one restraining myself from the beginning to the end. I am aware that it is my own timidity that kept me confined within a circle. No one has ever hindered the feet that wanted to step beyond. I drew a circle for myself, turning it into a prison. Taking control of my own heart. Taking control of my own life. Guiding myself to freedom no matter where I am. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Alyson #Surfer #Cups #塔羅 #捕夢人 #駕馭者 #情緒 #聖杯

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57) 問題：我4/06的未來日記主題 抽牌：死亡 Death 今天的塔羅牌是我未來日記第二週的主題：死亡Death。 死亡，對我來說，很多時候，不是肉身是否存在。 死亡，對我來說，大部分時，是心，是靈魂，是意識是否已不在。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145751290 曾經，不只一次，我問 ~ 為何，我在這世上？ 為何，我還在這世上？ 既然讓我活著，為何要把我很愛的人都帶走？ 既然讓我活在，為何讓我沒能擁有很愛的人，而對方也很愛我？ 去年認識的朋友說，在相識過程中，他看到我的努力，但認為沒看到我的盡力，即使是面對朋友，我都像是保有大部分的清醒，沒因友情而感到微醺。 我微笑以對。 心，早已支離破碎，已無餘心可盡力。 一次一次被人辜負的重傷。 一次一次家人離去的心傷。 傷痕累累，還有一些心力讓我苟延殘喘的活著。 我休著長假。 不明白的人好生羨慕。 家人好友是心疼呵護。 他們理解，我在試著原諒自己。 他們懂得，我在盡情釋放自己。 他們包容，我在允許任性自己。 他們明白，我在辛苦拼湊自己。 他們體諒，我在努力修復自己。 經歷過類似死亡的心情，很多事情，不再憂鬱。 在死亡的面前，還有什麼，足以為懼。 死神說，別哭泣！ 你們人間看似無常，宇宙運作有法則，只是人們不懂，當然人們也不需太懂。 天災不是禍，是造物主的提醒，是老天的提醒。 人們看似有情，其實是最冷漠，最無情，最自私的。 人，何時能贏過天？勝過天？ 天底下，宇宙間，從來就沒有在論輸贏。 萬物，共生，共存，共好。 這是造物主的呼喚。 可，人，卻老是想要拚勝敗，爭英雄。 宇宙裡的奧秘能量，此消彼長，平衡是秩序。 死亡是自然。 蛻變是自然。 失落是自然。 失去是自然。 釋放是自然。 我在一次又一次愛的呼喚中，清醒。 我在一圈又一圈愛的意識裡，修復。 我在一池又一池愛的池水裡，生息。 我在一個又一個愛的浸潤裡，愛著。 於是，在愛的迴旋中，一邊的愛消弭，另一邊的愛滋長，平衡了。 今日我的「未來日記」，呼應著「死亡」。 今天跟老友們前往秘境探巡。 經歷了看著地圖依然找不到店家的窘境。 看著路邊一畝畝的菜，巧遇主人，一起聊天拔菜。 小吃店裡的辣蘿蔔讓人吃驚，老闆娘說喜歡，送一些給妳們回家吃。 想去行走步道，卻找不到路口，結果，我們早就已在步道上卻不知。 一路與偶遇的人群聊聊天，笑笑鬧鬧。 抬頭看似快要成為下雨天，下山找熱咖啡喝去。 一回頭，憑空出現停車格，迴轉，倒車，入庫，一切順利。 咖啡廳裡的氛圍輕鬆愜意。 一杯咖啡，一個貝果，一客布丁，胃飽心滿足。 又遇店家活動送餅乾，一人一包伴手禮。 我因陌生人的善而開心。 我因朋友的愛而幸福。 我因一切眾緣，善緣而欣喜。 死亡之後，是什麼？ 是改變。 是演進。 是釋放。 是放下。 是重生。 是自由。 是對新的旅程，從心底感到期待的渴望。 而至此，應該明瞭，〝死亡〞與〝希望〞的主體可能是一樣，但卻是一前一後的連續性。 是造物主讓人們的崇高意識生生不息的安排。 Alyson's 4/07 Tarot: Death (9-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 4/06 Card Drawn: Death Today's tarot card is the theme for the second week of my future diary: Death. Death, for me, often isn't about the physical presence. Death, for me, most of the time, is about whether the heart, the soul, the consciousness are still there. I've asked more than once: Why am I in this world? Why am I still in this world? If you let me live, why take away the people I love? If you let me live, why not let me have the one I love dearly, who loves me back? A friend I met last year said that during our acquaintance, he saw my efforts but felt he didn't see me giving my all. Even in front of friends, I seemed to retain most of my clarity, not even slightly intoxicated by friendship. I smiled in response. The heart had long been shattered, with no remnants left to give. Repeatedly wounded by betrayal. Repeatedly hurt by the departure of family. Scarred, yet with some strength left to cling to life. I'm on an extended break. Those who don't understand envy me. Family and friends are tender and caring. They understand that I'm trying to forgive myself. They know that I'm releasing myself. They accept that I'm allowing myself to be willful. They understand that I'm painstakingly piecing myself together. They empathize with my efforts to heal myself. Having experienced emotions akin to death, many things no longer depress me. In the face of death, what else is there to fear? The Grim Reaper says, "Don't cry! To you humans, things seem capricious, but the universe operates on laws; it's just that people don't understand, and of course, they don't need to understand too much. Natural disasters aren't curses; they're reminders from the Creator, reminders from Heaven. People seem sentimental, but they're actually the most indifferent, the most heartless, the most selfish. When can people win over the heavens? Conquer the heavens? In this world, in the universe, there has never been a debate about winning or losing. All things, coexist, thrive together, for the greater good. This is the call of the Creator. Yet, people always want to fight battles, vie for heroism." The mysterious energy of the universe, ebb and flow, balance is order. Death is natural. Transformation is natural. Loss is natural. Letting go is natural. Release is natural. In the repeated calls of love, I am awake. In the circles of love's consciousness, I am repairing. In the pools of love's water, I am thriving. In the immersion of love, I am loving. Thus, in the whirl of love, as one love diminishes, another flourishes, achieving balance. Today in my "future diary," it echoes "Death." Today, I went with old friends to explore a hidden place. Experienced the embarrassment of still not finding the shop despite looking at the map. Stumbled upon the owner while admiring the vegetables by the roadside, chatting and picking vegetables together. The spicy radish in the snack shop surprised me; the landlady said she liked it and gave us some to take home. Wanted to walk the trail but couldn't find the entrance, turns out we had already been on the trail without realizing it. Chatted and laughed with the people we encountered along the way. Looked like it was about to rain, so we went down the mountain to find hot coffee. Turned around and found a parking space out of nowhere, reversed, parked, everything went smoothly. The atmosphere in the coffee shop was relaxed and cozy. A cup of coffee, a bagel, a serving of pudding, stomach full and heart content. And then encountered a shop promotion giving out cookies, one pack per person. I'm happy because of the kindness of strangers. I'm happy because of the love of friends. I'm joyful because of all the connections, the good karma. What comes after death? It's change. It's evolution. It's release. It's letting go. It's rebirth. It's freedom. It's the eager anticipation from the depths of the heart for a new journey. And by now, it should be clear that "death" and "hope" may share the same essence, but they are sequential, one before the other. It's the arrangement by the Creator to keep people's noble consciousness perpetually alive. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Death

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57) 問題：我4/04的未來日記主題 抽牌：恐懼 Fear https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145565419 凌晨聊天過了頭，又搞亂了生理時鐘。 下次真的要有勇氣開口跟對方說，請停止，不要再說下去。 其實，我有說出口，對方像是沒聽到似的，只顧著自己一直說。 我明白，這樣的情況是不好的。 就是因不忍心在知道對方的心情正在撞牆情況，讓對方一人奮鬥著。 心想著，伸手拉人一把，就是在這樣寧靜的夜晚會是關鍵時刻。 畢竟，不能賭注得認為”不需想這麼多，這應該不會成為那個萬一的時刻”。 但若假設，我沒適時伸出手拉住，真成為了那”萬一”呢？ 我的心，會永遠過不了這坎的。 只是，陪了朋友，賠了自己。 這樣的事情，真不能太常發生。 於是今日，就從清晨兩點多才能睡覺的煩雜心情中開啟。 在害怕中，希望發出了芽 在擔憂中，自信閃著亮光 今日的未來日記從午後起了頭。 是要與朋友碰面聚會呀。 在一家一直很想前往的咖啡廳。 在老家附近。 車子啟動的瞬間，耳朵像是突然聽到非常尖銳的聲音，刺痛著，且連續兩次。 上次這樣的痛，心中的念頭一閃而過，我因犯懶，沒認真看待。 造成這輩子的後悔不已。 那是爸爸緊急急診的前一天晚上。 長程通勤多年的我，那晚，好累。 心中想著明日就要跟爸爸一起吃飯，於是發懶得沒回家探望。 再也沒有機會跟爸爸一起待在老家了。 今天又痛，不敢再輕忽。 我需要改變討厭麻煩的個性。 且，我知道是爸爸在我耳邊交待事情，提醒我要注意。 原本是計畫著將車子停放在老家，等聚會結束再進入屋內查巡，看看。 因耳朵痛，就打開大門，馬上就聽到奇怪的聲音。 真的是非常慶幸在聚會前趕緊先查看。 老家魚缸因地震龜裂，魚缸的水流了滿地。 裡面的魚，倒在淺淺的水哩，正在掙扎著呼吸。 趕緊打電話給家人，問，這要怎麼處理。 地震是能量的傳出，這是自然之道，避免不了。 老天把危險降到了最小，且也安排了一切。 因昨天我有先回老家一趟看看地震後有沒有造成損壞，所以有注意到空置的魚缸，今天就剛好可以運用上。 且過去有注意到家人都一直有準備去掉氯氣的水，在魚缸換水時可以使用。 今日，魚，得以繼續悠游，沒事。 我很開心。 沒有因討厭麻煩而忽視了魚的生命。 沒有忽略耳朵痛和心中的聲音，而忽視了隱藏的危機，因馬達一直空轉，若產生火花，後果很難預料會是怎麼樣。 我 ~ 在保守中學會謹慎 在謹慎中思考細心 在細心中實踐體貼 在體貼中發散著愛 學習了塔羅之後，老師提醒著我，在感官中，我的聽覺是最敏感，也是對於宇宙，對與天地萬物的連結，啟蒙最早的。 所以，我能”聽見”。 因聽不懂，故我得懂得”覺察”與”分析、判斷”。 將家裡的事情大約整理，不會有危險後，前往跟朋友約定的地點。 咖啡，濃郁，好喝。 甜點，甜而不膩，好吃。 洗手間，乾淨清爽，好舒服。 因事情都已妥善處理好，放鬆的心，也就更能享受當下與朋友相聚的快樂。 感恩造物主給予的天賦。 感恩靈魂的敏銳與提醒。 「隨風潛入夜，潤物細無聲。」 感恩造物主，爸爸一直與我們同在。 爸爸保護著我們，就像過去那樣。 爸爸，沒有離開。 是啊！每每想到這樣，淚，就流下。 Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot: Fear (7-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/04 Card drawn: Fear Staying up too late chatting, once again disrupting my circadian rhythm. Next time, I really need to gather the courage to speak up and say, "Stop, let's not continue this conversation." In truth, I did speak up, but it seemed like the other person didn't hear me and just kept talking. I understand that this situation isn't good. It's because I can't bear to see the other person struggling with their emotions, hitting a wall all by themselves. I think to myself, extending a helping hand might be crucial, especially on such quiet nights. After all, I can't gamble on thinking "I don't need to worry about it, it probably won't become that 'what if' moment." But what if, hypothetically, I don't reach out in time and it does become that "what if"? My heart wouldn't be able to overcome that hurdle. Just accompanying a friend, I've sacrificed myself. Such occurrences really shouldn't happen too often. So today begins with a cluttered mind from finally being able to sleep after 2 in the morning. In fear, hope sprouts. In worry, confidence shines bright. Today's journal about the future starts in the afternoon. It's about meeting up with friends. At a café I've been wanting to visit for a long time. Near my hometown. As the car starts, my ears suddenly perceive a sharp, piercing sound, twice in a row. The last time I felt this pain, a fleeting thought crossed my mind, but I didn't take it seriously. It led to regrets that haunt me till now. It was the night before my dad's emergency hospital visit. After years of commuting, that night, I was exhausted. I thought I'd see him the next day for dinner, so laziness kept me from visiting home. I never got the chance to be with my dad in our hometown again. Today, the pain returns, and I dare not ignore it. I need to change my dislike for trouble. And I know it's my dad reminding me to be cautious. Originally, I planned to park the car at home and inspect it later after the gathering. But due to the ear pain, I arrived home early. Opening the door, I heard a strange sound. I'm truly fortunate that I checked before the gathering. The fish tank at home cracked due to an earthquake, flooding the floor. The fish were lying in shallow water, struggling to breathe. I quickly called family to ask how to handle it. An earthquake is an energy transmission, a part of nature; it can't be avoided. The universe minimized the danger and arranged everything. Because I had visited home after the earthquake yesterday to check for damage, I noticed the empty fish tank, which I could utilize today. And because I had noticed that my family always prepared water with chlorine to replace the fish tank water, I could use it when changing the water today. Today, the fish are able to swim peacefully, unharmed. I'm happy. I didn't neglect the lives of the fish due to my aversion to trouble. I didn't overlook the ear pain and the voice in my heart, thus avoiding a hidden crisis; the motor kept running empty, and if sparks had occurred, the consequences would have been unimaginable. I ~ Learned caution through conservation. Contemplated carefully through caution. Practiced thoughtfulness through carefulness. Radiated love through thoughtfulness. After learning tarot, my teacher reminded me that among my senses, my hearing is the most sensitive and the earliest connection to the universe and all things. So, I could "hear." And if I can't understand, then I must learn to "perceive" and "analyze, judge." After roughly sorting out things at home, ensuring there was no danger, I headed to the meeting place with my friends. The coffee was rich and delicious. The desserts were sweet but not overwhelming, simply delicious. The restroom was clean and refreshing, very comfortable. With everything taken care of, my relaxed mind could fully enjoy the happiness of being with friends in the present moment. Grateful for the talents bestowed by the Creator. Grateful for the sensitivity and reminders of the soul. "Drifting into the night with the wind, nourishing everything silently." Grateful to the Creator, my dad has always been with us. Dad is still protecting us, just like before. Dad hasn't left. Yes! Every time I think of this, tears flow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fear

2024 0521今日塔羅：學習者 Learner

2024 0521今日塔羅：學習者 Learner 以前總會說，「太陽底下確實沒有什麼新鮮事」，安撫著大驚小怪，呼天搶地的人們。 這幾年高科技的發展，去除掉人的貪念，對於權勢的慾望而製造許多的戰爭、紛爭以外。 我想以前的網路免費電話和視訊，到近年的人工智能，這應該都是新鮮事了吧。 從去年開始參加一些學習課程，有些內容聽著聽著就覺得索然無味，有些課程不僅是津津有味，連班上同學看起來都可愛極了，這真是很棒的收穫。 想要學習的思緒與心情延續到了今年。 最近的我要在二個半月內學會三到四個電腦軟體。 第一個禮拜，同學們是收穫頗豐，我是挫折滿滿。 後來才知道只有我和另一位同學從未接觸過這些軟體，其他同學感覺是再進修，再研習的。 上週和家人及朋友打趣道，「我這輩子最認真學習的時光就是現在呢。」 上課認真，尤其是週一到週五的電腦軟體課程，連分心都不敢，一恍神就完全聽不懂，原本就跟不上的我，每堂課都在追趕著大家的背影中度過。 週末假日的課程是完全不同領域，也會有專業內容，艱澀難懂。 雖然忙碌成這樣，每一日，我都覺得有趣極了。 每天就只有進步一點點的進展，也都讓我開心，快樂，還有感到滿足。 雖然我也很想念無所事事的美好，無所事事的另一種充實生活，不過能有新學習，交到新朋友，每天都有話題閒扯，沖淡學習挫折的心情，很是精實的生活。 今天的塔羅牌是『學習者』。 這是我最近的生活寫照呢！ 『學習者』 ~ 允許自己像個孩童般探索著愛情或情感。 沒有一份感情是可以複製、貼上的那樣相似。 獨立的特質，獨立的思考，獨立的情感，獨立的反應，又會因不同的對象，不同的角色，不同的經歷，不同的人格，激盪豐富多元的火花。 這就是人與人相處最為迷人的地方了。 我渴望財富，卻也有許多堅持。 違心的錢，不賺。 雖然我被一些誆過，尤其是保險員。 我不懂的情況下做了錯誤的決定，這樣的虧損，我自己認了。 為了個人業績，沒考量到客戶的需求與經濟情況，為賺佣金而舌燦蓮花，這樣的金錢，這一生的你認為那些是你應得的報酬。 這並非說業務不能賺佣金，賺，當然可以，但若有點欺瞞，有點訛詐，有點規避，有點說謊，那就是很不厚道的事情。 對於金錢，對於財富，我們也需一段時間就思考和釐清，去察覺對金錢的看法和評價。 與健康相比，金錢是在甚麼位置？ 可，沒有了金錢，又要如何照顧到健康？ 多次媒體報導，在許多國家，很多肥胖的人，健康都很不好，但為何無法改變現況，甚至越來越糟糕？ 因為貧窮。 因為便宜的食物很多都是我們所謂的垃圾食物。 曾經我也想嘗試運用綠茶鐵，來改善身體狀況。 購買可以製作一杯綠拿鐵的食材費用是昂貴的，至少是我沒辦法輕鬆負擔得。 健康，無價。 生病，標價。 擁有健康，得有金錢支撐。 關於財富，我們除了學習或試著深思以外，難道就舉手投降，放棄？ 非也。 非也。 關於財富，這也是專業、精深且博大的知識及技能架構出來的。 可，我們可以慢慢學，學習我們需要理解的部分。 對我們的理財、投資或者是規劃，都會有不小的幫助。 持續學習，長久學習。 這不容易，除了毅力外，還要抱持對知識，對資訊的好奇心，渴望和期待裡面的知識有多棒。 寶藏，都是神秘且不容易發覺，挖掘到的。 要知道哪裡有寶藏，得先學習甚麼是寶藏。 還有挖掘、保存、運送、市場與銷售等等的事項要知曉。 唯一之法，學習。 對我來說，學習，真的是挺有意思的。 Today's Tarot: Learner (May 21, 2024) In the past, people often said, "There is nothing new under the sun," to soothe those who were easily startled and panicked. However, recent advancements in high technology have proven otherwise, aside from the greed for power that leads to wars and conflicts. From free internet calls and video chats in the past to the artificial intelligence of recent years, these indeed are new developments. Since last year, I’ve been participating in various learning courses. Some of them are quite dull, while others are not only fascinating but also make the classmates look extremely adorable. This has been a wonderful experience. My eagerness to learn continues this year. Recently, I’ve committed to learning three to four computer software programs within two and a half months. The first week, while my classmates gained a lot, I felt immense frustration. I later found out that only one other classmate and I had no prior experience with these software programs; the rest were just refreshing and furthering their knowledge. Last week, I joked with my family and friends, "The most diligent learning period of my life is now." I attend classes seriously, especially the computer software courses from Monday to Friday. I dare not let my mind wander for a moment, or I’d completely lose track. Each class is a race to catch up with everyone else. Weekend courses are in entirely different fields, also involving specialized content that is complex and challenging. Despite being so busy, I find each day incredibly interesting. Even a little progress every day makes me happy, joyful, and satisfied. Though I miss the bliss of idleness and the fulfilling life it brings, I cherish new learning experiences, making new friends, and having daily conversations that lighten the mood from learning setbacks. It’s a truly enriching life. Today's tarot card is 'Learner'. This reflects my current lifestyle perfectly! Learner Allow yourself to explore love or emotions like a child. No relationship can be copied and pasted to be the same. Independent characteristics, independent thoughts, independent emotions, and independent reactions will generate rich and diverse sparks due to different individuals, roles, experiences, and personalities. This is the most charming aspect of human interactions. I yearn for wealth, but I also have my principles. I won’t earn money against my conscience. Though I’ve been deceived before, especially by insurance agents, I acknowledge my mistakes when I made wrong decisions out of ignorance. For those who eloquently sell insurance for their commission without considering the clients' needs and financial situations, the money they earn might seem like their rightful reward to them. This isn't to say that agents shouldn't earn commissions; they can, but if there's deception or dishonesty involved, it’s unethical. Regarding money and wealth, we need time to think and clarify our perceptions and evaluations of money. Compared to health, where does money stand? Without money, how can we maintain our health? Many media reports indicate that in many countries, overweight individuals often have poor health. Why can't they change their situation, or why does it worsen? Because of poverty. Cheap food is often what we call junk food. I once tried to use green tea iron to improve my health. However, the cost of ingredients to make a cup of green latte was too high for me to afford easily. Health is priceless. Illness has a price tag. To maintain health, financial support is essential. Besides learning or contemplating wealth, should we just surrender and give up? No, absolutely not. Wealth is built on extensive and profound knowledge and skills. But we can learn gradually, understanding the parts we need. This will greatly benefit our financial management, investments, or planning. Continuous learning, lifelong learning. It’s not easy. It requires perseverance and a constant curiosity and enthusiasm for knowledge and information, eager to discover how wonderful it is. Treasures are mysterious and hard to find and uncover. To know where treasures are, we must first learn what they are. There are also aspects like excavation, preservation, transportation, market, and sales to understand. The only way is through learning. For me, learning is genuinely interesting. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Learner

2024 0121 今日牌卡：成就者

今日牌卡：成就者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132582460 我思，故我在 我認真，故我仍在 我勤奮，故我還在 我努力，故我所在 今日的高度，有著他人的扶持 但，終究也是自己所付出的努力和打拼 有人不喜歡你，無妨 因為他們可能是忌妒你 有人視你為敵，無礙 因為你就是如此優秀無敵 在擁有好成績之時 請試著欣賞你自己 適度讚賞自己非自戀，而是自愛 I think, therefore I exist. I am earnest, hence I persist. I am diligent, thus I persist. I strive, therefore I subsist. The heights reached today owe much to the support of others. Yet ultimately, it is the effort and struggle one puts forth. If some people don't like you, it doesn't matter, for they might just be envious of you. If some consider you an adversary, it's inconsequential, because you are simply outstanding and invincible. In moments of achievement, take a moment to appreciate yourself. Moderate self-praise isn't narcissism; it's self-love. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Achiever #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #成就者

#Tarot搜尋結果

2024 0119 今日牌卡：純淨

2024 0119 今日牌卡：純淨

2024 1218 森森：失望 Disappointment

2024 1218 森森：失望 Disappointment

2024 0126 今日牌卡：悲傷 ~ 有時，傷心，是哭不出來的

2024 0126 今日牌卡：悲傷 ~ 有時，傷心，是哭不出來的

2024 1031 怡貞：感知者 Sensor

2024 1031 怡貞：感知者 Sensor

2024 0305 今日塔羅：財富/命運 Fortune

2024 0305 今日塔羅：財富/命運 Fortune

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者

2月的第一天，今日牌卡：駕馭者

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

2024 0521今日塔羅：學習者 Learner

2024 0521今日塔羅：學習者 Learner

2024 0121 今日牌卡：成就者

2024 0121 今日牌卡：成就者