2024 1114 賣菜老伯伯：慈悲 Compassion

2024 1114 賣菜老伯伯：慈悲 Compassion 在擁擠的人群中，他像一棵大樹，立在那兒，不管旁邊的攤販如何吆喝叫賣著，他就是靜靜地等待。 在傳統市場裡，人們有著共同的行進動線的默契，當然，也有混亂的時候，但，大多數我們總是習慣從入口的右邊開始，一攤攤的逛，然後走到自己覺得可以回頭的點時，再往回走，再逛起另一邊的攤位。 這傳統市場是我這兩年採買食材的地方。 一開始覺好大，現在依然，沒有一次有全程走完，逛完的。 傳統市場就是如此，多去幾次，嘗試購買不同攤位後，自己喜歡的、習慣的攤位差不多也就拿捏準了，後來的採買就是抓緊一個原則，快，狠、準，從入口開始直接衝去目的攤位，盯上，拿起，付錢，轉身，離開，沒多停留的。 可從前兩個月，注意到了這位賣菜的伯伯，第一次看到，沒跟他買，可能我去的時間太晚了，他賣菜板車上剩下的菜，乾乾扁扁的，感覺不能再放。 可，我買菜挑選的需求是可以再放幾天的，一次吃不完那樣多的呀。 再來注意到老伯伯是在颱風後的採買。 每攤的青菜價格都高得嚇壞人，可每個老闆都說，颱風後，有青菜可以採買已是難得，物稀價當然貴。 我忍痛拿出荷包的紙鈔，買了一小把青菜，這確定是有益身體健康，怎我覺買這把青菜，我的心臟好痛。 這樣一小把的葉菜不夠我未來幾天的人體需求，突然之間聽到老伯伯說，一籃菜50元，不論是哪一種菜。 天呀！ 我問伯伯，您這樣有賺嗎？ 他的聲音輕輕的，有點沙啞，說，沒有。颱風剛過，大家都辛苦了，他有去大盤批菜，就出來賣。大家吃新鮮，吃的開心，這次沒有賺，沒有關係。 老伯伯的菜，比一般菜攤的菜看起來老，長比較大，大部分的人買菜喜歡挑嫩一點的。 我覺老伯伯的心意，讓人感動，我挑了兩盆。 伯伯幫我將菜裝進袋子裡的同時，有其他人靠近了。 結果，我開始幫老伯伯推銷他的菜。 伯伯聽到後對我微微笑。 沒多久，伯伯的菜賣掉了九成。 不是我很會叫賣，實在是老伯伯賣的價錢便宜。 回來後，我趁新鮮川燙了其中一種菜，青江菜。 看起來個頭大，可口感不粗糙，菜的纖維沒有想像中的老，不會不好咀嚼，是很可以的。 於是，這次，我特地去找老伯伯買菜。 一樣的身影，一樣的裝扮，一樣的板車，一樣一籃籃的菜，然後，一樣的寧靜。 結果，一樣，忍不住在其他客人靠近時，幫老伯伯叫賣。 沒想到，這時有位歐巴桑，推擠著老伯伯說，老伯伯擋住她的客人了？！ 伯伯的面前是我，我回頭看，沒有人站在我後面啊。 這位歐巴桑說的客人，是？？？ 伯伯也沒跟歐巴桑理論。 歐巴桑動手把伯伯的板車往旁邊挪動，又往前推，我趕緊跳到旁邊，免得撞到。 然後歐巴桑推著她的板車經過我時，叨唸著，她一直走來走去，轉來轉去，就是轉不到她的客人前面去。 我自己翻譯成，她一直走來走去，轉來轉去，但都沒有客人上前去。 看了歐巴桑賣的東西，我也只能說抱歉，無法跟她購買呀。 她賣的是痠痛藥膏，這不是我的菜呀。 回家後，老伯伯的身影一直盤繞在腦海裡。 想請宇宙送給老伯伯祝福 ~ 願他安康，願他祥和，願他福氣，願他無生無量。 宇宙送給老伯伯的塔羅牌祝福是【慈悲 Compassion】。 哇！有沒有覺得宇宙、高我、能量、磁場以及塔羅很奇妙。 在總共88張的塔羅牌裡，抽到的牌卡就是如此呼應著老伯伯的調性。 宇宙覺老伯伯的慈悲與祥和是讓人景仰與推崇的。 在世為人，慈悲為懷，虛懷若谷，體諒諒解，寬容包容，這是溫暖的力量，是慈悲祥和的力量，是愛的力量。 November 14, 2024 – The Vegetable Vendor: Compassion Amid the crowded marketplace, he stands like a large tree, rooted in place, quietly waiting while other vendors shout and call to attract customers. In the traditional market, there's an unspoken understanding of the flow of foot traffic, though it can be chaotic at times. Most people start from the right side of the entrance, browsing from stall to stall until they reach a point they consider a turning-back spot, then retrace their steps to explore the stalls on the other side. This market has been my go-to spot for grocery shopping over the past two years. Initially, it felt overwhelmingly large, and even now, I have yet to walk through it in its entirety in a single visit. That's the nature of traditional markets; with each visit, I experiment with different vendors, gradually narrowing down my favorites. Eventually, I adopted a routine: entering, heading directly to the targeted stalls, picking up items, paying, and leaving—no lingering. Two months ago, though, I noticed an elderly vegetable vendor. The first time I saw him, I didn’t buy anything; I was probably too late, and the vegetables left on his cart were somewhat wilted, seemingly unable to last much longer. I prefer produce that I can store for a few days, enough to be used gradually. The next time I noticed him was after a typhoon. Vegetable prices had skyrocketed across all stalls, and vendors explained that post-typhoon greens were scarce and therefore expensive. I reluctantly handed over my cash for a small bundle, painfully aware of the cost for the sake of health. That small bundle wasn’t nearly enough for my needs over the coming days. Then, I overheard the elderly vendor say, “One basket of vegetables, 50 dollars, any kind you want.” I was taken aback! I asked him, "Are you making any profit this way?" With a soft, slightly hoarse voice, he replied, “No. It’s right after the typhoon; everyone’s going through tough times. I managed to get some greens at wholesale, so I brought them out for people to enjoy fresh and happy meals. I won’t make a profit this time, and that’s okay.” His vegetables were more mature and larger than what most shoppers would typically pick, as many prefer tender greens. But I was moved by his kindness and sincerity and chose two baskets. While he packed the vegetables for me, others began approaching his stall. I found myself helping to promote his vegetables. Hearing my efforts, he gave me a gentle smile. Soon, 90% of his vegetables were sold—not because I’m good at marketing but because his prices were simply reasonable. When I got home, I blanched one of the greens—bok choy. Although large, it was surprisingly tender and easy to chew. So, this time, I specifically went back to find the elderly vendor. There he was, with the same demeanor, same attire, same cart, and same quiet presence. Once again, I couldn’t help but encourage other customers to buy from him. Unexpectedly, a middle-aged woman suddenly shoved him, complaining that he was blocking her customers. I was standing in front of him and looked back—there was no one behind me. So, who exactly were her “customers”? Without arguing, the vendor allowed her to push his cart aside. I quickly stepped aside, avoiding a collision as she maneuvered her own cart past me, muttering about how she couldn’t manage to position herself in front of her customers. I interpreted her mutterings as her frustration with not attracting customers. I looked at her goods, which turned out to be pain-relief ointment—definitely not something on my shopping list. Back home, the elderly vendor’s figure lingered in my mind. I silently sent a blessing to him, hoping the universe would grant him health, harmony, fortune, and boundless peace. The Tarot card blessing from the universe for the vendor is Compassion. Isn’t it marvelous how the universe, our higher selves, energy, the magnetic field, and Tarot align in such a magical way? Out of 88 cards, the one drawn resonated perfectly with his spirit. The universe acknowledges the vendor’s compassion and serenity as qualities to be admired. In this world, living with compassion, embracing humility, and showing understanding and tolerance for others embody a warm power—a power of compassionate serenity, the power of love. #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙 今日牌卡：邏輯

今日牌卡：邏輯 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/129609259 2024年第一周的上班日已度過 有什麼想法？還是感覺如何？ 以前身為上班族的我就跟大家一樣 這個月除了例行事務的進行，之前專案的收尾外 其實，大部分工作內容總是已經在規劃下個月，甚至是下下個月的工作項目 唯有如此，思緒、計畫總是跑在時間的前面 才不會被工作追著跑 現在的我，還真已沒了過去的自律 是懶惰了，該改進 The first working days of 2024 has passed Any ideas? Or how does it feel? As an office worker, I was just like everyone else This month, in addition to the routine work and the closing of previous projects, In fact, most of the work content is always planning for the next month, or even the work projects for the next month. Only in this way, thoughts and plans will always run ahead of time So I won’t be chased by work Now, I really don’t have the self-discipline I had in the past. You are lazy, you should improve #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Logic #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #邏輯

2024 1025 樹樹：宇宙 Universe

2024 1025 樹樹：宇宙 Universe 樹樹對於豬隊友般的同組同仁感到氣憤，不能理解為何可以如此不上心，不在意。 樹樹認為若無心，那為何不選擇離開，為何要在公司裡，在團隊中，迫害著別人，影響努力工作者的心情，偷竊認真工作者的努力成果。 樹樹說今天下班前跟豬隊友同事吵架了，其他同事對豬隊友喊請趕快離職，可以嗎。 天兒呀，共事已到這般水火不容的程度，工作時彼此的心情都在煎熬吧。 樹樹問，為何工作上什麼事情都要人家盯？為什麼要這樣擺爛？為何這樣還不離開公司？ 這，有時恐怕連當事人都沒能有所謂的正確答案。 明白我的回覆樹樹應該是不滿意的，但是我認為現在聊的這情況不是在論對與錯，也不是可以說如何思考，如何做是正確的。 『人，這個中文字，很簡單，就2撇，但，也讓我們看出來，當不同的人時，思考方式不同，彼此的距離就會很遙遠，此時就會需要溝通、 協調。』 樹樹無法理解為何我給她這樣沒有具體的句子。 只有短短數十分鐘的時間，該怎麼說？能怎麼說呢？ 有時候，錯誤的人在錯誤的地方，與其他人無法共融，埋怨也就越來越旺盛；有時，正確的人在錯誤的地方，被欺、被凌、被虐，好好的人，再有多強大的雄心壯志，也會被磨到無菱無角。 世上的事情都太難二分法了，即使是孩子眼中也明白，眼睛看到的所有東西，不是只有黑色和白色兩種，所以呀放手未必是懦弱，堅持有可能是逞強。 至於何時放手才比較好，何時應該要堅持？這只怕神仙也不敢論斷，我又怎可能知道呢。拜託，就別問這種傻白甜的蠢問題了吧。 向宇宙請求給樹樹的祝福指引，抽到的塔羅牌是：【宇宙Universe】。 宇宙想告訴年輕又上進的樹樹，這個世界很大，大到我們窮極此生都走不遍，看不完。地球之外還有宇宙，宇宙的無限，更是現在的人類無法想像的神秘與深奧。 現在眼前的不管是不欣賞的人，還是工作上的問題，於宇宙而言如桑海一粟，渺小，沒有重量，也不特別。 樹樹是個自我要求與期望都蠻高的女孩，人生路是一直往前走的，樹樹的志向更是在更高、更遠的層次，不在眼前。 莫位現在的小事給磨損了心志。 離開的時候，就是老天給的答案。 只是，老天從未說過，離開的人會是誰。 Translation: October 25, 2024 - Shushu: The Universe Shushu feels furious at her teammates, whom she describes as "pig teammates," wondering how they can be so indifferent and careless. Shushu can’t understand why, if they lack the will, they don’t choose to leave. Why stay in the company and on the team, making others suffer, impacting the morale of those who work hard, and stealing the achievements of those who put in genuine effort? Shushu mentioned that she argued with her "pig teammate" coworker before leaving work today, and that other colleagues even urged this coworker to leave as soon as possible. Alas, working together has become so unbearable that both sides must be agonizing during work hours. Shushu asks, “Why does everything at work need to be monitored? Why are they slacking off like this? Why don’t they just leave the company?” Sometimes, even those involved might not have a clear answer. I know Shushu may not be satisfied with my response, but I think that this situation isn't about who's right or wrong, nor is it something we can simply reason through or determine what the “right way” is. "The Chinese character for 'person' is simple, made of just two strokes, yet it also reveals that when people differ, the distance in thinking between them can be vast, and that’s when communication and coordination are necessary." Shushu can't understand why I gave her such an abstract reply. With only a few minutes to talk, what more can I say? Sometimes, the wrong person in the wrong place grows increasingly resentful due to incompatibility with others; other times, the right person in the wrong place is deceived, bullied, or oppressed. Even the most ambitious and resilient people can have their sharp edges dulled. Life’s issues rarely divide cleanly; even children understand that the world is not just black and white. So, letting go is not necessarily a sign of weakness, and persistence might sometimes be a form of stubbornness. When is it better to let go? When should one persist? Even deities wouldn’t dare make a call on this, so how could I possibly know? Please, let’s skip these naive questions. Seeking guidance from the universe for Shushu, I drew the tarot card: The Universe. The universe wishes to tell the young and ambitious Shushu that this world is vast—so vast that even in a lifetime, we won’t see it all. Beyond Earth lies the universe, whose boundlessness is mysterious and profound beyond human imagination. The people she finds unappreciative or the issues she faces at work are, in the universe’s eyes, like a grain of sand in the sea—small, weightless, and insignificant. Shushu is a girl with high standards and aspirations. Her life path is always moving forward, with ambitions that reach higher and further, far beyond what’s right in front of her. She should not let these minor issues wear down her will. When it's time to part ways, that is the answer from above. However, heaven never tells us who will be the one to leave. #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57) 問題：我4/03的未來日記主題 抽牌：衝浪者 Surfer 今天清晨被地震搖醒了過來。 沒有立即從床上跳起來，只想著，若房子出了狀況，那我這輩子，就是白忙活一場了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145480033 以往在高樓十九樓、二十三樓都遇到過地震，非常地搖晃。 以前曾和同事們笑話，若身處的建築物倒了，攔腰斷了，跑也跑不了。 只有資訊單位較緊張，怕斷電，怕系統當機，會馬上反應一些措施。 於是我們幾乎都是非常淡定的繼續工作，繼續開會。 這樣的心態，好還是不好。 這樣的態度，是否有駕馭著情緒，駕馭著衝動。 今日有跟人預約碰面，若是以前，發生大地震，就不會想出門。 沒有怕，是不想貪看熱鬧。 外面情況如何不知道，就怕亂糟糟，而我還跑出去，感覺就是添亂。 但我想著要”改變”，且沒有聽到消防車或救護車的聲音，我所生活的區域應該是還好，沒有嚴重的事情發生。 所以我出門了。 乘駕在浪尖上 手指撫摸著浪花 水從指縫中溜走，抓不住，卻也擁有過 是否，我們人間走一場，也是如此。 存在，非永恆。 永恆裡，存在過。 當下的擁有，下一秒的失落。 因曾擁有過，所以失去會難過。 若未曾擁有過，也就不會有難過？ 不，會有另一種難過，一種從來都沒能擁有的難過。 人，是貪心的。 人，是貪婪的。 人，是貪要的。 我今天的「未來日記」難下筆。 一場地震，把心情整個上下振，左右晃，都擰了。 我沒有面臨到末日的恐慌。 還是想著，要如何賺錢，早餐要吃什麼，今天要怎麼安排，電影到底要不要去看。 我還是只想著今天如何過。 我想的只有”當下”。 宇宙說，今日除了追尋刺激，也控管情緒 一時太多情緒，負擔太大 要慎選，要區分，要放掉，要取捨 還是受到地震的刺激和影響。 走過咖啡廳，杯平時捨不得買的高價咖啡。 進入書局，買入一隻看了很久的鋼筆。 走進小吃店，不管是否吃得下，想吃的都點一輪。 我壓抑著一些思緒，一些情緒。 於是，我放縱了物欲，開啟了貪欲，縱容了任性，鬆開了衝動。 我想，寧願破財，也不要情緒高漲下跌。 我放掉了一些甚麼，我取捨了一些什麼。 今天，台灣發生大地震。 我只是安靜又從容得過自己的日子。 這樣，算不算駕馭。 今日的「未來日記」，因放縱與衝動，原本想做的事情幾乎都做了，只有電影院沒開門以外，其他的，全都實現。 不過，都是花錢的事情，所以實現也沒甚麼需要多自豪。 Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot: The Surfer (6-57) Question: Theme of my future diary for 4/03 Card drawn: The Surfer This morning, I was awakened by an earthquake. Instead of immediately jumping out of bed, I found myself thinking, "If the house is in trouble, then my entire life would have been in vain." I've experienced earthquakes before, even on the 19th and 23rd floors of tall buildings, where the shaking was intense. I used to joke with colleagues that if the building collapsed and we were trapped, there would be no escape. Only the IT department seemed nervous, fearing power outages or system crashes, and they would immediately take action. So, most of us remained calm and continued working, continuing our meetings. Is this attitude good or bad? Does it control emotions and impulses? Today, I had an appointment with someone. In the past, during a major earthquake, I wouldn't have considered leaving the house. It's not that I was afraid; I just didn't want to get caught up in the commotion outside. I feared chaos, and adding to it by going out felt wrong. But I thought about "change," and since I hadn't heard any sirens from fire trucks or ambulances, my area should be okay, without any major incidents. So, I went out. Riding on the crest of a wave, Fingers caressing the spray, Water slipping through my fingers, unable to grasp, yet still possessed. Isn't life on Earth the same? Existence, not eternal. In eternity, there was once existence. What is possessed in the moment, lost the next. Because it was once possessed, losing it is painful. If it was never possessed, would there be no sorrow? No, there would be another kind of sorrow, the sorrow of never having had it. Humans are greedy. Humans are selfish. Humans are desirous. I found it difficult to write in my "future diary" today. An earthquake shook my emotions up and down, left and right. I didn't face a doomsday panic. I still thought about how to make money, what to have for breakfast, how to plan my day, and whether to go to the movies. I only thought about the "now." The universe says, besides seeking excitement today, control emotions too. Too many emotions at once are too burdensome. Be cautious, differentiate, let go, make choices. Still, I was stimulated and influenced by the earthquake. I passed by a café and bought the expensive coffee I usually wouldn't. I entered a bookstore and bought a fountain pen I'd been eyeing for a long time. I went into a snack shop and ordered everything I wanted, regardless of whether I could finish it. I suppressed some thoughts, some emotions. So, I indulged in material desires, unleashed greed, indulged in whims, and let go of impulses. I thought it's better to lose money than to experience emotional highs and lows. I let go of something and made choices. Today, a major earthquake hit Taiwan. I just quietly and calmly went through my day. Does this count as control? In today's "future diary," because of indulgence and impulsiveness, I almost did everything I wanted to do, except the cinema wasn't open. Everything else was accomplished. However, they were all things that required spending money, so there's not much to be proud of. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Surfer

2024 0228 今日塔羅：教皇.大祭司

2024 0228 今日塔羅：教皇.大祭司 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/142069714 今日，台灣放假一天。 祝福化為星星掛在天空上的人們。 這是昔日血跡斑斑，淚水淌淌的感念。 如何滋養生命的厚度？ 歷史偉人總是犧牲小愛，小我，成就大愛，無我。 我，沒有辦法。 我太過小家子氣，一心掛念的永遠只有家人。 那要多大的堅持，經過重重試煉、砥礪，還要拋卻個人情感的覺悟而成為偉人。 這類的節日，從來，就不覺得是屬於幾個特定的領導人。 拋頭顱、灑熱血，犧牲奉獻是最前線和第一線的人們。 那些很多不被知道，不被記得的一般人， 他們具備的情操與為國家付出的偉大，是自由、是民主、是意識的智者，我們的生命之師。 Today, Taiwan is on holiday for a day. Blessings to those who hang like stars in the sky. This is a remembrance of the blood-stained and tearful past. How to nurture the depth of life? Historical greats always sacrifice personal loves and selves to achieve great love, selflessly. I, cannot. I am too petty-minded; my thoughts are always with my family. What perseverance is required, enduring trials and hardships, and even attaining the enlightenment of forsaking personal emotions to become great. Such holidays have never been about specific leaders. Those who sacrifice their lives and shed their blood are the frontline and first-line individuals. Those many unknown and forgotten ordinary people, their integrity and the greatness of their sacrifice for the country, are the wise ones of freedom, democracy, and consciousness, the teachers of our lives. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Hierophant #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #教皇 #大祭司

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/139470169 每天有那麼多事 哪個先處理呀？ 心情好的時候，我從最難的開始做。 心情平平的時候，就從想做的開始做。 那，心情不好的時候呢？ 我就乾脆什麼也不做。 讓腦神經緩一下神。 空間小，那就往洗手間逛逛去。 空間大，那就往停車場走走去。 沒空間，那就滑鼠一溜噠，也能決定跑出去。 每天做那麼多選擇 哪個好啊？ 繁多如牛毛的生活瑣事， 多想多問多煩憂 順著直覺點下去 別思別慮別憂愁 小事不用佔心頭 Every day, there are so many things to do. Which one should I tackle first? When I'm in a good mood, I start with the hardest tasks. When I'm feeling average, I start with what I want to do. But what about when I'm feeling bad? I just don't bother doing anything. Letting my mind relax for a bit. If space is small, I'll take a stroll to the bathroom. If space is large, I'll take a walk to the parking lot. No space? Then a quick click of the mouse, and I can decide to go out. With so many choices to make every day, Which one is the right one? With the myriad trivialities of life, The more you think, The more you ask, The more you worry, Just follow your instincts. Don't overthink, Don't worry. The little things don't need to occupy your mind. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Confusion #Crastals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #困惑

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143397280 宇宙發出提醒了喔 ~ 要適時均衡分配、發展 工作各個面向，該有進度的，該趕上的，要努力了 均衡的飲食，各種營養素，缺一，身體就辛苦了 均衡的生活，認真打拼很需要，適度休息更需要，家人要關心，朋友要關懷，自己要關照。 擠出時間，動一動。 今天才週四，還有時間調整一下。 這週的天氣可以說是”均衡”的最好說明了 ~ 有下雨天，有太陽天。 有陰冷天，有風大天。 還有我們最愛的周末假日天。 今日有朋友說，聽我說話的語調，感受我說話時的精氣神，又比上次大聊特聊更好了。 有時自己以為的放下，在談話時，旁人很容易就察覺真實為何。 有時自己以為的走過，在聊天時，旁人很輕易就明白確實為何。 有時，聽聽別人怎麼說，也是很不錯的。 那是自己沒有，也輕忽了，沒有注意到的自己。 多認識自己，了解自己，很好。 這樣才更能好好地照顧好自己。挺好。 "The universe is sending a reminder: it's important to balance and develop various aspects of our lives. Whatever needs progress, whatever needs catching up, we must strive for it. A balanced diet with all necessary nutrients is essential; lacking any, the body suffers. A balanced life entails dedicated efforts in work, adequate rest, care for family, concern for friends, and self-care. Make time, get moving. It's only Thursday today, still time for adjustments. This week's weather serves as a perfect example of 'balance'—rainy days, sunny days, chilly days, windy days, and our beloved weekend holiday. A friend mentioned today that my tone and energy in conversation were even better than our last extensive chat. Sometimes, what we think we've let go of is easily noticed by others during conversation. Sometimes, what we think we've overcome is understood by others quite effortlessly in conversation. Listening to others is beneficial too. It reveals aspects of ourselves we may have overlooked. Understanding and getting to know oneself better is crucial. Only then can we truly take care of ourselves. That's great." #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Equilibrium #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #均衡 #聖杯 #情緒

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing 辛苦了，小怡。 才剛加班完，趕著跟我約。 妳說心情很不好，因為辦公室有不喜歡的人。 這種情緒點我懂。 可是每天都在同一間辦公室，為何今天心情特別不好。 妳想了想說，可能是覺很累吧。 累，是因為加班。 很累，然後看到不喜歡的人也在加班，不舒服的心情就湧上來了。 這樣的小怡，真可愛。 若換成我，我很累，很忙，不喜歡的人卻可以準時下班輕鬆走人，這樣的情況就會激起我的心中怒火。 可位低，無權，言輕的我們，能怎麼辦？ 我分享了過去我自己的做法，妳聽得眼睛睜大，還反問我，可以這樣拒絕主管的指示和安排嗎？ 其實，當然是不太好。只是那時的我真的是年輕氣盛呀。 現在回首，當然會覺得可以有更好的方式和態度去面對及處理，可在那當時，那堵在胸口的一口火氣，吞不下，那就只能選擇冒出頭。 於是磕碰撞痛，走得跌跌撞撞，走得東搖西晃，不是很舒坦的人生路。 我們一邊有點小抱怨工作環境的不如意，一邊嘲笑過去個性嗆辣的我，爭得當下一口氣，不懂伏與忍的謙遜，享受到短暫的快感，逞一時之快，對於現況與問題，依然無力。 我們最後笑話說，就看不到不喜歡的人，降低受其影響，做好自己的工作就是了。 時間久了，也就麻痺了。 麻木了，也就忘了原本一直過不去的坎是什麼。 有點逃避的做法，可我們也不想太過委屈自己。 不喜歡，就是不喜歡。 躲不過，閃遠點總可以吧。 這真的是職場話題常會有的無言的結論呀。 給小怡塔羅祝福：【滋養 Nurturing】。 來自宇宙的訊息，有些事情才剛培植種下，需要時間的養育，在工作上可以多花些精神與氣力，投注更多的耐心與堅持，多扛起一些責任，在果實成熟時，妳將會擁有意想不到的豐收成果。 2024-08-28 Blessings for Xiaoyi: Nurturing You've worked hard, Xiaoyi. You just finished working overtime and rushed to meet me. You said you were in a bad mood because there's someone in the office you don't like. I understand that kind of feeling. But since you're in the same office every day, why did you feel especially bad today? After thinking for a bit, you said it might be because you're feeling very tired. The fatigue is due to overtime work. You're really tired, and then seeing the person you don't like also working overtime just brought up uncomfortable feelings. You're so adorable, Xiaoyi. If it were me, I'd feel very tired, very busy, and if the person I don't like could leave work on time without any hassle, that would ignite a fire in my heart. But what can we do when we're in low positions, have no power, and our words carry little weight? I shared with you how I handled similar situations in the past, and you listened with wide eyes, even asking if it's really okay to refuse the supervisor #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/141836845 今天是週一，是得面對上週還沒完成工作的第一天，是要面對好幾天上班日的第一天。 心情，是憂鬱的。 心思，是愁緒的。 心海，是迷霧的。 心智，是下沉的。 這些的加總，情緒更差了，若再加上工作不順利，有人白目跑來撞槍口，就像是在乾旱的森林哩，遇到一個豔陽日，哧！乾柴烈火，燒起來 … 憤怒之火，猛爆了。 愈是緊繃之時，愈是要小心面對。 愈是煩躁之時，愈是要細心處理。 今天，讓我們祈求時間走得快一點，比平時要再更快一些，撐過，就海闊天空。 若不幸運，遇到要生氣的時候，站起來原地踏步二十次，緩慢吞水吞五口。 把火就這樣緩緩地滅了。 所有人，包括你自己，也就都安全了 Today is Monday, the first day to face the unfinished tasks from last week, the first day of several days of work ahead. The mood is melancholic. Thoughts are filled with worries. The mind is clouded. Intellect sinks. The accumulation of these feelings worsens the mood. If coupled with work going awry and someone foolishly aggravating the situation, it's like encountering a sunny day in a drought-ridden forest—suddenly, a spark ignites, and anger erupts fiercely. The more tense the situation, the more careful one must be. The more agitated, the more attention to detail is required. Today, let us pray for time to pass a little faster than usual, just enough to get through it. If, unfortunately, you find yourself on the verge of anger, stand up and take twenty slow steps in place, then slowly swallow five sips of water. This way, the fire will be slowly extinguished. Everyone, including your-self, will be safe. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Anger #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #憤怒 #聖杯 #情緒

#Tarot搜尋結果

2024 1114 賣菜老伯伯：慈悲 Compassion

2024 1114 賣菜老伯伯：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 1025 樹樹：宇宙 Universe

2024 1025 樹樹：宇宙 Universe

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

2024 0228 今日塔羅：教皇.大祭司

2024 0228 今日塔羅：教皇.大祭司

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

#Tarot搜尋結果

2024 1114 賣菜老伯伯：慈悲 Compassion

2024 1114 賣菜老伯伯：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙 今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙 今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 1025 樹樹：宇宙 Universe

2024 1025 樹樹：宇宙 Universe

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

2024 0228 今日塔羅：教皇.大祭司

2024 0228 今日塔羅：教皇.大祭司

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0216 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0314 今日塔羅：均衡 Equilibrium

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0828 給小怡的祝福：滋養 Nurturing

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0226 今日塔羅：憤怒

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙今日牌卡：邏輯

2024 0107 週末，延遲了，趕得有點匆忙今日牌卡：邏輯