2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

最美好的時刻 對的時間 對的心情 遇見了對的人 幸福的日常 剛好肚子餓了 剛好想吃的餐廳沒有休息且剛好有位置 剛好主廚心情不錯，手藝沒有失常 剛好沒有過多的語言，九層塔蛋邊緣煎的微焦 吃起來有咔玆咔玆的口感 剛好今天的食量可將整碗飯吃光光，沒浪費糧食 而這樣寒冷的夜晚 煮一鍋老薑地瓜湯 溫熱的甜湯從喉嚨滑入 當喝著第三口、第四口湯時 胃也暖和起來了 這，暖，即時，心，也就熱了 The most beautiful moment is Right time Right feeling To meet the right person The best daily lifetime is Just feel hungry Just the restaurant wants to go, has no rest, and has an empty seat Just the chef has good emotion and good craft Just no more words and the egg of basil’s edge has a micro focus and clicky taste Just finish the dish, do not waste food And this kind of cold night Cook a pot of ginger sweet potato soup Sweet mouth, full stomach, warm heart And become a person with strong feelings To receive, to get, to know, and to feel Then to pass, to be a path, to be a transfer #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotcards #Tarotreader #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #感知者

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity 即將成為新娘的霜霜 聽到妳滿是煩躁的心情，沒有了即將成為新娘的喜悅和幸福，有點替妳擔心。 妳說，剛跟父母吵了架，為了婚禮。 可，妳自己知道，父母的建議才是好的。 妳就是感到很煩，胸口很堵，很想大聲地發脾氣，可又找不到正當理由，所以就只能在討論婚禮的事情上，找大家的麻煩。 妳說，妳擔心著婚禮還沒舉行，大家的情感都吵散了。 我問了妳，當初答應結婚的決定是什麼？ 妳說，男友想結婚，雙方談了未來的一些事情，妳回家問妳爸媽的意思，家人也覺是結婚的好時機，所以妳也就答應。 我說，以為是因男友求婚浪漫，當下衝動Say了”Yes”。 妳說，妳自己是個理智的人，求婚感覺也沒多浪漫，且妳不喜歡很多人注視下的求婚，還好妳男友夠了解妳，沒有做這些安排，不然妳可能當場的反應會傷到很多人的心，情況會變得很尷尬。 我問，結婚，為何讓妳覺得很煩？是婚禮的瑣碎覺得厭煩？還是其他什麼？ 妳說，妳也不知道，就感覺結婚後，妳不能再成為妳，光是想到這點就覺煩躁不已。 我再深入地詢問，妳說，結了婚後，沒有了自由，像是被綁住，無法呼吸。 我微笑著跟妳回應說，我單身，沒有類似經驗的可跟妳分享。不過從家人、朋友、電視、小說裡，有記得一些事情可以分享。 聊到後來，妳說了一句話，我笑了出來。 妳說，妳知道了，妳陷入了煩躁的情緒裡，但沒有好好想過到底為什麼煩躁，所以好像問題很多，其實，現在冷靜想想，原本糾結的事情，有些，連”事”都稱不上，根本就不是問題。 最後我們的結論就是，溝通，跟現在的未婚夫，未來的老公溝通。 妳跟男友之間的愛很濃，妳擔心婚後吵架會把情感吵薄了，可忘了先思考你們會為什麼事情吵架？吵架之前，是否有什麼想法，就提出來先討論，互相了解呢。 最後，妳說，今晚可以好好睡覺了。 然後我們就結束了談話。 妳，感覺像是位女漢子，一但不糾結，就放下。這樣的個性，挺好。 送給妳祝福的塔羅牌：【負面性Negativity】。 來自宇宙的訊息是，提醒碧霜，遇到糾結的事情時，負面思緒和情緒會先慣性地湧現，這部分要注意。在發生這樣的情況時，適時地與相關的人進行討論、分享，有助於卡住的思緒或情緒。 預祝霜霜 新婚幸福 百年好合！ 2024-08-26 Blessings to Bishuang: Dear Bishuang, who is about to become a bride, Hearing your anxious feelings, lacking the joy and happiness of becoming a bride, I feel a bit worried for you. You mentioned that you just had an argument with your parents about the wedding. But you know that your parents' suggestions are well-intentioned. You just feel annoyed, like there's a weight on your chest, wanting to vent loudly but without a proper reason, so you end up taking it out on the wedding discussions. You said you're worried that even before the wedding happens, everyone's emotions will already be scattered by the arguments. I asked you, what was your initial reason for agreeing to get married? You said your boyfriend wanted to get married. Both of you talked about the future, you went home and asked your parents' opinion, and your family also thought it was a good time to get married, so you agreed. I thought it was because of a romantic proposal from your boyfriend, and in a moment of impulse, you said "Yes." You replied that you are a rational person and the proposal wasn’t particularly romantic. Moreover, you don’t like being the center of attention during a proposal. Fortunately, your boyfriend knows you well and didn’t plan anything like that; otherwise, your reaction might have hurt many feelings, making things awkward. I asked why getting married makes you feel so annoyed. Is it the trivialities of the wedding that you find frustrating, or something else? You said you don’t really know; you just feel that after getting married, you can no longer be yourself, and just thinking about it makes you feel uneasy. I probed a little deeper, and you said that after marriage, there would be no more freedom, like being tied down and unable to breathe. I smiled and responded that, as a single person, I don’t have similar experiences to share. However, from family, friends, TV, and novels, I do recall some things that might be worth sharing. As our conversation continued, you said something that made me laugh out loud. You mentioned that you realized you were caught up in your anxious emotions without really thinking about why, so it seemed like there were many problems. However, upon calmly reflecting, some of the things that were troubling you weren’t even real "issues" at all. Our final conclusion was communication—communicating with your current fiancé, your future husband. The love between you and your boyfriend is strong. You worry that arguments after marriage might dilute your feelings, but you forgot to consider what you might argue about. Before arguing, why not bring up your thoughts and discuss them openly to better understand each other? In the end, you said you could finally have a good night's sleep tonight. And then we ended our conversation. You seemed like a strong woman, someone who, once they let go, truly lets go. That’s a great personality to have. The Tarot card drawn for you: Negativity. The message from the universe is to remind you, Bishuang, that when you encounter tangled situations, negative thoughts and emotions might habitually surface first, and you should be mindful of this. When this happens, it is helpful to discuss and share with the relevant people to clear the blocked thoughts or emotions. Wishing you a happy marriage and a lifetime of love! #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/127279189 今日牌卡：失望 今日，有可能會因失望 而趕走原本因迎新年感到的歡快 讓人失望的從來就不是事情本身 昨日，才知道要協力，才有可能成功機會 可，行動，在冬天，可能變得緩慢了 人，還是無法力抗冬季凍結的本色 2023只剩最後一天 也沒多少時間可以努力 就 ~ 先放著吧！ 等著，等著，春，就來了 Today maybe disappointment drives away the happiness of the new year coming Making people disappointed is never the things Yesterday we learned that we need to synergize so we can have a chance at success But, action is coming slowly in winter People still could not resist the true nature of winter freezing Today is the last working day of 2023 There is not much time to hard Let's leave it alone for now Waiting, waiting, spring, is coming soon #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotcards #Tarotreader #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57) 問題：我4/03的未來日記主題 抽牌：衝浪者 Surfer 今天清晨被地震搖醒了過來。 沒有立即從床上跳起來，只想著，若房子出了狀況，那我這輩子，就是白忙活一場了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145480033 以往在高樓十九樓、二十三樓都遇到過地震，非常地搖晃。 以前曾和同事們笑話，若身處的建築物倒了，攔腰斷了，跑也跑不了。 只有資訊單位較緊張，怕斷電，怕系統當機，會馬上反應一些措施。 於是我們幾乎都是非常淡定的繼續工作，繼續開會。 這樣的心態，好還是不好。 這樣的態度，是否有駕馭著情緒，駕馭著衝動。 今日有跟人預約碰面，若是以前，發生大地震，就不會想出門。 沒有怕，是不想貪看熱鬧。 外面情況如何不知道，就怕亂糟糟，而我還跑出去，感覺就是添亂。 但我想著要”改變”，且沒有聽到消防車或救護車的聲音，我所生活的區域應該是還好，沒有嚴重的事情發生。 所以我出門了。 乘駕在浪尖上 手指撫摸著浪花 水從指縫中溜走，抓不住，卻也擁有過 是否，我們人間走一場，也是如此。 存在，非永恆。 永恆裡，存在過。 當下的擁有，下一秒的失落。 因曾擁有過，所以失去會難過。 若未曾擁有過，也就不會有難過？ 不，會有另一種難過，一種從來都沒能擁有的難過。 人，是貪心的。 人，是貪婪的。 人，是貪要的。 我今天的「未來日記」難下筆。 一場地震，把心情整個上下振，左右晃，都擰了。 我沒有面臨到末日的恐慌。 還是想著，要如何賺錢，早餐要吃什麼，今天要怎麼安排，電影到底要不要去看。 我還是只想著今天如何過。 我想的只有”當下”。 宇宙說，今日除了追尋刺激，也控管情緒 一時太多情緒，負擔太大 要慎選，要區分，要放掉，要取捨 還是受到地震的刺激和影響。 走過咖啡廳，杯平時捨不得買的高價咖啡。 進入書局，買入一隻看了很久的鋼筆。 走進小吃店，不管是否吃得下，想吃的都點一輪。 我壓抑著一些思緒，一些情緒。 於是，我放縱了物欲，開啟了貪欲，縱容了任性，鬆開了衝動。 我想，寧願破財，也不要情緒高漲下跌。 我放掉了一些甚麼，我取捨了一些什麼。 今天，台灣發生大地震。 我只是安靜又從容得過自己的日子。 這樣，算不算駕馭。 今日的「未來日記」，因放縱與衝動，原本想做的事情幾乎都做了，只有電影院沒開門以外，其他的，全都實現。 不過，都是花錢的事情，所以實現也沒甚麼需要多自豪。 Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot: The Surfer (6-57) Question: Theme of my future diary for 4/03 Card drawn: The Surfer This morning, I was awakened by an earthquake. Instead of immediately jumping out of bed, I found myself thinking, "If the house is in trouble, then my entire life would have been in vain." I've experienced earthquakes before, even on the 19th and 23rd floors of tall buildings, where the shaking was intense. I used to joke with colleagues that if the building collapsed and we were trapped, there would be no escape. Only the IT department seemed nervous, fearing power outages or system crashes, and they would immediately take action. So, most of us remained calm and continued working, continuing our meetings. Is this attitude good or bad? Does it control emotions and impulses? Today, I had an appointment with someone. In the past, during a major earthquake, I wouldn't have considered leaving the house. It's not that I was afraid; I just didn't want to get caught up in the commotion outside. I feared chaos, and adding to it by going out felt wrong. But I thought about "change," and since I hadn't heard any sirens from fire trucks or ambulances, my area should be okay, without any major incidents. So, I went out. Riding on the crest of a wave, Fingers caressing the spray, Water slipping through my fingers, unable to grasp, yet still possessed. Isn't life on Earth the same? Existence, not eternal. In eternity, there was once existence. What is possessed in the moment, lost the next. Because it was once possessed, losing it is painful. If it was never possessed, would there be no sorrow? No, there would be another kind of sorrow, the sorrow of never having had it. Humans are greedy. Humans are selfish. Humans are desirous. I found it difficult to write in my "future diary" today. An earthquake shook my emotions up and down, left and right. I didn't face a doomsday panic. I still thought about how to make money, what to have for breakfast, how to plan my day, and whether to go to the movies. I only thought about the "now." The universe says, besides seeking excitement today, control emotions too. Too many emotions at once are too burdensome. Be cautious, differentiate, let go, make choices. Still, I was stimulated and influenced by the earthquake. I passed by a café and bought the expensive coffee I usually wouldn't. I entered a bookstore and bought a fountain pen I'd been eyeing for a long time. I went into a snack shop and ordered everything I wanted, regardless of whether I could finish it. I suppressed some thoughts, some emotions. So, I indulged in material desires, unleashed greed, indulged in whims, and let go of impulses. I thought it's better to lose money than to experience emotional highs and lows. I let go of something and made choices. Today, a major earthquake hit Taiwan. I just quietly and calmly went through my day. Does this count as control? In today's "future diary," because of indulgence and impulsiveness, I almost did everything I wanted to do, except the cinema wasn't open. Everything else was accomplished. However, they were all things that required spending money, so there's not much to be proud of. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Surfer

2024 1023 Alyson：欣喜者 Rejoicer

2024 1023 Alyson：欣喜者 Rejoicer 總認為自己直接坦率的表達比迂迴不清的曖昧要來得有溫度。 曾有人說，講實話方式，真是直接。 也有人說，直戳盲腸的拔刀就見血的風格，真是殘忍。 這樣的評語與感受，我都認同，也都接受回應，但因自己內心覺得這麼做，是正確的，也就沒放太多在心上。 但，經過今天之後，可能我無法再像過去那樣泰然自若的堅持原先的作法。 總想著多了解一些事情，可，書看不下去，網路線上課程，上著 … 上著，總會忍不住動一下滑鼠，就開始分心看向其它更為有趣但很無用的事情裡。 讀書會的錄音檔，就可一邊聽，一邊做著一些不是頂重要的但卻一定得做的事情，比如家事。 就這樣一邊給綠植澆水，一邊聽上週讀書會的錄音檔。 這次的讀書會主題是「與母親的關係對我們人際關係的影響」。 聽著大家的分享，講述著自己的成長及在家庭中跟家人之間的關係，好多感觸和回憶湧上心頭，好的、不好的，開心的，難受的景象浮現在腦海裡。 長期以來，很茫然，為何，這樣戀家的我，卻與家如此疏離。 家人的情感與支持始終都是我的渴望，實際上卻是我一生的奢望。 常有人說，老是做不好的事情就是這世出生在地球上要學習並修習完成的功課。 那，渴望呢？ 不僅僅是要學習的課題，更像是要填補，彌補前世的空白，所以才會如此渴求。 我認為每個人的個性都像是變形蟲似的發展與變化。 自古老千年傳承下來的智慧和知識讓我們知道，出生在地球上的每個人，個性、思維，甚至是身體、天賦與才能，會因季節、時間等大自然規則而有所不同，是出廠時的原配件，已註定，無法退回重塑重造的。 後天的成長背景、經歷，遇到的家庭氛圍、成員及情感對待方式，從小寶寶到小娃、小孩、青少年再到長大，每天因為感受、感動與受傷而調整著自己對外的交流方式，進而因強烈的撞擊、衝擊，受傷，傷心，難過，再反撲回來影響原來的自我。 在時間巨輪的滾動下，常常我們自己都不知道到底是發生什麼事情讓我們變成如今的模樣，不是好與不好的問題，而是有點陌生，有點懷疑，也有一點點無法接受。 我從一個暖心，沒有太多話語的孩子，在青少年時期開始變成了一個表達犀利，一張嘴就傷了一片人，擁有強大攻擊力的中二孩子。 再到後來堅持不說謊，不講虛而不實的誇張誇飾話。 曾經，我真的覺得自己又颯又酷又帥氣的。 今日，突然發現自己很殘忍，用殘酷的實話跟許多人交流，就是因為你辜負了我，傷害了我，讓我難受；而我不好過，也不可能讓你在捅得我血淋淋後，可以瀟灑離去，沒讓你也一起難受，實在有點對不住傷痕累累的自己。 今天，我對於過去自己的處理方式卻覺得感到有點惱。 對方也讓我傷了，痛了，又如何？ 在情感的漩渦中，我忘記了很重要的事情，那就是對內與對外的處理方式應該是不同的。 家，若只講理，那會冷冰冰的。 家，若只講愛，那會被有心人無限上綱的敗壞。 在外，我當然可以成為那位論理，談對錯的人。 在家，我應該也要將情感的柔軟加進來，用不同的方式溝通。 呼喊著世界，請給只懂殘忍直白溝通的我指引，塔羅牌抽到：【欣喜者 Rejoicer】。 宇宙說，就讓自己好好地感受與接收現在的情緒與交織的情感。別想太多，接受與接納你的直覺，覺醒就是宇宙給的禮物，不需再另外尋求指引。 生命，本就是酸甜苦辣的融合體，沒有哪個感受可以抽出捨棄的。 過去已不可追，已成追憶。 未來有點不切實際，來日，又是哪一日？ 唯有現在，就是此刻，改變，就能感受到欣喜與愉悅。 有智慧的回應，自然的表達，不帶攻擊與傷害，帶著祝福與愛，一切就會如沐春風般，幸福與溫暖從心散發出來。 透過愛，透過笑容，透過正向，展現與傳播對生命的感恩。 #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

今日牌卡：孕育者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/135736759 這是一張”過程卡” 我自己這樣形容的 因期盼的事情或者是努力的事情 還沒有結果，還需要時間 也許是需再等待一些時候 可能是需再多加努力一點點 總之，不是事情的最後模樣 那就，再想看看 還能哪裡多些努力吧！ I call this card is a kind of “waiting card”. Something to expect or work hard that is not end, just need more time to achievement. This is a "process card." I describe it as follows: For something anticipated or something I've been working hard on, there are no results yet, and it still requires time. Perhaps I need to wait a little longer, or maybe I need to put in a bit more effort. In any case, it's not the final outcome of the matter. So, let's think again and see where there's room for a little more effort! #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Alyson #Preserver #Worlds #塔羅 #捕夢人 #孕育者 #地球牌 #加油 #等待 #時間

2024 0103 經過一天上班，有比較習慣工作節奏了嗎? 今日牌卡：創造力

今日牌卡：創造力 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/128755633 有時候就那麼困難 在已經熟悉的日常工作中 加入創造，創意和新玩法 想到過去曾有十多年的時光 為了尾牙，為了春酒，為了教育訓練 和夥伴們一次次的設計了摸彩遊戲，活動內容和留下滿滿回憶的照片 創造驚喜給大家歡樂 有時回想過去，也會訝異那時的自己，怎有這麼多點子 啊！ 一切都是為了〝笑容〞 看到大家都開心的笑容，獲得了成就感的我們也感到滿足 How difficult it is to attend the creativity, ideas, and new gameplays in daily working. Thought the past ten years For the party of the ending year, for spring wine, and in-company education and training Decided the games, and activities and had photos of full memory each time Make surprise and joy for everyone Sometimes when think back to the past, surprised how had so many ideas back then. Ya! Because “Smile” When saw happy smiles from everyone Have a lot of sense of achievement and feel satisfied, too #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotcards #Tarotreader #Dream #Creativity #塔羅 #捕夢人 #創造力

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺 領悟了這樣一段話 “曾經以為人生是一條路走到底 忽略了生命中處處充滿變數 現在知道了以前的認為是幻覺 其實，人生的變化才是必修課” Having grasped the essence of this passage: “I once thought life was a straight path to the end, Ignoring the myriad variables that fill life. Now I realize that my previous belief was delusion, Actually, the changes in life are the required courses 再怎麼內心強大 也經不起一再衝撞打擊 支離破碎的心 從現實的疼痛體認到這些變數造成的深遠影響 No matter how I has a strong inner self, It cannot withstand repeated collisions and blows. From the reality of pain to the profound impact of these variables “變化”這詞總讓人害怕 怕還沒迎來生命的轉折 已先被因為”變化”引起的海嘯給滅頂，再無喘息呼吸的空間 The word "change" always instills fear, fearing that before the turning point in life arrives, one is already overwhelmed by the tsunami caused by "change," with no breathing space left. 在密閉空間裡 水一直上升 … 上升 … 上升 … 原來，這種時候逃生的技能不在於游泳技術 而是，憋氣 能夠憋住氣，才有機會往下找生機 能夠憋住氣，才能抓到活下去瞬間 In a confined space, the water keeps rising... rising... rising... Apparently, the skill to survive at such times lies not in swimming technique but in holding one's breath. Only by holding one's breath is there a chance to find vitality below. Only by holding one's breath can one seize the moment to survive. 我 就是常在這點上吃大虧 ~ 憋不住氣 老是經歷斷尾求生的痛 加上腦袋不長記性 陷入復始惡性循環中 直到 憋起最後一口氣 奮力一砸 將自己搞得傷痕累累也要掙脫無止盡的圈 I have often suffered greatly at this point - unable to hold my breath. Always experiencing the pain of survival at any cost, coupled with a poor memory, falling into a vicious cycle of starting over until I hold my breath for the last time, exert all my strength, and free myself from the endless cycle despite the scars. 痛 太痛了 都已過去一年多 傷口仍張牙裂嘴流著血水 The pain is too much, more than a year has passed, yet the wounds still bleed profusely. 最近有工作機會找上門 還要再跳回鍋裡繼續煎熬嗎？ 戒慎恐懼呀！ Recently, a job opportunity has come knocking. Should I jump back into the fire and continue to suffer? Exercise caution and fear! 我，還是惜命比較要緊 For me, cherishing life is more important. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Alyson #Delusion #Crystals #Dream #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #幻覺

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

2024 0124 今日牌卡：狂喜

今日牌卡：狂喜 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/132636139 心情激動得想要狂喊大叫 ~ 我想，可能有人中了樂透，尾牙摸彩中了大獎吧!! 記不得上次狂喜是什麼時候？什麼事情？ 昨晚跟朋友聊了好久的電話 我們對於生命的無常，對於人生的展望 說不上消極負面，不過也沒多積極正向 可能經歷了太多的失去 可能擁有了太多的悲慟 現在覺得 ~ 平安健康就是福，這樣，很好 不過，若周遭的朋友有人有狂喜的事情，我是很祝福的 Feeling so excited that I want to scream out loud~ I think, maybe someone won the lottery or hit the jackpot in the company's year-end party lucky draw!! Can't remember the last time I felt such immense joy. What was it, and when? Last night, I had a long chat with a friend over the phone. We talked about the unpredictability of life and our outlook on the future. It's not necessarily negative, but not overly positive either. Perhaps we've experienced too much loss. Maybe we've carried too much sorrow. Now, I feel that peace and health are blessings, and that's just fine. However, if any friends around me have something to celebrate joyously, I am genuinely happy for them. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Ecstasy #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #狂喜

#Tarot搜尋結果

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

2023 1226 今日牌卡：感知者

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

2023 1229 今日牌卡：失望

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

Alyson’s 4/04 Tarot：衝浪者 Surfer (6-57)

2024 1023 Alyson：欣喜者 Rejoicer

2024 1023 Alyson：欣喜者 Rejoicer

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

2024 0202 今日牌卡：孕育者

2024 0103 經過一天上班，有比較習慣工作節奏了嗎? 今日牌卡：創造力

2024 0103 經過一天上班，有比較習慣工作節奏了嗎? 今日牌卡：創造力

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 2/14 Tarot：幻覺

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

2024 0124 今日牌卡：狂喜

2024 0124 今日牌卡：狂喜