2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor 連續兩天都抽到同一張塔羅牌。 真的是讓我感到驚訝，且也深思有甚麼事情讓宇宙這樣提醒著我們。 昨天，上完最後一天的電腦培訓課程。 從完全不懂的小白，到現在，有些技能知道了，很多都還是懵懵懂懂。 過去在學校時，聽著那些搞不懂的專業科目，我到底是如何過關，如何仍對自己充滿自信，認為自己日後有能力可以在江湖上有風得走著。 年紀越長，看得越多，也曾走遠過，雖然也沒有走得太遠，就每天通勤到另一個城市而已，不過城市不同，屬性不同，看過廣闊的世界，認識很多很棒的人，深感自己的渺小，也覺自己的能力，可發揮的價值不多。 常會有”冒牌者心理”的感受浮上心頭。 我有像他們認為的那樣棒嗎？ 我值得被人好好對待嗎? 應該很快就會被人發現我是硬撐的吧？ 我總是佩服專業又有自信的人。 我總是欣賞能力強大又情緒穩定的人。 我總是靠近溫柔又善解人意的人。 我總是想要成為他們每一個人。 我也想成為創造者，創意者。 在我們的腦袋裡，每天激發龐大的能量，所以常常動腦後，會更覺疲憊，有些人會想吃東西，補充一下，有人則是會想睡覺。 心智，是東西嗎？ 可說是東西，但又不具體。 不具體，無形，卻有確確實實的存在。 心智，你在想甚麼？你想要做甚麼？你怎麼想？你想怎麼做？ 如何抓到腦中的飛逝而過的想法？ 如何鍛鍊心智？ 如何發揮心智？ 這都是創造者可以思考的事情。 在學習電腦平面插畫的過程裡，除了技能的學習，技巧的練習，我自己發現一開始的發想、構想、構圖，就已是影響成敗的關鍵了。 技能可以靠持續學習而獲得。 技巧可以靠不斷練習而熟稔。 想法，構想，更是需要長期的發覺、發想、連結。 美的眼光在日日的培養，薰陶。 創意也是。 作家，需要持續地練筆鋒，練筆觸，也需要容納百川地多閱讀，多吸收各種常識、知識。 藝術家，需要勇敢地嘗試不同材質或工法，也須從各種角度欣賞、挖掘美的不同姿態，不同風景。 學習課程今日要結訓了。 不過，自我學習的路，是沒有終點時間的。 繼續努力。 Tarot of the Day for June 21, 2024: The Creator – Inventor For the first time, I’ve drawn the same tarot card two days in a row. This really surprises me and makes me reflect on what the universe is trying to remind us. Yesterday, I finished the last day of a computer training course. From knowing nothing at all, now I’ve gained some skills, although many aspects are still confusing. In the past, when I was in school, I managed to pass those incomprehensible professional subjects. How did I do it? How did I remain confident, believing that I would be able to navigate the world successfully? As I’ve grown older, seen more, and traveled further, though not too far—just commuting to another city each day—the different city with its distinct characteristics broadened my horizons. I met many amazing people and deeply felt my own insignificance. I often questioned my abilities and the value I could offer. Feelings of being an "impostor" often surface. Am I as good as they think I am? Do I deserve to be treated well? Will people soon realize that I’m just faking it? I always admire people who are professional and confident. I always appreciate those who are highly capable and emotionally stable. I am always drawn to gentle and understanding individuals. I always want to become each of them. I also want to be a creator, an inventor. Our minds generate enormous energy daily, which often leaves us feeling exhausted after intensive thinking. Some people might want to eat to replenish themselves, while others may feel the need to sleep. Is the mind a tangible thing? It can be said to be a thing, yet it is not concrete. Intangible, invisible, but undeniably real. Mind, what are you thinking? What do you want to do? How do you think? How do you want to act? How can we capture fleeting thoughts in our minds? How can we train our minds? How can we utilize our minds? These are the questions that creators can ponder. During the process of learning computer graphic illustration, besides acquiring skills and practicing techniques, I’ve discovered that the initial idea, concept, and composition are crucial to success. Skills can be acquired through continuous learning. Techniques can be mastered through constant practice. Ideas and concepts require long-term discovery, brainstorming, and connection. Aesthetic appreciation is cultivated and nurtured daily. So is creativity. A writer needs to continuously practice their writing and touch, absorbing a wealth of knowledge and information from extensive reading. An artist needs to bravely try different materials and techniques, appreciating and exploring beauty from various angles and different landscapes. Today marks the end of the training course. However, the journey of self-learning has no end. Keep striving forward. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Inventor

2024 0208 我個人的塔羅牌：狹隘

2024 0208 我個人的塔羅牌：狹隘 哎呀！ 我的惰性就是如此 明明知道應該要忙碌什麼 卻耽淫於美好的無所事事 一點也不知進取的重要 明明上了許多課程 也知道應要一項項整理重溫 筆記寫了一堆 有本子的 有紙張的 有便條紙的 雜堆在書桌上 佔據了一大半 也許就是因為如此懶散 所以該評估的、該了解的、該分析的 一件啥也沒做 朋友說 那是因底氣足所以可如此傲慢 真相是 物質欲望真不高 饅頭、水煮蛋、一杯熱咖啡 有時覺不夠飽足就加點水果或餅乾 這樣的早餐組合已吃一年半也沒覺得膩口 基本花費還是有一定金額得應付 偶爾想過點不一樣的生活 就找家咖啡館，吃頓早午餐 回家後用點青菜，蒸個饅頭當晚餐 就這樣又過了一天 春節年假就是讓人脫胎換骨的過渡期 我可以成功嗎？！ Oh no! That's just my laziness. I know exactly what I should be busy with, But I indulge in delightful idleness, Without understanding the importance of being proactive. Even though I've taken many courses, And I know I should review and organize them one by one, I've got piles of notes, Some in notebooks, Some on loose sheets, Some on sticky notes, All cluttered on my desk, Taking up most of the space. Perhaps it's because of this laziness. That I haven't done anything that needs to be evaluated, understood, or analyzed. My friend says, It's because I'm so confident that I can afford to be so arrogant. But the truth is, I don't have high material desires. A steamed bun, a boiled egg, and a cup of hot coffee, Sometimes supplemented with fruit or cookies if I'm still hungry, This breakfast combo has been satisfying for a year and a half without getting boring. There's still a certain amount of basic expenses to cover, And occasionally I think about living differently, So I'll find a café, have a brunch, Then come home and steam some vegetables, have a bun for dinner, And that's how another day goes by. The Lunar New Year holiday is a transitional period that transforms people. Can I succeed?!" #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Narrowness #Crystals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #狹隘

Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57)

Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57) 問題：我5/09的未來日記主題 抽牌：皇帝 Emperor 今日下課時，我的學習實作演練因不知哪個步驟操作錯誤致最後成果不正確，累積一天疲憊的我，沒忍住，唉嚎的聲音大了點。 結果吸引了四位同學前來關心與協助。 那時，整張桌子前圍滿了人。 大家的關心與協助，真的是讓我好感動，也驚訝於大夥的熱情。 我像是皇帝般在過去一個月，在這個班，藉由我的笨拙，我的笨，我的聽不太懂，學不太會，操作不順利，又常亂了套，一天天地累積，慢慢地將大家的熱情給熬了出來。 這感動可是比皇帝還感到富有。 今天的我，在班裡有鯨魚般的情感實力。 不過，擁有這點特質，生活也是會挺累的。 午休時間我好想午睡，被同學拉著聊他的內心。 我不忍拒絕，因昨日知道他有多不容易才踏進這個班級裡。 參加了一個課程培訓，講師說，「傾聽是最好的陪伴」。 我懂。也深刻體會。 同學說，「他也不知道為什麼，就是想要跟我說說話。讓他覺得自在。」 在「未來日記」第六週主題『守護者』特質下的『皇帝』是什麼樣子呢？ 甚麼是皇帝保守於心的寶物？ 甚麼是皇帝堅持於心的理想？ 甚麼是皇帝堅守於心的期盼？ 若你是皇帝，你的世界大同觀是甚麼？ 不管在甚麼環境裡，我管理的王國是情感交流頻繁且豐盈的。 我成為一位導引者，也是牽線者，就像月老牽紅線那樣，我也會串連起同事友誼的橋樑。 即使到了今日，只有是群體，即使相處時間短暫，我總會不由主地營造可放鬆、可信任、不評價的群組氛圍。 我是一位鼓動者，鼓勵者。 我是一位行動者，協調者。 在群體中，我展現了膽色與組織能力。 我對自己的目標有熱烈的期待，我對自己的特質有熱情的施展。 我今日是皇帝，掌管著情感，掌管著交通，掌管著傾訴。 我今日這個皇帝，就是，傾聽與鼓勵。 Alyson's 5/10 Tarot: The Emperor (41-57) Question: My future diary theme on 5/09 Card drawn: The Emperor After class today, during my practical learning exercises, due to an incorrect step in my operation, the final result wasn't correct. Exhausted from a day's worth of accumulation, I couldn't help but let out a louder sigh. As a result, four classmates came over to offer concern and assistance. At that moment, the entire table was surrounded by people. Their care and assistance truly moved me, and I was amazed by everyone's enthusiasm. Over the past month, I've been like an emperor in this class, using my clumsiness, my confusion, my inability to understand, my inability to learn, my inability to operate smoothly, and my often confusion to gradually bring out everyone's enthusiasm. This emotion is richer than that of an emperor. Today, I have the emotional strength of a whale in class. However, having this trait also makes life quite tiring. During lunchtime, I really wanted to nap, but I was pulled by a classmate to talk about his inner thoughts. I couldn't bear to refuse, knowing how difficult it was for him to step into this class yesterday. In a training course I attended, the instructor said, "Listening is the best companionship." I understand. And I deeply appreciate it. My classmate said, "He doesn't know why, but he just wants to talk to me. It makes him feel comfortable." What does the Emperor look like under the theme of "Guardian" in the sixth week of the "Future Diary"? What are the treasures guarded by the Emperor in his heart? What are the ideals upheld by the Emperor in his heart? What are the expectations guarded by the Emperor in his heart? If you were the Emperor, what would your world view be? Regardless of the environment, the kingdom I manage is rich in emotional communication. I become a guide, a matchmaker, just like the matchmaker connecting people destined for each other. I also connect bridges of friendship among colleagues. Even today, in any group, even if the time spent together is short, I always inadvertently create an atmosphere of relaxation, trust, and non-judgment. I am a motivator, an encourager. I am an actor, a coordinator. In the group, I demonstrate courage and organizational skills. I have a fervent expectation for my goals, and I passionately exhibit my qualities. Today, I am the Emperor, in charge of emotions, traffic, and consultations. Today, this Emperor is all about listening and encouraging. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Emperor

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57) 問題：我4/10的未來日記主題 抽牌：信任 Trust 傻眼了。今天的塔羅副牌抽到的是「信任」。 今天過得很忙碌，上完白天課程後，晚上繼續聽線上講座，購買的課程還未開始學習，就又導致今日的講座聽不懂，這算是惡性循環。 今天若要說有不同的事情發生的話，確實有一件。 前公司老闆提供了工作機會。 要回去嗎？不回去嗎？ 又開始陷入選擇。 宇宙說，信任的象徵是光。 在認知上要信任家人，並擴大道社群。 在自己的允許下展開合作協議及合作關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146272414 於是我請宇宙指引，關於「信任」，我是要相信什麼？ 是相信我兩年多前從職場離開的決定，還是信任前老闆？ 信任自己抽到的塔羅牌是「衝浪者Surfer」，是情緒感受的塔羅牌，是重視自己心情的方面。 信任前主管抽到的塔羅牌是「成功Success」，是物質牌，是落實，可靠的地球，是會有不錯收入的選擇。 說白了就是，看我是要選擇風花雪月沒有固定收入生活的西北風，還是缽盆會有進帳的務實收入地球。 最後我又再抽牌詢問要如何選擇，宇宙給了我這樣的回覆 ~ 權杖牌「明朗/通透」，意思就是要怎麼選擇，我自己的內心比誰都明白。 我也很想選擇兩者都要，可現實骨感通常就是一桶桶冷水的澆灌，讓我們明白別太過貪心。 要如何選擇呢？ Alyson's 4/11 Tarot: Trust (13-57) Question: The theme of my 4/10 future diary Card drawn: Trust I'm baffled. Today's Tarot card draw is "Trust." Today has been hectic. After finishing daytime classes, I continued with online lectures in the evening. Despite purchasing courses, I haven't started learning yet, leading to a lack of understanding in today's lectures. It feels like a vicious cycle. If there's one thing different that happened today, it's that my former boss offered me a job opportunity. Should I go back? Should I not? Once again, I'm stuck in a dilemma. The universe says that the symbol of trust is light. In terms of cognition, trust family and expand within the community. Under your own permission, engage in cooperation agreements and relationships. So, I asked the universe for guidance on what to trust regarding "Trust." Do I trust my decision to leave the workplace over two years ago, or do I trust my former boss? The Tarot card I drew for myself is "The Surfer," representing emotional perception and focusing on my own feelings. The Tarot card drawn for my former supervisor is "Success," representing material aspects, practicality, and reliable stability, implying a choice with decent income. In other words, it's about choosing between the romanticized yet financially unstable lifestyle represented by the northwest wind, or the practical income provided by the bowl, ensuring financial security. Finally, I drew another card to ask how to make the choice, and the universe responded with the "Illumination" card, meaning clarity and transparency. It suggests that deep down, I know best how to choose. I would love to choose both, but reality often douses us with buckets of cold water, reminding us not to be too greedy. So, how should I choose? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Trust

2024 0318 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0318 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion 「DcreamCatcher-Tarot」是我未來塔羅工作室的英文名字。 工作室的中文名字是「捕夢人」。 每個工作天，我會抽兩張塔羅牌閱讀， 運用閱讀牌卡時的直覺力與洞悉能力， 設計當日的塔羅閱讀心靈記錄卡片，同時也將過程描述成文章。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為白色： 這張卡片記錄是，向宇宙呼喊，請宇宙傳遞給大家的祝福或提醒。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為黑色： 這卡片記錄的是向宇宙提問後，根據抽到的塔羅進行閱讀的記錄。 "DreamCatcher-Tarot" is the English name for my future Tarot studio. The studio's Chinese name is "捕夢人". Every workday, I will draw two Tarot cards for readings, utilizing my intuition and insight while interpreting the cards. I will design Tarot reading soul record cards for the day and describe the process in articles. One Tarot soul record card, with a white background, records calling out to the universe, conveying blessings or reminders to everyone. One Tarot soul record card, with a black background, records the reading based on the Tarot drawn after asking questions to the universe. https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143696755 矛盾、 理不清楚、 思緒混沌。 到底，什麼為真？什麼為實？ 人生，工作，財富，情感，會只是一場大夢而已嗎？ 生命結束在一抔土。 在已無法土葬的現在，終點在於一瓦罐，置放於一層架。 人生在世數十年，說長，挺短；覺得短時，尤其是痛苦、難過、掙扎，又覺人生漫長。 人世間，很多事情，沒有辦法說對論錯。 是與非，黑與白，怎能是論斷這紅塵一切的標準。 人間清醒。 可也學習難得糊塗。 煩忙之際，用杯咖啡。 透過薄薄的水霧看著桌面，一堆未完成的事情。 眼睛環繞著屋子，已曬乾的衣服還沒摺堆在床上，流理台內有還沒刷洗的鍋碗，冷凍庫裡有一些食物，卻沒心思料理。 日子可以簡單過。 那為何我們還要如此辛苦打拼？ 這幾天有點搞不懂人生到底是什麼？ 認真辛苦工作賺錢，然後花不少錢買天然、無添加的食物，怕吃過多非天然的添加物品。 原本人類是追求進步而成長。 走過了頭，一切都變成假的了之後，在破壞環境之後，如今反過來追求天然，嚮往大自然。 到底，進步這條路，咱們是怎麼走歪的呀？ 有時，迷茫、困惑，也好。 是機會想想，要什麼？ Contradictions, Unclear reasoning, Chaotic thoughts. What is truth? What is real? Is life, work, wealth, emotions, just a big dream? Life ends with a clump of soil. In a time where burial is no longer feasible, the endpoint lies in an urn, placed on a shelf. In the span of several decades in life, it feels long, yet it seems short; especially in moments of pain, sadness, and struggle, life feels long again. In this world, many things cannot be definitively labeled right or wrong. True or false, black or white, how can they be the standards for judging everything in this mundane world? Clear-minded in the world. Yet learning to embrace moments of confusion. In the midst of busyness, a cup of coffee. Looking through the thin mist at the tabletop, a pile of unfinished tasks. Eyes scanning the room, clothes already dry but unstacked on the bed, unwashed dishes in the sink, some food in the freezer but no desire to cook. Days can be lived simply. So why do we still toil so hard? These days, it's a bit hard to understand what life really is. Working hard to earn money, then spending a lot on natural, additive-free food, fearing the consumption of too many unnatural additives. Originally, humans pursued progress and growth. But after going too far, everything became artificial, and now, after damaging the environment, we long for the natural world. How did we veer off track on the path of progress? Sometimes, confusion and perplexity are good. It's an opportunity to ponder, what do we really want? #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Confusion #Crystals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #困惑 #水晶 #心智

2024 0417 今日塔羅：守護者 Guardian

2024 0417 今日塔羅：守護者 Guardian 嗨！ 大家昨天心情好嗎？ 希望沒有不開心，沒有不愉快，也沒有生氣。 我自己倒是情緒有起伏。 這次學習的課程完全沒有接觸過，也沒有概念。 對我新手來說，很是吃力。 老是跟不上，且每天都要早起，要整天課，身體因長時間坐著，都不舒服了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146902861 當我再次嘗試又不能順利學習起來，反應又比同學們慢，一直跟不上時，我對自己生了一點點氣。 我不喜歡這樣無力的自己，事情不是熟悉項目，無法掌控，在群體裡，我顯得很愚笨，很呆楞。 對於這樣的樣子，已好久未曾見過，很陌生，有點害怕，有點不討自己喜歡。 今天的塔羅牌是「守護者」。 謝謝宇宙的提醒。 我沒有忘記自己現在努力學習的目標。 一直在守護的，從來沒有改變過。 我相信，許許多多人都也是如此。 在心中有著珍惜的寶貝。 可能是愛的人，可能是小孩，可能是家人。 也可能是原則，也可能是底線，也可能是心智。 更可能是理想，更可能是夢想，更可能是目標。 宇宙說 ~ 若真想守護，就要傾聽自己內在的聲音，別受旁人影響。 到底守護的是什麼，要斟酌並確認清楚。 心智，想法，像鑽石，閃耀著，堅定地，穩當地。 鑽石，具有昂貴的價值，不僅要守護、保護，日後有機會也要傳承。 鑽石，就是遵從本心地做自己，只顧自己的美麗與爍爍的光芒，從不理會其他寶石的時髦和流行。 「守護者」在水晶子牌裡。 水晶，是一種身心靈治療工具。 今天的你，也許有機會為自己和他人帶來健康思緒與想法。 今天的你，也許有機會成為別人心中的一到光。 相信你的直覺，相信你的邏輯。 別害羞，說出來。 也許有人因這樣的一句話，一個天外之音，醒悟了。 Today's Tarot: Guardian Hi there! How was everyone's mood yesterday? I hope there were no unhappiness, no unpleasantness, and no anger. As for me, my emotions were a bit up and down. The course I'm learning this time is completely unfamiliar to me, and I have no concept of it. It's quite challenging for a beginner like me. I'm always falling behind, and having to get up early every day, sitting in class all day, my body feels uncomfortable from sitting for long periods. When I try again and again to learn without success, and find myself reacting slower than my classmates, constantly falling behind, I get a bit frustrated with myself. I don't like feeling so powerless, unable to control things, feeling stupid and slow in the group. I haven't seen myself like this for a long time, it feels strange, a bit scary, and not something I enjoy. Today's Tarot card is "Guardian." Thank you, universe, for the reminder. I haven't forgotten the goals I'm striving to achieve. I've been guarding them all along, and that hasn't changed. I believe many people are the same. They hold precious treasures in their hearts. It could be a loved one, a child, a family member. It could also be principles, boundaries, or intellect. It could even be ideals, dreams, or goals. The universe says ~ If you truly want to guard, listen to your inner voice and don't be influenced by others. You need to carefully consider and clarify what you're guarding. The intellect, the thoughts, are like diamonds, shining brightly, steadfastly, and securely. Diamonds have great value; they not only need to be guarded and protected but may also be passed down in the future. A diamond follows its heart, focusing only on its own beauty and sparkling brilliance, paying no attention to the fads and trends of other gemstones. "Guardian" is in the crystal suit. Crystals are tools for healing the body, mind, and soul. Today, you might have the opportunity to bring healthy thoughts and ideas to yourself and others. Today, you might have the chance to be a light in someone else's heart. Trust your intuition, trust your logic. Don't be shy, speak up. Perhaps someone will awaken because of a single word, a voice from the heavens. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Guardian

Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression  (45-57)

Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression (45-57) 問題：我5/12的未來日記主題 抽牌：壓抑 Oppression 有一些事情，即使到老可能都不習慣。 有一種心情，即使到老可能都仍無法平靜。 人生難就難在”奢求”。 奢求在無法改變的事情面前是那樣蒼白無力。 只能”躲”或是”避”降低衝擊的力道。 隨著時間的堆砌，表面越來越可以平面如鏡。 幸福的是，今天，有好友。 一起吃早餐，聊聊近況，很久沒見，總是有許多話想說。 在這樣特別的日子裡，在自己已是局外人的現實中， 有人陪伴，很是美好。 「陪伴，是最好的協助。」 若是一個人，不至於情緒崩潰，但壓抑的內心，會在不自覺中襲擊。 在壓抑的日子裡， 一個人的時光，我不會出門。 我會在自己的小窩裡，也許發呆，也許閱讀。 煮一些菜，感覺餓的時候吃一些。 啃食蘋果，告訴自己好像健康有多一點點。 在自己的小窩，自在，隨心。 讓『壓抑』在分秒針旋轉不停的時間中，慢慢消散，退去。 被束縛住，掙脫不開。 有時是自己不想解開，自己靠上了腳銬手鍊，在柔軟的心窩打上許許多多的結，無法輕易解開。 有的時候，束縛，是因想牢牢惦記。 在烏鴉鴉的小黑屋裡，阻斷了交流，阻斷了感受。 而這樣，好嗎？ 甜美的生活，誰都想。 清新的日子，誰都愛。 沒有對照，哪來的觸動。 逃避不了的時候，也可不用逼自己一定要勇敢面對。 情緒、心情，不管是喜樂還是生氣、悲傷，都會因時間而平息下來。 感覺壓抑的時候，放過自己吧，這段時間就當作自己在進行心靈大掃除，然後面對的大魔王是抽油煙機。 慢慢地梳理，慢慢地清洗。 累了，倦了，乏了，那就歇息吧。 Alyson's 5/13 Tarot: Oppression (45-57) Question: My theme for 5/12's future journal Card Drawn: Oppression There are things, even in old age, that one may never get accustomed to. There's a state of mind that may never find peace, even in old age. The difficulty of life lies in "yearning." Yearning feels so feeble when faced with the unchangeable. One can only "hide" or "avoid," diminishing the force of impact. With time, the surface becomes as smooth as a mirror. Thankfully, today, there are good friends. Having breakfast together, catching up on recent events. It's been a while since we've seen each other, always plenty to talk about. On such a special day, in the reality where I'm already an outsider, having someone accompany me is truly wonderful. "Companionship is the best assistance." If one were alone, emotional breakdown might not occur, but the suppressed heart would strike unwittingly. On days of oppression, I won't venture outside alone. I'll stay in my own little corner, perhaps daydreaming, perhaps reading. Cooking some food, eating when hunger strikes. Nibbling on an apple, convincing myself I'm a little healthier. In my own cozy corner, at ease, carefree. Letting 'oppression' dissipate, slowly fade away in the relentless ticking of the clock. Bound, unable to break free. Sometimes it's because I don't want to untie myself, I've tied myself up in handcuffs, knots in the soft cocoon of my heart, not easily undone. Sometimes, bondage is because of a desire to cling tightly. In the dark little room, communication is cut off, feelings are blocked. Is this okay? Everyone wants a sweet life. Everyone loves fresh days. Without contrast, where's the stimulation? When escape is impossible, there's no need to force oneself to face it bravely. Emotions, moods, whether joy or anger, sadness, will all subside with time. When feeling oppressed, give yourself a break. Consider this time as a spiritual spring cleaning, facing the big boss being the kitchen exhaust fan. Slowly tidy up, slowly cleanse. If you're tired, weary, exhausted, then rest. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Oppression

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity 這幾日，與一位朋友討論著計劃和時間。 之前他曾允諾可等待我確定的日期。 這兩日與他確認與敲定日期時，他表示，希望可以提早。 我這邊卻有難度。 當初討論出來的日期就是我比較可以進行的時候。 現，他因自己的一些規畫，所以時間有點困難，希望我調整。 並非我不願意，真的是有困難，無法調整。 於是，他一咬牙說，既然當初說好是那一日，那就不變吧。 我謝謝他的體諒，也知道他是沒有辦法才會提出是否可調整的想法。 因我們都是重然諾的人。 我們一旦承諾了，不管經過多少時間，也許中間會有許多變數，甚至自己吃虧或者是會有其他的影響，可是，我們的承諾品質不會改變，承諾的內容不會改變，承諾的價值不會改變。 過去，我寧願讓人辜負我，我也重然諾。 結果就是被當猴子耍弄，被辜負，被欺壓，搞得自己像是個呆瓜般，受人嘲笑。 而，我們的良善不應該被欺負得。 我們的善良應該要發揮在值得的人身上，不然我們就是另類的”幫兇”，因我們默許他們的欺凌，而沒有反抗，沒有反擊。 於是，我再也不沉默。 我還是會做到我的誠信，我還是會遵守我的承諾，但，我也不再讓人隨意揮霍我的好，我的溫柔，我的關心呵護和我對朋友的愛。 今天是『誠信』的一天。 如果你遺忘很久了，請趕緊想起來。 如果你遺失很久了，請趕緊找回來。 如果你遺棄很久了，請趕緊撿回來。 我個人認為『誠信』是身為一個人的基礎。 沒有了誠信，管你位置有多高，管理權勢有多大，都是讓人在心底裡瞧不起。 況且，世事輪迴，世道有報。 若你不怕，跟天抗吧。 畢竟，這世間很多的道理，只要是君子，知悉了，不須人管自然自律；非君子者，知悉也好，不知也罷，不管天道地道與人道，他只有承認他自己的道。 面對這樣的人，我們不跟他爭論，不與他辯駁。 惡人，就讓老天收拾吧。 我們良善之人的誠信陽關道，建立在互諒、互持、互挺、互懂之上。 妥協，是因想求得共好，而非爭輸贏。 誠信，是內心裡正直的道路，是行走在現實社會中的自律標準。 誠信，是美德，非惡魔的謊言所能遮蔽的恆久之光芒。 誠信，是正直信念，是我們須捍衛的信念。 我，誠信，為自己，為家人，為朋友，為眾生，為萬物。 我，誠信，為遵從自己內在的光與聖道。 我，誠信，為遵從自己發願的善與行願。 我，誠信，為遵從世界美好的大同。 Tarot Reading for 2024-07-17: Integrity These past few days, I've been discussing plans and timing with a friend. He had previously promised to wait for me to confirm the date. When I checked and finalized the date with him these past two days, he expressed a desire to move the date up. However, it is difficult for me. The date we initially agreed upon was the one that worked best for me. Now, due to his own plans, he finds the date difficult and hopes I can adjust. It's not that I am unwilling, it’s just genuinely challenging and unfeasible for me to adjust. So, he gritted his teeth and said, "Since we originally agreed on that date, let's stick to it." I thanked him for his understanding, knowing that he wouldn't have asked for an adjustment if it wasn’t necessary. We both value keeping our promises. Once we make a commitment, no matter how much time passes, no matter the variables or personal sacrifices involved, our promise's quality, content, and value remain unchanged. In the past, I would rather be wronged than break my promises. The result was that I ended up being toyed with, betrayed, oppressed, and made a fool of, ridiculed by others. But our kindness should not be taken advantage of. Our kindness should be directed toward those who deserve it; otherwise, we become accomplices by tolerating their bullying without resistance or retaliation. Therefore, I will no longer remain silent. I will maintain my integrity and keep my promises, but I will no longer allow others to squander my kindness, my gentleness, my care, and my love for friends. Today is a day of 'Integrity.' If you have forgotten it for a long time, please remember it quickly. If you have lost it for a long time, please retrieve it quickly. If you have abandoned it for a long time, please pick it up quickly. Personally, I believe that 'Integrity' is the foundation of being human. Without integrity, no matter how high your position or how great your power, you will be despised in people's hearts. Moreover, the world follows cycles, and there are consequences for our actions. If you are not afraid, then challenge the heavens. After all, many truths in this world are self-evident to a gentleman, requiring no external enforcement for self-discipline; for those who are not gentlemen, it makes no difference whether they know or not. They will acknowledge only their own path, regardless of divine or human principles. In dealing with such people, we do not argue or dispute. Let heaven deal with the wicked. Our integrity as kind-hearted people is built on mutual understanding, support, and empathy. Compromise seeks common good, not victory or defeat. Integrity is the path of righteousness within our hearts, the standard of self-discipline in society. Integrity is a virtue, an everlasting light that cannot be obscured by the devil's lies. Integrity is a belief in righteousness that we must defend. I uphold integrity, for myself, for my family, for my friends, for all beings, and for all things. I uphold integrity to follow my inner light and holy path. I uphold integrity to follow the good I have vowed and the actions I have committed to. I uphold integrity to follow the ideal of a harmonious world. #DreamCatchTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Integrity

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth 平常工作日的學習課程接近尾聲，這週是最後一週。 不確定是否因這課程期間蠻長的，且每天都很是充實，這週的心情沒有同學有產生的離情依依，我正好相反，我迫切渴望週五趕快到來，學習盡快結束。 我累了。 好想念悠悠哉哉的生活步調。 好想念腦袋不需裝很滿的空。 好想念細嚼慢嚥節奏的從容。 我挺不適合生存在講求效率的現代。 我想找個生活步調悠閒的地方窩居。 走路就可以到傳統市場。 在接近中午時分，拖著小菜籃車慢步走去。 一邊看著鮮菜水果，一邊找著美食。 午餐順便一起在採買中解決。 回到家，整理採買的食物，該分裝的，要放冰箱或裸放於室內，一項項處理好。 順手用杯冷飲，在忙完之後，緩口氣，坐在沙發上，一口口慢慢地飲用。 哈！多舒服的日子。 看著電腦裡一個個已完成的作業，心中滿滿的成就感，從啥都不會，完全沒接觸過的門外漢，如今也有個幾分顏色，能夠產出幾個小作品。 得意不？ 那是一定得意的。 給自己用力得鼓掌和喝采。 不容易。 突破自己的心智框架，學習與過往完全沒接觸過的新知識，新技能。 學習過程，心智泰然換新，眼界更是打開了。 新知識的世界，挺好玩的，很有趣。 雖然學習過程嗑嗑碰碰地，這就是用心學習的人才會有的體會呀。 今日塔羅牌是『成長』 ~ 像大樹一樣朝上成長，茁壯。 像大樹一樣朝旁擴張，壯碩。 想大樹一樣往下扎根，盤住。 坦然接受自己的不安，支持自己的成長。 直率包容自己的過往，面對自己的渴望。 大樹朝光長，人往高處走。 在知識上，在專業技能上，在財富上。 慕強，是接納自己不足的現實。 模仿，是接近偶像的可愛手法。 學習，是讓成為自己想要模樣。 高處，雖不勝寒，但有光。 成功，需先代價，但味美。 高位，雖較辛苦，但有權。 成長，需先努力，但回味。 課程即將要結束了。 我也於上週安排了新的學習課程迎接艷陽高照的夏天。 我的人生，繼續學習，持續成長，挺好。 Tarot Reading for Today, June 19, 2024: Growth The regular weekday study course is nearing its end; this week is the last week. I'm not sure if it's because the course has been quite long and every day has been so fulfilling, but unlike my classmates who are feeling reluctant to part, I feel the opposite. I eagerly await Friday's arrival, hoping for the course to end soon. I'm tired. I miss the leisurely pace of life. I miss having a mind that's not crammed full. I miss the slow and steady rhythm of savoring each moment. I'm not very suited to life in this efficiency-driven modern world. I want to find a place with a relaxed pace of life to settle down. A place where I can walk to the traditional market. Around noon, I would slowly walk there with my little shopping cart, browsing the fresh vegetables and fruits while looking for delicious food. I'd also take care of lunch during this shopping trip. Upon returning home, I would organize the groceries, dividing what needs to be stored in the fridge or left out at room temperature, handling everything one by one. Then, I'd grab a cold drink, take a breath after finishing my chores, sit on the sofa, and slowly sip it, savoring each moment. Ah! What a comfortable life. Looking at the completed assignments on my computer, I feel a sense of accomplishment. From knowing nothing and being a complete novice, now I can produce a few pieces of work. Proud? Absolutely. I give myself a round of applause and cheers. It wasn’t easy. Breaking through my mental barriers, learning new knowledge and skills that I had never encountered before. Through the learning process, my mindset has been refreshed and my horizons have expanded. The world of new knowledge is quite fun and interesting. Although the learning journey had its bumps, this is the experience of someone who is genuinely engaged in learning. Today's tarot card is "Growth" ~ Grow upwards like a tree, becoming sturdy. Expand outwards like a tree, becoming robust. Root downwards like a tree, becoming grounded. Calmly accept your anxieties and support your growth. Embrace your past with honesty and face your desires. Trees grow towards the light; people strive upwards. In knowledge, in professional skills, in wealth. Admiring the strong means accepting one's own inadequacies. Imitation is a charming way to get closer to idols. Learning is becoming the person you want to be. High places may be cold, but they have light. Success requires effort first, but it is sweet. High positions are tough, but they have power. Growth requires effort first, but it is rewarding. The course is about to end. I also arranged a new study course last week to welcome the sunny summer. My life continues to learn and grow, which is great. PS.AI生成圖的指令：這是一幅水彩材質、插畫風格的作品，描繪了一位女子。有中短、微卷的頭髮，披著紅色斗篷。場景捕捉了她反思和滿足的片刻，靈感源自成長和學習的主題。背景是一個舒適而寧靜的環境，反映了她對悠閒生活節奏的渴望。她坐在一張舒適的沙發上，慢慢地啜飲著一杯冷飲。氛圍平靜祥和，溫暖的燈光增強了放鬆和內省的感覺。女子的表情深思而寧靜，體現了文章中提到的成就感和成長。水彩質感為插畫增添了柔和、藝術的感覺。 #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Growth

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination 昨日凌晨突然清醒 以為已是早晨 看了時鐘發現才僅睡了2個多小時 於是再躺回床上希望能夠再入睡 翻來覆去還是難眠狀態 索性俐落起床 換了一身運動服裝 在自己客廳裡做暖身操、原地踏步走 發揮當日牌卡”創造力”的其中一個特質 ~ 改變原有習性 於是就在醒來、運動、睡覺、醒來、閱讀中 度過已很久沒有如此充實的早晨時光 今天我自己的塔羅牌抽到”明朗/通透” 這也是權杖牌卡之一 權杖，是個人信念、意念的範疇 透過創造力發揮 昨日下午也外出散步 這已暌違好幾個月的活動項目 在春暖花開的天氣裡總算恢復了 傍晚想一想創造力還能如何運用 於是開始整理起廚房的儲物櫃 讓儲存的乾糧食物能在賞味期限裡發揮它們的價值 完成一件一件小事情 這也代表著自己的內心裡很清楚明白 該做什麼 可以怎麼做 能夠如何做 雖慢，可是有確實進行，那就是不同 這也安撫了一直有點內疚的小心靈 知道自己過於懶散 有時也會因懶惰、提不起勁的狀態，對自己生氣 現在好了 開始動了 環境，整齊清潔，淨化了 心，舒坦許多，也就像是經過洗滌般，明朗通透 Yesterday, in the early hours of the morning, I suddenly woke up, thinking it was already morning. Checking the clock, I realized I had only slept for a little over two hours. So, I tried to go back to sleep, tossing and turning, but still unable to doze off. I decided to get up decisively, changed into workout clothes, and did some warm-up exercises and paced around in my living room. I applied one of the traits of "creativity" from yesterday's card—changing old habits. Thus, I spent a morning filled with waking up, exercising, sleeping, waking up, and reading, something I hadn't experienced in a long time. Today, my own tarot draw revealed "illumination," also one of the suit of wands cards. Wands represent personal beliefs and thoughts. Through exercising creativity, I also went for a walk yesterday afternoon, an activity I hadn't done in months. Finally, in the warm spring weather, I resumed it. In the evening, I pondered how else I could utilize creativity. So, I began organizing the kitchen pantry, ensuring that the stored dry food items would be used within their expiration dates to maximize their value. Completing each small task also signifies clarity within myself—I know what needs to be done, how to do it, and what I'm capable of doing. Though progress may be slow, it's still progress, and that's what makes it different. It also soothes the slightly guilty conscience that I've been feeling due to my laziness. Sometimes, I get angry with myself for being too lazy or lacking motivation. But now, things are better. I've started moving. The environment is tidy and clean, purified. My mind feels much more at ease, as if it's been cleansed, clear, and transparent. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Illumination #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #權杖 #明朗通透 #信念

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2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0208 我個人的塔羅牌：狹隘

2024 0208 我個人的塔羅牌：狹隘

Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57)

Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

2024 0318 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0318 今日塔羅：困惑 Confusion

2024 0417 今日塔羅：守護者 Guardian

2024 0417 今日塔羅：守護者 Guardian

Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression (45-57)

Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression (45-57)

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination

Alyson’s 2/20 Tarot：明朗/通透 Illumination