Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57)

Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57) 問題：我4/08的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 清晨做了惡夢，不過醒來之後，忘了夢境，只記得那悶在胸口的鬱，那想要大吼的氣。 可，終究我什麼也沒有做。 應該不是成熟穩重的關係。 單純只是明白了，那畢竟只是沒有意義的夢，也就不花費心思去記得。 「死亡」主題下的「改變」，像是我們中文”置之死地而後生”的覺悟。 可能因明天開始就要整天上課，連週末週日也都被學習佔滿了時間，心裡頭早就明白今天是近幾個月最後的悠閒日。 這一天，並非如朋友們常做的把握最後一刻春宵那般的放縱。 我反而將該處理的生活瑣事一件一件的完成。 我今日的思考狀態，工作執行狀況直接反映了今日塔羅牌「改變」，且是從心，從腦袋的思維改變。 今日就像是在為明天開始的新路程做預熱，也像是為過去散漫做個較為完整的結尾。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145941382 改變是為了往前走。 人生的千山萬水， 時代的變化萬遷， 在紅塵翻滾中存在的人們，就是得調整自己。 辦完事情後，回到家，想好好休息一場。 看著地上有著前兩天帶回來一大袋的蔬菜， 今日不處理，明天開始更沒有時間搞這弄那的， 認分吧！ 趕快用好，爭取早點休息。 這心態就與昨日不同啦。 昨日總想著，不是還有明日嗎？ 每一日都是擁有著永遠的明日。 而今天懂了。 雖然都是明日，可意義不同呀。 能任性胡鬧的日子中就已到盡頭。 於是我在今天買了一束香水百合送給了自己。 謝謝過去辛苦的自己。 謝謝現在願意調整改變的自己。 謝謝宇宙、造物主、老天、眾神明還有我可愛的爸媽，讓我有機會可以選擇，可以改變，讓我能夠成為與往昔不一樣的模樣。 攪拌著鍋，收著玩樂的心。 炒鏟著菜，收起散漫的意志。 今晚，得早睡。 今晚，希望能好睡。 明天，是延續今日舊習的新的一天。 明日，是開展新希望新路程的一天。 明兒個，很可能會是一番不適應和雜亂無章的一天。 Alyson's 4/09 Tarot: Change (11-57) Question: My journal theme for 4/08 Card drawn: Change This morning started with a nightmare, though upon waking up, the dream faded, leaving only the heaviness in my chest, the desire to scream held within. Yet, ultimately, I did nothing. It doesn't seem like a mature and stable response. Simply put, I understood that it was just a meaningless dream, not worth dwelling upon. "Change" under the theme of "Death" feels like the realization of the Chinese saying "out of the ashes, a phoenix shall rise". Perhaps because tomorrow marks the beginning of a full day of classes, with even the weekends occupied by studies, I've long understood that today is the last leisurely day in months. It wasn't a day to indulge like my friends often do on their last moments of freedom. Instead, I tackled each household chore one by one. My mindset and productivity today directly reflect the Tarot card "Change," both from the heart and in terms of cognitive shift. Today feels like a warm-up for the new journey starting tomorrow, and also a more complete conclusion to the past laxity. Change is necessary to move forward. In the vast expanse of life's ups and downs, amidst the ever-changing times, those who exist in the hustle and bustle must adapt. After finishing my tasks, returning home, I wanted to rest properly. Seeing the large bag of vegetables brought back a couple of days ago lying on the floor, I realized if I didn't deal with them today, I'd have no time tomorrow. Let's get it done! Quickly use them up and aim for an early rest. This attitude is different from yesterday. Yesterday, I kept thinking, isn't there always tomorrow? Each day holds the promise of eternity. But today, I understood. Even though it's always tomorrow, the significance varies. The days of carefree revelry have come to an end. So today, I bought myself a bouquet of perfumed lilies. Thank you to my past self for enduring all the hardships. Thank you to my present self for being willing to adjust and change. Thank you to the universe, the Creator, the heavens, the divine, and my lovely parents, for giving me the opportunity to choose, to change, allowing me to become a different person than I was in the past. Stirring the pot, taming the playful heart. Stir-frying the vegetables, disciplining the scattered will. Tonight, I must sleep early. Tonight, I hope for a good rest. Tomorrow, it's a new day continuing the old habits from today. Tomorrow, it's a day to embark on new hopes and journeys. #DreamCatcherTarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57) 問題：我4/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 再次驗證了塔羅的神奇。 在10天前計畫將塔羅抽牌與撰寫未來日記兩者結合在一起。 那天晚上呼喊宇宙，請宇宙指引未來四週的每週主題。 接著抽出每個主題各七天的副題。 昨天寫著第二週的主題是「死亡Death」時，我還未發覺。 直到剛剛，看了之前塔羅抽牌紀錄，看到今天的副題是「宇宙Universe」，我的心情再度激動，又想流淚哭泣了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145838932 今天我們一群朋友去探望一位已遠去的朋友。 在今年的三月中旬我們才知道他已離去許久。 陸陸續續我們討論著要去看他，大家橋著可以一同前往的日期，今日。 我還是像過往一樣，工作的事情與私人的事情，思緒是分開，沒有連結在一起。 其實這是個很難說明清楚的狀態。 明明，兩個面向是共用同一顆腦袋，同一個人的思緒，和在同一個行事曆角逐著各自可以佔有的比例。 對我來說，兩者之間能有機會串連在一起也就只有敲時間，橋行事曆上的空白處而已。 所以，在這稍早之前，我從未注意到今日塔羅的牌卡，與今日的私人行程連在起來。 今天早上，我並沒有時間去想，去寫今日的「未來日記」。 除了急著出門以外，最主要的是我沒有那份心情。 我不敢想像朋友長眠所在的樹葬地方情景，也不知道自己會是怎樣的心情。 我只記得包包裡要多放衛生紙，帶點餅乾、巧克力一起去。 原本計畫搭乘大眾交通工具去，卻在出發前兩天敵不過非常懶惰的自己。 這兩年多來，我把自己寵得是越來越嬌氣。 不想太辛勞的事情，就不勉強自己。 另一位朋友在臉書上寫著想念。 過往的對話，大部分我都想不起來。 我只記得我今天的哥斯大黎加，大嘴鳥莊園手沖咖啡，因另一朋友去詢問老闆關於咖啡的問題，打亂了老闆的節奏，結果我成了苦主，喝到一杯又苦又澀的咖啡。 就像是想到朋友已離開這件事情的心情。 我在自己挖掘的情緒坑洞裡掙扎。 我在樹梢被風吹過的搖晃裡擺盪。 宇宙說，這都是過程。 存在，是還在路上。 曾存在，是已完成。 死亡與再生，在宇宙奧妙平衡裡，分秒持續運動著。 他一人的離去，你幾人的難過，是滄海一粟，是江海一滴。 我的心情低落，是蒼白。 在浩瀚中，根本看不出來。 宇宙說， 有感受，有覺知，是存在與擁有，非失落。 應該要明白，要懂得，因擁有才會感到痛。 花開花落。 潮起潮落。 有機會能說聲”再會”，是很好的告別。 走過人間，終會一別。 不枉相遇相識這一場。 Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot: Universe (10-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 4/07 Card drawn: Universe Once again, the magic of tarot is validated. Ten days ago, I decided to combine tarot card drawing with writing my future diary. That evening, I called out to the universe, asking it to guide the themes for each week of the next four weeks. I then drew sub-themes for each week, spanning seven days each. Yesterday, as I wrote that the theme for the second week was "Death," I didn't realize its significance. It wasn't until just now, as I reviewed my previous tarot card draws and saw that today's sub-theme is "Universe," that my emotions were once again stirred, and tears threatened to fall. Today, a group of friends and I went to visit a friend who has already departed. It wasn't until mid-March of this year that we learned of his passing. We had been discussing visiting him intermittently, bridging the dates when we could all go together, which happened to be today. As usual, I compartmentalized my thoughts between work and personal matters. It's a difficult state to articulate. Although both aspects share the same mind and calendar, they seem disconnected, with the only opportunity for connection being the occasional overlap in my schedule. Thus, until just earlier, I hadn't noticed the connection between today's tarot card and my personal agenda. This morning, I didn't have the time or the mindset to think about or write today's "future diary." Aside from rushing out the door, I simply wasn't in the right headspace. I dare not imagine the scene at the tree burial site where our friend rests, nor do I know what emotions to expect from myself. All I remember is to pack extra tissues in my bag and bring some biscuits and chocolate along. Originally, I planned to take public transportation, but two days before departure, my overwhelming laziness got the better of me. Over these past couple of years, I've grown increasingly pampered. If it's something I don't feel like exerting effort for, I simply won't force myself. Another friend wrote on Facebook expressing their longing. Most of our past conversations escape my memory. All I can recall is my time in Costa Rica, at the Toucan Rescue Ranch, hand-brewing coffee, while another friend asked the owner coffee-related questions, disrupting the owner's rhythm and resulting in me being served a bitter cup of coffee. It's akin to the feeling of realizing that a friend has departed. I'm struggling within the emotional pits I've dug for myself. I sway amidst the swaying of the treetops in the breeze. The universe says, this is all part of the process. Existence is still on its journey. What once existed is now complete. Death and rebirth, within the mysterious balance of the universe, continue to move forward. The departure of one person, the sorrow of a few, is but a drop in the ocean. My melancholy is insignificant amidst the vastness. The universe says, to feel, to be aware, is to exist and possess, not to lose. One should understand, should comprehend, that pain comes from having had something. Flowers bloom and wither. Tides rise and fall. The chance to say "farewell" is a gracious parting. Having traversed this earthly realm, farewells are inevitable. Our meeting and acquaintance were not in vain. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

2024 0521今日塔羅：學習者 Learner

2024 0521今日塔羅：學習者 Learner 以前總會說，「太陽底下確實沒有什麼新鮮事」，安撫著大驚小怪，呼天搶地的人們。 這幾年高科技的發展，去除掉人的貪念，對於權勢的慾望而製造許多的戰爭、紛爭以外。 我想以前的網路免費電話和視訊，到近年的人工智能，這應該都是新鮮事了吧。 從去年開始參加一些學習課程，有些內容聽著聽著就覺得索然無味，有些課程不僅是津津有味，連班上同學看起來都可愛極了，這真是很棒的收穫。 想要學習的思緒與心情延續到了今年。 最近的我要在二個半月內學會三到四個電腦軟體。 第一個禮拜，同學們是收穫頗豐，我是挫折滿滿。 後來才知道只有我和另一位同學從未接觸過這些軟體，其他同學感覺是再進修，再研習的。 上週和家人及朋友打趣道，「我這輩子最認真學習的時光就是現在呢。」 上課認真，尤其是週一到週五的電腦軟體課程，連分心都不敢，一恍神就完全聽不懂，原本就跟不上的我，每堂課都在追趕著大家的背影中度過。 週末假日的課程是完全不同領域，也會有專業內容，艱澀難懂。 雖然忙碌成這樣，每一日，我都覺得有趣極了。 每天就只有進步一點點的進展，也都讓我開心，快樂，還有感到滿足。 雖然我也很想念無所事事的美好，無所事事的另一種充實生活，不過能有新學習，交到新朋友，每天都有話題閒扯，沖淡學習挫折的心情，很是精實的生活。 今天的塔羅牌是『學習者』。 這是我最近的生活寫照呢！ 『學習者』 ~ 允許自己像個孩童般探索著愛情或情感。 沒有一份感情是可以複製、貼上的那樣相似。 獨立的特質，獨立的思考，獨立的情感，獨立的反應，又會因不同的對象，不同的角色，不同的經歷，不同的人格，激盪豐富多元的火花。 這就是人與人相處最為迷人的地方了。 我渴望財富，卻也有許多堅持。 違心的錢，不賺。 雖然我被一些誆過，尤其是保險員。 我不懂的情況下做了錯誤的決定，這樣的虧損，我自己認了。 為了個人業績，沒考量到客戶的需求與經濟情況，為賺佣金而舌燦蓮花，這樣的金錢，這一生的你認為那些是你應得的報酬。 這並非說業務不能賺佣金，賺，當然可以，但若有點欺瞞，有點訛詐，有點規避，有點說謊，那就是很不厚道的事情。 對於金錢，對於財富，我們也需一段時間就思考和釐清，去察覺對金錢的看法和評價。 與健康相比，金錢是在甚麼位置？ 可，沒有了金錢，又要如何照顧到健康？ 多次媒體報導，在許多國家，很多肥胖的人，健康都很不好，但為何無法改變現況，甚至越來越糟糕？ 因為貧窮。 因為便宜的食物很多都是我們所謂的垃圾食物。 曾經我也想嘗試運用綠茶鐵，來改善身體狀況。 購買可以製作一杯綠拿鐵的食材費用是昂貴的，至少是我沒辦法輕鬆負擔得。 健康，無價。 生病，標價。 擁有健康，得有金錢支撐。 關於財富，我們除了學習或試著深思以外，難道就舉手投降，放棄？ 非也。 非也。 關於財富，這也是專業、精深且博大的知識及技能架構出來的。 可，我們可以慢慢學，學習我們需要理解的部分。 對我們的理財、投資或者是規劃，都會有不小的幫助。 持續學習，長久學習。 這不容易，除了毅力外，還要抱持對知識，對資訊的好奇心，渴望和期待裡面的知識有多棒。 寶藏，都是神秘且不容易發覺，挖掘到的。 要知道哪裡有寶藏，得先學習甚麼是寶藏。 還有挖掘、保存、運送、市場與銷售等等的事項要知曉。 唯一之法，學習。 對我來說，學習，真的是挺有意思的。 Today's Tarot: Learner (May 21, 2024) In the past, people often said, "There is nothing new under the sun," to soothe those who were easily startled and panicked. However, recent advancements in high technology have proven otherwise, aside from the greed for power that leads to wars and conflicts. From free internet calls and video chats in the past to the artificial intelligence of recent years, these indeed are new developments. Since last year, I’ve been participating in various learning courses. Some of them are quite dull, while others are not only fascinating but also make the classmates look extremely adorable. This has been a wonderful experience. My eagerness to learn continues this year. Recently, I’ve committed to learning three to four computer software programs within two and a half months. The first week, while my classmates gained a lot, I felt immense frustration. I later found out that only one other classmate and I had no prior experience with these software programs; the rest were just refreshing and furthering their knowledge. Last week, I joked with my family and friends, "The most diligent learning period of my life is now." I attend classes seriously, especially the computer software courses from Monday to Friday. I dare not let my mind wander for a moment, or I’d completely lose track. Each class is a race to catch up with everyone else. Weekend courses are in entirely different fields, also involving specialized content that is complex and challenging. Despite being so busy, I find each day incredibly interesting. Even a little progress every day makes me happy, joyful, and satisfied. Though I miss the bliss of idleness and the fulfilling life it brings, I cherish new learning experiences, making new friends, and having daily conversations that lighten the mood from learning setbacks. It’s a truly enriching life. Today's tarot card is 'Learner'. This reflects my current lifestyle perfectly! Learner Allow yourself to explore love or emotions like a child. No relationship can be copied and pasted to be the same. Independent characteristics, independent thoughts, independent emotions, and independent reactions will generate rich and diverse sparks due to different individuals, roles, experiences, and personalities. This is the most charming aspect of human interactions. I yearn for wealth, but I also have my principles. I won’t earn money against my conscience. Though I’ve been deceived before, especially by insurance agents, I acknowledge my mistakes when I made wrong decisions out of ignorance. For those who eloquently sell insurance for their commission without considering the clients' needs and financial situations, the money they earn might seem like their rightful reward to them. This isn't to say that agents shouldn't earn commissions; they can, but if there's deception or dishonesty involved, it’s unethical. Regarding money and wealth, we need time to think and clarify our perceptions and evaluations of money. Compared to health, where does money stand? Without money, how can we maintain our health? Many media reports indicate that in many countries, overweight individuals often have poor health. Why can't they change their situation, or why does it worsen? Because of poverty. Cheap food is often what we call junk food. I once tried to use green tea iron to improve my health. However, the cost of ingredients to make a cup of green latte was too high for me to afford easily. Health is priceless. Illness has a price tag. To maintain health, financial support is essential. Besides learning or contemplating wealth, should we just surrender and give up? No, absolutely not. Wealth is built on extensive and profound knowledge and skills. But we can learn gradually, understanding the parts we need. This will greatly benefit our financial management, investments, or planning. Continuous learning, lifelong learning. It’s not easy. It requires perseverance and a constant curiosity and enthusiasm for knowledge and information, eager to discover how wonderful it is. Treasures are mysterious and hard to find and uncover. To know where treasures are, we must first learn what they are. There are also aspects like excavation, preservation, transportation, market, and sales to understand. The only way is through learning. For me, learning is genuinely interesting. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Learner

2024 0508 今日塔羅：改變 Change

2024 0508 今日塔羅：改變 Change 現在有一句話說，「變，才是現在永恆的定理。」 跟不上”變”，不想”改變”，不是你唾棄了世界，是世界已走在很前面，遺棄了你。 談”變”還是”改變”，談何容易。 人生在世，有許多珍貴的事物，那些都有著〝不變〞的真理。 真愛，珍愛。 變，就不值錢了。 鑽石、寶石的閃耀與高價在於”不變”。 也許日後變了形，如同人類日漸衰老，英挺帥氣，青春美貌已隨時光漸消失，但本質沒有改變，依然堅如磐石，依然硬如地殼，如同我們愛人的心。 改變，不容易。 論個性，難調。 論品行，難雕。 還好，氣質可靠培養，特質可靠養成。 人生，還有得救，還能有所期待。 最近宇宙一直提醒著改變呢。 我是想這樣慢慢地調整，改變著自己，分享給大家 ~ 第一，語調的正能量。 從疑問句，驚嘆句，現改為肯定句，溫馨提醒句。 怎麼說呢？ 我現在的寫法：「最近宇宙一直提醒著改變呢。」 我以前的寫法：「為什麼最近宇宙一直提醒著改變？」 大部分的用字差不多，用心程度也是相近，你喜歡哪句。 第二，鍛鍊樂觀與平衡的心智。 正事越是讓我崩潰，休息時間我越是快樂哼曲調。 生活日日平靜，無味，只要不涉及危險，有點波浪，這海平面也就生動了起來，海底的生物也醒了過來，生機，就盎然了。 第三，做好正念之四好。 四好，賜好。 老天賜予的好好。 好好吃飯。好好睡覺。好好放鬆。好好愛。 心知足，就能專注。 專注，就能做好事情。 事情做好，人就會好好的。 我近年在努力的，就這幾項，不多，可也不容易。 有很多心得與感悟。 有不少灰心及氣餒。 生活即使簡單，也是充滿了改變。 『改變』，你的愛，進入改變期。 不管是愛自己，還是愛著別人，改變，都是為了更美好的將來。 不用擔心，這改變不是誰變了心。 世界確實一直在改變，且速度越來越快，即使快到很難適應，我們也是不得不接受與學習。 很多時候，改變，是蠻好的事情。 科技的改變，讓事情的處理上更輕易。 與地球那端的距離更加拉近。 不在同一個國度或同一時區的彼此，不再那樣困難聯繫，甚至不用花費任何金錢。 科技，讓有心人，更加靠近。 大發利市的趨勢財與智慧財，誰抓得住誰獲利滿滿。 這已不是過去那個認真、努力就能賺錢的時代。 這是個需要衝，且要敢衝，才能賺到錢的時代。 為了生存，我們需改變。 為了未來，我們需改變。 因為改變，不同的壓力，許多的壓力，接踵而來。 現在已不是像過去那樣地一個簡單的時代。 現在，和諧與均衡更加重視，也更加迫切需要。 身體要能迎頭追趕改變，需要後援，需要調整。 身心要能迎接面對改變，需要支持，需要更新。 我們個人的硬體與軟體皆需要懂得改變，才不造成彼此拖累，互相折騰的窘況，方能處在改變之潮流裡，且不被沖走。 每天改變一點點，一個月的改變加起來至少有三十點。 改變，加上時間這項發酵器，是複利的累積。 而你所能做的，就是改變自己不敢向前的腳步。 踏出舊習，踏入新境，心境因應改變而調整，會發現，前進也沒那麼難。 就是辛苦多了一點。 但，不難。 改變，不需等待，不需擇日，動心起念時就可馬上進行。 Today's Tarot: Change There's a saying, "Change is the eternal truth of the present." If you can't keep up with "change" and don't want to "change," it's not that you're rejecting the world; it's that the world has advanced far ahead, leaving you behind. Talking about "change" or "changing" isn't easy. In life, there are many precious things that hold the truth of "unchanging." True love, cherished love. Once changed, they lose their value. The brilliance and high value of diamonds and gemstones lie in their "unchanging" nature. Perhaps they may change form in the future, like how humans age, losing their youthful beauty, but their essence remains unchanged, as solid as a rock, as unyielding as the Earth's crust, like the hearts of our loved ones. Change isn't easy. Difficult to adjust in terms of personality. Difficult to sculpt in terms of conduct. Fortunately, temperament can be reliably cultivated, and special qualities can be reliably developed. In life, there's still salvation, still something to look forward to. Lately, the universe has been constantly reminding me of change. I think I'll gradually adjust like this, changing myself and sharing it with everyone~ First, maintaining a positive tone. From questions and exclamations to affirmations, gentle reminders. How about this? My current wording: "Lately, the universe has been constantly reminding me of change." My previous wording: "Why has the universe been constantly reminding me of change lately? " The choice of words is similar, and the level of care is about the same. Which do you prefer? Second, cultivating an optimistic and balanced mindset. The more stressed I am with work, the happier I hum during breaks. If life is calm every day and tasteless, as long as it doesn't involve danger, a little wave makes the sea surface come alive, and the creatures at the bottom of the sea awaken, vitality abounds. Third, practicing the Four Goods of mindfulness. The Four Goods, the bestowed goods. The goods bestowed by heaven. Eat well. Sleep well. Relax well. Love well. Contentment leads to focus. Focus leads to doing things well. When things are done well, people will be well. These are the few things I've been striving for in recent years, not many, but not easy either. There are many insights and realizations. There's quite a bit of discouragement and frustration. Even if life is simple, it's still full of change. "Change," your love, is entering a period of change. Whether it's loving yourself or loving someone else, change is for a better future. Don't worry, this change doesn't mean someone's heart has changed. The world is indeed constantly changing, and the pace is getting faster. Even if it's so fast that it's hard to adapt, we still have to accept and learn. Many times, change is a good thing. Technological advancements make tasks easier. The distance from one end of the Earth to the other is getting closer. Being in different countries or time zones no longer makes it difficult to connect, and it doesn't even require spending any money. Technology brings like-minded people closer. In the trend of booming financial and intellectual wealth, it's about who can seize the opportunity and profit the most. It's no longer the era where you could earn money just by being serious and hardworking. This is an era where you need to push forward boldly to make money. For survival, we need to change. For the future, we need to change. Because with change comes different pressures, many pressures, one after another. Nowadays, it's not as simple as it used to be. Now, harmony and balance are more valued and urgently needed. Physically, we need support to keep up with the changes, we need adjustments. Mentally, we need support to face the changes, we need updates. Both our hardware and software need to know how to change so we don't burden each other, so we don't end up in a situation where we're dragging each other down amidst the tide of change, but rather we can flow with it without being swept away. Changing a little bit every day, at least thirty points of change add up in a month. Change, coupled with time as a fermenter, is the accumulation of compound interest. And what you can do is to change the steps you're afraid to take forward. Step out of old habits, step into new territory, adjust your mindset in response to change, and you'll find that moving forward isn't so difficult. It's just a little harder. But not impossible. Change doesn't need to wait, doesn't need to choose a day, just act when the urge arises. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57) 問題：我4/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：力量 Strength 昨天參加一個培訓課程，關於協談，關於志工，關於自殺議題。 課程內容是嚴肅的，同學是親切的，老師們與主辦單位的人們很是溫柔。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146682463 上午滿滿的四小時，有數據分析，有現況分享，有醫師專業知識的傳授。 下午滿滿的四小時，是團體課程，有遊戲，有認知，有分享。 上完一天課程結束後，回到家要寫功課，將一天的學習心得與團體體驗一一回饋。 將所有指定作業完成已凌晨。 太累了，沒有精神再提筆寫「未來日記」的塔羅日誌。 今天補上。(然後今天的，卻又得明天補了，希望明天我可以將進度趕上，別再拖延。) 今天「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌是「力量」。 完完全全地貼切著我今日一整天的學習課程。 我報名參加一個志工培訓課程。 這是『1995』是防治自殺專線志工培訓。 經過三階段的學習與評量後，方能成為志工，才能開始進行協助他人的事情。 若問我，那麼多的志工，為何選擇『1995』？ 很難回答這個問題，因沒有仔細酌量與思考過。 二十多年前知道『1995』，覺得這是很有意義的，且真摯佩服這些大愛的志工們。 這些是無名英雄，協助他人，是不留名，不現身的。 一直有想貢獻能力予社會的想法，在朋友號召下，連同我和幾位朋友就一起報名了。 曾有過想哭卻哭不出來的痛嗎？ 曾有過痛到心已麻痺，只覺空洞嗎？ 找不到生命的出口，眼前雖不是黑暗，但確實是看不清楚的。 在迷濛裡，沒有方向，心，虛浮著，恐懼驟升，無法停歇地慌。 可以跟誰說？ 會讓人擔心的。 會被人責罵的。 不安穩的心，煩憂的事情不間斷，何時可安歇？何處可安息？ 生命的幽谷，這路，多長？多窄？多暗？多讓人害怕？ 不經意掉下的小石，打在無處可躲藏的身心上，痛得眼淚逼出，沒人知道傷痕累累又疲乏的靈魂，早已蒼白無力。 如果，因為我短短的陪伴，靜靜的凝聽，電話那頭的陌生人，在這段時間裡放心地坦述，願意再多走一點點的路，我就會感受到值得。 疼惜每個受傷的靈魂，疼惜每個傷痕，疼惜每個痛苦和難過。 不懂，這世上為何就是有人忍心傷害他人？ 不懂，為何有時施暴者是那些受害者最親近，最親密的人？ 在這麼多不懂和問題下，解題或找到答案從來我就不擅長。 但我能”傾聽”，我能”陪伴”，我能”理解”。 我曾踏上山巔，我也曾走在山坡丘陵與小低谷裡。 低谷就已讓我難受與心傷，那些在幽谷小徑中走不出來的人，又是承受多少的傷和痛。 我認為能有幫助別人的機會，是幸運，是緣分。 我覺得能夠擁有能力去幫助別人，是幸福的人。 我想擁有幫助他人的能力並且也擁有幫助別人的機會，這是福氣，這是福報。 我會珍惜這堅守心智的”力量”。 我會守護好想要付出與貢獻的”心力”。 這是我的寶貝，要更加珍惜保護的寶貝。 「力量」這張塔羅牌，在埃及祭祀人員的頭上頂著一個大盤，上面有顆蛋型狀的寶物，這是讓人用生命，用誓言，用心保護守護的。 如同，我想保守住自己堅強的心志，保守住自己內心的信念與期盼。 ”將愛傳下去” ~ 傳給需要的人。 親愛的宇宙，請賜予我溫柔的力量，堅定的力量，希望的力量。 Alyson's 4/14 Tarot: Strength (16-57) Question: My theme for the diary of 4/13 Card Drawn: Strength Yesterday, I attended a training course on negotiation, volunteering, and suicide prevention. The content of the course was serious, the classmates were friendly, and the teachers and organizers were very gentle. The morning session was packed with four hours of data analysis, current situation sharing, and imparting professional knowledge from doctors. The afternoon session, also four hours long, consisted of group activities, cognitive exercises, and sharing. After completing a full day of classes, I returned home to do my homework, diligently reflecting on the day's learning and group experiences. I stayed up until the early hours of the morning to complete all the assigned tasks. I was too exhausted to muster the energy to write the Tarot journal for the "Future Diary" yesterday. Today, I'm catching up. (And then, today's, which will have to be postponed until tomorrow, hoping I can catch up with my progress tomorrow and not procrastinate anymore.) Today's Tarot draw for the "Future Diary" is "Strength," perfectly reflecting my entire day of learning. I signed up for a volunteer training course. It's the "1995" Suicide Prevention Hotline Volunteer Training. After three stages of learning and assessment, one can become a volunteer and start helping others. If you were to ask me why I chose "1995" out of so many volunteer opportunities, it would be difficult to answer because I hadn't carefully considered or thought about it. More than twenty years ago, I learned about "1995" and felt it was meaningful. I truly admire these selfless volunteers. They are unsung heroes who assist others without seeking recognition or fame. I've always had the desire to contribute to society. At the urging of friends, a few of us signed up together. Have you ever experienced pain so intense that you couldn't cry? Have you ever felt so numb to the point of emptiness? Unable to find an exit from life's struggles, although not in darkness, everything seems blurry. Lost and directionless, with a floating heart, fear rises abruptly, and the panic is relentless. Who can you talk to? It would worry them. You'd be blamed. The restless heart, the continuous worry, When will it find peace? Where can it find solace? How long and narrow is the valley of life? How dark and terrifying is it? The small stones that fall inadvertently, hitting the body and mind with nowhere to hide, the pain forces tears out, but no one knows the soul, battered and weary, has long been pale and weak. If, because of my brief company, quiet listening, the stranger on the other end of the phone feels comfortable enough to confide and is willing to walk a little further, I feel it's worthwhile. Caring for every wounded soul, every scar, every pain and sorrow. Why is it that some people can hurt others without remorse? Why is it that sometimes the perpetrators are the ones closest to the victims? Under so many questions and uncertainties, I've never been good at finding solutions or answers. But I can "listen," I can "accompany," I can "understand." I've walked on mountain peaks, I've walked in hills and valleys. The valleys were already painful and heartbreaking for me. How much pain and hurt do those who can't find their way out of the dark paths of the valley endure? I believe having the opportunity to help others is fortunate, it's fate. I feel that having the ability to help others is a blessing. I want to have the ability to help others and also have the opportunity to help others; this is good fortune, this is karma. I will cherish the "Strength" of my perseverance. I will guard the "heart and soul" I want to contribute and give. It's my treasure, a treasure I must cherish and protect even more. The Tarot card "Strength" depicts a large disk resting on the heads of Egyptian priests, with an egg-shaped object on top, something to be protected with life, vows, and heart. Just as I want to preserve my strong determination and safeguard my inner beliefs and hopes. "Pass on the love" ~ Pass it on to those in need. Dear universe, please grant me gentle strength, firm strength, and hopeful strength. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

Alyson’s 3/30 Tarot：改變 Change (1-57)

Alyson’s 3/30 Tarot：改變 Change (1-57) 問題：我的未來日記第一週的主題 抽牌：Eight of Worlds Change 改變 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/144950131 今日夢想實現：煮了一鍋湯圓，花了一小時散步，和朋友聊一下午 從內心萌了芽，在腦海裡顯化，畫出了好幾多燦爛美麗盛開的花。 在行動後實現，在日子裡綻放，只因自己堅定不移往前進的步伐。 「3分鐘未來日記」 「3分鐘未來日記」這本書傳授用正向的，正確的，直接的，直白的，優美的文字寫「過去式語法」的未來日記，讓人可以一天天地越來越接近夢想，進而實現。 夢想 我認為每個人都有不只一個夢想。 當還是個學生時，關於課業成績，關於友情，甚至關於愛情，每一面向都有想要的成果。 後來成為了上班族，關於工作，同事，愛情，甚至與主管間的關係，更是複雜，想要的樣子，又更多了。 不管是哪方面的夢想，大部分都是為了活出自己想要的模樣和生活的景象。 也許關於金錢，關於中樂透，關於生活。 我想透過「3分鐘未來日記」教導的方法，一天一天將自己的夢想能夠更為聚焦，更為具體。 有具體的夢想，才知道要朝哪個方向前進，才能明白中間要做那些努力與成就什麼事情。 當然，這個夢想不是〝小幸運〞，是大計畫，是攸關生活、未來，甚至是人生的。 就因為是大夢想，所以更須嚴謹一些，計畫周詳一些，衡量周密一些。 第一週主題：改變 第一週的主題是『改變Change』。 改變什麼呢？ 改變與夢想之間的關係是什麼？ 大多時候，夢想沒能實現，不是因外務、旁人干擾導致，主要關鍵因素都是在於自己。 我們的內心不夠堅定，不夠強韌，不夠具有熱血奔向夢想的勇氣。 我們會膽怯，會猶豫，會猶疑，會無法肯定。 堅信，很少是會被刻意培養的信念。 這，確實有點可惜。 就是因未來不確定，沒人敢承諾，即使是對自己。 堅持，不移，多難的理想，多高的志向。 變化，是自然，如春、夏、秋、冬。 改變，是天性，如變色龍，蛇蛻皮，毛毛蟲蛻變成蝶。 羽化，是改變的最美呈現。 變化與改變，不是要整個重頭翻過一遍。 改變的是心智能量更強大，不變的是實現夢想的中心思想。 變化的是精神氣力更專注，不變的是朝向夢想的堅定步伐。 調整與彈性，鬆弛緊度，張力有律，在朝夢的路上，不因一時過於高昂的士氣，消耗掉過多的熱忱，造成很快得就把熱情燃燒殆盡，最終熄滅，變成了夢一場。 我們的改變，得從心底挖掘，翻動，辨明與丟棄。 把心裡的土，整理整理。 撿拾起石頭，挖掘出垃圾，一併丟棄，如同毛毛蟲蛻變成蝴蝶後，原先保護的蛹，也就不再適用，帶不走，拉不起，那就放下吧。 蝴蝶的翅膀，那樣輕薄，那樣輕盈。 這是不能承載太多的負擔。 瞻前顧後，朝夢的路上窒礙難行。 朝三暮四，朝夢的路上難定羅盤。 心中的度量衡，審思忖度，分辨明白，什麼該珍惜，什麼該拋卻了。 有時候的拋下，不能說是冷情無心。 細想，一生能同舟共濟有幾人。 如此，也就能以較為淡然態度去想那些一個個的人生過客了。 改變，要改變什麼呢？ 你想好了嗎？ Alyson's 3/30 Tarot: Change Question: Theme for the first week of my future diary. Card drawn: Eight of Worlds – Change Achieved Today's Dream: Cooked a pot of glutinous rice balls, spent an hour walking, and chatted with friends all afternoon. A seed sprouts from within, manifesting in the mind, painting a picture of numerous brilliant blooms. Realized through action, blossoming in the days, all because of the unwavering steps forward. "3-Minute Future Diary" "3-Minute Future Diary" This book teaches how to write a future diary using positive, correct, direct, straightforward, and beautiful language in the past tense, allowing one to gradually approach and achieve dreams day by day. Dreams Dreams I believe everyone has more than one dream. As a student, there are desires for academic success, friendships, and even love. Later, as a working adult, desires regarding work, colleagues, love, and even relationships with supervisors become more complex, with more things desired. Regardless of the aspect of dreams, most are about living the life and having the appearance one desires. Perhaps about money, winning the lottery, or life itself. I want to use the method taught by the "3-Minute Future Diary" to focus and make my dreams more concrete day by day. With specific dreams, one knows which direction to move in and understands the efforts and achievements required along the way. Of course, this dream is not just a "small stroke of luck"; it's a big plan that affects life, the future, and even one's entire existence. Because it's a big dream, it needs to be more rigorous in planning, more detailed in execution, and more thorough in evaluation. Theme of the First Week: Change The theme of the first week is "Change." What changes? What is the relationship between change and dreams? Most of the time, dreams remain unrealized not because of external factors or interference from others but primarily due to oneself. Our inner selves lack firmness, resilience, and the courage to passionately pursue dreams. We become timid, hesitant, doubtful, and unable to affirm. Belief, rarely, is something deliberately cultivated. This, indeed, is a bit regrettable. It's because the future is uncertain, no one dares to promise, even to oneself. Persistence, unwavering, ideals in adversity, lofty aspirations. Change is natural, like the seasons of spring, summer, autumn, and winter. Change is innate, like a chameleon, shedding skin, or a caterpillar metamorphosing into a butterfly. Metamorphosis is the most beautiful presentation of change. Change and transformation don't mean starting over entirely. What changes is the mental strength becoming stronger, while the unchanging aspect is the central idea of realizing dreams. What changes is the spiritual focus becoming more concentrated, while the unchanging aspect is the steadfast steps towards dreams. Adjustment and flexibility, loosening and tightening, maintaining tension in rhythm, on the path to dreams, not allowing overly high spirits to consume too much enthusiasm too quickly, causing the flames of passion to burn out rapidly and ultimately extinguish, turning into mere dreams. Our change needs to be excavated from the depths of our hearts, overturned, discerned, and discarded. Tidy up the soil in our hearts. Pick up stones, dig out trash, and discard them all, just like after a caterpillar transforms into a butterfly, the cocoon that once protected it is no longer useful, so let it go. The butterfly's wings are so delicate, so light. They cannot bear too much burden. Hesitation and hesitation make the path to dreams difficult. Indecision makes the compass on the path to dreams uncertain. The measure in our hearts, thoughtful consideration, discernment, understanding what should be cherished and what should be let go. Sometimes letting go cannot be said to be cold-hearted. Consider how many people can accompany us through life. In this way, one can think of those transient guests of life with a more indifferent attitude. What do you want to change? Have you decided? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 4/01 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (3-57)

Alyson’s 4/01 Tarot：幻覺 Delusion (3-57) 問題：我的未來日記第一週第二篇的主題 抽牌：幻覺 Delusion 幻覺，是我的想像？ 我想像的，是幻覺？ 何為真？ 何為不實的期望？ 海市蜃樓是眼睛以為的看到， 想像中的未來情景，時間還未到，如何論是”幻覺”？ 失控的未來日記 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145166443 昨天多變的天氣，把我原本的期望翻攪不停。 原本前一晚想好的的『未來日記』內容，現都不知道如何下筆。 前一晚的失眠，導致昨天的沒有精神。 差點在浴室滑倒，卻又在樓梯上跌倒。 這真是始料未及。 是否有可能因在腦海中的未來日記，一直變形著。 失眠是因為一直在亂想。 想什麼呢？ 想著明天掃墓要割草，好累喔。 每年，我們這群被稱年輕第三代，共約10個人，全部一起，也要花費近半小時。 割草的事情，每年依舊，可人會老，且，我真的已老。 凌晨的大雨，讓一直掛念害怕地割草活動更困難。 討厭泥濘。 原本就難以入睡，現在更不可能熟睡。 精神迷濛，意識昏沉，還要注意鐮刀霍霍，真是好糟心。 回家後才發現擁有最佳勞動力的年輕第四代並沒有回家，他們缺席了。 未曾發生過的事情，我也就主觀的直接屏棄，所以我今日的未來日記裡也就沒有包含這事情。 抵達墓地。 抬頭一望，草呢？那些頑固的草呢？ 長輩說，以後每年都會外包出去，大家不用再像過去那樣勞動。 這真是料想不到的結局。 我的未來日記想的是大家揮汗淋漓，手痠腰痛地回去。 未來日記裡的第三項，傍晚去學校操場快走。 精神抖擻前往，操場周圍停滿了車，嗯，又是一件沒有料想到的事情。 沒關係，不影響我完成我的未來日記。 走了沒多久，瞬間下陣雨，躲避不及，成了落湯雞。 車子停在校門口，忽見一學生在躲雨。 神情緊繃猛看錶，詢問後知趕事情。 跟他說，開車載你去。 學生猛說謝意，又猶豫。 原來同學幫他拿傘在路上，怕對方白忙一場好尷尬。 結果，另一同學要回家。 於是順道一起載，讓我想起往日舊昔老回憶。 這兩件臨時的狀況，打翻我今日的日記。 無妨。 雖無實現小希望，可擁有好心腸，也罷。 今日抽牌：幻覺 Delusion 看看高掛的太陽，瞧瞧躲雲後的月亮 黑壓壓的烏雲，橫跨整個天空 幻覺是能看到太陽和月亮 真實是太陽、月亮和雲娘 不切的期望，不實的渴望。 在心智還懵懂，沒那麼確定時，會悄悄地攻佔心房，誤以為，這才是希望與前方。 要如何辨清真正的方向？ 唯有邊行邊望，邊走邊確認，並也要懂拐彎和轉向。 認清，辨明這類事，旁人很難幫。 可也別因此就拋下或遠離夢想。 真正要做的是一再，二再，三再，不停地確認自己的夢想和心的方向。 Alyson's 4/01 Tarot: Delusion (3-57) Question: Theme of the first week of my future diary. Card drawn: Delusion Delusion, is it my imagination? Or is my imagination a delusion? What is real? What are unrealistic expectations? The mirage is what the eyes perceive, The imagined future scenes, yet to come, how can they be labeled "delusion"? A future diary out of control. The unpredictable weather yesterday kept overturning my original expectations. I don't even know how to start writing what I had planned for the "future diary" the night before. Insomnia the previous night left me devoid of energy yesterday. Almost slipped in the bathroom, then stumbled on the stairs. This truly caught me off guard. Could it be that the constantly changing future diary in my mind is causing this? Insomnia because of constant overthinking. What was I thinking about? Thinking about tomorrow's task of mowing the lawn, how exhausting it will be. Every year, our group, dubbed the "young third generation," about 10 of us, all together, it takes nearly half an hour. The task of mowing the lawn remains the same every year, but people age, and I truly feel old. The heavy rain in the early morning made the dreaded lawn mowing even more difficult. Hate the mud. Already having trouble falling asleep, now it's even harder to get a good night's sleep. Mentally foggy, consciousness heavy, and still have to watch out for the swinging scythe, it's really frustrating. Only after returning home did I realize that the younger fourth generation, who are the most capable of labor, didn't come home; they were absent. Things that have never happened before, I just subjectively dismissed, so they weren't included in today's future diary. Arriving at the cemetery. Looking up, where is the grass? Where are those stubborn weeds? The elders said, from now on, it will be outsourced every year, and we don't have to labor like we used to. This was truly an unexpected outcome. In my future diary, I imagined everyone returning sweaty and sore. The third item in the future diary, going for a brisk walk around the school playground in the evening. Heading there with enthusiasm, the area around the playground was filled with parked cars, hmm, another unexpected event. No matter, it doesn't affect my completion of the future diary. Not long into the walk, it suddenly started raining, unable to avoid it, I became drenched. A car parked at the school gate, suddenly saw a student sheltering from the rain. Tense expression, anxiously checking the watch, inquiring revealed a rush. Told him, "Let me drive you." The student was profusely grateful but hesitant. It turns out a classmate was helping him carry an umbrella on the way, afraid of making the gesture in vain and causing embarrassment. As a result, the other classmate needed to go home. So, I offered a ride, reminiscent of old memories. These two spontaneous situations disrupted my diary for today. No matter. Though small hopes may not materialize, possessing a kind heart is enough. Today's card: Delusion Look at the sun high in the sky, behold the moon peeking through the clouds. The dark clouds looming, covering the entire sky. Delusion allows us to see the sun and moon, Reality consists of the sun, moon, and clouds. Unrealistic expectations, false desires. When the mind is still naive, not so sure, they silently occupy the heart, mistakenly believed to be hope and direction. How to discern the true direction? Only by walking and confirming as we go, and also understanding when to turn and change direction. Recognizing and discerning such matters is difficult for others to help with. But don't abandon or distance yourself from dreams because of this. What needs to be done is to repeatedly, continuously confirm one's dreams and the direction of the heart. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Delusion

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57) 問題：我5/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 今天與朋友討論的事情與今日的塔羅牌非常吻合 ~ 改變。 一個多月以來，每天持續學習新技能，希望能夠累積更多的學習經驗。 一邊學習，一邊思考，該怎麼做可以持續學習與練習，可以如何運用呢。 與同學討論與交換想法，並請教同學之後她會如何持續練習我們現在所學習的技能。 我們都朝著自己設定的未來前進，這樣的感覺，很是不錯。 前幾日才知道昔日有位同事今已成為理財名人，還有雜誌專訪。 我沒有投資理財的知識與技術，雖然非常羨慕，可終究不是適合我的路。 我沒有投資創業的機遇與財力，真的很是羨慕，可總是得面對現實的路。 可，我知道，我也是許多人羨慕的對象目標。 擁有選擇權，已屬幸運與幸福。 我現在要創造的是未來的平穩和豐盈。 如果我想要協助更多人，那我需要具備更多的能力。 我清楚明瞭，我的這一世，是需要不停動手勞動，動腦勞心的。 學習，是不二法門。 累積學習，多元學習，有效學習，融會學習，聰明學習是我這幾年得多加努力，且戰且實驗且調整的策略。 我首先改變的是執行力。 過往想比做的多，我的塔羅老師，我的前主管，都比我還著急。 他們怕我的大運勢都快已經過去了，我仍還在拖遲，在猶豫。 而我擔憂的是，每日我都距離我的大限更靠近一點，再不加緊腳步，如何完成我這一世的使命，對我的英雄之旅，又該如何論結局。 我也改變了思考邏輯。 我不再問怎麼辦，也不問為什麼。 看到學習機會的資訊，時間允許，就立即報名參加。 時光不為誰停留，機會也是，時機更是。 接著我改變我的筆觸。 從提問句，改變為肯定句。 從主觀詞，改變為客觀詞。 從無病呻吟的調性，希望能夠改變為晴朗輕鬆的陽光類型。 最近這段期間，真的是我這輩子最用功，最認真，最癡迷於學習的時光了。 很忙，很累，很是疲倦。 收穫滿滿。 獲益滿滿。 學習滿滿。 喜悅滿滿。 『改變』 就是要如同變色龍，隨著情勢、季節而不斷改變。 改變，是從內心開始營造，非長髮剪成短髮，原是蘿莉風改為清新脫俗風。 改變，最棒的情境是自然地發生，但有時還是得逼迫一下。 停滯不動，如同蟬寶寶變成蛹，若不想使勁地破繭而出蛻變成蝴蝶，死亡也就成了另一個必然的結局。 在改變之前，我做了以下的事情 ~ 第一、 確定目標，重新導航。 第二、 做功課，瞭解實現目標的選擇種類。 第三、 檢視自己，更加了解自己，並明白欠缺甚麼，也就是要學習補足的事情。 第四、 衡量評估自己當下現況可以擔起哪一項選擇。 第五、 行動，學習。 第六、 通告家人、親人、好友們，生活比重因學習而要調整。 這是我這世最後一次志向與職業大翻盤，需下猛藥，需認真面對。 第七、 享受不足，享受吸收知識的過程，像是飢腸轆轆時吃著一口口的美食，那滿足感和喜悅，讓人感到幸福，開心不已。 第八、 一邊學習，一邊審視現實，擬定及調整學習步調、節奏與方向。 第九、 不斷鼓勵、激勵自己並適時犒賞自己。 學習，除了動力，也要不停添加柴火，維持動能。 該休息時，休息。 該獎勵時，獎勵。 第十、 接受唯有現在才是最需重視與珍惜。 當下該怎麼辦，就怎麼辦，別再問怎麼辦。 Alyson's 5/15 Tarot: Change (47-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/14 Drawn card: Change The topic I discussed with friends today aligns perfectly with today’s tarot card ~ Change. For over a month now, I have been continuously learning new skills daily, hoping to accumulate more learning experience. While learning, I think about how I can sustain my practice and how I can apply what I've learned. I discussed and exchanged ideas with classmates, asking them how they plan to continue practicing the skills we are currently learning. We are all moving towards our self-set futures, and it feels great. A few days ago, I learned that a former colleague has become a financial celebrity and has been featured in a magazine interview. I don’t have the knowledge or skills in investment and finance. Although I am very envious, it is ultimately not the path for me. I lack the opportunities and financial means for investment and entrepreneurship. I am indeed envious, but I must face the reality of my own path. However, I know that I am also an object of envy for many. Having the power of choice is already a blessing and a happiness. What I need to create now is future stability and abundance. If I want to help more people, I need to acquire more abilities. I clearly understand that in this life, I need to continuously work hard and think diligently. Learning is the only way. Accumulating learning, diversified learning, effective learning, integrated learning, and smart learning are strategies I must diligently pursue, experiment with, and adjust in the coming years. The first thing I am changing is my execution. In the past, I thought more than I did. Both my tarot teacher and my former supervisor were more anxious than I was. They worried that my major opportunities were slipping away while I hesitated and delayed. What I worry about is that every day brings me closer to my final deadline. If I don’t pick up the pace, how will I fulfill my life’s mission and complete my hero’s journey? I have also changed my thought process. I no longer ask “What to do?” or “Why?” When I see learning opportunities and if time permits, I immediately sign up. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, nor do opportunities or timing. Next, I changed my writing style. From questioning sentences to affirmative ones. From subjective words to objective words. From a tone of lamentation to a bright and relaxed sunshine type. Recently, this has been the most hardworking, earnest, and obsessive learning period of my life. Very busy, very tired, very exhausted. But filled with abundant harvests, benefits, learning, and joy. “Change” means being like a chameleon, constantly changing with the situation and the seasons. Change starts from within, not merely cutting long hair into short or switching from a cute style to an elegant one. The best change happens naturally, but sometimes it needs to be forced. Stagnation, like a cicada larva turning into a pupa, if it doesn’t strive to break out of its cocoon and transform into a butterfly, death becomes the inevitable outcome. Before making a change, I did the following: 1.Confirmed my goals and re-navigated. 2.Did my homework to understand the options for achieving my goals. 3.Examined myself to understand my deficiencies and what I need to learn to fill those gaps. 4.Assessed what choices I can handle given my current situation. 5.Took action and started learning. 6.Informed family, relatives, and friends that my life balance would need adjusting due to my learning. This is my last major ambition and career overhaul in this life, requiring serious effort and a serious approach. 7.Enjoyed the process of learning, akin to savoring delicious food when hungry, bringing satisfaction and joy, making me feel happy. 8.Continuously reviewed reality while learning, adjusting the pace, rhythm, and direction of my learning. 9.Constantly encouraged and rewarded myself appropriately. Learning requires not only motivation but also the continuous addition of fuel to maintain momentum. Rest when needed, reward when deserved. 10.Accepted that only the present moment is most crucial and should be cherished. Do what needs to be done now without asking what to do. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57) 問題：我4/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：更新者 Regenerator 今天中午參加了一場喜宴。 對於這兩週來的辛苦，身體升起了防衛機制。 早上很晚才醒過來，原本想去聽的簡報分享，就錯過了，很可惜。 昨晚有在心裡頭對今天的行程做了簡單的描繪和想像。 腦海中有浮現開車到喜宴餐廳的位置，但沒有細想，沒有想像到停車的情況，結果今天抵達餐廳時被告知四個停車場皆沒有停車位了。 對於早上的簡報分享是沒有進行任何想像。 昨晚應該潛意識就已經做好了決定，所以今早也就沒有早點起床的動力。 喜宴上，同桌的有一位長者，年屆八十歲。 她說，她是自己搭乘計程車前來喝喜酒的。 她分享了人生的知識與經歷 ~ 人生莫計較太多，身體健康是第一，後面的許多”零”才有意義。 要記得自己擁有的幸運，並珍惜老天的眷顧。 有能力付出，不要吝嗇。 夫妻相處要有共同興趣，夫妻，是老來伴。 父母對已婚孩子的事情要懂得放手，不過問太多，因陪孩子到老的是他的另一半。 朋友之間千萬別有金錢往來和利益關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147442924 老人家在桃園一家關懷照顧植物人基金會擔任志工長達二十三年。 她看多很多人生故事。 她說，最近發生一件事情讓她很是難過，也曾經很生氣，甚至懷疑老天。 她分享，有一位志工，跟她一樣在那基金會服務多年，人很好，很付出，很努力。 但，有一天，這位志工朋友她都沒有再遇到過。 她也沒想太多，以為是有事情要忙，或者是值班時間錯開，所以才沒再看過。 直到有一天，基金會工作人員告知說等一下需要接收一位新的植物人患者。 當工作人員一邊說的時候，神情難過，眼眶紅。 沒想到，新的植物人患者就是那位志工朋友。 老人家說，這讓她懷疑了善良、付出自己，怎會落得這樣的結果。 老人家依然一邊做著志工工作，一邊思考這個問題。 直到她把這問題內觀到自己的身上。 她想到，曾經被醫生宣告粉碎性骨折，無法再站起來行走的她，現在雙腿有力且活動自如。 這就是老天對一直付出的她給予的回饋與呵護。 「更新者」這張塔羅牌，告訴我們 ~ 作為一位更新者及恢復者，在情感上是有豐富創造力，就像是滋潤生命的及時雨，豐富與灌溉著土地。 今日的喜宴上，當主持人請新郎給予新娘的父母承諾會好好照顧他們的女兒，會跟新娘攜手一輩子好好過的時候，我含著淚，坐在附近的新郎同事朋友們也都哭了。 最可愛的是新郎的雙胞胎姊姊，哭得唏哩嘩啦得，完全沒有在顧及臉上精緻的妝容。 這是一場很有愛的婚禮。 很榮幸被邀請。 很高興有前去。 「更新者」可以創造新的情感生活和生命力。 「更新者」是個治療者，像是不停冒出泡的湧泉水，洗滌著交流的心靈，平撫傷痛和被困擾，糾結著的心。 今天，我和哥哥很幸運，有緣分認識那位老人家，幸運地能聽到她的人生經歷與分享。 喜宴結束後，我們詢問老人家居住的地點，並邀請她搭乘我的車子，我開車，和哥哥一起送她回家。 因為今天的愛能量流動得很強勁，讓我很放鬆，心也被這麼多的愛給溫暖，結束喜宴回到家後，整個人疲倦，也就陷入休息睡眠狀態。 這兩週來的疲憊，經過這兩天的熟睡，消散不少，真好。 Alyson's 4/22 Tarot: The Regenerator (24-57) Question: Theme of my 4/21 journal entry Card drawn: Regenerator Today I attended a wedding banquet at noon. After the hard work of the past two weeks, my body has initiated a defense mechanism. I woke up late in the morning and missed the presentation I intended to attend, which was a pity. Last night, I briefly depicted and imagined today's schedule in my mind. There was a vague image of driving to the wedding banquet venue in my mind, but I didn't think it through, didn't imagine the parking situation, and as a result, when I arrived at the restaurant, I was informed that all four parking lots were full. I didn't engage in any imagination about the morning presentation. Subconsciously, I must have already made a decision last night, so I didn't have the motivation to wake up early this morning. At the wedding banquet, there was an elderly lady sitting at my table, eighty years old. She said she had come to the wedding banquet by taking a taxi. She shared her knowledge and experiences in life~ In life, don't worry too much, health is the most important, the many "zeros" behind only have meaning then. Remember the luck one possesses and cherish the blessings from above. If capable, do not hesitate to give. For a couple to get along, they must have common interests, for spouses are companions in old age. Parents should learn to let go of their married children's affairs, avoid asking too much, because the one accompanying the child to old age is their spouse. Never let money transactions and self-interest come between friends. The old lady has been volunteering for the Vegetative Care Foundation in Taoyuan for twenty-three years. She has seen many life stories. She said, something happened recently that made her very sad, even angry, and she even doubted the heavens. She shared that there was a volunteer, like her, who had served at the foundation for many years, a good person, very dedicated and hardworking. But one day, she never saw this volunteer friend again. She didn't think much of it, thinking the friend must be busy or their duty hours conflicted, so she didn't see them again. Until one day, the foundation staff informed her that they needed to receive a new vegetative patient later. As the staff spoke, they looked sad, their eyes red. Unexpectedly, the new vegetative patient was that volunteer friend. The old lady said this made her doubt kindness, selflessness, how could it lead to such a result? Yet, she continued her volunteer work while contemplating this question. Until she introspected on this question within herself. She thought of herself, who had been declared with a comminuted fracture by the doctor, unable to stand and walk, but now her legs are strong and agile. This is the reward and care from heaven for her continuous dedication. The Tarot card "Regenerator" tells us ~ As a regenerator and healer, there is abundant creativity emotionally, like timely rain nourishing and irrigating the land. At today's wedding banquet, when the host asked the groom to promise to take good care of the bride's parents and to live a good life with the bride, I sat nearby with tears in my eyes, and the groom's colleagues and friends also cried. The most adorable was the groom's twin sister, crying uncontrollably, completely disregarding the delicate makeup on her face. This was a wedding filled with love. I was honored to be invited. I was glad I went. "Regenerator" can create new emotional life and vitality. "Regenerator" is a healer, like bubbling spring water continuously cleansing the soul of communication, soothing pain and resolving the entangled heart. Today, my brother and I were lucky to meet that old lady, fortunate to hear her life experiences and sharing. After the wedding banquet, we asked where the old lady lived and invited her to ride in my car. I drove, and my brother and I sent her home together. Because the energy of love today flowed so strongly, I felt very relaxed, my heart warmed by so much love. After returning home from the banquet, I was exhausted and fell into a state of restful sleep. The exhaustion of the past two weeks, after two days of deep sleep, dissipated quite a bit, which was wonderful. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Regenerator

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57) 問題：我4/06的未來日記主題 抽牌：死亡 Death 今天的塔羅牌是我未來日記第二週的主題：死亡Death。 死亡，對我來說，很多時候，不是肉身是否存在。 死亡，對我來說，大部分時，是心，是靈魂，是意識是否已不在。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145751290 曾經，不只一次，我問 ~ 為何，我在這世上？ 為何，我還在這世上？ 既然讓我活著，為何要把我很愛的人都帶走？ 既然讓我活在，為何讓我沒能擁有很愛的人，而對方也很愛我？ 去年認識的朋友說，在相識過程中，他看到我的努力，但認為沒看到我的盡力，即使是面對朋友，我都像是保有大部分的清醒，沒因友情而感到微醺。 我微笑以對。 心，早已支離破碎，已無餘心可盡力。 一次一次被人辜負的重傷。 一次一次家人離去的心傷。 傷痕累累，還有一些心力讓我苟延殘喘的活著。 我休著長假。 不明白的人好生羨慕。 家人好友是心疼呵護。 他們理解，我在試著原諒自己。 他們懂得，我在盡情釋放自己。 他們包容，我在允許任性自己。 他們明白，我在辛苦拼湊自己。 他們體諒，我在努力修復自己。 經歷過類似死亡的心情，很多事情，不再憂鬱。 在死亡的面前，還有什麼，足以為懼。 死神說，別哭泣！ 你們人間看似無常，宇宙運作有法則，只是人們不懂，當然人們也不需太懂。 天災不是禍，是造物主的提醒，是老天的提醒。 人們看似有情，其實是最冷漠，最無情，最自私的。 人，何時能贏過天？勝過天？ 天底下，宇宙間，從來就沒有在論輸贏。 萬物，共生，共存，共好。 這是造物主的呼喚。 可，人，卻老是想要拚勝敗，爭英雄。 宇宙裡的奧秘能量，此消彼長，平衡是秩序。 死亡是自然。 蛻變是自然。 失落是自然。 失去是自然。 釋放是自然。 我在一次又一次愛的呼喚中，清醒。 我在一圈又一圈愛的意識裡，修復。 我在一池又一池愛的池水裡，生息。 我在一個又一個愛的浸潤裡，愛著。 於是，在愛的迴旋中，一邊的愛消弭，另一邊的愛滋長，平衡了。 今日我的「未來日記」，呼應著「死亡」。 今天跟老友們前往秘境探巡。 經歷了看著地圖依然找不到店家的窘境。 看著路邊一畝畝的菜，巧遇主人，一起聊天拔菜。 小吃店裡的辣蘿蔔讓人吃驚，老闆娘說喜歡，送一些給妳們回家吃。 想去行走步道，卻找不到路口，結果，我們早就已在步道上卻不知。 一路與偶遇的人群聊聊天，笑笑鬧鬧。 抬頭看似快要成為下雨天，下山找熱咖啡喝去。 一回頭，憑空出現停車格，迴轉，倒車，入庫，一切順利。 咖啡廳裡的氛圍輕鬆愜意。 一杯咖啡，一個貝果，一客布丁，胃飽心滿足。 又遇店家活動送餅乾，一人一包伴手禮。 我因陌生人的善而開心。 我因朋友的愛而幸福。 我因一切眾緣，善緣而欣喜。 死亡之後，是什麼？ 是改變。 是演進。 是釋放。 是放下。 是重生。 是自由。 是對新的旅程，從心底感到期待的渴望。 而至此，應該明瞭，〝死亡〞與〝希望〞的主體可能是一樣，但卻是一前一後的連續性。 是造物主讓人們的崇高意識生生不息的安排。 Alyson's 4/07 Tarot: Death (9-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 4/06 Card Drawn: Death Today's tarot card is the theme for the second week of my future diary: Death. Death, for me, often isn't about the physical presence. Death, for me, most of the time, is about whether the heart, the soul, the consciousness are still there. I've asked more than once: Why am I in this world? Why am I still in this world? If you let me live, why take away the people I love? If you let me live, why not let me have the one I love dearly, who loves me back? A friend I met last year said that during our acquaintance, he saw my efforts but felt he didn't see me giving my all. Even in front of friends, I seemed to retain most of my clarity, not even slightly intoxicated by friendship. I smiled in response. The heart had long been shattered, with no remnants left to give. Repeatedly wounded by betrayal. Repeatedly hurt by the departure of family. Scarred, yet with some strength left to cling to life. I'm on an extended break. Those who don't understand envy me. Family and friends are tender and caring. They understand that I'm trying to forgive myself. They know that I'm releasing myself. They accept that I'm allowing myself to be willful. They understand that I'm painstakingly piecing myself together. They empathize with my efforts to heal myself. Having experienced emotions akin to death, many things no longer depress me. In the face of death, what else is there to fear? The Grim Reaper says, "Don't cry! To you humans, things seem capricious, but the universe operates on laws; it's just that people don't understand, and of course, they don't need to understand too much. Natural disasters aren't curses; they're reminders from the Creator, reminders from Heaven. People seem sentimental, but they're actually the most indifferent, the most heartless, the most selfish. When can people win over the heavens? Conquer the heavens? In this world, in the universe, there has never been a debate about winning or losing. All things, coexist, thrive together, for the greater good. This is the call of the Creator. Yet, people always want to fight battles, vie for heroism." The mysterious energy of the universe, ebb and flow, balance is order. Death is natural. Transformation is natural. Loss is natural. Letting go is natural. Release is natural. In the repeated calls of love, I am awake. In the circles of love's consciousness, I am repairing. In the pools of love's water, I am thriving. In the immersion of love, I am loving. Thus, in the whirl of love, as one love diminishes, another flourishes, achieving balance. Today in my "future diary," it echoes "Death." Today, I went with old friends to explore a hidden place. Experienced the embarrassment of still not finding the shop despite looking at the map. Stumbled upon the owner while admiring the vegetables by the roadside, chatting and picking vegetables together. The spicy radish in the snack shop surprised me; the landlady said she liked it and gave us some to take home. Wanted to walk the trail but couldn't find the entrance, turns out we had already been on the trail without realizing it. Chatted and laughed with the people we encountered along the way. Looked like it was about to rain, so we went down the mountain to find hot coffee. Turned around and found a parking space out of nowhere, reversed, parked, everything went smoothly. The atmosphere in the coffee shop was relaxed and cozy. A cup of coffee, a bagel, a serving of pudding, stomach full and heart content. And then encountered a shop promotion giving out cookies, one pack per person. I'm happy because of the kindness of strangers. I'm happy because of the love of friends. I'm joyful because of all the connections, the good karma. What comes after death? It's change. It's evolution. It's release. It's letting go. It's rebirth. It's freedom. It's the eager anticipation from the depths of the heart for a new journey. And by now, it should be clear that "death" and "hope" may share the same essence, but they are sequential, one before the other. It's the arrangement by the Creator to keep people's noble consciousness perpetually alive. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Death

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