2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength 昨天，又是充滿挫折的一天。 學習了那麼多時數，實際練習也好幾次，但記憶好像僅限於當天存在似的，當需要運用時，腦袋空空。 又完成了一份不是自己獨立作業的作品。 老師笑得無奈，我也微笑得回應了我的無力感。 我很認真學習，真的。 但我卻始終記不住。 現在甚至回頭在翻看講義，陷入像看其他語言書籍或天書，那般難懂，看了數次，也未能勾起一點點回憶。 老師問我說，你都還給我了嗎？ 我尷尬地回應說，是你的，我始終都沒有拿走過。 聽到的同學們哄堂大笑。 難受，無力，難過，無法跨過。 這電腦圖層的變化技巧，我跨不過去。 跟同學分享說，我覺得人工智能的文字生圖方式還是比較適合我。 同學笑說，她同意。她說，我還是比較擅長發號司令，找厲害的人來執行。 原來，我今日的和諧是，我與自己的能力不足和解。 我終究還是放棄了我實在是無法勝任的圖層概念。 於是繳交作業，老師說，這作品，真美。他做的。 我也說，這作品，真的很美。我想的。 我們合作無間。 套句最近我常說的一句話，「我很有想法，但我就是沒有辦法。」 還好，我還有個優點，懂求救，坦率接受也向他人表示自己的無能力情況，並親切拜託他人的協助及指導。 這樣的情況，我認為也能呼應到今日的塔羅牌『力量』。 我們總會覺得，力量是存在在自己的身體裡，肌肉裡，還有意志裡。 這次的學習，我明白，力量，不一定是陽剛，不一定是陰柔，且不一定是發自自己的身體和內心裡。 力量，也可來自於他人。 只要我們能夠尋求協助，並真誠請求他人的協助。 各種不同的力量，串聯在一起，團體在一起，發揮的不會只是團結的力量，還有共同心願的能量。 在『力量』這張牌的圖案裡，有一位輔助祭祀的人，雙肩和頭頂，扛著和頂著一個圓弧底的玉石，玉石中間放著一顆像是會滾動的蛋，若沒能保持平衡，沒能全心專注，很容易就會發生蛋掉落。 而這顆蛋象徵著什麼？ 象徵著每個人心中珍惜，視為珍寶的人事物。 有的人是名聲，有的人是家人孩子，有的人是做人做事的原則，也有的人是日日變動增加的銀行存款。 當認知到自己珍惜的事情，更會花費一百二十個心思去保護，維持，甚至也有可能發生搶奪。 為了保守自己的所愛，所堅持，需要力量。 力量的形容詞是強大。 強大的力量可幫助我們保護好，也有助於我們取得想要的。 為了擁有力量，需要做好多努力。 群體中，是領導者，統御者，擁有力量。 擁有了力量，需繼續堅持原則，並且莫忘初衷。 力量，若沒有慎用，傷人，誤己，又壞事，不得不小心。 在我們平凡人的人生裡 ~ 因被需要，而激發力量。 因被愛著，而產生力量。 因擁有，而擁抱力量。 因失去，而渴求力量。 因力量，得以守護。 因力量，得以展現。 因力量，得以自在。 因力量，得以駕馭。 要溜走的，不甘願留下的，緊握，不放手，不是力量，是蠻力，是暴力。 溫柔的力量，才能直搗人心，才能讓人交心，託付真心，給予真心。 Tarot for Today, June 14, 2024: Strength Yesterday was yet another day full of frustrations. Despite putting in countless hours of study and practice, it felt as though my memory only lasted for the day. When it came time to use that knowledge, my mind went blank. Once again, I completed a project that wasn’t entirely my own work. The teacher smiled wryly, and I responded with a smile that conveyed my sense of powerlessness. I truly am studying diligently. But I just can’t seem to remember. Now, even when I look back at my notes, it feels like I’m reading a foreign language or some incomprehensible text. No matter how many times I review them, they fail to jog any memories. The teacher asked me, “Did you return everything to me?” I awkwardly replied, “It’s yours. I never took it.” The classmates around us burst into laughter. I felt distressed, powerless, and sad, unable to overcome these feelings. This technique of altering computer layers is beyond my grasp. I told my classmates that I find AI-generated text-to-image more suitable for me. One classmate agreed, joking that I’m better at giving orders and finding skilled people to execute them. It turns out, my harmony today is about making peace with my limitations. In the end, I had to give up on the concept of layers that I simply couldn’t master. When I submitted the project, the teacher said, “This work is beautiful. He did it.” I replied, “Yes, it’s truly beautiful. I thought of it.” We collaborated seamlessly. As I’ve often said lately, “I have many ideas, but I just can’t execute them.” Fortunately, I have one advantage: I know how to ask for help, accept my limitations frankly, and sincerely request assistance and guidance from others. This situation, I believe, also resonates with today’s tarot card, Strength. We often think that strength resides within our bodies, muscles, and willpower. Through this learning experience, I’ve come to understand that strength doesn’t have to be masculine or feminine, and it doesn’t always come from within ourselves. Strength can also come from others. As long as we can seek help and sincerely request assistance from others. Different strengths can come together, forming a collective that not only manifests the power of unity but also the energy of shared goals. In the imagery of the Strength card, there is an assistant priest who carries and balances a curved jade stone on their shoulders and head. Inside the jade stone is an egg that seems like it could roll out at any moment. If the balance is lost, if full concentration is not maintained, the egg can easily fall. What does this egg symbolize? It represents the things we cherish and hold dear in our hearts. For some, it’s reputation; for others, family and children; for some, it’s principles in life and work; and for others, it’s the ever-increasing balance in their bank accounts. When we recognize what we cherish, we are more dedicated to protecting, maintaining, and sometimes even fighting for it. To preserve what we love and stand for, we need strength. The adjective for strength is powerful. Powerful strength helps us protect and obtain what we desire. To possess strength, we need to put in a lot of effort. In a group, the leader, the commander, possesses strength. Once we have strength, we must continue to adhere to our principles and never forget our original intentions. Strength, if not used carefully, can hurt others, mislead oneself, and cause harm, so we must be cautious. In our ordinary lives, strength is sparked by being needed. Strength arises from being loved. Strength grows from having something to hold on to. Strength is sought after in loss. Because of strength, we can protect. Because of strength, we can shine. Because of strength, we can be free. Because of strength, we can control. What wants to slip away, what is unwilling to stay, if we grasp it tightly and refuse to let go, that’s not strength; it’s brute force, it’s violence. Gentle strength can touch hearts, build trust, and foster genuine connections and true kindness. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony 我是個愚笨的孩子。 學習，不管是孩子時期，還是現在的半百年齡，都是件不容易的事情。 我記不住，背不來，腦筋更是常常轉不過來。 像是這次的電腦技能學習課程，在今天實務的發想演練，我就整個卡在電腦螢幕前，腦袋裡是空茫一片。 趕緊回頭請教同學。 年輕時學習管理方面的知識，那時沒有網路可以找資料，我用最笨的方式，每個工作日利用午休時間看報紙，最少看兩份，另外安排時間閱讀商業管理類的雜誌月刊，然後自費參加進修課程，再進而念夜間學院的學歷課程，多年的日積月累，一邊吸收，一邊消化，一邊內化。 現在回頭看，當時的我，勤勞，認真，努力也好學。 我這個人的運氣也不是挺好的。 辛勞工作，比不上貼心問候。 認真努力，比不上成群結隊。 苦心經營，比不上厚顏無恥。 失望、灰心。 告訴自己，日後，不再輕易被人踐踏。 委屈，和血水、淚水、口水一起吞進肚裡。 沒人心疼的孩子，即使哭，也沒人在乎。 可能因自己的人生這麼多的經歷，同理心、共情心，在成為人力資源工作者時，開始散發出來。 加上自己的個性特質，形成了今日朋友口中的溫暖人物。 我想，自己像是八爪章魚，爪中各項樂器合奏出和諧的樂曲。 我可以是嚴謹的人資主管，也可以是開心活動的企劃主辦。 我可以是字字珠璣的文字工作者，也可以使用人工智能玩文字生成圖畫。 我可以是團體中的調皮搗蛋者，也可以群體中溝通協調適時翻譯，統籌整體情況，同時也營造合作情感。 『和諧』 ~ 一起協力合作，互相支援，互相呼應，互相襯托。 穩定的，讓人放心的安全狀態。 讓人放鬆自在地導引力量。 在和諧的氛圍裡，溫柔的音符中，調整內心的陰陽，調適外在的言行與反應，內外合一，接收光明面，接納陰暗面，接受天地萬物共生共存的和諧能量。 深深吸氣。 緩緩吐氣。 活著，是一件美好的事情。 每個人的心中，只要願靜下來傾聽，會聽到屬於自己的和諧曲調，很優美，很溫柔，很讓人感動。 Tarot of the Day for 2024-06-13: Harmony I am a foolish child. Learning, whether in childhood or now at the age of fifty, is not an easy task. I can't remember, I can't recite, and my mind often fails to grasp things. Just like in today's practical computer skills exercise, I was completely stuck in front of the screen with a blank mind. I quickly turned to my classmates for help. When I was young and learning management, there was no internet for research. I used the most straightforward method: reading newspapers during lunch breaks every working day, at least two, and making time to read business management magazines and monthly publications. I also paid for further education courses and attended night school for formal education. Years of daily accumulation allowed me to absorb, digest, and internalize knowledge. Looking back now, I see that I was diligent, serious, hardworking, and eager to learn. I'm not particularly lucky. Hard work doesn’t compare to a thoughtful greeting. Serious effort doesn’t match up to being part of a group. Diligent management pales in comparison to shameless audacity. Disappointment, discouragement. I told myself that in the future, I would no longer let others trample on me easily. Swallowing grievances along with blood, tears, and saliva. A child that no one feels sorry for, even if they cry, no one cares. Perhaps due to my many life experiences, empathy and compassion began to emerge when I became a human resources worker. Coupled with my personality traits, I became the warm person my friends speak of today. I think of myself as an octopus, each arm playing an instrument to create a harmonious melody. I can be a meticulous HR manager, or a joyful event planner. I can be a precise writer, or use AI to generate illustrations from text. I can be the mischievous one in a group, or the communicator who coordinates and translates, organizing the overall situation and fostering cooperative relationships. "Harmony" ~ Working together, supporting each other, responding to one another, complementing each other. A stable, reassuring state of security. Guiding strength in a relaxed and natural way. In a harmonious atmosphere, amidst gentle notes, we adjust the yin and yang within, align our external words and actions with our inner state, and unite the internal and external. We receive the light and accept the dark, embracing the harmonious energy of coexistence with all things. Take a deep breath. Exhale slowly. Being alive is a beautiful thing. If each person is willing to quiet down and listen, they will hear their own harmonious melody—very beautiful, very gentle, and very moving. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harmony

2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space

2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space 端午連假總共三天，第一天，忙著跟朋友相約聊天。 第二天，忙著趕功課進度，整理電腦資料，清潔家裡。 第三天，睽違很久的睡到自然醒，中午跟家人吃飯相聚。 快樂時光好快就結束了。 接下來規律的學習日子也不錯。 今天哥哥說，他覺得我現在的生活模式挺好的。 有新知的學習，有與他人交流交際，有和朋友相約，有和家人相聚，有時間和心力照顧好自己。 我當下忘了回應他，我也很喜歡現在的生活和現在的自己。 慎終追遠，在端午節日是我們文化上的祭祀。 昨晚，不小心按到了平板，畫面跳出來2019年與老爸對話的視窗畫面。 我愣住了好幾分鐘，眼睛都沒眨一下，直盯著平板。 往上滑看了對話的內容，我貼了一個餐廳的連結，跟爸爸說，打算帶他去那個地方走走。 爸爸回應了我揮揮手。 於是，昨晚我看到時，驚愣住，因我以為爸爸又再跟我揮揮手，打招呼。 老爸，很想您，只是沒再跟任何人提起。 我努力生活，就是希望能讓您放心，沒有罣礙。 我明白，很多人微笑的背後都有不同的感傷故事。 我也是。 確實，自己的感受，心情，自己受，受得住，過得去，那就好了。 『時空』 ~ 情感，穿越了時間，跨越了空間。 愛與在乎，始終都在，不曾停止，不曾消逝，不曾退去。 人的一言一行一決定，總在〝因果業力〞法則上加減乘除。 今日的善，他日的果。 昔日的業，今日的劫。 現在遇到的困境，碰到的困難，遭到的難過，我就會回想著過去，到底，哪裡做錯了？是什麼行為讓別人不開心了？是說錯了話？表錯了情？還是要如何才能討人喜歡呢？ 多數時候是沒有獲得答案的。 是有多擔心害怕不被喜歡？ 有的時候就是需要回到過去，探討、了解，才能知道原因。 時空，就是這樣吸引人去回想過去。 畢竟，我們已經花費人生大部分的時間在想像未來，計畫未來了。 在時空裡，我們能夠有計畫性地規劃著許多事情，有人覺得這就是預言，其實這只是多份心去注意、觀察、思考，也就有了洞悉、卓見及計畫。 檢視過去，洗淨廢棄，在這時空的日子裡。 內觀現在，審度現在，在這時空的日子裡。 想像未來，計畫未來，在這時空的日子裡。 跨越時空的想著、念著、愛著。 願一切安好。 願事事順利。 願日日如意。 願希望實現。 在這『時空』的日子裡，我總忍不住想許願，想著世界和平，想著家國安康，想著大家都平安。 June 11, 2024 Tarot of the Day: Time Space The Dragon Boat Festival holiday lasts for three days. On the first day, I was busy meeting up with friends and chatting. On the second day, I was busy catching up on homework, organizing computer files, and cleaning the house. On the third day, I finally slept in and woke up naturally after a long time, and then had lunch with my family. Happy times pass by so quickly. The regular days of learning ahead are also quite nice. Today, my brother said he thinks my current lifestyle is quite good. I am learning new things, socializing with others, meeting up with friends, gathering with family, and have time and energy to take care of myself. At that moment, I forgot to respond to him, but I also really like my current life and myself as I am now. Honoring ancestors during the Dragon Boat Festival is a part of our cultural rituals. Last night, I accidentally pressed my tablet, and the screen showed a conversation window with my dad from 2019. I was stunned for a few minutes, staring at the tablet without blinking. I scrolled up to see the conversation. I had sent a restaurant link to my dad, telling him I planned to take him there for a visit. Dad responded with a wave emoji. So, when I saw it last night, I was shocked because I thought my dad was waving at me again, saying hello. Dad, I miss you very much, but I haven’t mentioned it to anyone. I am working hard to live well, hoping to put your mind at ease and have no worries. I understand that many people have different sad stories behind their smiles. So do I. Indeed, as long as you can bear and get through your feelings and emotions, that's enough. "Time Space" ~ Emotions transcend time and space. Love and care are always there, never stopping, never fading, never retreating. Every word, action, and decision a person makes is always subject to the law of "cause and effect". Today's good deeds are tomorrow's rewards. Past deeds are today's consequences. When I encounter difficulties and sadness now, I reflect on the past. Where did I go wrong? What actions made others unhappy? Did I say the wrong thing? Did I express the wrong emotions? How can I please others? Most of the time, there are no answers. How much do I worry about not being liked? Sometimes, you need to go back to the past, explore and understand, to find the reason. Time Space attracts people to reminisce about the past. After all, we spend most of our lives imagining and planning for the future. In Time Space, we can plan many things with foresight. Some call it prophecy, but it's really just paying more attention, observing, and thinking, leading to insight, foresight, and planning. Reviewing the past, cleaning up waste, in these days of Time Space. Observing the present, assessing the present, in these days of Time Space. Imagining the future, planning for the future, in these days of Time Space. Thinking, remembering, and loving across time and space. May everything be well. May everything go smoothly. May every day be satisfying. May all hopes be realized. In these days of "Time Space", I can’t help but make wishes, thinking about world peace, family and national well-being, and everyone's safety. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #TimeSpace

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance 稍早朋友來家裡坐坐。 說著擔憂孩子這幾天的身體狀況。 我喜歡的涼爽天氣，原來對支氣管較欠佳的人，尤其是孩子，是段需要較細心呵護的時光。 同理心，在我未有周全的認知情境裡，消失無蹤跡。 原來，有時候不是沒有同理心。 因為認知狹小而侷限了思考範圍。 因為懂得甚少而阻礙的思慮周全。 這部分需要再加強生活層面的敏銳度和覺察力。 今天的塔羅牌是『平衡』。 平衡，在我的以為裡，與均衡是同一個意思。 營養均衡。 發展均衡。 生活均衡。 人生均衡。 均衡，內心沒有空缺或空洞處，人生圓滿。 失衡，不是不好，而是總有那麼一點點的遺憾。 也許是沒有機會有哪一個角色，甚至或許是曾擁有過而喪失了。 人生不圓滿，不幸福嗎？ 很多時候，這兩件事情被放在一起畫上等號。 大部分的人生，這兩件事情雖放在一起，但中間是緊密關係，未必只有等於關係。 平衡 ~ 糾結與掙扎，為難與堅持，消耗了人與人之間的情感。 可惜。 天秤在心中，成為行動的基準，成為做人做事的原則。 很多時候，堅持，很艱難，尤其孤軍奮戰。 世間上有許多的吵吵鬧鬧，起因很多是因為，不公平。 一碗水兩手端，平，也得費力與盡心。 有時求快，單手拿，離”穩”的程度相近無幾，但手會痠，不是最佳的狀態。 達成平衡，少不了分析及冷靜。 評估、權衡、企畫、調整、協調。 一長串流程所需的耐心及用心。 平衡，不是一件簡單的事情。 完美，更是需要費盡心思。 更需要十足十的行動力一起。 否則，一切只是空想、空談，是空洞啊。 行動起來 ~ 即使是連假的前一天，也不影響我們行動的腳程。 Tarot for Today: June 7, 2024 – Balance Earlier, a friend came over for a visit. They expressed concern about their child’s health over the past few days. The cool weather I enjoy turns out to be a time that requires extra care for those with weaker bronchial systems, especially children. Empathy vanishes in situations I do not fully understand. It turns out that sometimes it's not a lack of empathy. Limited understanding restricts the range of our thoughts. A lack of knowledge impedes comprehensive thinking. This is an area where I need to enhance my sensitivity and awareness in life. Today's tarot card is "Balance." In my mind, balance is synonymous with equilibrium. Nutritional balance. Balanced development. Balanced life. Balanced existence. Balance means no gaps or voids within, leading to a fulfilling life. Imbalance is not necessarily bad, but it often leaves a hint of regret. Maybe it's the absence of a particular role or perhaps something once possessed and then lost. Does an incomplete life mean unhappiness? Often, these two concepts are equated. In most lives, although these concepts are placed together, they are closely related but not necessarily equal. Balance ~ Entanglements and struggles, dilemmas and persistence, all deplete the emotions between people. What a pity. The scales in our hearts become the standard for our actions and the principles for our conduct. Often, holding onto something is difficult, especially when fighting alone. Many conflicts arise from unfairness. Balancing a bowl of water with two hands is fair but requires effort and dedication. Sometimes in haste, using one hand brings stability but leads to strain, not the best state. Achieving balance requires analysis and calmness. Assessment, weighing options, planning, adjusting, and coordination. A long process requiring patience and dedication. Balance is not an easy task. Perfection demands even more effort and thought. It also requires substantial action. Otherwise, it’s all just empty talk. Let’s take action ~ Even on the day before a holiday, our pace of action remains unaffected. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Balance

2024 0606 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress

2024 0606 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress 前一天晚上，我與整個世界斷了連結。 看著塔羅牌，腦袋空空的。 翻轉塔羅牌，思緒空空的。 這是長期內耗造成的困境。 這次內耗的形成原因不在他人，在自己。 總是貪心地想要了解更多事情。 總是貪婪地想要知道更多知識。 尤其是身心靈這塊領域。 無論是古老的東方還是遙遠的西方。 無論是過去還是現在。 只要清醒著的時間，聽課、上課，幾乎佔了絕大部分的時間。 能吸收嗎？ 有消化嗎？ 時間不夠吸收，不夠消化。 但學習的機會都是唯一。 也許等有比較多時間可以進行時，課程已不再招開。 我們永遠不會知道未來是什麼情況等著我們。 所以，我珍惜當下的做法就是，若有需要學習的課程，只要時間允許，就排進時間表裡。 原來，我看似無所事事的休息期，被自己的恐慌和貪心給佔據了。 雖然我已跳離職場，卻又忍不住擔憂若不跟進相關議題和資訊，與職場的脫節，是否會造成封閉的自己。 這證明了我是平凡人啊。 自以為能夠淡定，可能是壓抑。 自以為能夠疏離，可能是逃避。 建立自己安全的情感狀態，迫在眉睫，得注意與面對。 想念溫暖的土壤。 想念清新的草地。 想念艷麗的花朵。 想念和煦的微風。 想念涓涓的小溪。 想念無際的天空。 想念我四處逍遙的自然風景。 今日的塔羅是皇后。 皇后，更深層的含意是大地。 大地，更直接的連結是母親。 你心中的母親是什麼模樣？ 我的姪子姪女分別落在兩個世代，一個世代現在剛大學畢業，另一個世代是落在青少年，他們彼此之間剛好相差十歲。 在年長姪子姪女世代，他們認為他們的母親是世上最棒的。 帶著他們一起玩，一起瘋狂。 帶著他們一起打遊戲，探索世界，學習成長。 進得了廚房，上得了廳堂。 進得了遊戲間，上得了學習殿堂。 較年輕世代的姪子姪女，對於媽媽，是溫柔、美麗、優雅的形像。 輕聲細語的溝通、交流與叮嚀。 跟他們一起研讀聖經，一起面對生命中的所有艱難。 他們知道，父母雖然是成人，是所謂的大人，也是會恐懼、害怕，想躲避，不想面對。 對我來說，我母親的形像，是堅忍的屹立不搖，是超猛的行動力，個子雖嬌小卻有著無比強大的力量。 母親的聲音，是爽朗的笑聲，是快速用力的切菜聲，是噗哧噗哧鍋上熱湯滾動的聲音。 皇后 ~ 是滋養與孕育。 是溫暖與安全。 是掌控與占有。 是守護與維繫。 是付出與傳承。 是依附與束縛。 Tarot of the Day for 2024/06/06: The Empress The night before, I disconnected from the entire world. Looking at the Tarot cards, my mind went blank. Flipping the Tarot cards, my thoughts were empty. This is the dilemma caused by prolonged internal exhaustion. The cause of this internal struggle lies not with others but within myself. I always greedily want to understand more things. I always greedily want to know more knowledge. Especially in the realm of body, mind, and spirit. Whether it is the ancient East or the distant West. Whether it is the past or the present. As long as I'm awake, most of my time is spent listening to classes and attending lectures. Can I absorb it? Can I digest it? There isn't enough time to absorb or digest it. But the opportunities to learn are unique. Maybe by the time I have more time to engage, the courses will no longer be available. We never know what the future holds for us. Therefore, my way of cherishing the present is that if there is a course I need to learn, as long as time permits, I schedule it. It turns out that my seemingly idle rest period was occupied by my own panic and greed. Although I have left the workplace, I can't help but worry whether not keeping up with relevant issues and information will lead to a disconnect that will close me off. This proves that I am an ordinary person. Thinking I can remain calm might just be repression. Thinking I can be detached might just be escapism. Establishing a safe emotional state for myself is urgent and must be addressed. I miss the warm soil. I miss the fresh grass. I miss the vibrant flowers. I miss the gentle breeze. I miss the trickling stream. I miss the boundless sky. I miss the natural scenery where I roamed freely. Today's Tarot is the Empress. The deeper meaning of the Empress is the Earth. The more direct connection to the Earth is the Mother. What does the mother in your heart look like? My nieces and nephews are from two generations: one has just graduated from college, and the other is in their teenage years, with a ten-year gap between them. The older generation of nieces and nephews believes their mother is the best in the world. She plays with them and goes crazy with them. She plays games with them, explores the world, and learns and grows together. She can handle the kitchen and manage the living room. She can navigate the game room and the hall of learning. The younger generation of nieces and nephews sees their mother as gentle, beautiful, and elegant. She communicates, interacts, and gently reminds them. She studies the Bible with them and faces all the challenges in life together. They know that although their parents are adults, they also experience fear, want to hide, and sometimes don't want to face things. To me, the image of my mother is one of unwavering resilience, incredible action, and immense strength despite her small stature. Her voice is the sound of hearty laughter, the swift and forceful sound of chopping vegetables, and the bubbling of hot soup on the stove. The Empress ~ Is nourishment and nurturing. Is warmth and safety. Is control and possession. Is protection and maintenance. Is giving and inheritance. Is attachment and restriction. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Empress

2024 0604 今日塔羅：豐收 Harvest

2024 0604 今日塔羅：豐收 Harvest 昨天的你，好嗎？ 我很喜歡昨天的天氣，微涼，有點灰色的天空，襯得車水馬龍的街道不顯得擁擠。 即使有點塞車，心情舒服下也就可靜靜等。 匆忙趕到上課教室。 同學看了我一眼，驚聲大呼說，你是昨夜裡打劫去嗎？眼睛怎麼了？頭髮怎麼了？ 我急喊，別說話，別看著我。請給我兩小時，給你另一個面容。 趕快坐進位置，掩藏起我剛睡醒的水腫臉，睡意惺忪的眼，亂翹不符貼的髮絲。 中午休息時間，雙十年華的女孩說著她想要的未來，家人不支持。 我給了建議，她說沒有說到她的心底裡。 噗哧！慘了，我開始不懂得新一代的年輕孩子了。 可是我好想午睡，就不糾結她的煩惱事情。 不能將她的問題變成是我另一種沉重包袱。 在茶水間跟另一位同學打招呼。 同學找我說他需要聊聊。 我看著我的位置一眼，難道找時間跟我的位置培養上課以外的感情，這樣地困難嗎？ 聽著同學說的事情，忍不住插入建議。 原來，我會因為想做其他事情而想要盡快給出建議或看法，好早點結束話題。 只剩六分鐘的休息時間。 瞇一下好了，我正這樣想著。 趴在桌上，羊圈的柵欄還未升起。 同學問，誰的手機遺忘在洗手間裡。 「我的。」我站起來回覆。 再回到位置後，很好，休息時間只剩一分鐘。 算了！ 罷了！ 休息時間就這樣溜過去了。 下完課後，抓緊時間完成週日課程後的作業，然後晚上繼續坐在電腦桌前聽著線上課程講座。 快結束這樣日夜都是課程，工作日及周末假日都是課程的狀態。 學習，挺充實。 課程，挺多元。 生活，挺繁忙。 今日塔羅牌是『豐收』。 多好啊！ 若能愛情、財富、職位、家庭都得意，人生須盡歡呀。 豐收 ~ 在愛情、情感上，獲得了滋養，幸福感爆棚。 物質上也不缺，感覺是情場、享受都得意。 財運旺旺旺，有投資有豐收。 只是，勿沉溺，勿得意，勿迷戀，勿貪心。 人生有度，才是幸福。 過與不及，都是缺。 Tarot for Today: Harvest How was your day yesterday? I really liked yesterday's weather. It was slightly cool, with a bit of a gray sky, making the bustling streets feel less crowded. Even with a bit of traffic, a good mood can make waiting feel peaceful. Rushing to the classroom. A classmate looked at me and exclaimed, "Did you go robbing last night? What happened to your eyes? Your hair?" I quickly replied, "Don't talk, don't look at me. Give me two hours, and you'll see a different face." I hurried to my seat, hiding my puffy just-awake face, sleepy eyes, and messy hair. During the lunch break, a girl in her twenties talked about her desired future, and how her family doesn't support her. I gave her some advice, but she said it didn't touch her heart. Oops! I realized I might not understand the younger generation anymore. But I really wanted a nap, so I didn't dwell on her troubles. I couldn't let her problems become another heavy burden for me. I greeted another classmate in the tea room. He said he needed to talk. I glanced at my seat, thinking, is it so hard to find time to bond with my seat outside of class? Listening to his issues, I couldn't help but interject with advice. It turns out, I tend to rush to give suggestions or opinions so I can get back to what I want to do sooner. Only six minutes left of the break. I thought about taking a quick nap. Lying on the desk, I hadn't even started to doze off when a classmate asked, "Who left their phone in the restroom?" "It's mine," I replied, standing up. After retrieving it, I found that only one minute of break was left. Forget it! It's gone! The break slipped away just like that. After class, I hurried to finish the homework due for Sunday’s course, then continued with an online lecture in the evening. I'm almost done with this schedule of non-stop courses day and night, weekdays and weekends. Learning is fulfilling. The courses are diverse. Life is busy. Today's Tarot card is "Harvest." How wonderful! If we could achieve success in love, wealth, career, and family, life would be a joyous celebration. Harvest In love and emotions, you receive nourishment, overflowing with happiness. Materially, you lack nothing, feeling satisfied both in romance and enjoyment. Financially, fortune is on your side, with investments bringing bountiful returns. However, do not get carried away, do not be complacent, do not become infatuated, do not be greedy. A balanced life is true happiness. Excess or deficiency, both are flaws. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harvest

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity 昨天午後，空氣中還有一絲正午的悶熱氣息尚未散去。 剛採買完一週食物，回到家，有點呃，有點累，有點倦。 又是一陣小忙碌，把東西整理好，坐在客廳沙發裡。 不想勞動了。 不想腦動了。 就先這樣靜靜地，呆呆地，空空地，讓時間溜過去。 睡著了。 醒了，因口渴。 繼續，又睡著了。 醒了，因在沙發上不舒服。 一身汗臭，不想弄髒床，繼續窩在沙發。 又睡著了。 再度醒來，半天時機間已過去，微微橘紅的雲邊在遠方，被灰階的雲朵遮蓋住，連光芒都迷濛。 再度忙碌起來，準備晚餐，準備便當，整理清潔。 這人煙火氣挺扎實的。 坐下來，吃了水果，喝了熱茶。 對我來說，一週的開始在週日夜晚打開塔羅的那一刻。 今日的塔羅牌是『創造力』。 今天的腦袋世界會很精彩。 『19 世紀的美國作家華萊士·D·沃特爾斯 (Wallace D. Wattles) 曾聲稱：「思考是所有勞動中最艱難、最累人的。」有項新研究表明，思考得太用力和時間太長真的會耗盡你的大腦，就像運動會消耗身體一樣。』 因此認為，創造力的發生在擁有充足的休息之後。 經過週末假日調養生息，全身細胞充滿了能量與營養，創造力也就蠢蠢欲動，急著想脫網衝出。 我認為，這是好事。 『法國巴黎 Pitié-Salpêtrière 大學的臨床心理學家 Mathias Pessiglione 解釋說：「在有影響力的理論中表明，疲勞是大腦製造的一種錯覺，讓我們停止正在做的任何事情並轉向更令人滿意的活動。但我們的研究結果表明，認知工作會導致真正的功能改變——有害物質的積累——所以疲勞確實是一個讓我們停止工作的信號，但目的是保持大腦功能的完整性。」』 創造力活絡是件讓我感到興奮的情景。 創造力，產生有趣的點子或巧思，讓愛情、感情加溫。 創造力，在無趣的工作裡創造一些小趣味，讓有趣的事情為平凡生活添加生動氣息。 創造力，是尚未被雕塑的水晶、寶石。 繽紛的色彩吸引人的注目，被期待著經過設計、切雕磨後的模樣。 創造力讓每個人生動活潑起來，眼神晶瑩，剔透，就像是閃閃發亮的希望。 今天，我們暫時拋開理智，拋下規則，試著用心智看世界。 也許我們會有很棒的收穫，關於創造力，關於新構想，關於打破舊習。 2024 0527 Tarot of the Day: Creativity Yesterday afternoon, the lingering heat of noon was still palpable in the air. After shopping for a week's worth of groceries, I came back home feeling a bit, well, tired and weary. After a brief period of busywork putting everything away, I sat down on the living room sofa. I didn’t want to do any more physical work. I didn’t want to think either. So, I just sat there quietly, blankly, letting time pass. I fell asleep. Woke up, thirsty. Continued, fell asleep again. Woke up, uncomfortable on the sofa. Sweaty and smelly, not wanting to dirty my bed, I continued to nestle on the sofa. Fell asleep again. Woke up again, half a day had passed. The edges of the clouds were tinged with orange-red in the distance, shrouded by gray clouds, making even the light look hazy. Got busy again, preparing dinner, preparing lunchboxes, cleaning up. This bustling human atmosphere felt solid. Sat down, ate some fruit, drank hot tea. For me, the week begins the moment I open my Tarot deck on Sunday night. Today's Tarot card is 'Creativity.' Today, my mind will be vibrant and lively. "The American writer Wallace D. Wattles claimed in the 19th century: 'Thinking is the hardest and most exhausting labor of all.' A new study suggests that thinking too hard and for too long can really exhaust your brain, much like physical exercise tires out the body." Therefore, it is believed that creativity occurs after ample rest. After a weekend of rest and recuperation, the cells in the body are brimming with energy and nutrients, making creativity eager to burst forth. I think this is a good thing. "Clinical psychologist Mathias Pessiglione from the Pitié-Salpêtrière University in Paris explains: 'Influential theories suggest that fatigue is a kind of illusion produced by the brain to make us stop whatever we are doing and turn to a more gratifying activity. But our results show that cognitive work leads to true functional alterations—accumulation of noxious substances—so fatigue indeed is a signal that makes us stop working but for the purpose of preserving the integrity of brain functioning.'" The excitement of active creativity is a scenario that excites me. Creativity generates interesting ideas or clever thoughts that can warm up love and emotions. Creativity brings little joys to dull work, adding vibrant touches to mundane life. Creativity is like unsculpted crystals and gems, their vibrant colors attracting attention, anticipated to reveal their designed and polished forms. Creativity makes every life vivid and lively, with sparkling eyes, clear and bright, like shining hope. Today, let's temporarily set aside reason, abandon rules, and try to view the world with our minds. Perhaps we will have wonderful harvests about creativity, new ideas, and breaking old habits. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Creativity

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

2024 0524今日塔羅：太陽 Sun

2024 0524今日塔羅：太陽 Sun 無論這一週過得如何，今天，大家的心情應都會轉變，開心許多，也放鬆許多。 以前還在職場時，週五的夜晚與其他日子的差別就在於可以是無忌憚的熬夜，有著操勞一整週的工作日後，與同事朋友的饗宴約會。 美好，確實是需要比較，才更顯得甜美及幸福。 兩年前考量一些情況最後決定給自己一段長假。 於是，週五、週六，與週一、週三，沒有太多的差別。 有不一樣的我改變了生活模式，週末假日，除非有約，不然我不會出門去人擠人。 有大把大把的平日時光，去咖啡廳，去市場，去很多地方，享受著一點人氣，卻不擁擠。 週末假日，空間就留給只能那些時間前往的人們吧。 最近學習課程滿滿，又開始恢復享受著週五來到的幸福。 雖然週六日依然有其他課程需要努力。 可，有著又度過扎實一週的滿足感和成就感。 距離課程結訓日又再靠近好幾天。 今天塔羅牌是『太陽』。 有著滿滿的希望，熱騰騰的陽光味，溫暖是特色，熱情是特質，光明是特性。 太陽，吉星高照，是好運紅不讓的代名詞，抽到太陽牌，好運不可擋，也擋不了。 像太陽般的人充滿活力，在群體中是如此閃耀明亮，是積極型人格，是正向能量的代表。 請記得懂得分享資源，懂得與人合作共事，陽光熱能才能持久，才能綿長，好運才會持續不斷。 抽到太陽牌時的心靈，心智如同透過光般的通透，身體輕盈舒暢，精神力，靈性能量都跟著陽光滋養，增長。 生命的活潑動力，如此鮮明。 散發活力，喚醒他人，這是利他利己的神奇創造時刻。 活力發散了一天的你，在太陽下山後應是疲憊極了。 好好吃個飯，好好休息。 週末假日花點時間內觀、省思和調養。 為新的一週儲備能量，以供給再度走入人群裡時所需。 Tarot of the Day for May 24, 2024: The Sun No matter how your week has been, today, everyone's mood should improve significantly, feeling much happier and more relaxed. Back when I was still working, the difference between Friday nights and other days was that you could stay up late without worry, enjoying a feast with colleagues and friends after a long week of hard work. Happiness truly shines brighter when compared to other times. Two years ago, I decided to take a long break due to certain considerations. Hence, Fridays, Saturdays, Mondays, and Wednesdays don't differ much for me anymore. With a new approach to life, I avoid going out on weekends unless I have plans, steering clear of the crowds. I relish the weekdays, visiting cafes, markets, and various places to enjoy a bit of social interaction without the crowd. On weekends, I leave the space for those who can only go out during that time. Recently, my schedule has been packed with learning courses, and I have started to enjoy the happiness that Fridays bring once again. Although I still have other courses to work on during the weekends, there's a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment from having completed another productive week. The course completion date draws nearer by several days. Today's tarot card is "The Sun." It symbolizes hope, the warmth of the sun, and is characterized by its warmth, passion, and brightness. The Sun, a sign of good fortune and positive energy, indicates that good luck is unstoppable when drawn. People like the sun are full of vitality, shining brightly in any group, embodying an active personality and positive energy. Remember to share resources and collaborate with others to maintain and extend this sunshine energy and continuous good fortune. When you draw The Sun card, your mind and spirit become clear, your body feels light and comfortable, and your mental and spiritual energy grows and is nourished by the sunlight. The lively energy of life is so vivid. Spread your vitality and awaken others—this is a magical moment of mutual benefit. After a day full of energy, you'll likely feel very tired once the sun sets. Have a good meal and rest well. Spend some time over the weekend in introspection, reflection, and recuperation. Prepare for the new week ahead, ensuring you have the energy needed to reengage with the world. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Sun

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57) 問題：我5/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：倒吊者 Hanger Man 今天早上聽到了鬧鐘響，關掉後，起床煮咖啡，用電鍋蒸熱饅頭和水煮蛋，所有動作如同開始上課的每一天，也會持續這樣的動作直到課程學習結束。 看著還有點時間，能多瞇幾分鐘，對精神，對眼睛都是好的。 於是半躺在床上。 直到下次睜開眼，時間已過了一個多小時。 教室裡已開始上課，而我還在家裡。 遲到的時間超過十五分鐘，得請假了。 一進教室的課程，聽著老師說的內容，有點印象，但不是很記得。 果然，實務操作時間完全不知所措。 還好我位置的後面是個高手，他是我自己內定為我的小老師。 因有他的幫助，我在休息時間趕上了班上學習進度。 我同意今天我降伏在身體疲憊不已的事實裡。 於是每堂休息時間，我不聊天，沒有走出教室，就是在位置上休息。 每次靜態的停留與休息，都是在等待，等著精神恢復多一些，等著腦力可順利運轉，吸收課堂上的學習。 在今日課程結束後，我決定去操場散步走走。 雨滴開始落下，打溼了車子前檔窗玻璃。 運動，還去不去？ 去。 這雨勢不大，天不夠黑暗，應這雨不會下太久時間。 果然，雨來得突然，也走得匆忙，不到一刻的時間，停了。 操場繞圈走著走著，也走了二公里多。 雨滴又落下。 精神疲憊得呼喊著回家休息。 身體因久坐，筋骨不舒坦地各處都痠痛，走路，是讓壓力釋放，是讓身體舒展。 還是繼續走吧。 走著走著，累積距離有五公里。 過與不及都不好。 五公里是我給自己設定的基本目標。 這樣的運動量，不夠我減重所需，可這段時間的我需要充足能量以應付每日的學習。 絆住我的現實狀況，與期望目標的差距，加上學習所需的耗能，及考量心情變化等因素，調降目標，調整心態，調動策略，接受此時的限制，接納此時卡住的狀態。 魚與熊掌無法兼得。 要專注在當下，當下的目標和當下的狀況。 倒吊人提醒 ~ 此時是重生和新生命的準備階段。 我自己也是這樣看待近年內所有重大事情的背後含意。 順勢，是在被困住，停滯，被絆住時一個重要的心法。 有時急著打破眼前的凍結或凝結，會造成失焦，且距離真正的目標反而更遠。 慎思。慎行。 晚上的我因疲累，在沙發上不小心睡著了。 在沙發上休息前的我，對於今日塔羅抽牌實在是沒有精神和力氣可以進行。 最後反而因短暫時間的休息，讓我完成今日的功課，這不也是倒吊人的驗證。 Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot: The Hanged Man (54-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/21 Card drawn: The Hanged Man This morning, I heard my alarm ring, turned it off, got up to make coffee, steamed buns and boiled eggs with an electric cooker. All these actions were as routine as starting a school day and will continue until my course ends. Seeing I had a bit of time left, I decided to take a short nap to rest my eyes and mind. So, I half-lay on the bed. The next time I opened my eyes, more than an hour had passed. Class had already started, but I was still at home. Being over fifteen minutes late, I had to take a leave of absence. When I entered the classroom, I recognized what the teacher was saying but couldn't fully remember. As expected, I was completely lost during the practical session. Fortunately, a skilled student behind me, whom I had unofficially appointed as my little tutor, helped me catch up with the class progress during the break. I acknowledged that today I was defeated by my sheer exhaustion. Thus, during every break, I did not chat or leave the classroom but stayed at my desk to rest. Each static pause and rest was a wait—for my energy to recover a bit more, for my brain to function smoothly, to absorb the lessons in class. After today’s classes ended, I decided to take a walk on the sports field. Raindrops started falling, wetting the car's windshield. Should I still go for a walk? Yes. The rain wasn’t heavy, the sky wasn’t too dark, and it probably wouldn’t last long. Sure enough, the rain came suddenly and left quickly, stopping in less than a moment. I walked around the track, covering over two kilometers. Raindrops fell again. My weary mind called for home and rest. My body, stiff from prolonged sitting, ached all over. Walking helped release the tension and stretch my muscles. So, I kept walking. By the end, I had walked a total of five kilometers. Neither too much nor too little is good. Five kilometers is my basic goal. This amount of exercise is not enough for weight loss, but I need enough energy to cope with daily learning. The gap between my reality and my desired goals, combined with the energy demands of learning and mood fluctuations, required me to lower my goals, adjust my mindset, shift my strategies, accept the current limitations, and acknowledge the stuck state I was in. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I need to focus on the present, the current goals, and the present situation. The Hanged Man reminds us ~ This is a preparatory stage for rebirth and new life. I view the underlying significance of all major events in recent years in this way. Going with the flow is an important mindset when feeling trapped, stagnant, or stuck. Sometimes, urgently trying to break through the current freeze or solidification can cause you to lose focus, making the real goal even more distant. Think carefully. Act cautiously. In the evening, due to fatigue, I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Before resting on the sofa, I was too tired to even conduct today's tarot reading. In the end, the brief rest allowed me to complete my tasks for the day, which is also a validation of The Hanged Man's message. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #HangerMan

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