Alyson’s 4/24 Tarot：愛 Love (27-57)

Alyson’s 4/24 Tarot：愛 Love (27-57) 問題：我4/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：愛 Love 昨晚，又是一個難以入眠的夜晚。 明明，我現在每天很是操勞，過著很耗腦的生活，怎，睡神還是不太喜歡搭理我呢。 今日確實感受到”愛”，且不在預期內的，甚至不是課堂上的同學，是來自於另一個學習課程的班主任。 多日前跟她詢問的事情，今日傍晚她敲來了好消息。 我的需求被尊重，被正視，且回應了我的期望。 「愛」，在人與人之間。 不限於家人。 不限於愛人。 不限於朋友。 愛，越是流動，溫暖熱情的能量越是強勁。 宇宙說，愛，有如粉紅色的玫瑰，是內心的展現。 在愛的世界裡，坦率地接受愛和坦然地付出愛都是很重要的。 愛，也不一定都是張揚的。 有些愛，很溫吞，很緩慢，很細微，需要非常用心地察覺，才能體會。 這樣的流動有點辛苦，且一個不小心，岌岌可危的脆弱關係，就會應聲斷裂，難再挽回。 愛，要說出來，也要行動展現出來。 愛如艷麗綻放的花朵，越是用心植栽，越是回饋一室芬芳。 今天我的『未來日記』與之前抽出的塔羅牌『愛』，以及與今日的事情，很是貼切。 又是『未來日記』、塔羅抽牌與當天事情一致的成功日。 開心！ 分享給大家聖經「十種愛的方法」： 傾聽，不要打斷（Listen without Interrupting.） 「心傲是滅亡的前導，心謙是光榮的前驅。」（箴言 18:12） 說話，不要指責（Speak without Accusing.） 「你們要知道：每人都該敏於聽教，遲於發言，遲於動怒，因為人的憤怒，並不成全天主的正義。」（雅各伯書 1:19） 給予，不要保留（Give without Sparing.） 「貪婪的人，終日貪婪；正義的人，廣施不吝。」（箴言 21:26） 祈禱，不要停止（Pray without Ceasing.） 「為此，自從我們得到了報告那天起，就不斷為你們祈禱，懇求天主使你們對他的旨意有充分的認識，充滿各種屬神的智慧和見識。」（歌羅森書 1:9） 回答，不要爭執（Answer without Arguing.） 「乾餅一張而平安共食，剩餘滿屋佳餚而互相爭吵。」（箴言 17:1） 分享，不要假裝（Share without Pretending.） 「在愛德中持守真理，在各方面長進，而歸於那為元首的基督，本著祂，全身都結構緊湊，藉著各關節的互相輔助，按照各肢體的功用，各盡其職，使身體不斷增長，在愛德中將它建立起來。」（厄弗所書 4:15～16） 享受，不要抱怨（Enjoy without Complaint.） 「你們做一切事，總不可抱怨，也不可爭論，好使你們成為無可指摘和純潔的。」（斐理伯書 2:14） 信任，不要動搖（Trust without wavering.） 「凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。」（格林多前書 13:7） 原諒，不要懲罰（Forgive without Punishing.） 「父啊！寬赦他們吧！因為他們不知道他們做的是什麼？」（路加福音 23:34） 承諾，不要忘記（Promise without Forgetting.） 「希望遲不兌現，令人心神煩惱；願望獲得滿足，像株生命樹。」（箴言 13:12） Alyson's 4/24 Tarot: Love (27-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 4/24 Card Drawn: Love Last night was another sleepless night. Despite my daily toil and mentally draining life, it seems the Sandman still doesn't favor me. Today, I truly felt "love," unexpectedly, not from classmates in class but from another class's homeroom teacher. Days ago, I asked her about something, and this evening she delivered good news. My needs were respected, acknowledged, and my expectations were met. "Love" exists between people. It's not limited to family. It's not limited to romantic partners. It's not limited to friends. Love flows, and the warmer and more passionate the energy, the stronger it becomes. The universe says love is like a pink rose, an expression of the heart. In the world of love, it's essential to accept and express love candidly. Love isn't always flamboyant. Some love is warm, slow, and subtle, requiring careful attention to perceive. Such flow is a bit arduous, and with one misstep, a fragile relationship can crumble, difficult to mend. Love needs to be spoken and demonstrated. Love, like a beautiful blooming flower, the more effort you put into nurturing it, the more fragrance it gives back. Today, my "future diary," along with the Tarot card "Love" drawn previously, aligns well with what happened today. Another successful day where the diary, Tarot card, and daily events coincide. Happy! Sharing the Ten Commandments of Love from the Bible: Listen without Interrupting. "Pride leads to destruction; humility is the path to honor." (Proverbs 18:12) Speak without Accusing. "You must understand this, my dear brothers and sisters: You must all be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry. Human anger does not produce the righteousness God desires." (James 1:19-20) Give without Sparing. "The greedy stir up conflict, but those who trust in the Lord will prosper." (Proverbs 28:25) Pray without Ceasing. "Therefore, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you. We continually ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives." (Colossians 1:9) Answer without Arguing. "Better a dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting, with strife." (Proverbs 17:1) Share without Pretending. "Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ. From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work." (Ephesians 4:15-16) Enjoy without Complaint. "Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, 'children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.' Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky." (Philippians 2:14-15) Trust without Wavering. "And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is love." (1 Corinthians 13:13) Forgive without Punishing. "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." (Luke 23:34) Promise without Forgetting. "Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life." (Proverbs 13:12) #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Love

2024 0425 今日塔羅：熱情 Passion

2024 0425 今日塔羅：熱情 Passion 經過昨日被安撫好的挫折，今日心情已趨向平靜。 甚至有可能安慰的人實在是太懂難過的心靈，話語講得溫柔婉轉，如黃鶯出谷餘音繞樑，受傷得以平息外，像是引擎可拉高至1000匹馬力，身體都覺有點輕盈，可起舞一番。 結果，今日的集體塔羅牌果真就抽到了極具激揚心念的心牌卡 ~ 『熱情』。 你有熱情嗎？ 對什麼人會展現你的熱情？ 是什麼事會激出你的熱情？ 是什麼人或事可延續你的熱情？ 熱情，是什麼？ 經理人雜誌於一篇『熱情是做你「喜歡」的事， 不是你「非做不可」的事』文章中寫著：『根據研究，熱情的來源可分為「和諧性熱情」（harmonious passion）和「強迫性熱情」（obsessive passion）。 「和諧性熱情」是指因為「喜歡」從事某件事情而主動去做。 「強迫性熱情」則是認為自己「必須」從事某項活動，從中證明自己的價值而著手行動。』 這樣的論調跟『對你來說，工作是「職業」還是「事業」？』的思考脈絡很是雷同。 不過也有許多人跟我一樣，雖然工作只是「職業」，可我們卻是用像是拚自己的「事業」般那樣投入，那樣熱情，那樣奮不顧身的拼命。 「熱情」這張塔羅牌 ~ 是聖杯牌組裡的第十張。 是飽滿，快要溢出來的激動情感。 色調是飽滿且貴氣騰騰，獅頭金杯在牌卡正中間，黃澄澄地閃耀著。 象徵獅子狂熱的追尋他的使命。 也許是森林的動物之王，可能是獅群的領導者，可能是危險來臨時最強大的保護者。 不管獅子頭的鬃毛是否豎立起來，認真的獅子總是威嚴且精神抖擻地。 今天，熱情地表達情感！ 但若是生氣，請先冷靜，讓憤怒之氣息稍稍冷卻，再進行溝通。 不然，怕正事還沒開始討論，對方已被你的怒火給燒得心臟快要停歇，不敢也無法理性地回應。 今日別害怕感受情感。 喜歡探索自己的內心世界，表示想要成長，想要了解，想要解惑，想要學習。 當踏出第一步，即已為自己開啟了靈性世界的那扇門。 這是為自己感到驕傲與喜悅的時刻。 日本「經營之聖」稻盛和夫曾經分享了他的工作觀以及人生觀之「方程式」： 「人生‧工作的結果」＝「思考方式×熱情×能力」。 美國的主持人麥克．羅 （Mike Rowe）在探索頻道 （Discovery Channel）的實境秀《幹盡苦差事》（Dirty Jobs）裡體驗挖礦、捕鱷魚、鑽油井、修鐵路等300種我們一般人心中的「辛苦工作」。 在體驗過200多個工作後，他用全新的角度去看見苦差事背後的認真與笑容。 他認為世界上那麼多危險、骯髒、氣味難聞等的苦差事，若沒有一群群的人默默付出，我們大家根本就無法有所謂乾淨、進步的現代生活。 他看見了每份苦差事的背後，都有無可取代的價值和打自心底樂在其中的人。 『Don't follow your passion, but always take it with you. 別朝著熱情的方向前進，而是不管往哪走，都讓熱情與你同行。』 來自：─麥克．羅（Mike Rowe） 資料來源：©經理人 https://www.managertoday.com.tw/articles/view/40097?utm_source=copyshare 資料來源：2013-05-01 Cheers 雜誌152 期 Today's Tarot: Passion After being comforted from yesterday's setbacks, today's mood has tended towards tranquility. It's even possible that the comforter truly understands the pain, speaking with gentle words that soothe like the lingering melody of a nightingale. With the wounds eased, it feels like the engine can rev up to 1000 horsepower, and the body feels a bit lighter, ready to dance. As a result, today's collective Tarot draw indeed pulled the card of passionate thoughts - "Passion". Do you have passion? For whom do you show your passion? What things ignite your passion? Who or what can sustain your passion? What is passion? According to an article in Manager Magazine, passion can be divided into "harmonious passion" and "obsessive passion". "Harmonious passion" is engaging in something because you "like" it. "Obsessive passion" is feeling that you "must" engage in an activity to prove your worth. This perspective resonates with the question, "Is your work a 'job' or a 'career'?" But like many others, even though our work is just a "job", we invest in it with the dedication, passion, and determination as if it were a career. The Tarot card of "Passion" is the tenth card in the Suit of Cups. It represents overflowing, almost bursting, emotions. The colors are rich and luxurious, with a lion's head cup shining in the center. It symbolizes the lion's fervent pursuit of its mission - perhaps as the king of the forest animals, the leader of a pride, or the most formidable protector in times of danger. Whether the mane of the lion's head is raised or not, a serious lion always exudes dignity and vigor. Today, express your emotions passionately! But if you're angry, please calm down first, let the anger subside a bit, and then communicate. Otherwise, before the discussion even begins, the other person might be burned by your anger, unable to respond rationally. Don't be afraid to feel emotions today. Exploring your inner world indicates a desire for growth, understanding, clarity, and learning. By taking the first step, you have already opened the door to your spiritual world. It's a moment to be proud and joyful. The Japanese "management sage" Kazuo Inamori once shared his formula for work and life: "Results of life and work" equals "way of thinking times passion times ability". American host Mike Rowe, in the reality show "Dirty Jobs" on the Discovery Channel, experienced over 300 kinds of "dirty, tough jobs" such as mining, alligator hunting, oil drilling, and railroad repair. After experiencing more than 200 jobs, he saw the seriousness and smiles behind the tough jobs from a new perspective. He believes that without the silent dedication of countless people in the world, we would not have the clean, progressive modern life we enjoy. He saw the irreplaceable value and the genuine joy in every tough job. "Don't follow your passion, but always take it with you." —Mike Rowe Sources: Manager Today Sources：Cheers Magazine Issue 152, May 1, 2013. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Passion

Alyson’s 4/23 Tarot：大師 Master

Alyson’s 4/23 Tarot：大師 Master 問題：沒有太多人看的分享，我還要繼續撰寫並分享每日塔羅嗎？ 抽牌：大師 Master 急著想要分享今日的觸動，想了想，決定『未來日記』今天暫停一次。 看過一位塔羅專家寫的書，他寫道：塔羅是沒有集體意識的，塔羅是屬於一個人的潛意識，一個人的指引。 我學習塔羅的時間還很短，無法回應這個論點。 我想從另一個角度去分享，塔羅，是夢的延伸，是潛意識的呈現。 而關於”夢”，有個人隱私的夢，也有大家共同的夢想、渴望與期盼。 網路文章中看過這樣的一句話：「集體潛意識的內容是天生就會的東西。」那是否我也可以這樣認為，「夢，是每個人天生就會的事情。只是有人會記得夢，有人忘記，有人常有夢，有人夢較少，甚至可能不是他沒有作夢，而是他不記得他有作了夢。」 夢是集體潛意識，塔羅是夢的顯化與指引，藉由共時性現象的時候，將夢境圖書館中的紀錄浮現於意識水面上，照這樣推溯，塔羅，也是可以展示集體潛意識的聚焦。 在人海中，總會有不相識的人，在同一個時間，為著同一個問題或是情思索著。 而我是基於這樣的推論而開始這樣的集體塔羅牌實驗。 每一天，我在不同的時間點抽一張塔羅牌，沒有提問，沒有特別思考或任何思緒，沒有假設也沒有預設。 就是直接呼喊宇宙，請宇宙給有緣的我們一個祝福，抽牌。 就這樣簡單。 為何不在同一個時間抽牌？ 既然是集體，而我也是集體的其中一員。 當我福至心靈想抽牌時，我才抽牌，表示我也有參與在這個集體中，而非是幫”你們這個集體”而抽的塔羅牌。 我將抽出來的塔羅牌，先進行閱讀，就是大家一般稱的「讀牌」。 我想將讀牌的內容內化、聚焦後，寫成短文，再用自己設計的「心情紀錄卡」將重點顯示在卡片上分享給你們。 這樣的作業，在工作日的期間，每天我會進行兩份。一份是上面說明的集體塔羅抽牌，一份是我個人的抽牌。 為了區分不同的塔羅，集體抽牌的心情紀錄卡上會有『DC-Tarot』的字樣，我個人的塔羅抽牌心情紀錄卡上是『Alyson』的字樣。 而這樣重的工作量是我安排給自己的功課。 一來鍛鍊自己的靈性，訓練直覺力，磨練文字表達力與強化與圖案的連結力。 一來是認為”分享”、”付出”是我的生命裡一件很重要的事情。 也許有人會在不經意的時候讀到了我的一句話而引起了共鳴。 也許哪天有人會因我的一個分享而有了觸動。 今日，我的朋友說，我的粉絲真是少得可憐。 而，我還要每天這樣認真寫嗎？這樣努力分享嗎？ 說真的，是很灰心。 就如同，好多影片都請觀看的人給一個小紅心，給個讚。 於是，今天晚上我就抽了塔羅牌，請宇宙指引。 『Sage of Worlds – Master大師』是這次抽到的塔羅牌。 『大師』，顧名思義就是需要有豐富的，並且經年累月累積的經驗後，對這門技藝已是精通，化入骨水，溶入細胞，融入生活中，才能有此稱呼。 宇宙告訴我，這就是我必然、一定得走過的路。 我的每日塔羅，是為自己而撰寫出來的，因我的努力，有所獲得的是我自己，非關他人，非關你們。 有沒有紅心，有沒有點讚的次數，不應該動搖我撰寫每日塔羅的初衷。 宇宙的指引雖然是這樣說，但我還是會想要愛心和點讚數呀！ 平凡人，還是需要有人給予鼓勵、讚賞和交流。 平凡人，還是想要感受到和看到努力有被人看見，並且喜歡著。 『大師』還有著運用現實的生活發展內在的品格，若有所權力、地位或榮譽的獲得，也需保持謙卑、謙虛並分享資源。 而精通技藝的『大師』在他們自己專業的世界裡如魚得水地優遊，持續精進技藝外，內心更是放鬆地享受著傳承與分享的重責大任，並且樂於與其他”大師”交流，甚至共同合作，努力。 §如果今天這篇有觸碰到你的小心窩，請給我一個”讚”或一顆”小紅心”。 Alyson's 4/23 Tarot: Master Question: With not many people viewing my shares, should I continue writing and sharing daily Tarot readings? Card drawn: Emperor Eager to share today's insight, upon reflection, I've decided to pause "Future Diary" for today. I read a book by a Tarot expert once, where he wrote: "Tarot has no collective consciousness; Tarot belongs to an individual's subconscious, a person's guidance." As someone relatively new to Tarot, I can't fully respond to this argument. Instead, I'd like to offer a different perspective: Tarot is an extension of dreams, a manifestation of the subconscious. And concerning "dreams," there are personal, private dreams, as well as collective dreams, desires, and aspirations. I came across a line in an online article: "The content of collective subconsciousness is innate." Could we then say, "Dreams are innate to everyone"? Some remember dreams, some forget; some dream frequently, some less so. It's even possible that someone may not recall dreaming, not because they didn't dream, but because they don't remember doing so. Dreams are part of the collective subconscious, and Tarot is the manifestation and guidance of dreams. Through synchronistic phenomena, records from the dream library emerge into consciousness. Following this line of thought, Tarot can also reveal the focus of the collective subconscious. In the sea of humanity, there are always strangers, at the same time, pondering the same questions or sentiments. Based on this reasoning, I began a collective Tarot card experiment. Every day, at different times, I draw a Tarot card. No questions, no specific thoughts or assumptions. I simply call out to the universe, asking for a blessing for those destined to receive it, and draw a card. It's that simple. Why not draw cards at the same time? Since it's collective, and I am part of that collective. When I genuinely feel the urge to draw a card, I do so. This signifies my participation in the collective, rather than drawing cards for "you guys." I read the drawn Tarot card first, commonly known as "reading the cards." I internalize and focus on the reading, then write a short piece, highlighting the key points on a self-designed "mood card," which I share with you. During weekdays, I do this twice a day. One is the collective Tarot card drawing as explained above, and the other is my personal drawing. To distinguish between different Tarot readings, the mood card for collective Tarot readings will have the label "DC-Tarot," while for my personal readings, it will have "Alyson." This workload is a task I've assigned to myself. Firstly, to nurture my spirituality, hone my intuition, refine my writing skills, and strengthen my connection with symbols. Secondly, because "sharing" and "giving" are essential aspects of my life. Perhaps someone will resonate with a passing sentence of mine. Perhaps someday, someone will be moved by one of my shares. Today, a friend remarked how few followers I have. Do I really need to continue writing so earnestly every day? Is this effort in sharing worth it? To be honest, it's disheartening. It's like when many viewers watch a video but only a few leave a like. So tonight, I drew a Tarot card, seeking guidance from the universe. "The Sage of Worlds – Master" was the card I drew this time. A "master," as the name suggests, requires extensive experience accumulated over the years to truly master the craft, to the point where it becomes ingrained in their being, dissolved into their cells, and integrated into their lives. The universe tells me this is the path I must inevitably tread. My daily Tarot readings are written for myself. The gains from my efforts are for myself, not for others, not for you. The number of likes or hearts should not shake the original intention behind my daily Tarot writings. Although the universe guides me this way, I still yearn for likes and hearts! Ordinary people still need encouragement, appreciation, and interaction. Ordinary people still want to feel and see their efforts acknowledged and appreciated by others. A "master" also utilizes real-life experiences to develop their inner character. If they attain power, status, or honor, they must remain humble, modest, and share resources. True masters in their own professional worlds navigate effortlessly, constantly improving their skills. Internally, they relax, enjoying the weighty responsibility of passing on knowledge and sharing, willingly engaging with other "masters," even collaborating, striving together. §If today's piece has touched a chord in you, please give me a "like" or a "heart." #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Master

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57) 問題：我4/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：更新者 Regenerator 今天中午參加了一場喜宴。 對於這兩週來的辛苦，身體升起了防衛機制。 早上很晚才醒過來，原本想去聽的簡報分享，就錯過了，很可惜。 昨晚有在心裡頭對今天的行程做了簡單的描繪和想像。 腦海中有浮現開車到喜宴餐廳的位置，但沒有細想，沒有想像到停車的情況，結果今天抵達餐廳時被告知四個停車場皆沒有停車位了。 對於早上的簡報分享是沒有進行任何想像。 昨晚應該潛意識就已經做好了決定，所以今早也就沒有早點起床的動力。 喜宴上，同桌的有一位長者，年屆八十歲。 她說，她是自己搭乘計程車前來喝喜酒的。 她分享了人生的知識與經歷 ~ 人生莫計較太多，身體健康是第一，後面的許多”零”才有意義。 要記得自己擁有的幸運，並珍惜老天的眷顧。 有能力付出，不要吝嗇。 夫妻相處要有共同興趣，夫妻，是老來伴。 父母對已婚孩子的事情要懂得放手，不過問太多，因陪孩子到老的是他的另一半。 朋友之間千萬別有金錢往來和利益關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147442924 老人家在桃園一家關懷照顧植物人基金會擔任志工長達二十三年。 她看多很多人生故事。 她說，最近發生一件事情讓她很是難過，也曾經很生氣，甚至懷疑老天。 她分享，有一位志工，跟她一樣在那基金會服務多年，人很好，很付出，很努力。 但，有一天，這位志工朋友她都沒有再遇到過。 她也沒想太多，以為是有事情要忙，或者是值班時間錯開，所以才沒再看過。 直到有一天，基金會工作人員告知說等一下需要接收一位新的植物人患者。 當工作人員一邊說的時候，神情難過，眼眶紅。 沒想到，新的植物人患者就是那位志工朋友。 老人家說，這讓她懷疑了善良、付出自己，怎會落得這樣的結果。 老人家依然一邊做著志工工作，一邊思考這個問題。 直到她把這問題內觀到自己的身上。 她想到，曾經被醫生宣告粉碎性骨折，無法再站起來行走的她，現在雙腿有力且活動自如。 這就是老天對一直付出的她給予的回饋與呵護。 「更新者」這張塔羅牌，告訴我們 ~ 作為一位更新者及恢復者，在情感上是有豐富創造力，就像是滋潤生命的及時雨，豐富與灌溉著土地。 今日的喜宴上，當主持人請新郎給予新娘的父母承諾會好好照顧他們的女兒，會跟新娘攜手一輩子好好過的時候，我含著淚，坐在附近的新郎同事朋友們也都哭了。 最可愛的是新郎的雙胞胎姊姊，哭得唏哩嘩啦得，完全沒有在顧及臉上精緻的妝容。 這是一場很有愛的婚禮。 很榮幸被邀請。 很高興有前去。 「更新者」可以創造新的情感生活和生命力。 「更新者」是個治療者，像是不停冒出泡的湧泉水，洗滌著交流的心靈，平撫傷痛和被困擾，糾結著的心。 今天，我和哥哥很幸運，有緣分認識那位老人家，幸運地能聽到她的人生經歷與分享。 喜宴結束後，我們詢問老人家居住的地點，並邀請她搭乘我的車子，我開車，和哥哥一起送她回家。 因為今天的愛能量流動得很強勁，讓我很放鬆，心也被這麼多的愛給溫暖，結束喜宴回到家後，整個人疲倦，也就陷入休息睡眠狀態。 這兩週來的疲憊，經過這兩天的熟睡，消散不少，真好。 Alyson's 4/22 Tarot: The Regenerator (24-57) Question: Theme of my 4/21 journal entry Card drawn: Regenerator Today I attended a wedding banquet at noon. After the hard work of the past two weeks, my body has initiated a defense mechanism. I woke up late in the morning and missed the presentation I intended to attend, which was a pity. Last night, I briefly depicted and imagined today's schedule in my mind. There was a vague image of driving to the wedding banquet venue in my mind, but I didn't think it through, didn't imagine the parking situation, and as a result, when I arrived at the restaurant, I was informed that all four parking lots were full. I didn't engage in any imagination about the morning presentation. Subconsciously, I must have already made a decision last night, so I didn't have the motivation to wake up early this morning. At the wedding banquet, there was an elderly lady sitting at my table, eighty years old. She said she had come to the wedding banquet by taking a taxi. She shared her knowledge and experiences in life~ In life, don't worry too much, health is the most important, the many "zeros" behind only have meaning then. Remember the luck one possesses and cherish the blessings from above. If capable, do not hesitate to give. For a couple to get along, they must have common interests, for spouses are companions in old age. Parents should learn to let go of their married children's affairs, avoid asking too much, because the one accompanying the child to old age is their spouse. Never let money transactions and self-interest come between friends. The old lady has been volunteering for the Vegetative Care Foundation in Taoyuan for twenty-three years. She has seen many life stories. She said, something happened recently that made her very sad, even angry, and she even doubted the heavens. She shared that there was a volunteer, like her, who had served at the foundation for many years, a good person, very dedicated and hardworking. But one day, she never saw this volunteer friend again. She didn't think much of it, thinking the friend must be busy or their duty hours conflicted, so she didn't see them again. Until one day, the foundation staff informed her that they needed to receive a new vegetative patient later. As the staff spoke, they looked sad, their eyes red. Unexpectedly, the new vegetative patient was that volunteer friend. The old lady said this made her doubt kindness, selflessness, how could it lead to such a result? Yet, she continued her volunteer work while contemplating this question. Until she introspected on this question within herself. She thought of herself, who had been declared with a comminuted fracture by the doctor, unable to stand and walk, but now her legs are strong and agile. This is the reward and care from heaven for her continuous dedication. The Tarot card "Regenerator" tells us ~ As a regenerator and healer, there is abundant creativity emotionally, like timely rain nourishing and irrigating the land. At today's wedding banquet, when the host asked the groom to promise to take good care of the bride's parents and to live a good life with the bride, I sat nearby with tears in my eyes, and the groom's colleagues and friends also cried. The most adorable was the groom's twin sister, crying uncontrollably, completely disregarding the delicate makeup on her face. This was a wedding filled with love. I was honored to be invited. I was glad I went. "Regenerator" can create new emotional life and vitality. "Regenerator" is a healer, like bubbling spring water continuously cleansing the soul of communication, soothing pain and resolving the entangled heart. Today, my brother and I were lucky to meet that old lady, fortunate to hear her life experiences and sharing. After the wedding banquet, we asked where the old lady lived and invited her to ride in my car. I drove, and my brother and I sent her home together. Because the energy of love today flowed so strongly, I felt very relaxed, my heart warmed by so much love. After returning home from the banquet, I was exhausted and fell into a state of restful sleep. The exhaustion of the past two weeks, after two days of deep sleep, dissipated quite a bit, which was wonderful. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Regenerator

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57)

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57) 問題：我4/20的未來日記主題 抽牌：成就者 Achiever 回顧今天的所有時光，哪一個與『成就者』這張塔羅牌有關連呢？ 與朋友們交流，與哥哥聊天，上課，這麼多的人和事情，沒有哪一個是跟『成就者』有關聯。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147355321 『成就者』象徵： 土星般的紀律 – 沒有因疲憊而偷懶，沒有因失眠而遲到的準時抵達上課教室。 木星般的擴展 – 自我察覺到今日精神不佳，能給予的回應太少。日後這是需要承擔起責任的工作，該如何保持好的狀態，該如何避免異常狀況的發生。 工蜂般的勤勞 – 幾月都是得這樣度過的，週一到週六，一大早到傍晚的整天時光，都要不停地學習，練習。 跑者的意志力 – 如果時間允許，下課後轉換地方，進行身體的洩壓與放鬆，我認為，散步是很好的選擇。尤其在這幾日，春風正涼爽，月兒正明亮，有點靜謐的學校操場，遠遠的前方透著一縷縷白色銀絲的光芒，很有一番朦朧美。 只有宇宙知道我的前方有什麼。 現在的我只能一直跑，一直奔跑。 好好運用木星的拓張，維持紀律與意志力，往前跑。 Alyson's 4/21 Tarot: The Achiever (23-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/20 Card drawn: Achiever Reflecting on all the moments of today, which ones are associated with "Achiever" Tarot card? From conversing with friends, chatting with my brother, attending classes—amongst all the people and events, none seem to directly relate to "Achiever." Symbolism of "Achiever": Saturn-like discipline – Arriving punctually to class despite fatigue and sleeplessness. Jupiter-like expansion – Recognizing today's mental fatigue and minimal responsiveness. Understanding the responsibility to maintain well-being and prevent abnormal conditions in the future. Worker bee-like diligence – Months spent in a similar manner, dedicating entire days from Monday to Saturday to continuous learning and practice. Runner's willpower – If time allows after class, changing locations to release and relax physically. Walking seems like a good option, especially during these cool, breezy days with a bright moon illuminating the serene schoolyard, distant lights shining faintly ahead, creating a surreal beauty. Only the universe knows what lies ahead for me. For now, I can only keep running, utilizing the expansiveness of Jupiter, maintaining discipline and willpower, and moving forward. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Achiever

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57) 問題：我4/18的未來日記主題 抽牌：聰穎 Brilliance 如果是在清晨時聽到天空下起了豪大雨，趕緊起床把電風扇關掉，避免因太濕冷而著涼的即時反應是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天想著下豪大雨，路上鐵定塞車，提早出門，所以沒有嚴重遲到的即時行動是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天課程內容是以照片編輯、修圖、美化為主，而因之前喜歡用手機拍照並分享在社群媒體，所以有一小部分基礎較知道的熟練操作是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因午前看到教室外的地面已乾燥不少而於中午休息時間在外面大樹下小散步，所以有呼吸到清新空氣並哼唱著歌的即時開心是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因連續幾日準備餐盒已覺疲乏，跟同學聊到明天就帶泡麵，輕便又香氣十足，所以有適時放過自己的偷懶態度是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 https://www.popdaily.com.tw/forum/diary/1494166 「聰穎」這張塔羅牌是水晶王牌，是Ace喔。 「聰穎」裡有象徵心智上覺醒的黃水晶。 洞見，豁然開朗與頓時明白。 如同我今日ㄧ連串的直接反應，直覺行為，Ace是象徵單純意識轉化為想法。 而我今日不只是轉化為想法而已，每個決定都馬上用行動直接回應。 如果，今日的這些，都是”聰穎”的想法、覺醒與行動。 我認為，今日是貼附在「未來日記」的塔羅牌上的分享。 「聰穎」還有提醒，與生俱來的天賦已展現，相信自己獨特的天賦，並從中去創造。 改變自己總是想太多，執行太少的巢臼。 改變自己總是丟三落四，記憶太弱的慘狀。 改變自己總是忍不住與人抬槓，然後分心，忘了重心的窘況。 聰穎，提醒了我 ~ 相信自己的直覺。 記得自己的直觀。 做出自己的直力。 日後可以收割的成果，會碩大且甜美。 Alyson's 4/19 Tarot: Brilliance (21-57) Question: The theme of my diary for 4/18 Card Drawn: Brilliance If waking up to a heavy rain in the early morning and quickly turning off the electric fan to avoid catching a cold due to the damp and cold is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If anticipating heavy rain today and expecting traffic jams on the road, leaving early to avoid being severely late is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If having a small portion of basic skills in photo editing, retouching, and beautification due to a previous interest in taking photos with a smartphone and sharing them on social media is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. If feeling happy instantly during the lunch break while taking a short walk under the big tree outside after noticing that the ground outside the classroom had dried considerably is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" aligns with this Tarot card. If feeling tired of preparing lunch boxes for several days in a row and deciding with classmates to bring instant noodles tomorrow, which are convenient and fragrant, is considered a timely indulgence in laziness, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. The Tarot card "Brilliance" is the Ace of Crystals. "Brilliance" contains a yellow crystal symbolizing awakening in the mind. Insight, enlightenment, and sudden understanding. Just like my series of immediate reactions today, intuitive actions, the Ace symbolizes the transformation of pure consciousness into ideas. And today, it's not just a transformation into ideas; every decision is immediately followed by action. If all of today's thoughts, awakenings, and actions are considered "brilliant." I believe today's entries are shared on the Tarot card attached to the "diary of the future." "Brilliance" also reminds us that innate talents have been revealed, believe in your unique talents, and create from them. The rut of thinking too much and doing too little when it comes to changing oneself. The plight of always being scatterbrained and having a weak memory when it comes to change. The awkwardness of always unable to resist arguing with others, then getting distracted and forgetting the main focus when it comes to change. Brilliance reminds me ~ Trust your instincts. Remember your intuition. Act with your direct strength. The fruits to be harvested in the future will be substantial and sweet. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Brilliance

2024 0418 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0418 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony 世界上糟心的新聞實在是太多了。 國家之間的戰亂，民族之間的長遠歷史愛恨情仇的糾葛，產業公司間互相競爭，朋友、手足間的比較及相愛相殺。 可，難道，人們忘記了嗎？ 地球溫室效應日趨嚴重。 台灣的櫻花竟然比高緯度的日本更早盛開，這在過去是不對的道理，現在難道是被大家忘卻了擔憂嗎？！ 宇宙發出訊息 ~ 今天的塔羅牌是「和諧」。 沒有人能獨佔美麗的巔峰。 美好與開心，是建立在群體裡，在人群中，小至同事、朋友、愛人及家人間。 過往工作時，我喜歡團隊，喜歡合作，不喜歡一個人孤伶伶的單打獨鬥。 喜歡規劃時，大家激發的火花和協調。 喜歡執行時，大家合作的分工和默契。 喜歡完成時，大家彼此的鼓勵和掌聲。 喜歡日後時，大家回憶的點點與滴滴。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147019126 「和諧」 ~ 一起合作，互相協商討論，一起建立共識與目標。 穩定，是最讓人安住心的狀態。 團結，雖須經過整合、協調與調整的結果，卻也是很美好的經歷及感受。 和諧，讓身心靈都進入了調和狀態，心，安住了，腦，也就跟著靜下來了，五感進入了敏感層次，趁這機會調整內心的陰與陽，快與慢，渴望與擁有。 讓外在和諧美妙的音符，讓身體內的五臟六腑感染愉悅、開心與幸福的樂章，放鬆地一唱一和，像是與大地之母及天地萬物一起呼吸，一起律動，一起為生命感動。 Today's Tarot: Harmony There's just too much distressing news in the world. The conflicts between nations, the deep-seated histories of love and hate between ethnicities, the cutthroat competition among corporations, the comparisons and rivalries among friends and siblings. But have people forgotten? The escalating greenhouse effect on Earth. The cherry blossoms in Taiwan blooming earlier than those in higher latitudes of Japan, which used to be against nature's order. Have we all forgotten to worry about this now?! The universe sends a message ~ Today's Tarot card is "Harmony". No one can monopolize the summit of beauty. Goodness and joy are built within communities, among crowds, from colleagues and friends to lovers and family. In my past work, I've always preferred teamwork, collaboration, rather than solitary struggles. I enjoy the sparks and coordination during planning. The division of labor and tacit understanding during execution. The mutual encouragement and applause upon completion. And reminiscing together in the future. "Harmony" ~ Working together, discussing and negotiating, establishing consensus and goals together. Stability is the most comforting state. Unity, though requiring integration, coordination, and adjustment, is a beautiful experience and feeling. Harmony brings body, mind, and soul into a balanced state. The heart settles, the mind quiets down, the senses become more sensitive. Seize this opportunity to adjust the balance of yin and yang, speed and slowness, desire and possession within. Let the harmonious notes outside infect the organs and tissues inside with a joyful, happy, and blissful melody. Sing along with relaxation, like breathing with the mother earth and dancing with all creation, moved by the rhythm of life together. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harmony

Alyson’s 4/15 Tarot：隱士 Hermit (17-57)

Alyson’s 4/15 Tarot：隱士 Hermit (17-57) 問題：我4/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：隱士 Hermit 今天總算可以睡飽一點。 天呀！我竟然將自己美好無所事事的時光給終結了。 每天充實的課程內容，收穫很多，卻也讓人疲憊。 越是這樣忙碌的日子，越是要注意飲食。 今天的主要需完成的任務是食物採買。 而今天的塔羅牌是「隱士」。 若以十二星座，是屬處女座。 若以處女座給大家最深的印象就是該做什麼事情，就會安排好時間好好進行。 這就是我今日「未來日記」的內容。 「未來日記」的第三週主題是「隱士」。 除了上面提到的與處女座有直接關係以外，這張塔羅牌有療癒者的意涵。 真是與我生活的觀念是貼近的。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146906047 我一直認為，與其吃各種的營養食品、保健食品，倒不如好好吃飯，從天然的食物裡獲取一大堆的營養。 「隱士」在山林間，自己種植著五穀，吃著從土壤吸收的元素，讓身體獲取大地之母的營養，如同我們在母親的子宮裡那樣，富足而心神安穩。 如同「隱士」之名 ~ 踏實地生活。 充實地日子。 富實地心靈。 飽實地休息。 這週，身體微恙，上週一整個地腳步匆忙，都忘了好好地看看天空，好好地嗅著空氣中春天花開的芬芳，好好地吃一頓飯。 這週，除了學習以外，也要注意好好地生活，不庸碌地生活。 「未來日記」的第三週，「隱士」有著歸隱於山間，不太與陌生的人交集，不太往熱鬧喧囂的地方趕集。 在自己生活的一方，過著簡單的生活，並同時向內進入自己的內在，獲得自我覺察，並透過與神性連結，透過這股力量，經過雙手，帶出療癒，帶出創造，帶出引導。 我，尚在學習。 我是接受他人的療癒，感受他人的溫暖，並且放鬆太過緊繃的身體。 「隱士」，是我這週的「未來日記」主調，與我為自己設定的生活模式同調。 宇宙事先安排提供的訊息與我內心渴求的現況一致，真的是很美妙的事情。 Alyson's 4/15 Tarot: Hermit (17-57) Question: My 4/14 future diary theme Card drawn: Hermit Today, I finally managed to get some extra sleep. Oh my, I actually put an end to my blissful idle moments. The packed schedule every day brings a lot of learning, but it also leaves me exhausted. The busier the days, the more important it is to pay attention to eating well. The main task for today is grocery shopping. And the Tarot card drawn for today is "Hermit." In terms of the zodiac, it corresponds to Virgo. If there's one thing that stands out about Virgo, it's their knack for scheduling and executing tasks efficiently. This aligns with the theme of my "future diary" for today. The theme for the third week of the "future diary" is "Hermit." Besides its association with Virgo mentioned earlier, this Tarot card signifies healing. It resonates closely with my philosophy of living. I've always believed that rather than consuming various nutritional and health supplements, it's better to eat well and derive a plethora of nutrients from natural foods. The Hermit resides in the wilderness, cultivating grains and consuming elements absorbed from the soil, nourishing the body with the essence of Mother Earth, much like how we are nourished in our mother's womb, feeling abundant and spiritually serene. Just like the name "Hermit" suggests, Live solidly. Live fulfilling days. Nourish the soul abundantly. Rest abundantly. This week, with a slight physical discomfort and the rush of last week, I forgot to gaze at the sky, inhale the fragrance of spring blossoms in the air, and have a proper meal. This week, besides learning, it's also important to focus on living well, living without haste. In the third week of the "future diary," "Hermit" entails withdrawing to the mountains, avoiding interactions with strangers and bustling places. Living a simple life in one's own space, while delving inward to gain self-awareness, and connecting with the divine, channeling healing, creativity, and guidance through this power, manifesting through one's hands. I am still learning. Accepting healing from others, feeling their warmth, and relaxing my overly tense body. "Hermit" sets the tone for my "future diary" this week, aligning with the lifestyle I've set for myself. The message the universe provided in advance resonates perfectly with what my heart desires—it's truly a marvelous thing. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Hermit

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57) 問題：我4/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：力量 Strength 昨天參加一個培訓課程，關於協談，關於志工，關於自殺議題。 課程內容是嚴肅的，同學是親切的，老師們與主辦單位的人們很是溫柔。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146682463 上午滿滿的四小時，有數據分析，有現況分享，有醫師專業知識的傳授。 下午滿滿的四小時，是團體課程，有遊戲，有認知，有分享。 上完一天課程結束後，回到家要寫功課，將一天的學習心得與團體體驗一一回饋。 將所有指定作業完成已凌晨。 太累了，沒有精神再提筆寫「未來日記」的塔羅日誌。 今天補上。(然後今天的，卻又得明天補了，希望明天我可以將進度趕上，別再拖延。) 今天「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌是「力量」。 完完全全地貼切著我今日一整天的學習課程。 我報名參加一個志工培訓課程。 這是『1995』是防治自殺專線志工培訓。 經過三階段的學習與評量後，方能成為志工，才能開始進行協助他人的事情。 若問我，那麼多的志工，為何選擇『1995』？ 很難回答這個問題，因沒有仔細酌量與思考過。 二十多年前知道『1995』，覺得這是很有意義的，且真摯佩服這些大愛的志工們。 這些是無名英雄，協助他人，是不留名，不現身的。 一直有想貢獻能力予社會的想法，在朋友號召下，連同我和幾位朋友就一起報名了。 曾有過想哭卻哭不出來的痛嗎？ 曾有過痛到心已麻痺，只覺空洞嗎？ 找不到生命的出口，眼前雖不是黑暗，但確實是看不清楚的。 在迷濛裡，沒有方向，心，虛浮著，恐懼驟升，無法停歇地慌。 可以跟誰說？ 會讓人擔心的。 會被人責罵的。 不安穩的心，煩憂的事情不間斷，何時可安歇？何處可安息？ 生命的幽谷，這路，多長？多窄？多暗？多讓人害怕？ 不經意掉下的小石，打在無處可躲藏的身心上，痛得眼淚逼出，沒人知道傷痕累累又疲乏的靈魂，早已蒼白無力。 如果，因為我短短的陪伴，靜靜的凝聽，電話那頭的陌生人，在這段時間裡放心地坦述，願意再多走一點點的路，我就會感受到值得。 疼惜每個受傷的靈魂，疼惜每個傷痕，疼惜每個痛苦和難過。 不懂，這世上為何就是有人忍心傷害他人？ 不懂，為何有時施暴者是那些受害者最親近，最親密的人？ 在這麼多不懂和問題下，解題或找到答案從來我就不擅長。 但我能”傾聽”，我能”陪伴”，我能”理解”。 我曾踏上山巔，我也曾走在山坡丘陵與小低谷裡。 低谷就已讓我難受與心傷，那些在幽谷小徑中走不出來的人，又是承受多少的傷和痛。 我認為能有幫助別人的機會，是幸運，是緣分。 我覺得能夠擁有能力去幫助別人，是幸福的人。 我想擁有幫助他人的能力並且也擁有幫助別人的機會，這是福氣，這是福報。 我會珍惜這堅守心智的”力量”。 我會守護好想要付出與貢獻的”心力”。 這是我的寶貝，要更加珍惜保護的寶貝。 「力量」這張塔羅牌，在埃及祭祀人員的頭上頂著一個大盤，上面有顆蛋型狀的寶物，這是讓人用生命，用誓言，用心保護守護的。 如同，我想保守住自己堅強的心志，保守住自己內心的信念與期盼。 ”將愛傳下去” ~ 傳給需要的人。 親愛的宇宙，請賜予我溫柔的力量，堅定的力量，希望的力量。 Alyson's 4/14 Tarot: Strength (16-57) Question: My theme for the diary of 4/13 Card Drawn: Strength Yesterday, I attended a training course on negotiation, volunteering, and suicide prevention. The content of the course was serious, the classmates were friendly, and the teachers and organizers were very gentle. The morning session was packed with four hours of data analysis, current situation sharing, and imparting professional knowledge from doctors. The afternoon session, also four hours long, consisted of group activities, cognitive exercises, and sharing. After completing a full day of classes, I returned home to do my homework, diligently reflecting on the day's learning and group experiences. I stayed up until the early hours of the morning to complete all the assigned tasks. I was too exhausted to muster the energy to write the Tarot journal for the "Future Diary" yesterday. Today, I'm catching up. (And then, today's, which will have to be postponed until tomorrow, hoping I can catch up with my progress tomorrow and not procrastinate anymore.) Today's Tarot draw for the "Future Diary" is "Strength," perfectly reflecting my entire day of learning. I signed up for a volunteer training course. It's the "1995" Suicide Prevention Hotline Volunteer Training. After three stages of learning and assessment, one can become a volunteer and start helping others. If you were to ask me why I chose "1995" out of so many volunteer opportunities, it would be difficult to answer because I hadn't carefully considered or thought about it. More than twenty years ago, I learned about "1995" and felt it was meaningful. I truly admire these selfless volunteers. They are unsung heroes who assist others without seeking recognition or fame. I've always had the desire to contribute to society. At the urging of friends, a few of us signed up together. Have you ever experienced pain so intense that you couldn't cry? Have you ever felt so numb to the point of emptiness? Unable to find an exit from life's struggles, although not in darkness, everything seems blurry. Lost and directionless, with a floating heart, fear rises abruptly, and the panic is relentless. Who can you talk to? It would worry them. You'd be blamed. The restless heart, the continuous worry, When will it find peace? Where can it find solace? How long and narrow is the valley of life? How dark and terrifying is it? The small stones that fall inadvertently, hitting the body and mind with nowhere to hide, the pain forces tears out, but no one knows the soul, battered and weary, has long been pale and weak. If, because of my brief company, quiet listening, the stranger on the other end of the phone feels comfortable enough to confide and is willing to walk a little further, I feel it's worthwhile. Caring for every wounded soul, every scar, every pain and sorrow. Why is it that some people can hurt others without remorse? Why is it that sometimes the perpetrators are the ones closest to the victims? Under so many questions and uncertainties, I've never been good at finding solutions or answers. But I can "listen," I can "accompany," I can "understand." I've walked on mountain peaks, I've walked in hills and valleys. The valleys were already painful and heartbreaking for me. How much pain and hurt do those who can't find their way out of the dark paths of the valley endure? I believe having the opportunity to help others is fortunate, it's fate. I feel that having the ability to help others is a blessing. I want to have the ability to help others and also have the opportunity to help others; this is good fortune, this is karma. I will cherish the "Strength" of my perseverance. I will guard the "heart and soul" I want to contribute and give. It's my treasure, a treasure I must cherish and protect even more. The Tarot card "Strength" depicts a large disk resting on the heads of Egyptian priests, with an egg-shaped object on top, something to be protected with life, vows, and heart. Just as I want to preserve my strong determination and safeguard my inner beliefs and hopes. "Pass on the love" ~ Pass it on to those in need. Dear universe, please grant me gentle strength, firm strength, and hopeful strength. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

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